Hmm, I dont even wanna do this song for real But I wouldnt be real if I
I be sitting by myself and I be thinking, mama what have I All I wanted was a family but I when I I be the only one everything but money, everybody left And I dont get to see my young
happiness I get is in the studio When I get to do run On the road, doing shows, get the woes when it Getting cold, owed, but the flows getting sowed
I been doing this a minute, but I think I to end it Cuz I think Im on a higher level I go But the music I be it, be losing it I'mma make it tough for me to grow
All I wanted was a family See my on a ranch with horses But I was fucking devil bitches in I was never good, then I torched it
Im sorry Mrs. Jackson Im speaking for And I never to make your daughter cry But I Im a failure with women Im lost and I feel I oughta die
Feel it, Im rotting away, my life is jus off in the gray How much does it I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today I off in ashes, this life and after it clashes, if I get blasted This is suicide all over again, I thought that I passed it
But I guess that I didnt cuz this one is And is no mending But I broke, a joke when I croak I jus hope that I be descending
But this aint a joke, I want you to That Tech is never pretending in my bed with a gun to my head Asking, where is my ending? Yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my ending? What me? Is a life worth living?
You how it begins But how it end for me? I ever live? Or He have it in for me? this pop before I stop breathing? Is there light in dark Im seeing?
Yeah, I put my life in this music, Nina is out I set my heart out for people, they what the inside bout Will keep feeling Nina forever this? I doubt Can never cry for so if you listening this my shout
Im searching for the to happiness But Im worldly so I to lay in nastiness Yes this a strange year, worldwide fames But the game's queer, I feel like Im rudolph the reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I stay in my red And the music, they said blows is on the top and the cred Can you resurrect a mothafucka feel like he possess a dead soul? Deteriorates when inferior state, almost equal to bread
Now as my head goes, wish I could those Because all of the times the Nina was shorted I bled froze So now that Im blooded and hella sick Is what the med shows, the tred And dont even think you a dead rose, yeah
me who it is? What me? is my happy ending? What me? Is this a worth living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I ever Or he have it in for me? Will this pop before I stop Is there light in this Im seeing?
Listen, Im on the verge of but Im competent Im breaking, so I picked one to vent The I look away when you talk to me My brain is evilness, Im drowning in 151 and rum I meant
how I feel I sit in the with this gun and practice how to kill But I damn well that the people like me Really wanna know how to
This is life is bout it, bout it Think of all the love I my quest is not a meal
I feel like you, stupid, dont to me Im cracking up I dont mean laughter, Im full of and its backing up And I live with angels but lately demons been up Tug of war my spirits, see the blood Im hacking up
I love my and my fans, inside I sob harder Cuz you paid the price for my life and its right like Bob And I pretend that its okay, Im no facade starter So I guess my only happy is at a massage parlor, yeaa
me who it is? What me? Where is my ending? about me? Is this a life living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I ever Or does he it in for me? this pop before I stop breathing? Is light in this dark Im seeing?