Luyện nghe bài hát Everything I Am

People tell me keep my up it'll be okay
and I just smile because there's left for me to say
meanwhile I'm really wishing that they'd away
cause no one truly understands the problems I deep away
they're playing checkers, my is thinking chess moves
I'm tryna' pause so I can think about my next move
not only that I'm also thinking 'bout my two
while also being sidetracked by these girls I'm next to
if she really knew the weight of all my
would she still be at me as if she could help me solve em'?
I swear I'm it, I'm caught up in my thoughts
it's like they show you how to get through life but I end up lost
and everything attained in life don't come a cost
so our emotions pay for every single we are taught
tryna' keep a in the midst of all my pain
is like stay dry in the midst of all the rain
I'm hoping I'm the only thing that still the same
so my friends won't say I changed in the of all the fame
but no one knows what tomorrow so whos to say?
so I'm thinking 'bout tomorrow when I lose track of
I make it through this mess, Imma be the one to blame
cause I did it on my own with little help the way
this is my book but I didn't put in every page
cause I didn't wanna talk things like H.R.A.
so I didn't tell ya'll my family got evicted
or that I completely ruined my with my sisters
if I speak to them I'd tell them that I miss em'
and say sorry that I didn't even send a gift on
it's like, I just how I got here
and how I'm to fly when my whole world drops here
but just when I thought the was over..
some ones passed away, another burden on my shoulder
it's always ones you ain't call as much as you was 'posed to
yet you could time to text people you ain't close to
damn, so I'm feeling ashamed
while half the only hoping that the family's getting paid
and things quite merry when you can't afford christmas
yet asking me why I'm not smiling in my pictures
if talks then I'm tryna sit and listen
but if money says it all then my pocket whispers
cause even with aid I can't afford college
but a bachelor's can't teach you how to get life's problems
so I ain't even stressing that I afford knowledge
it just means find another stage and learn how to rock it
my walk ahead of me, I am just the shadow
either they are out of or I am just a tad slow
I'm a bad performer or my is just a bad show
atleast I get this weekly child support my dad though
how come, dont listen when I ask first?
and when I drive slow, I can't avoid them fast girls?
I was voted class and class nerd
I hope my songs are good enough for fans to hear the last
pictures in my mind but I can't describe them
pills that I could take but the doctor prescribe them
problems to find me so I'm just tryna' hide them
my dreams try to log out so I keep my signed in
is my life and every bar is a tear
I just hope the bass loud enough to silence all my fears
I've been through hell and back and only 20 years
I've got 80 more so that explains why I'm scared
my life is a but I wish I had two takes
so I could film from scratch a new life and a new name
it's like, I just need to find a new
where roaches don't walk by me as if they were roomates
I set up dates with girls that I postpone
cause I got no money or I'm running out of clothes
so now she disappointed or she's back at home
but little does she that I've been crying all along
and I should tell the truth I know she'd understand
but it hurts to say I'm broke so I pretend I got plans
but I'm just home hoping that find a better man
can take her out to dinner and put diamonds on her hand
everybody got problems, why complain about
I'll just put them in a and then I'll make it all rhyme
I'm not to rush cause I know things come in time
I'm just waiting for the whole to be mine
when you try hard, you die hard, yea I hear you
but I'm going hard regardless 'cause since when is dying
so tell me do feel me?
nah, ya'll can't me...