Luyện nghe bài hát I Won't Say that I'm Okay

I won't hold my
I'm not okay without you
I guess what's is done
I feel so exposed without you near

And I say that I'm okay
'cause you me not to lie
so know that miss you everyday

You taught me to be good
and do my best to be selfless
but I know God is holding you
and I am so jealous
I miss your arms around me
and the way you make me
and now I'm stuck this prison
that you're never coming back.

So I'm sitting in my
as I try to this song.
I'm so sorry that not good enough,
just that everything seems wrong.
And I keep bursting tears
the pain won't go away
because the Father took my best
and said she come out to play
anymore.

I won't hold my
I'm not okay you here
I won't my tongue
I'm not without you here
I won't hold my
I'm not okay you here
I what's done is done
but I just feel so without you near.

And I say that I'm okay
you taught me not to lie
so I'll miss you everyday

You always me to be good
and always do my best to be
but I know God is holding you
and I am so damn
'cause I miss your arms me
and the way you me laugh
and now I'm inside this prison
that says you're coming back.

And now I'm in my room
as I try to write song.
I'm so sorry it's not good enough,
It's just everything seems wrong.
But I try my best to be good
So I can my way
straight the pearly gates
into your arms so we can
more.

Grandma, uh, I love God with all my heart and the only reason that is instated in my life is because of you. And I really don't understand the god that you introduced me to would take you away so fast when you were the only person who understood a thing I ever said. And I really don't know how to with this anymore. And, I'm just really not okay with this and I miss you and I understand you're in heaven but I wanna be selfish. I don't want you to be in heaven; I want you to be back down here. I don't want you to be there. I want you to be here. What am I supposed to do now? That's all I'm asking.