Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I should be dead I got nine lives?
Seven left cos I've already twice
I'm glad it wasn't Because
its my time to do it the high-life
what I'm making is dope
but i needa talk about some that
happened a year ago up
let me clear my yo im about to get deep
but i really hope you it though.

See about it hurts it's when
I was an but i was at my worst
No-one knew I didn't one person
couldn't bring myself to do it cos i like a burden.
Give me any I was chewing em up
if I have nine lives then I'm em up.
No-one my addiction it was stupid as fuck
90 pills of nurofen plus

I know that's extreme and i should be dead
but i was so up
my was that high
that's the thing with the codeine addiction it's over the so you don't need prescriptions

three packets in a day
I didnt get high but i have
em anyway if I didn't take em then
I be hitting withdraws and guess what?
All of this was

and i play in this form
having shit thoughts like i got to live for
I was a zombie i couldnt feel
I four packets
cos i just wanted to something
yo I fo'sure I was at the
i was going to preform
I can't remember see I was in the report
my tour found me convulsing on the floor everyone surrounding no one knowing what its for
literally no one I was going through it all
I fucked up I should be knowing this before I'm a fucking junkie how am I going on a
I let down my and i owe it to them all
why I'm being honest and
so open with it all it's so
not what is wrong
I talk about it so I wrote it in this song

woke up in hospital going through
someone guarding my bed but nobody talk
no phone there nobody to
saying what the fuck is on
and no one would me

And I'm not knowing it's for tubes everywhere if only I could walk
a man approaches am I doc?
Then he me I'm on suicide watch
I'm a danger to myself I wouldn't him
I didn't try kill myself but they wouldn't me
I spent a in a hospital bed
in a nightmare and
i want it to end

I'm thinking to have I got any friends?
Or friends who use have I got any left?
There's times where I would want to be dead
but we've lost too many and I don't want to be
now im I got me some rest
I fo'sure now i don't want it again
the harder I hit the gym then the I get
the the devil on my shoulder
hasn't got any
I let my fans and my family
the people standing by me are family now
yo im sorry to anyone a fan of me
I if you wanted to abandon me

But if it wasn't for my
I tied the knot on the
rope the devil me.
I gotta ma 'father and my mum love
and let em that
it's not them fucked up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
then the job will get
I embrace any pain now im not run
the gyms a new addiction but a one

the battle addiction it's a battle on its own
the worst part is I try it alone
so if your hearing this and your battling at
somebody because your family should know!
I'm life now I'm getting it back
if I can do this shit anyone can
remember cos I blacked out
but I wouldn't a thing cos it
me who I am now