Hmm, I dont even wanna fucking do this for real But I be real if I didnt
I be by myself and I be thinking, mama what have I become All I wanted was a family but I I look I be the only one Losing everything but money, everybody And I dont even get to see my
happiness I get is in the studio When I get to do run On the road, doing shows, get the when it slows Getting cold, getting owed, but the flows getting
I been doing this a minute, but I I want to end it Cuz I think Im on a higher level I go But the music I be it, be losing it I'mma make it really tough for me to
All I wanted was a portrait See my on a ranch with horses But I was fucking bitches in corsets I was never really good, then I it
Im sorry Mrs. Jackson Im speaking for And I never meant to make your cry But I Im a failure with women Im lost and I feel I oughta die
Feel it, Im rotting away, my life is jus off in the gray How does it cost? I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today I mean off in ashes, this life and it clashes, if I get blasted This is letters all over again, I thought that I passed it
But I guess I didnt cuz this one is written And is no mending But I broke, I'mma a joke when I I jus hope that I be descending
But this aint a joke, I want you to That Tech Nina is never Alone in my bed with a gun to my Asking, where is my happy ending?
me who it is? What me? Where is my ending? about me? Is a life worth living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I ever Or does He it in for me? Will this pop I stop breathing? Is light in this dark Im seeing?
Yeah, I put my life in this music, is inside out I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside Will they keep feeling forever this? I doubt Can cry for help so if you listening this my shout
Im searching for the to happiness But Im worldly so I have to lay in Yes this a strange year, worldwide near But the game's queer, I feel like Im rudolph the reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I stay in my red And the music, they blows is on the top and the cred grows Can you resurrect a mothafucka that feel like he possess a soul? Deteriorates inferior state, almost equal to bread mold?
Now as my goes, wish I could shed those Because all of the times the was shorted when I bled froze So now that Im cold blooded and sick Is what the med shows, the tred And even think you reviving a dead rose, yeah
me who it is? What me? is my happy ending? What me? Is this a life living?
You how it begins But how it end for me? Will I live? Or he have it in for me? this pop before I stop breathing? Is light in this dark Im seeing?
Listen, Im on the verge of but Im competent Im breaking, so I picked this one to The I look away when you talk to me My brain is evilness, Im drowning in 151 and rum I meant
how I feel I sit in the mirror with this gun and how to kill But I know damn well the people like me Really wanna how to chill
This is life is bout it, check it Think of all the love I my quest is not a meal
I feel you, stupid, dont talk to me Im cracking up I dont mean laughter, Im full of bitterness and its up And I live with but lately demons been shacking up Tug of war with my spirits, see the Im hacking up
I my kids and my fans, inside I sob harder Cuz you paid the price for my and its right like Bob Barker And I pretend that its okay, Im no facade starter So I my only happy ending is at a massage parlor, yeaa
me who it is? What me? is my happy ending? What me? Is a life worth living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I ever Or does he it in for me? Will pop before I stop breathing? Is light in this dark Im seeing?