Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I should be dead I got nine lives?
Seven cos I've already died twice
I'm glad it wasn't bye-bye
its my to do it without the high-life
what I'm making is really
but i needa talk about shit that
happened a year ago up
let me my throat yo im about to get deep
but i really you feel it though.

See about it hurts it's when
I was an addict but i was at my
No-one I didn't tell one person
couldn't bring myself to do it cos i like a burden.
Give me any I was chewing em up
if I nine lives then I'm using em up.
No-one knew my it was stupid as fuck
90 pills daily of plus

I know that's extreme and i should be right
but i was so up
my was that high
that's the thing with the codeine addiction it's over the counter so you need prescriptions

three packets in a day
I didnt get but i would have
em anyway because if I take em then
I be hitting withdraws and guess what?
All of this was

and i play in this form
having shit thoughts like i got nothing to for
I was a zombie i feel nothing
I smashed four
cos i wanted to feel something
yo I overdosed I was at the
venue i was going to
I can't remember see I was told in the
my tour manager me convulsing on the floor everyone surrounding no one knowing what its for
literally no one knew I was going it all
I fucked up I should be this before I'm a fucking junkie how am I going on a tour?
I let down my fans and i owe it to all
that's why I'm being and
so open with it all it's so
not what is wrong
I can't talk it so I wrote it in this song

woke up in hospital going withdraws
guarding my bed but nobody would talk
no phone there nobody to
what the fuck is going on
and no one inform me

And I'm not knowing what's it's for tubes everywhere if I could walk
a man am I alright doc?
he tells me I'm on suicide watch
I'm a danger to myself I believe him
I didn't try kill but they wouldn't believe me
I a month in a hospital bed
in a nightmare and
i want it to end

I'm thinking to myself I got any friends?
Or friends who don't use I got any left?
There's times where I would want to be dead
but we've lost too many and I don't want to be
now im happy I got me rest
I know now i don't want it again
the harder I hit the gym the stronger I get
the more the on my shoulder
hasn't got any
I let my and my family down
the people standing by me are like now
yo im sorry to anyone a fan of me
I if you wanted to abandon me

But if it for my family
I Woulda tied the on the
rope the devil me.
I gotta ma 'father and my mum love
and let em that
it's not that fucked up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
then the job get done
I embrace any now im not gonna run
the a new addiction but a positive one

the battle with addiction it's a on its own
the part is I try battle it alone
so if your this and your battling at home
tell somebody because family should know!
I'm life now I'm getting it back
if I can do this shit fucking can
can't remember cos I out
but I wouldn't change a cos it
me who I am now