Hmm, I dont even wanna fucking do song for real But I be real if I didnt
I be sitting by myself and I be thinking, mama what I become All I wanted was a family but I when I I be the only one Losing everything but money, left And I even get to see my young
Only I get is in the studio I get to do another run On the road, shows, get the woes when it slows Getting cold, owed, but the flows getting sowed
I doing this a minute, but I think I want to end it Cuz I think Im on a higher when I go But the I be doing it, be losing it make it really tough for me to grow
All I wanted was a family See my babys on a ranch with But I was fucking bitches in corsets I was really good, then I torched it
Im Mrs. Jackson Im speaking for real And I never meant to make your cry But I Im a failure with women Im lost and I feel I oughta die
Feel it, Im rotting away, my life is jus off in the gray How much it cost? I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today I mean off in ashes, this life and after it clashes, if I get This is suicide letters all over again, I thought that I it
But I that I didnt cuz this one is written And is no mending But I broke, I'mma a joke when I I jus hope that I wont be
But aint a joke, I want you to know That Nina is never pretending in my bed with a gun to my head Asking, where is my ending? Yeah
me who it is? What me? is my happy ending? What me? Is this a worth living?
You know how it But how it end for me? I ever live? Or does He it in for me? Will this pop before I breathing? Is there in this dark Im seeing?
Yeah, I put my life in music, Nina is inside out I set my heart out for people, they what the inside bout Will keep feeling Nina forever this? I doubt Can never cry for help so if you this my shout
Im searching for the to happiness But Im worldly so I to lay in nastiness Yes this a strange year, worldwide near But the game's queer, sometime I feel Im rudolph the reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I in my red clothes And the music, they said is on the top and the cred grows Can you resurrect a mothafucka feel like he possess a dead soul? Deteriorates when inferior state, almost equal to mold?
Now as my head goes, I could shed those Because all of the times the Nina was when I bled froze So now Im cold blooded and hella sick Is what the med shows, the slows And even think you reviving a dead rose, yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my ending? about me? Is this a worth living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I ever Or does he it in for me? Will this pop before I breathing? Is there light in dark Im seeing?
Listen, Im on the of insanity but Im competent Im breaking, so I picked this one to The reason I away when you talk to me My brain is evilness, Im drowning in 151 and rum I meant
how I feel I sit in the mirror this gun and practice how to kill But I damn well that the people like me wanna know how to chill
This is life is bout it, check it Think of all the I lost Because my is not a meal
I feel like you, stupid, talk to me Im cracking up I dont mean laughter, Im of bitterness and its backing up And I live with angels but lately demons shacking up Tug of war my spirits, see the blood Im hacking up
I love my and my fans, inside I sob harder Cuz you paid the price for my life and its right Bob Barker And I wont pretend that its okay, Im no facade So I guess my only ending is at a massage parlor, yeaa
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy What me? Is this a life living?
You know how it But how it end for me? I ever live? Or does he it in for me? Will this pop I stop breathing? Is there light in this dark Im