Hmm, I dont even wanna fucking do this for real But I be real if I didnt
I be sitting by myself and I be thinking, mama have I become All I wanted was a but I when I look I be the only one Losing everything but money, everybody And I dont get to see my young
Only I get is in the studio When I get to do run On the road, doing shows, get the woes when it Getting cold, owed, but the flows getting sowed
I been this a minute, but I think I want to end it Cuz I think Im on a higher when I go But the music I be it, be losing it I'mma make it really for me to grow
All I wanted was a portrait See my on a ranch with horses But I was devil bitches in corsets I was never good, then I torched it
Im sorry Mrs. Jackson Im for real And I never meant to your daughter cry But I Im a failure with women Im and I feel like I oughta die
Feel like it, Im away, my life is jus off in the gray How much it cost? I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today I off in ashes, this life and after it clashes, if I get blasted This is suicide letters all over again, I thought that I it
But I that I didnt cuz this one is written And there is no But I broke, a joke when I croak I jus hope I wont be descending
But this aint a joke, I want you to That Tech Nina is pretending in my bed with a gun to my head Asking, where is my happy ending?
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy What me? Is this a worth living?
You how it begins But how it end for me? Will I ever Or He have it in for me? Will this pop I stop breathing? Is light in this dark Im seeing?
Yeah, I put my life in this music, Nina is out I set my heart out for people, know what the inside bout Will they keep Nina forever this? I doubt Can never cry for help so if you listening this my
Im for the passageway to happiness But Im worldly so I to lay in nastiness Yes this a strange year, worldwide fames But the game's queer, sometime I like Im rudolph the reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I stay in my red And the music, they said blows is on the top and the grows Can you resurrect a that feel like he possess a dead soul? Deteriorates when inferior state, almost equal to bread
Now as my head goes, wish I shed those Because all of the times the was shorted when I bled froze So now that Im cold blooded and hella Is the med shows, the tred slows And dont even think you reviving a dead rose,
me who it is? What me? is my happy ending? What me? Is this a worth living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I ever Or he have it in for me? this pop before I stop breathing? Is there light in dark Im seeing?
Listen, Im on the verge of but Im competent Im breaking, so I picked one to vent The reason I look away you talk to me My brain is producing evilness, Im in 151 and rum I meant
how I feel I sit in the mirror this gun and practice how to kill But I know damn well the people like me Really know how to chill
is life is bout it, check bout it Think of all the love I Because my is not a meal
I feel you, stupid, dont talk to me Im cracking up I mean laughter, Im full of bitterness and its backing up And I with angels but lately demons been shacking up Tug of war with my spirits, see the blood Im up
I my kids and my fans, inside I sob harder Cuz you paid the price for my life and its right Bob Barker And I wont pretend that its okay, Im no facade So I guess my only happy is at a massage parlor, yeaa
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy What me? Is this a worth living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I ever Or does he it in for me? Will this pop before I breathing? Is there in this dark Im seeing?