Luyện nghe bài hát Everything I Am

People tell me keep my head up be okay
and I just smile because nothing left for me to say
meanwhile I'm really wishing that they'd keep
cause no one truly the problems I hide deep away
playing checkers, my mind is thinking chess moves
I'm tryna' pause time so I can think my next move
not only that I'm also thinking my next two
while also sidetracked by these pretty girls I'm next to
if she really knew the weight of all my
would she still be staring at me as if she help me solve em'?
I I'm losing it, I'm caught up in my thoughts
it's like they show you how to get through life but still I end up
and everything attained in don't come without a cost
so our pay for every single lesson we are taught
tryna' keep a smile in the of all my pain
is like stay dry in the midst of all the rain
I'm hoping I'm the only thing that still remains the
so my friends say I changed in the midst of all the fame
but no one knows what tomorrow holds so whos to
so I'm thinking 'bout when I lose track of today
once I make it through this mess, Imma be the one to
cause I did it on my own with little help the way
mixtape is my book but I didn't put in every page
cause I wanna talk about things like H.R.A.
so I didn't tell ya'll that my family got
or that I completely ruined my relationship with my
if I could speak to them I'd them that I miss em'
and say sorry I didn't even send a gift on christmas
like, I just wonder how I got here
and how I'm 'posed to fly when my whole drops here
but just when I thought the was over..
some close passed away, another burden on my shoulder
it's always ones that you call as much as you was 'posed to
yet you could find time to text people you close to
damn, so I'm feeling ashamed
while half the family's only hoping that the getting paid
and things quite merry when you can't afford christmas
yet people asking me why I'm not smiling in my
if money talks then I'm sit and listen
but if money says it all then my just whispers
cause even with financial aid I afford college
but a can't teach you how to get through life's problems
so I ain't even that I can't afford knowledge
it means I'll find another stage and learn how to rock it
my dreams walk ahead of me, I am the shadow
either are out of reach or I am just a tad slow
I'm a bad performer or my is just a bad show
atleast I get this weekly child support from my dad
how come, life dont when I ask first?
and even when I drive slow, I can't avoid fast girls?
I was voted clown and class nerd
I hope my songs are good for fans to hear the last verse
pictures in my but I can't really describe them
pills that I could take but the doctor prescribe them
problems tend to find me so I'm just tryna' hide
my dreams try to log out so I keep my signed in
is my life and every bar is a tear
I just the bass bumps loud enough to silence all my fears
been through hell and back and only lived 20 years
I've got 80 left so that explains why I'm scared
my life is a movie but I wish I had two
so I could film scratch with a new life and a new name
it's like, I just need to a new place
where roaches don't walk by me as if they freaking roomates
I set up with girls that I eventually postpone
I either got no money or I'm running out of clothes
so now she disappointed or she's back at home
but little does she that I've been crying all along
and I should tell the truth because I she'd understand
but it hurts to say I'm broke so I pretend I got plans
but I'm just home hoping she'll find a better man
that can take her out to dinner and put on her hand
everybody got problems, why about mine?
I'll just put them in a song and I'll make it all rhyme
I'm trying not to cause I know things come in time
I'm just waiting for the whole to be mine
you try hard, you die hard, yea I hear you yeezy
but I'm going hard regardless 'cause when is dying easy
so tell me do feel me?
nah, ya'll hear me...