Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I be dead maybe I got nine lives?
Seven left cos already died twice
I'm glad it wasn't Because
its my time to do it without the
I'm making is really dope
but i talk about some shit that
happened a ago hold up
let me clear my throat yo im about to get
but i hope you feel it though.

See talking about it hurts it's
I was an but i was at my worst
No-one I didn't tell one person
couldn't myself to do it cos i felt like a burden.
Give me any I was chewing em up
if I have nine lives I'm using em up.
No-one my addiction it was stupid as fuck
90 pills daily of nurofen

I know that's extreme and i should be right
but i was so up
my tolerance was high
that's the thing with the codeine it's over the counter so you don't need prescriptions

That's three in a day
I didnt get high but i would
em anyway if I didn't take em then
I would be withdraws and guess what?
All of was mid-tour

and i cant play in form
having shit thoughts i got nothing to live for
I was a zombie i couldnt nothing
I smashed four
cos i just wanted to something
yo I overdosed I was at the
i was going to preform
I remember see I was told in the report
my tour manager found me convulsing on the floor surrounding no one knowing what its for
literally no one knew I was going it all
I fucked up I should be knowing this before I'm a fucking junkie how am I going on a
I let down my and i owe it to them all
that's why I'm being and
so with it all it's so hard
not what is wrong
I talk about it so I wrote it in this song

woke up in hospital through withdraws
guarding my bed but nobody would talk
no phone nobody to call
saying what the is going on
and no one inform me

And I'm not knowing what's it's for tubes everywhere if only I could
a man am I alright doc?
Then he tells me I'm on watch
I'm a to myself I wouldn't believe him
I didn't try myself but they wouldn't believe me
I spent a in a hospital bed
living in a and
i want it to end

I'm thinking to myself have I got any
Or friends who don't use I got any left?
There's many times where I want to be dead
but we've too many and I don't want to be next
now im I got me some rest
I know fo'sure now i want it again
the harder I hit the gym the stronger I get
the the devil on my shoulder
hasn't got any
I let my fans and my down
the people by me are like family now
yo im sorry to anyone a fan of me
I if you wanted to abandon me

But if it for my family
I tied the knot on the
rope the devil me.
I gotta show ma 'father and my mum
and let em know
not them that fucked up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
then the job get done
I embrace any pain now im not run
the gyms a new addiction but a one

the with addiction it's a battle on its own
the worst part is I try it alone
so if your this and your battling at home
tell because your family should know!
I'm loving life now I'm it back
if I can do this fucking anyone can
can't cos I blacked out
but I wouldn't a thing cos it
me who I am now