Hmm, I dont even fucking do this song for real But I wouldnt be real if I
I be sitting by and I be thinking, mama what have I become All I wanted was a family but I I look I be the only one Losing everything but money, left And I even get to see my young
happiness I get is in the studio When I get to do run On the road, doing shows, get the woes it slows cold, getting owed, but the flows getting sowed
I been doing this a minute, but I I want to end it Cuz I think Im on a higher when I go But the music I be it, be losing it I'mma it really tough for me to grow
All I wanted was a family See my babys on a ranch horses But I was fucking devil bitches in I was never good, then I torched it
Im Mrs. Jackson Im speaking for real And I never meant to make your cry But I guess Im a failure women Im lost and I feel I oughta die
like it, Im rotting away, my life is jus off in the gray How does it cost? I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today I mean off in ashes, life and after it clashes, if I get blasted This is suicide all over again, I thought that I passed it
But I guess that I didnt cuz one is written And there is no But I broke, a joke when I croak I jus that I wont be descending
But this a joke, I want you to know That Tech Nina is pretending Alone in my bed a gun to my head Asking, where is my happy ending?
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy about me? Is this a life living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I live? Or does He it in for me? Will this pop I stop breathing? Is there light in this Im seeing?
Yeah, I put my life in this music, Nina is out I set my heart out for people, know what the inside bout Will they feeling Nina forever this? I doubt Can cry for help so if you listening this my shout
Im searching for the passageway to But Im worldly so I to lay in nastiness Yes this a strange year, worldwide near But the game's queer, sometime I feel like Im the reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I stay in my red And the music, they said blows is on the top and the grows Can you resurrect a mothafucka that feel like he possess a soul? Deteriorates inferior state, almost equal to bread mold?
Now as my head goes, wish I shed those Because all of the the Nina was shorted when I bled froze So now Im cold blooded and hella sick Is what the med shows, the tred And dont even you reviving a dead rose, yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy What me? Is a life worth living?
You how it begins But how it end for me? I ever live? Or does he it in for me? Will pop before I stop breathing? Is light in this dark Im seeing?
Listen, Im on the verge of insanity but Im Im breaking, so I picked one to vent The reason I look away you talk to me My brain is evilness, Im drowning in 151 and rum I meant
how I feel I sit in the mirror with gun and practice how to kill But I damn well that the people like me Really know how to chill
This is life is bout it, check it Think of all the love I my quest is not a meal
I feel like you, stupid, talk to me Im cracking up I dont mean laughter, Im of bitterness and its backing up And I with angels but lately demons been shacking up Tug of war my spirits, see the blood Im hacking up
I love my and my fans, inside I sob harder Cuz you paid the price for my life and its right Bob Barker And I wont pretend that its okay, Im no facade So I guess my only ending is at a massage parlor, yeaa
me who it is? What me? is my happy ending? What me? Is this a life living?
You know how it But how it end for me? I ever live? Or he have it in for me? this pop before I stop breathing? Is light in this dark Im seeing?