Luyện nghe bài hát I Won't Say that I'm Okay

I won't hold my
I'm not okay without you
I guess what's is done
I just feel so without you near

And I won't say I'm okay
'cause you me not to lie
so know that miss you everyday

You always taught me to be
and always do my best to be
but I that God is holding you
and I am so damn
'cause I miss arms around me
and the way you me laugh
and now I'm inside this prison
that says never coming back.

So I'm sitting in my
as I try to write song.
I'm so sorry that it's not enough,
It's just everything seems wrong.
And I keep into tears
because the won't go away
the Father took my best friend
and said she cannot come out to
anymore.

I hold my tongue
I'm not without you here
I won't hold my
I'm not okay you here
I hold my tongue
I'm not okay without you
I what's done is done
but I just feel so without you near.

And I won't say I'm okay
you taught me not to lie
so know I'll miss you

You always me to be good
and always do my to be selfless
but I know that God is you
and I am so damn
'cause I miss your arms me
and the way you make me
and now I'm stuck inside this
that you're never coming back.

And now I'm in my room
as I try to this song.
I'm so sorry it's not good enough,
It's that everything seems wrong.
But I will try my to be good
So I can my way
straight through the pearly
into your so we can play
more.

Grandma, uh, I love God with all my heart and the only reason that is instated in my life is because of you. And I really don't understand the god that you introduced me to would take you so fast when you were the only person who understood a thing I ever said. And I really don't know how to deal with this anymore. And, I'm just really not okay with this and I miss you and I understand you're in heaven but I wanna be selfish. I don't want you to be in heaven; I want you to be back down here. I don't want you to be there. I want you to be here. What am I supposed to do now? That's all I'm asking.