Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I should be dead maybe I got lives?
Seven left cos I've already twice
I'm glad it wasn't bye-bye
its my time to do it the high-life
what I'm is really dope
but i needa talk some shit that
a year ago hold up
let me clear my throat yo im about to get
but i really hope you it though.

See about it hurts it's when
I was an but i was at my worst
No-one knew I didn't tell one
couldn't bring myself to do it cos i felt a burden.
Give me any drug I was em up
if I nine lives then I'm using em up.
No-one knew my it was stupid as fuck
90 pills of nurofen plus

I know that's extreme and i should be right
but i was so up
my was that high
that's the thing with the codeine addiction over the counter so you don't need prescriptions

three packets in a day
I didnt get high but i would
em anyway if I didn't take em then
I be hitting withdraws and guess what?
All of this was

and i cant play in this
having shit thoughts i got nothing to live for
I was a zombie i feel nothing
I smashed four
cos i just wanted to feel
yo I overdosed I was at the
venue i was going to
I can't remember see I was in the report
my tour found me convulsing on the floor everyone surrounding no one knowing what its for
literally no one knew I was going it all
I fucked up I should be knowing this before I'm a fucking how am I going on a tour?
I let down my and i owe it to them all
why I'm being honest and
so open with it all so hard
not what is wrong
I can't talk about it so I it in this song

woke up in hospital going withdraws
someone my bed but nobody would talk
no phone there to call
saying the fuck is going on
and no one would me

And I'm not knowing what's it's for tubes everywhere if only I could
a man am I alright doc?
Then he tells me I'm on watch
I'm a to myself I wouldn't believe him
I didn't try myself but they wouldn't believe me
I a month in a hospital bed
in a nightmare and
i want it to end

I'm thinking to myself have I got any
Or who don't use have I got any left?
There's many times I would want to be dead
but we've lost too many and I don't to be next
now im I got me some rest
I know now i don't want it again
the harder I hit the gym the stronger I get
the more the devil on my
hasn't got any
I let my and my family down
the people by me are like family now
yo im sorry to who's a fan of me
I understand if you to abandon me

But if it for my family
I Woulda tied the on the
the devil handed me.
I show ma 'father and my mum love
and let em know
not them that fucked up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
then the job get done
I embrace any now im not gonna run
the a new addiction but a positive one

the battle with addiction it's a on its own
the worst part is I try battle it
so if your this and your battling at home
tell somebody because family should know!
I'm loving life now I'm it back
if I can do this shit anyone can
remember cos I blacked out
but I wouldn't a thing cos it
me who I am now