Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I be dead maybe I got nine lives?
Seven left cos I've already died
I'm glad it wasn't Because
its my time to do it without the
I'm making is really dope
but i needa talk about some that
happened a year ago up
let me clear my yo im about to get deep
but i really hope you it though.

See talking about it hurts it's
I was an but i was at my worst
No-one knew I tell one person
couldn't bring myself to do it cos i felt a burden.
Give me any drug I was em up
if I have nine then I'm using em up.
No-one knew my addiction it was stupid as
90 daily of nurofen plus

I that's extreme and i should be dead right
but i was so up
my tolerance was that
that's the thing with the codeine addiction it's over the counter so you don't need

That's packets in a day
I get high but i would have
em anyway because if I didn't em then
I would be withdraws and guess what?
All of this was

and i cant in this form
having shit thoughts i got nothing to live for
I was a zombie i couldnt feel
I four packets
cos i just to feel something
yo I overdosed I was at the
venue i was to preform
I remember see I was told in the report
my tour manager found me on the floor everyone surrounding no one knowing what its for
literally no one knew I was through it all
I fucked up I should be this before I'm a fucking junkie how am I going on a tour?
I let down my and i owe it to them all
that's why I'm being and
so open with it all so hard
not what is wrong
I can't talk about it so I it in this song

up in hospital going through withdraws
someone guarding my bed but nobody would
no phone there nobody to
saying what the is going on
and no one would me

And I'm not what's it's for tubes everywhere if only I could walk
a man approaches am I alright
Then he me I'm on suicide watch
I'm a to myself I wouldn't believe him
I didn't try myself but they wouldn't believe me
I spent a in a hospital bed
in a nightmare and
i want it to end

I'm thinking to myself I got any friends?
Or who don't use have I got any left?
There's many times where I would to be dead
but we've lost too many and I don't want to be
now im happy I got me rest
I know now i don't want it again
the harder I hit the gym then the I get
the more the devil on my
hasn't got any
I let my and my family down
the standing by me are like family now
yo im sorry to who's a fan of me
I understand if you to abandon me

But if it for my family
I tied the knot on the
rope the devil me.
I show ma 'father and my mum love
and let em that
it's not them that up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
then the job get done
I embrace any now im not gonna run
the gyms a new addiction but a one

the battle with addiction a battle on its own
the worst part is I try battle it
so if your hearing this and your at home
tell somebody your family should know!
I'm loving life now I'm getting it
if I can do this fucking anyone can
can't cos I blacked out
but I wouldn't change a cos it
me who I am now