Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I should be dead maybe I got nine
Seven cos I've already died twice
I'm glad it bye-bye Because
its my to do it without the high-life
I'm making is really dope
but i talk about some shit that
a year ago hold up
let me clear my yo im about to get deep
but i hope you feel it though.

See talking about it it's when
I was an but i was at my worst
No-one knew I didn't tell one
couldn't bring myself to do it cos i like a burden.
Give me any I was chewing em up
if I nine lives then I'm using em up.
knew my addiction it was stupid as fuck
90 pills daily of plus

I know extreme and i should be dead right
but i was so up
my tolerance was that
the thing with the codeine addiction it's over the counter so you don't need prescriptions

That's packets in a day
I didnt get high but i would
em anyway because if I didn't take em
I would be hitting and guess what?
All of was mid-tour

and i cant play in this
shit thoughts like i got nothing to live for
I was a zombie i couldnt nothing
I smashed four
cos i just wanted to something
yo I fo'sure I was at the
venue i was going to
I can't see I was told in the report
my tour manager found me convulsing on the floor everyone surrounding no one knowing its for
literally no one knew I was through it all
I fucked up I should be knowing this before I'm a fucking how am I going on a tour?
I let down my fans and i owe it to all
why I'm being honest and
so open it all it's so hard
not knowing is wrong
I can't talk about it so I wrote it in this

woke up in hospital through withdraws
guarding my bed but nobody would talk
no phone there nobody to
saying what the fuck is on
and no one inform me

And I'm not knowing what's it's for everywhere if only I could walk
a man approaches am I doc?
Then he me I'm on suicide watch
I'm a danger to myself I believe him
I try kill myself but they wouldn't believe me
I a month in a hospital bed
in a nightmare and
i just it to end

I'm thinking to myself I got any friends?
Or friends who don't use I got any left?
There's many times I would want to be dead
but we've lost too many and I don't want to be
now im happy I got me some
I know fo'sure now i want it again
the harder I hit the gym the stronger I get
the more the devil on my
got any strength
I let my fans and my family
the standing by me are like family now
yo im sorry to anyone a fan of me
I understand if you wanted to me

But if it wasn't for my
I Woulda the knot on the
rope the handed me.
I show ma 'father and my mum love
and let em that
not them that fucked up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
then the job get done
I any pain now im not gonna run
the gyms a new addiction but a one

the with addiction it's a battle on its own
the part is I try battle it alone
so if your hearing this and your battling at
tell somebody because family should know!
I'm loving life now I'm getting it
if I can do this shit anyone can
remember cos I blacked out
but I wouldn't change a cos it
me who I am now