Luyện nghe bài hát Heaven, or Whatever

"You can't do whatever"
The stumbled out of you
Like a leaving a bar looking for a fresh new last call
You were not a man of
But did best to offer advice
You offered me "You just do whatever"
And I know you meant
You meant that whatever I choose to do, I not be aimless
I must not spin this globe and go wherever I stick my finger
Because 71% of the I will end up in the ocean
And if I do end up in the ocean I can't do whatever,
learn to swim

"You just do whatever"

The came after you asked me about heaven
Told me that you thought heaven would be specific to each
And that each person would have their own of it
asked me what mine would be

I was so scared to you,
"I have one"
But you nodded head,
as if confirming a suspicion school
had me of a belief in some stories
You said "you don't have to what I believe, its enough to be good.
Be good"
I will.
I will about your heaven
Your heaven would be the same haircut,
It would be a stick a dog and some
A lawn that needs mowing
A six-pack of pills in those short and your real teeth back
your dentures could never master that bottle opening trick you loved to do
The first you tried it with dentures I had nightmares for a month
Because I though your had fallen off
Your heaven, would be Austria the war
And after you met grandma
It would be head sandwiches and blood sausages
Other deli that would ensure you would never ever have to entertain dinner guests
And I never be in danger of having my lunch stolen
heaven,
would be a of raisins
Problems that you fix with your hands
I remember you tried to fix with your hands
I remember the days
I remember the
They looked like tiny blankets, as if your knuckles had all off to bed
Walls that like they'd said something to get under your skin
And suddenly made to pay for it
I know you an angry man
Finger tips like spent shotgun shells, smoke cocktails of gunpowder and singed plastic
You had what people would call, "a temper"
But you a good joke,
if it was on you
Something that would crack open the walls of your chest and let the wind your heart
Just enough to let you it was still there
You didn't always laugh, always smile
You did keep a mental ledger of what you your "send flowers list"
I thinking it was a thank you to those who got you good
But learned the truth after my grandmother added a thin of sand to your sandwiches
you refused to make your own lunch for work
You me about it when you picked me up from school that day
You said "Grandma just made the flowers list"
And I "Because you love her so much?"
And you said "Because I'm kill her"
Of course you
Your version of kill two months before winter,
Having a seamstress take in of her coats a few inches
So on the first day she one
She fumbled the sudden tightness
And you stood smiling then said "Honey, I love you no matter how big you get"
She did not
And managed to staple your smile back into a face
When she told all of your friends at work that you had to move the spare room
Because you couldn't stop at night
You often asked me "If I had a heaven, what it be like?"
And I you that for such a small word, if, is just too big to wrap my belief around
I would not bend to the
But wish now I would've
Even if it was to ease your mind in the belief
That I be headed to that other place you believed in
I tell you now how my heaven is here
It was here, in the gentle of your relationship with Grandma
volleys were traded back and forth
Like cards between children who didn't care what the stats meant
My would have been someone in grade five finally willing to trade me their fruit roll up
For my tin of
My hell was "why?" Why would you give me sardines for lunch
My would make you laugh
Cause I get the feeling you get to do that very much
Through my hell, through the terrors and bloody noses
Through the black, bruised back, sneak attack, nap sack and winter coat hijacks
You did your best to up the cracks in my armour and made my heaven here
I would have loved to have made you more
To make your send flowers list just
So I you now my if
If there is a
Mine have a post office
And I could send letters to
The first letter read
"Hell's not so bad, they much let you do whatever"