Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I should be dead I got nine lives?
Seven cos I've already died twice
I'm glad it wasn't bye-bye
its my time to do it without the
what I'm making is really
but i talk about some shit that
happened a year ago up
let me clear my throat yo im to get deep
but i really hope you it though.

See talking about it hurts when
I was an addict but i was at my
No-one knew I didn't tell one
couldn't bring myself to do it cos i felt a burden.
Give me any I was chewing em up
if I have nine lives then I'm em up.
No-one knew my it was stupid as fuck
90 pills daily of nurofen

I know extreme and i should be dead right
but i was so up
my tolerance was high
that's the with the codeine addiction it's over the counter so you don't need prescriptions

That's three in a day
I get high but i would have
em anyway because if I didn't em then
I would be hitting withdraws and guess
All of this was

and i play in this form
having shit thoughts i got nothing to live for
I was a zombie i couldnt feel
I four packets
cos i wanted to feel something
yo I overdosed I was at the
i was going to preform
I can't remember see I was told in the
my tour manager found me convulsing on the floor everyone surrounding no one knowing its for
literally no one knew I was through it all
I fucked up I should be knowing this before I'm a fucking how am I going on a tour?
I let down my fans and i owe it to all
that's why I'm being and
so open with it all it's so
not knowing what is
I can't about it so I wrote it in this song

up in hospital going through withdraws
someone guarding my bed but nobody talk
no phone there nobody to
saying what the fuck is on
and no one inform me

And I'm not knowing what's it's for tubes everywhere if only I could
a man approaches am I alright
Then he me I'm on suicide watch
I'm a danger to myself I wouldn't him
I didn't try myself but they wouldn't believe me
I spent a in a hospital bed
in a nightmare and
i want it to end

I'm thinking to myself I got any friends?
Or friends who use have I got any left?
There's many times I would want to be dead
but we've lost too many and I don't to be next
now im happy I got me some
I know fo'sure now i want it again
the I hit the gym then the stronger I get
the the devil on my shoulder
got any strength
I let my and my family down
the standing by me are like family now
yo im sorry to anyone a fan of me
I understand if you wanted to me

But if it for my family
I Woulda the knot on the
rope the handed me.
I gotta show ma and my mum love
and let em that
it's not them that up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
then the job get done
I embrace any pain now im not run
the gyms a new but a positive one

the battle with addiction it's a on its own
the part is I try battle it alone
so if your hearing this and your at home
tell somebody because family should know!
I'm loving life now I'm it back
if I can do this shit fucking can
remember cos I blacked out
but I wouldn't a thing cos it
me who I am now