Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I should be dead maybe I got nine
left cos I've already died twice
I'm glad it wasn't Because
its my time to do it the high-life
what I'm making is dope
but i needa talk about some shit
a year ago hold up
let me clear my throat yo im about to get
but i really you feel it though.

See talking it hurts it's when
I was an addict but i was at my
knew I didn't tell one person
couldn't bring to do it cos i felt like a burden.
Give me any drug I was em up
if I nine lives then I'm using em up.
No-one my addiction it was stupid as fuck
90 daily of nurofen plus

I know that's and i should be dead right
but i was so up
my was that high
that's the thing with the codeine addiction it's over the counter so you need prescriptions

That's three in a day
I didnt get high but i would
em anyway because if I didn't em then
I would be hitting and guess what?
All of was mid-tour

and i play in this form
having shit thoughts i got nothing to live for
I was a zombie i couldnt nothing
I smashed four
cos i just wanted to something
yo I overdosed I was at the
i was going to preform
I can't see I was told in the report
my tour manager found me convulsing on the floor everyone surrounding no one what its for
literally no one knew I was through it all
I fucked up I should be knowing this I'm a fucking junkie how am I going on a tour?
I let down my and i owe it to them all
that's why I'm honest and
so with it all it's so hard
not knowing is wrong
I can't talk it so I wrote it in this song

woke up in hospital through withdraws
someone guarding my bed but would talk
no phone there to call
saying the fuck is going on
and no one inform me

And I'm not knowing it's for tubes everywhere if only I could walk
a man am I alright doc?
he tells me I'm on suicide watch
I'm a danger to I wouldn't believe him
I try kill myself but they wouldn't believe me
I a month in a hospital bed
living in a and
i just it to end

I'm to myself have I got any friends?
Or who don't use have I got any left?
There's many times I would want to be dead
but we've lost too many and I don't want to be
now im I got me some rest
I know now i don't want it again
the I hit the gym then the stronger I get
the more the devil on my
got any strength
I let my fans and my down
the people standing by me are like now
yo im sorry to who's a fan of me
I if you wanted to abandon me

But if it wasn't for my
I Woulda tied the on the
rope the devil me.
I gotta show ma and my mum love
and let em know
it's not them fucked up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
then the job get done
I any pain now im not gonna run
the a new addiction but a positive one

the battle with addiction a battle on its own
the worst is I try battle it alone
so if hearing this and your battling at home
tell somebody because your should know!
I'm loving life now I'm it back
if I can do this fucking anyone can
remember cos I blacked out
but I wouldn't change a cos it
me who I am now