Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I be dead maybe I got nine lives?
Seven left cos already died twice
I'm glad it bye-bye Because
its my time to do it the high-life
what I'm making is dope
but i needa talk about shit that
happened a ago hold up
let me clear my throat yo im to get deep
but i really you feel it though.

See about it hurts it's when
I was an but i was at my worst
No-one knew I didn't one person
couldn't bring myself to do it cos i like a burden.
Give me any I was chewing em up
if I have nine lives then I'm em up.
No-one knew my addiction it was as fuck
90 pills daily of plus

I know that's and i should be dead right
but i was so up
my tolerance was that
that's the thing with the codeine addiction over the counter so you don't need prescriptions

That's three in a day
I didnt get high but i would
em anyway because if I didn't em then
I be hitting withdraws and guess what?
All of was mid-tour

and i play in this form
having shit thoughts like i got nothing to for
I was a zombie i feel nothing
I four packets
cos i wanted to feel something
yo I fo'sure I was at the
i was going to preform
I remember see I was told in the report
my tour manager found me convulsing on the everyone surrounding no one knowing what its for
literally no one I was going through it all
I fucked up I should be knowing this before I'm a fucking junkie how am I on a tour?
I let down my and i owe it to them all
that's why I'm being and
so open it all it's so hard
not knowing is wrong
I can't talk it so I wrote it in this song

woke up in hospital going withdraws
someone guarding my bed but would talk
no phone there nobody to
saying the fuck is going on
and no one would me

And I'm not knowing what's it's for tubes everywhere if only I could
a man approaches am I doc?
Then he me I'm on suicide watch
I'm a to myself I wouldn't believe him
I didn't try kill myself but they believe me
I a month in a hospital bed
in a nightmare and
i just it to end

I'm thinking to myself have I got any
Or friends who don't use have I got any
There's many times where I want to be dead
but we've lost too many and I want to be next
now im happy I got me rest
I know now i don't want it again
the I hit the gym then the stronger I get
the more the on my shoulder
got any strength
I let my fans and my family
the people standing by me are like now
yo im to anyone who's a fan of me
I understand if you to abandon me

But if it for my family
I tied the knot on the
rope the handed me.
I gotta ma 'father and my mum love
and let em that
it's not that fucked up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
then the job will get
I any pain now im not gonna run
the gyms a new but a positive one

the battle with addiction a battle on its own
the part is I try battle it alone
so if your hearing this and your at home
tell because your family should know!
I'm loving life now I'm it back
if I can do this shit anyone can
can't remember cos I out
but I wouldn't change a cos it
me who I am now