Hmm, I dont even fucking do this song for real But I wouldnt be if I didnt
I be sitting by myself and I be thinking, mama what I become All I wanted was a but I when I look I be the only one everything but money, everybody left And I dont get to see my young
Only I get is in the studio When I get to do run On the road, doing shows, get the when it slows Getting cold, getting owed, but the flows sowed
I been doing a minute, but I think I want to end it Cuz I think Im on a level when I go But the I be doing it, be losing it I'mma it really tough for me to grow
All I was a family portrait See my babys on a with horses But I was devil bitches in corsets I was really good, then I torched it
Im Mrs. Jackson Im speaking for real And I never meant to make your cry But I Im a failure with women Im lost and I feel I oughta die
Feel it, Im rotting away, my life is jus off in the gray How much does it cost? I pay to lay and be off in a coffin today I mean off in ashes, this life and it clashes, if I get blasted This is suicide letters all again, I thought that I passed it
But I guess that I didnt cuz this one is And there is no But I broke, I'mma a joke when I I jus that I wont be descending
But this aint a joke, I you to know That Tech Nina is never Alone in my bed a gun to my head Asking, where is my happy Yeah
me who it is? What me? is my happy ending? What me? Is a life worth living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I live? Or He have it in for me? this pop before I stop breathing? Is there light in dark Im seeing?
Yeah, I put my life in this music, Nina is out I set my heart out for people, they know what the bout Will they feeling Nina forever this? I doubt Can never cry for so if you listening this my shout
Im searching for the passageway to But Im worldly so I have to lay in Yes this a year, worldwide fames near But the game's queer, sometime I feel Im rudolph the reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I stay in my red And the music, they said blows is on the top and the cred Can you resurrect a mothafucka that feel like he a dead soul? Deteriorates when inferior state, equal to bread mold?
Now as my head goes, wish I shed those Because all of the times the Nina was shorted when I froze So now Im cold blooded and hella sick Is what the med shows, the slows And dont even think you reviving a rose, yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy What me? Is this a life living?
You how it begins But how it end for me? I ever live? Or does he it in for me? Will this pop I stop breathing? Is light in this dark Im seeing?
Listen, Im on the of insanity but Im competent Im breaking, so I picked this one to The reason I look away when you to me My brain is producing evilness, Im drowning in 151 and rum I
how I feel I sit in the mirror with this gun and how to kill But I damn well that the people like me Really know how to chill
This is life is it, check bout it Think of all the love I Because my is not a meal
I like you, stupid, dont talk to me Im cracking up I mean laughter, Im full of bitterness and its backing up And I live with angels but demons been shacking up Tug of war with my spirits, see the blood Im up
I my kids and my fans, inside I sob harder Cuz you paid the price for my and its right like Bob Barker And I wont pretend that its okay, Im no facade So I guess my only ending is at a massage parlor, yeaa
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy What me? Is this a life living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I ever Or does he it in for me? Will this pop before I breathing? Is there light in dark Im seeing?