Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I should be dead maybe I got lives?
Seven left cos I've already twice
I'm it wasn't bye-bye Because
its my time to do it the high-life
what I'm making is dope
but i needa talk some shit that
happened a year ago up
let me clear my yo im about to get deep
but i hope you feel it though.

See talking about it hurts it's
I was an addict but i was at my
No-one knew I tell one person
couldn't bring myself to do it cos i felt a burden.
me any drug I was chewing em up
if I have nine then I'm using em up.
No-one knew my addiction it was as fuck
90 pills daily of plus

I know extreme and i should be dead right
but i was so up
my tolerance was that
that's the thing with the codeine addiction over the counter so you don't need prescriptions

That's three in a day
I didnt get but i would have
em anyway because if I didn't em then
I would be hitting withdraws and guess
All of was mid-tour

and i cant in this form
shit thoughts like i got nothing to live for
I was a zombie i couldnt nothing
I smashed packets
cos i just wanted to something
yo I fo'sure I was at the
venue i was going to
I can't see I was told in the report
my tour manager found me convulsing on the everyone surrounding no one knowing what its for
literally no one knew I was going it all
I fucked up I should be knowing this before I'm a fucking junkie how am I on a tour?
I let down my fans and i owe it to all
that's why I'm being and
so open with it all so hard
not knowing is wrong
I can't talk about it so I wrote it in song

woke up in going through withdraws
someone my bed but nobody would talk
no there nobody to call
saying what the fuck is on
and no one would me

And I'm not knowing what's it's for tubes everywhere if only I walk
a man approaches am I alright
he tells me I'm on suicide watch
I'm a to myself I wouldn't believe him
I didn't try myself but they wouldn't believe me
I spent a month in a bed
in a nightmare and
i just it to end

I'm to myself have I got any friends?
Or friends who use have I got any left?
many times where I would want to be dead
but we've lost too many and I don't to be next
now im I got me some rest
I know fo'sure now i don't want it
the harder I hit the gym the stronger I get
the more the on my shoulder
hasn't got any
I let my and my family down
the people standing by me are family now
yo im sorry to who's a fan of me
I understand if you wanted to me

But if it for my family
I Woulda tied the on the
rope the devil me.
I gotta ma 'father and my mum love
and let em know
not them that fucked up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
then the job will get
I any pain now im not gonna run
the gyms a new but a positive one

the battle with addiction it's a on its own
the part is I try battle it alone
so if your this and your battling at home
tell somebody because family should know!
I'm loving life now I'm it back
if I can do this shit anyone can
can't cos I blacked out
but I wouldn't a thing cos it
me who I am now