Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I should be maybe I got nine lives?
left cos I've already died twice
I'm glad it wasn't bye-bye
its my time to do it the high-life
what I'm making is dope
but i needa talk about some that
happened a ago hold up
let me clear my throat yo im to get deep
but i really you feel it though.

See talking it hurts it's when
I was an addict but i was at my
No-one knew I didn't tell one
couldn't bring myself to do it cos i like a burden.
Give me any I was chewing em up
if I have nine then I'm using em up.
No-one my addiction it was stupid as fuck
90 daily of nurofen plus

I know that's extreme and i be dead right
but i was so up
my was that high
that's the thing the codeine addiction it's over the counter so you don't need prescriptions

three packets in a day
I get high but i would have
em because if I didn't take em then
I would be withdraws and guess what?
All of was mid-tour

and i cant play in this
having shit thoughts i got nothing to live for
I was a zombie i feel nothing
I smashed packets
cos i just wanted to feel
yo I fo'sure I was at the
venue i was going to
I remember see I was told in the report
my tour manager found me convulsing on the floor everyone surrounding no one knowing its for
literally no one I was going through it all
I fucked up I should be knowing this before I'm a fucking junkie how am I on a tour?
I let down my fans and i owe it to all
why I'm being honest and
so open it all it's so hard
not knowing what is
I can't talk about it so I wrote it in song

woke up in hospital going through
someone guarding my bed but nobody talk
no phone nobody to call
saying what the is going on
and no one would me

And I'm not knowing what's it's for tubes everywhere if I could walk
a man approaches am I doc?
Then he tells me I'm on suicide
I'm a danger to myself I wouldn't him
I didn't try kill myself but wouldn't believe me
I spent a in a hospital bed
in a nightmare and
i just it to end

I'm thinking to have I got any friends?
Or friends who don't use I got any left?
There's many times I would want to be dead
but we've too many and I don't want to be next
now im happy I got me some
I know now i don't want it again
the harder I hit the gym the stronger I get
the the devil on my shoulder
hasn't got any
I let my fans and my down
the people by me are like family now
yo im sorry to who's a fan of me
I understand if you wanted to me

But if it for my family
I tied the knot on the
rope the handed me.
I gotta show ma 'father and my mum
and let em that
it's not them that up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
the job will get done
I embrace any now im not gonna run
the gyms a new addiction but a one

the with addiction it's a battle on its own
the part is I try battle it alone
so if hearing this and your battling at home
tell somebody because your family know!
I'm loving now I'm getting it back
if I can do this shit anyone can
can't remember cos I out
but I wouldn't change a cos it
me who I am now