Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I should be dead maybe I got lives?
left cos I've already died twice
I'm glad it bye-bye Because
its my time to do it without the
what I'm making is really
but i talk about some shit that
happened a ago hold up
let me clear my throat yo im about to get
but i really you feel it though.

See talking it hurts it's when
I was an but i was at my worst
No-one knew I tell one person
couldn't bring myself to do it cos i like a burden.
Give me any drug I was em up
if I have nine lives then I'm em up.
No-one my addiction it was stupid as fuck
90 daily of nurofen plus

I know that's extreme and i should be dead
but i was so up
my was that high
that's the thing with the codeine it's over the counter so you don't need prescriptions

That's packets in a day
I didnt get high but i have
em anyway because if I didn't em then
I would be hitting withdraws and guess
All of was mid-tour

and i cant play in this
shit thoughts like i got nothing to live for
I was a zombie i couldnt feel
I smashed packets
cos i wanted to feel something
yo I overdosed I was at the
venue i was to preform
I remember see I was told in the report
my tour manager found me convulsing on the everyone surrounding no one knowing what its for
literally no one I was going through it all
I up I should be knowing this before I'm a fucking junkie how am I going on a tour?
I let down my and i owe it to them all
why I'm being honest and
so open it all it's so hard
not knowing what is
I can't talk about it so I it in this song

woke up in hospital going through
someone guarding my bed but nobody talk
no phone there nobody to
what the fuck is going on
and no one would me

And I'm not knowing what's it's for tubes if only I could walk
a man approaches am I alright
Then he tells me I'm on suicide
I'm a danger to myself I wouldn't him
I didn't try myself but they wouldn't believe me
I a month in a hospital bed
in a nightmare and
i want it to end

I'm to myself have I got any friends?
Or friends who don't use I got any left?
There's many times where I want to be dead
but we've too many and I don't want to be next
now im happy I got me rest
I know fo'sure now i don't want it
the I hit the gym then the stronger I get
the more the on my shoulder
hasn't got any
I let my and my family down
the standing by me are like family now
yo im sorry to who's a fan of me
I understand if you to abandon me

But if it for my family
I tied the knot on the
rope the devil me.
I gotta show ma 'father and my mum
and let em that
it's not them fucked up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
then the job will get
I any pain now im not gonna run
the gyms a new addiction but a one

the battle with addiction it's a on its own
the part is I try battle it alone
so if your hearing and your battling at home
tell somebody because your family know!
I'm loving life now I'm it back
if I can do this fucking anyone can
can't remember cos I out
but I change a thing cos it
me who I am now