Hmm, I dont even fucking do this song for real But I wouldnt be real if I
I be sitting by myself and I be thinking, mama what have I All I wanted was a family but I when I I be the only one Losing but money, everybody left And I dont get to see my young
Only happiness I get is in the When I get to do run On the road, doing shows, get the when it slows Getting cold, getting owed, but the getting sowed
I doing this a minute, but I think I want to end it Cuz I Im on a higher level when I go But the music I be it, be losing it I'mma it really tough for me to grow
All I was a family portrait See my babys on a ranch horses But I was devil bitches in corsets I was never really good, then I it
Im Mrs. Jackson Im speaking for real And I never meant to your daughter cry But I guess Im a failure women Im lost and I feel I oughta die
like it, Im rotting away, my life is jus off in the gray How does it cost? I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today I mean off in ashes, life and after it clashes, if I get blasted This is suicide letters all over again, I that I passed it
But I guess I didnt cuz this one is written And there is no But I broke, a joke when I croak I jus hope I wont be descending
But aint a joke, I want you to know That Nina is never pretending Alone in my bed with a gun to my Asking, where is my ending? Yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy about me? Is this a life worth
You how it begins But how it end for me? I ever live? Or He have it in for me? this pop before I stop breathing? Is there light in this Im seeing?
Yeah, I put my in this music, Nina is inside out I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside they keep feeling Nina forever this? I doubt Can never cry for help so if you listening my shout
Im for the passageway to happiness But Im worldly so I have to lay in Yes this a strange year, worldwide near But the game's queer, I feel like Im rudolph the reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I in my red clothes And the music, they said blows is on the top and the cred Can you a mothafucka that feel like he possess a dead soul? when inferior state, almost equal to bread mold?
Now as my head goes, wish I could those Because all of the times the Nina was shorted when I bled So now Im cold blooded and hella sick Is what the med shows, the slows And dont even think you reviving a rose, yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my ending? What me? Is this a worth living?
You how it begins But how it end for me? Will I ever Or does he it in for me? Will pop before I stop breathing? Is there light in this dark Im
Listen, Im on the verge of insanity but Im Im breaking, so I picked one to vent The I look away when you talk to me My brain is producing evilness, Im drowning in 151 and rum I
Thats how I I sit in the mirror with gun and practice how to kill But I know well that the people like me Really know how to chill
This is life is it, check bout it Think of all the love I my quest is not a meal
I like you, stupid, dont talk to me Im cracking up I dont mean laughter, Im of bitterness and its backing up And I live with but lately demons been shacking up Tug of war with my spirits, see the Im hacking up
I love my kids and my fans, inside I sob Cuz you paid the price for my and its right like Bob Barker And I wont pretend that its okay, Im no facade So I guess my only happy ending is at a parlor, yeaa
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy What me? Is a life worth living?
You how it begins But how it end for me? I ever live? Or does he it in for me? Will this pop I stop breathing? Is there light in dark Im seeing?