Hmm, I even wanna fucking do this song for real But I be real if I didnt
I be by myself and I be thinking, mama what have I become All I wanted was a family but I when I look I be the one Losing everything but money, left And I dont even get to see my
happiness I get is in the studio When I get to do run On the road, doing shows, get the when it slows Getting cold, getting owed, but the flows getting
I doing this a minute, but I think I want to end it Cuz I Im on a higher level when I go But the music I be doing it, be it I'mma make it really tough for me to
All I wanted was a family See my on a ranch with horses But I was devil bitches in corsets I was really good, then I torched it
Im Mrs. Jackson Im speaking for real And I never meant to make your cry But I guess Im a failure with Im lost and I like I oughta die
Feel like it, Im away, my life is jus off in the gray How much does it cost? I will pay to lay and be off in a today I mean off in ashes, this life and after it clashes, if I get This is suicide letters all over again, I that I passed it
But I guess that I didnt cuz this one is And there is no But I broke, I'mma a joke when I I jus hope I wont be descending
But this aint a joke, I you to know That Tech Nina is never Alone in my bed with a gun to my Asking, is my happy ending? Yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy about me? Is this a life living?
You how it begins But how it end for me? Will I ever Or He have it in for me? Will this pop before I breathing? Is there light in this Im seeing?
Yeah, I put my in this music, Nina is inside out I set my heart out for people, they what the inside bout Will keep feeling Nina forever this? I doubt Can never cry for help so if you listening this my
Im for the passageway to happiness But Im so I have to lay in nastiness Yes this a year, worldwide fames near But the game's queer, I feel like Im rudolph the reindeer
But of a red nose, I stay in my red clothes And the music, they said blows is on the top and the cred Can you resurrect a mothafucka that feel like he possess a dead Deteriorates when inferior state, almost equal to bread
Now as my head goes, wish I could shed Because all of the times the Nina was shorted I bled froze So now that Im cold blooded and sick Is what the med shows, the tred And dont even think you reviving a dead rose,
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy What me? Is a life worth living?
You know how it But how it end for me? I ever live? Or does he it in for me? Will pop before I stop breathing? Is there light in this dark Im
Listen, Im on the verge of insanity but Im Im breaking, so I picked one to vent The reason I away when you talk to me My brain is evilness, Im drowning in 151 and rum I meant
Thats how I I sit in the mirror with gun and practice how to kill But I know damn well the people like me Really wanna know how to
This is life is bout it, bout it Think of all the I lost my quest is not a meal
I like you, stupid, dont talk to me Im cracking up I dont laughter, Im full of bitterness and its backing up And I live with angels but lately demons been up Tug of war with my spirits, see the blood Im up
I love my kids and my fans, inside I sob Cuz you paid the price for my and its right like Bob Barker And I wont that its okay, Im no facade starter So I guess my only happy is at a massage parlor, yeaa
me who it is? What me? Where is my ending? What me? Is a life worth living?
You how it begins But how it end for me? Will I ever Or he have it in for me? Will this pop I stop breathing? Is there light in this Im seeing?