Luyện nghe bài hát Everything I Am

People tell me keep my up it'll be okay
and I just because there's nothing left for me to say
meanwhile I'm really wishing that they'd away
cause no one truly understands the I hide deep away
they're checkers, my mind is thinking chess moves
I'm tryna' pause time so I can think about my next
not only that I'm also thinking 'bout my two
while also being by these pretty girls I'm next to
if she really knew the weight of all my
would she still be staring at me as if she could me solve em'?
I I'm losing it, I'm caught up in my thoughts
it's like they show you how to get through life but still I end up
and everything attained in life don't without a cost
so our emotions pay for every single lesson we are
tryna' a smile in the midst of all my pain
is like tryna' stay dry in the midst of all the
I'm hoping I'm the only thing still remains the same
so my friends won't say I in the midst of all the fame
but no one knows what tomorrow holds so to say?
so I'm thinking 'bout tomorrow when I track of today
once I it through this mess, Imma be the one to blame
cause I did it on my own with little help the way
this mixtape is my book but I put in every page
cause I didn't wanna talk about like H.R.A.
so I didn't ya'll that my family got evicted
or that I completely ruined my with my sisters
if I could speak to them I'd them that I miss em'
and say sorry that I didn't even a gift on christmas
it's like, I just how I got here
and how I'm to fly when my whole world drops here
but just when I the storm was over..
some close ones passed away, burden on my shoulder
always ones that you ain't call as much as you was 'posed to
yet you could find time to text people you ain't to
damn, so I'm feeling type
while half the family's only that the family's getting paid
and things ain't quite merry when you afford christmas
yet asking me why I'm not smiling in my pictures
if money then I'm tryna sit and listen
but if money it all then my pocket just whispers
cause even with financial aid I afford college
but a bachelor's can't you how to get through life's problems
so I even stressing that I can't afford knowledge
it just means I'll find stage and learn how to rock it
my dreams ahead of me, I am just the shadow
either they are out of reach or I am just a tad
I'm a bad performer or my is just a bad show
atleast I get this weekly child support from my dad
how come, life dont when I ask first?
and even when I drive slow, I avoid them fast girls?
I was voted class and class nerd
I hope my songs are good for fans to hear the last verse
pictures in my mind but I can't really describe
pills that I could take but the doctor didn't prescribe
problems tend to me so I'm just tryna' hide them
my try to log out so I keep my focus signed in
music is my life and bar is a tear
I just hope the bass bumps loud enough to silence all my
I've been through and back and only lived 20 years
I've got 80 left so that explains why I'm scared
my is a movie but I wish I had two takes
so I could film from scratch with a new life and a new
it's like, I just need to a new place
where roaches don't walk by me as if they freaking roomates
I set up dates girls that I eventually postpone
cause I either got no or I'm running out of clothes
so now she disappointed or she's crying at home
but does she know that I've been crying all along
and I should tell the truth because I know she'd
but it hurts to say I'm broke so I pretend that I got
but I'm home hoping that she'll find a better man
can take her out to dinner and put diamonds on her hand
everybody got problems, why complain about
I'll just put them in a song and I'll make it all rhyme
I'm not to rush cause I know things come in time
I'm just waiting for the whole world to be
when you try hard, you die hard, yea I you yeezy
but I'm going hard regardless since when is dying easy
so tell me do ya'll me?
nah, can't hear me...