Hmm, I dont even wanna do this song for real But I wouldnt be real if I
I be sitting by and I be thinking, mama what have I become All I wanted was a but I when I look I be the only one everything but money, everybody left And I dont get to see my young
Only happiness I get is in the When I get to do run On the road, doing shows, get the when it slows Getting cold, getting owed, but the flows getting
I been doing a minute, but I think I want to end it Cuz I think Im on a higher when I go But the I be doing it, be losing it I'mma make it really for me to grow
All I wanted was a family See my babys on a ranch horses But I was fucking devil bitches in I was really good, then I torched it
Im sorry Mrs. Jackson Im speaking for And I never to make your daughter cry But I guess Im a with women Im lost and I feel I oughta die
Feel like it, Im away, my life is jus off in the gray How much does it cost? I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin I off in ashes, this life and after it clashes, if I get blasted This is suicide all over again, I thought that I passed it
But I guess that I cuz this one is written And there is no But I broke, I'mma a when I croak I jus that I wont be descending
But this aint a joke, I want you to That Tech Nina is never in my bed with a gun to my head Asking, where is my happy Yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy about me? Is this a worth living?
You how it begins But how it end for me? Will I live? Or He have it in for me? this pop before I stop breathing? Is there light in this Im seeing?
Yeah, I put my life in this music, is inside out I set my heart out for people, they know the inside bout Will keep feeling Nina forever this? I doubt Can never cry for help so if you listening this my
Im searching for the to happiness But Im worldly so I have to lay in Yes a strange year, worldwide fames near But the game's queer, sometime I like Im rudolph the reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I in my red clothes And the music, they said blows is on the top and the cred Can you resurrect a mothafucka that feel like he a dead soul? Deteriorates when inferior state, equal to bread mold?
Now as my head goes, I could shed those Because all of the times the was shorted when I bled froze So now that Im cold blooded and sick Is what the med shows, the slows And dont even think you reviving a dead rose,
me who it is? What me? is my happy ending? What me? Is this a life living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I ever Or he have it in for me? this pop before I stop breathing? Is there light in this Im seeing?
Listen, Im on the of insanity but Im competent Im breaking, so I picked this one to The reason I look when you talk to me My is producing evilness, Im drowning in 151 and rum I meant
Thats how I I sit in the mirror with gun and practice how to kill But I know damn well that the people me Really know how to chill
This is life is it, check bout it Think of all the love I my quest is not a meal
I feel like you, stupid, dont talk to me Im up I dont mean laughter, Im full of and its backing up And I live with angels but lately demons been up Tug of war my spirits, see the blood Im hacking up
I my kids and my fans, inside I sob harder Cuz you the price for my life and its right like Bob Barker And I pretend that its okay, Im no facade starter So I guess my only happy ending is at a massage parlor,
me who it is? What me? Where is my ending? What me? Is this a life worth
You know how it But how it end for me? I ever live? Or he have it in for me? Will this pop before I stop Is there in this dark Im seeing?