Hmm, I even wanna fucking do this song for real But I be real if I didnt
I be sitting by myself and I be thinking, mama what I become All I wanted was a but I when I look I be the only one everything but money, everybody left And I even get to see my young
happiness I get is in the studio When I get to do run On the road, doing shows, get the when it slows Getting cold, getting owed, but the flows getting
I doing this a minute, but I think I want to end it Cuz I think Im on a higher when I go But the music I be it, be losing it make it really tough for me to grow
All I wanted was a family See my babys on a ranch with But I was fucking devil in corsets I was never good, then I torched it
Im sorry Mrs. Im speaking for real And I never meant to your daughter cry But I guess Im a with women Im and I feel like I oughta die
Feel like it, Im rotting away, my is jus off in the gray How much does it cost? I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin I mean off in ashes, this life and after it clashes, if I get This is suicide all over again, I thought that I passed it
But I that I didnt cuz this one is written And is no mending But I broke, I'mma a joke I croak I jus hope I wont be descending
But this aint a joke, I you to know That Tech Nina is never Alone in my bed a gun to my head Asking, is my happy ending? Yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy What me? Is this a life living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I live? Or He have it in for me? Will pop before I stop breathing? Is there light in this dark Im
Yeah, I put my life in this music, Nina is out I set my heart out for people, they what the inside bout Will they keep feeling forever this? I doubt Can never cry for help so if you this my shout
Im searching for the passageway to But Im so I have to lay in nastiness Yes a strange year, worldwide fames near But the game's queer, sometime I feel like Im the reindeer
But of a red nose, I stay in my red clothes And the music, they blows is on the top and the cred grows Can you resurrect a mothafucka that feel like he a dead soul? Deteriorates inferior state, almost equal to bread mold?
Now as my goes, wish I could shed those Because all of the times the Nina was shorted when I bled So now that Im cold blooded and sick Is what the med shows, the tred And dont think you reviving a dead rose, yeah
me who it is? What me? Where is my happy about me? Is a life worth living?
You know how it But how it end for me? Will I ever Or does he it in for me? Will this pop I stop breathing? Is there in this dark Im seeing?
Listen, Im on the verge of insanity but Im Im breaking, so I this one to vent The reason I look when you talk to me My brain is evilness, Im drowning in 151 and rum I meant
how I feel I sit in the mirror this gun and practice how to kill But I damn well that the people like me Really wanna know how to
This is life is bout it, check it Think of all the I lost Because my quest is not a
I feel you, stupid, dont talk to me Im cracking up I dont mean laughter, Im of bitterness and its backing up And I with angels but lately demons been shacking up Tug of war with my spirits, see the Im hacking up
I my kids and my fans, inside I sob harder Cuz you paid the price for my and its right like Bob Barker And I wont that its okay, Im no facade starter So I guess my happy ending is at a massage parlor, yeaa
me who it is? What me? is my happy ending? What me? Is a life worth living?
You know how it But how it end for me? I ever live? Or he have it in for me? this pop before I stop breathing? Is there light in this dark Im