Luyện nghe bài hát Everything I Am

People tell me keep my head up be okay
and I smile because there's nothing left for me to say
meanwhile I'm really wishing that they'd keep
no one truly understands the problems I hide deep away
they're playing checkers, my mind is chess moves
I'm pause time so I can think about my next move
not only that I'm also thinking my next two
while also sidetracked by these pretty girls I'm next to
if she really the weight of all my problems
would she still be staring at me as if she help me solve em'?
I swear I'm losing it, I'm caught up in my
it's they show you how to get through life but still I end up lost
and attained in life don't come without a cost
so our emotions pay for every single we are taught
tryna' keep a smile in the midst of all my
is like stay dry in the midst of all the rain
I'm hoping I'm the only thing that still the same
so my friends won't say I changed in the midst of all the
but no one knows what tomorrow holds so whos to
so I'm 'bout tomorrow when I lose track of today
once I make it through mess, Imma be the one to blame
cause I did it on my own with little along the way
this is my book but I didn't put in every page
cause I didn't wanna talk about things H.R.A.
so I tell ya'll that my family got evicted
or that I completely ruined my relationship with my
if I could to them I'd tell them that I miss em'
and say that I didn't even send a gift on christmas
it's like, I wonder how I got here
and how I'm 'posed to fly when my whole world drops
but when I thought the storm was over..
some ones passed away, another burden on my shoulder
it's always ones you ain't call as much as you was 'posed to
yet you could find time to people you ain't close to
damn, so I'm type ashamed
while half the only hoping that the family's getting paid
and things ain't quite merry when you afford christmas
yet people asking me why I'm not smiling in my
if money then I'm tryna sit and listen
but if money says it all then my pocket whispers
cause even with financial aid I can't afford
but a can't teach you how to get through life's problems
so I ain't even stressing that I afford knowledge
it just means I'll find another stage and how to rock it
my dreams walk ahead of me, I am just the
either they are out of reach or I am just a tad
I'm a bad performer or my life is just a bad
atleast I get this child support from my dad though
how come, life dont listen when I ask
and even when I drive slow, I can't them fast girls?
I was voted class clown and class
I hope my songs are good enough for to hear the last verse
pictures in my mind but I can't describe them
pills that I could take but the doctor didn't them
problems tend to find me so I'm just tryna' them
my dreams try to log out so I keep my signed in
music is my and every bar is a tear
I just hope the bass bumps loud to silence all my fears
I've been through hell and back and only lived 20
I've got 80 more left so that why I'm scared
my life is a movie but I wish I had two
so I could film from scratch with a new and a new name
it's like, I need to find a new place
where roaches don't by me as if they were freaking roomates
I set up dates with that I eventually postpone
cause I either got no money or I'm out of clothes
so now she disappointed or she's crying back at
but little does she know I've been crying all along
and I should tell the truth because I she'd understand
but it hurts to say I'm broke so I that I got plans
but I'm home hoping that she'll find a better man
that can take her out to dinner and put diamonds on her
everybody got problems, why about mine?
I'll just put them in a and then I'll make it all rhyme
I'm trying not to rush cause I know come in time
I'm just waiting for the world to be mine
when you try hard, you die hard, yea I hear you
but I'm going hard regardless 'cause since when is easy
so me do ya'll feel me?
nah, can't hear me...