Hmm, I dont even wanna fucking do this for real But I wouldnt be real if I
I be sitting by and I be thinking, mama what have I become All I wanted was a but I when I look I be the only one Losing everything but money, everybody And I even get to see my young
Only happiness I get is in the When I get to do run On the road, doing shows, get the woes it slows Getting cold, getting owed, but the getting sowed
I been doing this a minute, but I think I to end it Cuz I think Im on a higher when I go But the music I be doing it, be it I'mma make it really for me to grow
All I wanted was a family See my on a ranch with horses But I was fucking bitches in corsets I was never really good, then I it
Im Mrs. Jackson Im speaking for real And I never meant to make daughter cry But I Im a failure with women Im lost and I feel like I die
Feel like it, Im rotting away, my life is jus off in the How does it cost? I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today I mean off in ashes, this life and it clashes, if I get blasted This is letters all over again, I thought that I passed it
But I that I didnt cuz this one is written And there is no But I broke, I'mma a joke I croak I jus hope I wont be descending
But aint a joke, I want you to know That Nina is never pretending Alone in my bed with a gun to my Asking, where is my ending? Yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy What me? Is this a worth living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I ever Or does He it in for me? Will pop before I stop breathing? Is there light in dark Im seeing?
Yeah, I put my life in this music, is inside out I set my heart out for people, they know what the bout Will they keep feeling forever this? I doubt Can never cry for help so if you listening my shout
Im searching for the to happiness But Im so I have to lay in nastiness Yes this a strange year, worldwide near But the queer, sometime I feel like Im rudolph the reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I in my red clothes And the music, they said blows is on the top and the grows Can you resurrect a mothafucka that like he possess a dead soul? Deteriorates when inferior state, almost equal to bread
Now as my head goes, wish I shed those Because all of the times the Nina was when I bled froze So now that Im blooded and hella sick Is what the med shows, the tred And dont think you reviving a dead rose, yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy about me? Is this a life living?
You how it begins But how it end for me? Will I ever Or does he it in for me? Will this pop before I breathing? Is there light in this dark Im
Listen, Im on the verge of but Im competent Im breaking, so I picked this one to The reason I look away you talk to me My is producing evilness, Im drowning in 151 and rum I meant
Thats how I I sit in the mirror with this gun and practice how to But I damn well that the people like me Really wanna know how to
This is is bout it, check bout it Think of all the I lost Because my is not a meal
I feel like you, stupid, talk to me Im cracking up I dont mean laughter, Im full of bitterness and its up And I live with but lately demons been shacking up Tug of war with my spirits, see the Im hacking up
I love my and my fans, inside I sob harder Cuz you the price for my life and its right like Bob Barker And I pretend that its okay, Im no facade starter So I guess my only ending is at a massage parlor, yeaa
me who it is? What me? Where is my ending? about me? Is this a worth living?
You how it begins But how it end for me? Will I ever Or he have it in for me? Will this pop before I breathing? Is there light in this dark Im