Yeah, I take a and breathe it out Life has been a bitch, holdin' me I'm freakin' out I dont play with others i panic in the An' Im quick to in love, thats why im always on the ground So pick it up, pop the umbrella over my and understand ill never be a man until i 'em and somtimes i wish i could go back home, yeh into my childhood dreams and be alone And that'd be everything, another boy left with nothing an object of security, slowly its stuffing the ? square's sunking looking for another motherfucking to re-break the broken something, and thats the part im never gonna get growin up is more than just a mind state, and owning all your out the breath, i dont feel so tall so tell me how im supposed to anything, at all, anything at all me how, can i, grow to see the in my life, i wanted, to overcome the battle is old? .. ? is there a better way to it out I sweep it all under the rug, cover up the loss found of me and wash it down blood, i was with an option, it's hard to swim a flood but the old ? the givin' up so pick it up, listen to all the words in my and understand I have a hand until they're set, and i don't if i can get my mind state back but i travel to the edge to feel that grasp and that'd be speakin' a can on a line, and prophesize the from the twinkle in my eye i could up and die, in that room the dreams started talking to me constantly and dancin the sky, i'm alive, but up has proved to be a task and left a couple daydreams broken down and lookin' through the glass i don't so tall, so tell me how am i supposed to anything, anything at all at all me how, can i grow to see the in my life i wanted, to overcome the inside is old? .. ? is there a better way to figure it x2