Hmm, I dont wanna fucking do this song for real But I wouldnt be if I didnt
I be sitting by myself and I be thinking, mama have I become All I wanted was a but I when I look I be the only one Losing everything but money, everybody And I dont even get to see my
Only happiness I get is in the When I get to do run On the road, doing shows, get the woes when it Getting cold, getting owed, but the getting sowed
I doing this a minute, but I think I want to end it Cuz I Im on a higher level when I go But the music I be it, be losing it make it really tough for me to grow
All I wanted was a portrait See my babys on a ranch horses But I was fucking devil bitches in I was never really good, I torched it
Im sorry Mrs. Im speaking for real And I never meant to make your cry But I guess Im a failure with Im lost and I like I oughta die
Feel like it, Im rotting away, my life is jus off in the How much it cost? I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today I mean off in ashes, this life and it clashes, if I get blasted This is letters all over again, I thought that I passed it
But I guess that I cuz this one is written And there is no But I broke, I'mma a when I croak I jus hope I wont be descending
But this aint a joke, I you to know Tech Nina is never pretending Alone in my bed a gun to my head Asking, where is my happy Yeah
me who it is? What me? is my happy ending? What me? Is this a life worth
You how it begins But how it end for me? Will I ever Or He have it in for me? Will this pop before I stop Is light in this dark Im seeing?
Yeah, I put my in this music, Nina is inside out I set my heart out for people, they what the inside bout Will they keep feeling Nina forever this? I Can never cry for help so if you listening this my
Im searching for the to happiness But Im so I have to lay in nastiness Yes a strange year, worldwide fames near But the game's queer, I feel like Im rudolph the reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I in my red clothes And the music, said blows is on the top and the cred grows Can you resurrect a mothafucka that feel like he a dead soul? Deteriorates when state, almost equal to bread mold?
Now as my head goes, wish I shed those Because all of the times the Nina was shorted when I froze So now that Im cold and hella sick Is what the med shows, the slows And dont even think you reviving a dead rose,
me who it is? about me? Where is my happy What me? Is this a life worth
You how it begins But how it end for me? I ever live? Or he have it in for me? Will this pop I stop breathing? Is there light in this dark Im
Listen, Im on the of insanity but Im competent Im breaking, so I this one to vent The reason I away when you talk to me My brain is producing evilness, Im drowning in 151 and rum I
how I feel I sit in the with this gun and practice how to kill But I know damn well that the like me Really know how to chill
This is life is it, check bout it Think of all the I lost Because my quest is not a
I feel like you, stupid, dont talk to me Im up I mean laughter, Im full of bitterness and its backing up And I with angels but lately demons been shacking up Tug of war with my spirits, see the blood Im up
I love my kids and my fans, I sob harder Cuz you paid the price for my life and its like Bob Barker And I wont pretend its okay, Im no facade starter So I guess my only happy ending is at a massage parlor,
me who it is? What me? is my happy ending? What me? Is a life worth living?
You how it begins But how it end for me? Will I live? Or does he it in for me? this pop before I stop breathing? Is there light in dark Im seeing?