Yeah, I take a breath and it out Life has been a bitch, holdin' me I'm freakin' out I dont play with others i panic in the An' Im quick to fall in love, thats why im always on the So pick it up, pop the over my problems and ill never be a man until i solve 'em and somtimes i wish that i go back home, yeh into my childhood dreams and be alone And that'd be everything, another boy left with nothing an object of security, slowly losing its the ? sunking looking for another motherfucking chance to re-break the broken into something, and thats the im never gonna get growin up is more than just a state, and owning all your debts blowing out the breath, i dont feel so so tell me how im supposed to anything, anything at all, at all me how, can i, grow to see the in my life, i wanted, to overcome the inside what is .. ? is a better way to figure it out I sweep it all under the rug, cover up the loss inside of me and wash it down blood, i was born an option, it's hard to swim a flood but the old ? the givin' up so it up, listen to all the words in my head and understand I a shaky hand until they're set, and i don't know if i can get my mind back but i would travel to the edge to feel grasp and be everything through a can on a line, and the future from the twinkle in my eye i wrinkle up and die, in that where the dreams started talking to me constantly and through the sky, i'm alive, but up has proved to be a task and left a couple daydreams broken and smashed lookin' through the glass i don't so tall, so tell me how am i supposed to reach anything, at all at all me how, can i grow to see the in my life i wanted, to overcome the battle what is .. ? is a better way to figure it out? x2