Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I should be dead I got nine lives?
Seven left cos I've already died
I'm glad it wasn't Because
its my time to do it the high-life
what I'm making is really
but i needa talk about some that
a year ago hold up
let me clear my throat yo im to get deep
but i really hope you it though.

See about it hurts it's when
I was an addict but i was at my
No-one knew I didn't tell one
couldn't bring myself to do it cos i like a burden.
Give me any drug I was em up
if I have lives then I'm using em up.
No-one my addiction it was stupid as fuck
90 daily of nurofen plus

I that's extreme and i should be dead right
but i was so up
my was that high
that's the thing with the addiction it's over the counter so you don't need prescriptions

That's three in a day
I didnt get high but i would
em anyway if I didn't take em then
I would be withdraws and guess what?
All of this was

and i cant play in this
having shit thoughts i got nothing to live for
I was a zombie i feel nothing
I smashed four
cos i just wanted to feel
yo I overdosed I was at the
venue i was going to
I can't see I was told in the report
my tour found me convulsing on the floor everyone surrounding no one knowing what its for
no one knew I was going through it all
I fucked up I should be knowing this before I'm a junkie how am I going on a tour?
I let my fans and i owe it to them all
that's why I'm being and
so open it all it's so hard
not knowing what is
I can't talk about it so I wrote it in song

woke up in hospital going withdraws
someone my bed but nobody would talk
no phone there to call
saying what the is going on
and no one inform me

And I'm not knowing what's it's for everywhere if only I could walk
a man am I alright doc?
Then he tells me I'm on suicide
I'm a to myself I wouldn't believe him
I didn't try myself but they wouldn't believe me
I spent a month in a bed
in a nightmare and
i just it to end

I'm thinking to have I got any friends?
Or friends who don't use have I got any
There's many times I would want to be dead
but we've lost too many and I don't to be next
now im I got me some rest
I know fo'sure now i want it again
the I hit the gym then the stronger I get
the the devil on my shoulder
got any strength
I let my and my family down
the people standing by me are like now
yo im sorry to anyone a fan of me
I understand if you wanted to me

But if it wasn't for my
I tied the knot on the
rope the handed me.
I gotta ma 'father and my mum love
and let em know
not them that fucked up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
the job will get done
I embrace any pain now im not run
the gyms a new addiction but a one

the with addiction it's a battle on its own
the part is I try battle it alone
so if your this and your battling at home
tell because your family should know!
I'm loving life now I'm it back
if I can do shit fucking anyone can
remember cos I blacked out
but I change a thing cos it
me who I am now