Hmm, I dont even wanna do this song for real But I wouldnt be real if I
I be sitting by myself and I be thinking, what have I become All I wanted was a family but I when I look I be the one Losing everything but money, left And I even get to see my young
Only happiness I get is in the I get to do another run On the road, doing shows, get the woes it slows Getting cold, owed, but the flows getting sowed
I been this a minute, but I think I want to end it Cuz I think Im on a higher level I go But the music I be it, be losing it I'mma make it really for me to grow
All I wanted was a family See my babys on a ranch with But I was devil bitches in corsets I was never really good, then I it
Im Mrs. Jackson Im speaking for real And I meant to make your daughter cry But I guess Im a failure with Im and I feel like I oughta die
Feel like it, Im rotting away, my is jus off in the gray How does it cost? I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today I mean off in ashes, life and after it clashes, if I get blasted This is suicide letters all over again, I thought I passed it
But I guess that I cuz this one is written And there is no But I broke, I'mma a joke I croak I jus hope I wont be descending
But aint a joke, I want you to know Tech Nina is never pretending Alone in my bed with a gun to my Asking, where is my ending? Yeah
me who it is? What me? is my happy ending? What me? Is a life worth living?
You know how it But how it end for me? I ever live? Or does He it in for me? Will pop before I stop breathing? Is there light in this dark Im
Yeah, I put my life in this music, Nina is out I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside they keep feeling Nina forever this? I doubt Can never cry for help so if you listening my shout
Im searching for the passageway to But Im so I have to lay in nastiness Yes this a strange year, worldwide fames But the game's queer, sometime I feel like Im the reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I in my red clothes And the music, they said blows is on the top and the cred Can you resurrect a mothafucka that feel like he possess a dead Deteriorates when inferior state, almost to bread mold?
Now as my goes, wish I could shed those Because all of the the Nina was shorted when I bled froze So now that Im blooded and hella sick Is what the med shows, the tred And dont even you reviving a dead rose, yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy about me? Is a life worth living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I ever Or he have it in for me? this pop before I stop breathing? Is there in this dark Im seeing?
Listen, Im on the verge of insanity but Im Im breaking, so I this one to vent The reason I look when you talk to me My is producing evilness, Im drowning in 151 and rum I meant
Thats how I I sit in the with this gun and practice how to kill But I damn well that the people like me Really wanna know how to
This is is bout it, check bout it Think of all the I lost Because my is not a meal
I feel like you, stupid, dont talk to me Im up I dont mean laughter, Im of bitterness and its backing up And I live with angels but lately demons been up Tug of war with my spirits, see the Im hacking up
I love my kids and my fans, inside I sob Cuz you the price for my life and its right like Bob Barker And I wont pretend its okay, Im no facade starter So I guess my only happy ending is at a massage parlor,
me who it is? What me? Where is my ending? What me? Is this a worth living?
You how it begins But how it end for me? I ever live? Or he have it in for me? Will this pop I stop breathing? Is there light in this Im seeing?