Luyện nghe bài hát Everything I Am

People tell me keep my head up be okay
and I just smile because there's nothing for me to say
meanwhile I'm wishing that they'd keep away
cause no one understands the problems I hide deep away
they're playing checkers, my is thinking chess moves
I'm tryna' pause time so I can think about my next
not only that I'm also thinking 'bout my two
while also being sidetracked by pretty girls I'm next to
if she really the weight of all my problems
would she still be staring at me as if she could help me em'?
I swear I'm losing it, I'm caught up in my
like they show you how to get through life but still I end up lost
and everything attained in life don't come without a
so our emotions pay for every lesson we are taught
keep a smile in the midst of all my pain
is like stay dry in the midst of all the rain
I'm hoping I'm the thing that still remains the same
so my friends won't say I changed in the of all the fame
but no one knows what tomorrow holds so whos to
so I'm thinking 'bout tomorrow when I lose of today
once I make it this mess, Imma be the one to blame
cause I did it on my own with help along the way
this mixtape is my book but I put in every page
cause I didn't wanna talk about things H.R.A.
so I didn't tell ya'll that my got evicted
or that I ruined my relationship with my sisters
if I could speak to them I'd them that I miss em'
and say that I didn't even send a gift on christmas
it's like, I just how I got here
and how I'm 'posed to fly when my world drops here
but just I thought the storm was over..
some ones passed away, another burden on my shoulder
always ones that you ain't call as much as you was 'posed to
yet you could find time to text people you ain't to
damn, so I'm feeling ashamed
while half the family's only hoping the family's getting paid
and ain't quite merry when you can't afford christmas
yet asking me why I'm not smiling in my pictures
if money talks then I'm tryna sit and
but if money it all then my pocket just whispers
cause even with financial aid I can't afford
but a bachelor's can't teach you how to get life's problems
so I ain't even stressing that I can't afford
it means I'll find another stage and learn how to rock it
my dreams walk ahead of me, I am just the
either they are out of reach or I am just a tad
I'm a bad performer or my is just a bad show
atleast I get this weekly child support from my dad
how come, life dont listen when I ask
and even when I drive slow, I can't avoid them fast
I was voted clown and class nerd
I my songs are good enough for fans to hear the last verse
pictures in my mind but I can't really describe
pills that I could take but the didn't prescribe them
problems tend to find me so I'm just tryna' them
my dreams try to log out so I keep my focus in
is my life and every bar is a tear
I just hope the bass bumps loud enough to silence all my
I've been through hell and back and lived 20 years
I've got 80 left so that explains why I'm scared
my life is a but I wish I had two takes
so I could film from scratch a new life and a new name
like, I just need to find a new place
where don't walk by me as if they were freaking roomates
I set up dates girls that I eventually postpone
cause I got no money or I'm running out of clothes
so now she disappointed or crying back at home
but little does she know that been crying all along
and I should tell the truth because I know understand
but it hurts to say I'm broke so I that I got plans
but I'm just home hoping she'll find a better man
that can take her out to and put diamonds on her hand
everybody got problems, why complain about
I'll just put them in a and then I'll make it all rhyme
I'm trying not to rush I know things come in time
I'm just waiting for the whole world to be
when you try hard, you die hard, yea I hear you
but I'm going hard regardless 'cause since when is easy
so me do ya'll feel me?
nah, can't hear me...