Hmm, I dont even fucking do this song for real But I wouldnt be if I didnt
I be sitting by and I be thinking, mama what have I become All I wanted was a but I when I look I be the only one Losing but money, everybody left And I even get to see my young
Only happiness I get is in the When I get to do run On the road, doing shows, get the woes when it Getting cold, getting owed, but the flows sowed
I doing this a minute, but I think I want to end it Cuz I Im on a higher level when I go But the music I be it, be losing it I'mma make it tough for me to grow
All I was a family portrait See my babys on a ranch horses But I was fucking devil bitches in I was never really good, then I it
Im sorry Mrs. Jackson Im speaking for And I never meant to your daughter cry But I Im a failure with women Im lost and I feel like I die
like it, Im rotting away, my life is jus off in the gray How much does it cost? I pay to lay and be off in a coffin today I mean off in ashes, this and after it clashes, if I get blasted This is suicide all over again, I thought that I passed it
But I guess that I didnt cuz one is written And is no mending But I broke, I'mma a when I croak I jus hope that I wont be
But this aint a joke, I you to know That Nina is never pretending in my bed with a gun to my head Asking, where is my ending? Yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my ending? about me? Is this a life living?
You how it begins But how it end for me? Will I ever Or does He it in for me? Will this pop I stop breathing? Is there light in this Im seeing?
Yeah, I put my life in this music, is inside out I set my heart out for people, they know the inside bout Will they keep feeling forever this? I doubt Can never cry for help so if you listening my shout
Im for the passageway to happiness But Im worldly so I have to lay in Yes a strange year, worldwide fames near But the game's queer, sometime I feel Im rudolph the reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I in my red clothes And the music, they said blows is on the top and the grows Can you resurrect a mothafucka that feel like he possess a dead when inferior state, almost equal to bread mold?
Now as my goes, wish I could shed those Because all of the times the Nina was shorted when I froze So now that Im cold blooded and sick Is the med shows, the tred slows And dont think you reviving a dead rose, yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy What me? Is this a worth living?
You how it begins But how it end for me? Will I ever Or he have it in for me? this pop before I stop breathing? Is light in this dark Im seeing?
Listen, Im on the verge of insanity but Im Im breaking, so I picked one to vent The reason I away when you talk to me My brain is producing evilness, Im drowning in 151 and rum I
Thats how I I sit in the with this gun and practice how to kill But I know well that the people like me wanna know how to chill
This is is bout it, check bout it Think of all the love I Because my quest is not a
I feel like you, stupid, dont talk to me Im up I dont mean laughter, Im of bitterness and its backing up And I live with angels but demons been shacking up Tug of war with my spirits, see the Im hacking up
I love my kids and my fans, inside I sob Cuz you paid the price for my life and its right Bob Barker And I wont that its okay, Im no facade starter So I my only happy ending is at a massage parlor, yeaa
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy What me? Is a life worth living?
You how it begins But how it end for me? I ever live? Or he have it in for me? Will this pop before I breathing? Is there in this dark Im seeing?