Luyện nghe bài hát Everything I Am

People tell me my head up it'll be okay
and I just because there's nothing left for me to say
meanwhile I'm wishing that they'd keep away
cause no one understands the problems I hide deep away
they're playing checkers, my mind is thinking moves
I'm tryna' pause time so I can think about my move
not only I'm also thinking 'bout my next two
while also being sidetracked by pretty girls I'm next to
if she knew the weight of all my problems
would she still be staring at me as if she could me solve em'?
I I'm losing it, I'm caught up in my thoughts
it's like they show you how to get through but still I end up lost
and attained in life don't come without a cost
so our emotions pay for every single we are taught
tryna' keep a in the midst of all my pain
is like tryna' stay dry in the midst of all the
I'm hoping I'm the only that still remains the same
so my friends won't say I changed in the of all the fame
but no one what tomorrow holds so whos to say?
so I'm thinking 'bout tomorrow when I lose of today
once I make it this mess, Imma be the one to blame
cause I did it on my own little help along the way
this is my book but I didn't put in every page
I didn't wanna talk about things like H.R.A.
so I didn't tell ya'll that my got evicted
or I completely ruined my relationship with my sisters
if I could to them I'd tell them that I miss em'
and say sorry I didn't even send a gift on christmas
it's like, I just wonder how I got
and how I'm 'posed to fly when my whole world drops
but when I thought the storm was over..
some close ones passed away, another on my shoulder
it's always ones that you ain't call as as you was 'posed to
yet you could time to text people you ain't close to
damn, so I'm feeling type
while the family's only hoping that the family's getting paid
and things ain't quite merry when you afford christmas
yet people asking me why I'm not in my pictures
if money talks then I'm tryna sit and
but if money it all then my pocket just whispers
even with financial aid I can't afford college
but a bachelor's can't you how to get through life's problems
so I ain't even that I can't afford knowledge
it just means I'll find another stage and learn how to it
my dreams walk ahead of me, I am just the
either they are out of reach or I am just a tad
I'm a bad performer or my life is a bad show
I get this weekly child support from my dad though
how come, life dont listen when I ask
and even when I drive slow, I can't them fast girls?
I was voted class clown and nerd
I hope my songs are good enough for to hear the last verse
pictures in my but I can't really describe them
pills that I could take but the doctor didn't them
problems tend to find me so I'm just hide them
my dreams try to log out so I my focus signed in
is my life and every bar is a tear
I just the bass bumps loud enough to silence all my fears
I've been through hell and back and only lived 20
got 80 more left so that explains why I'm scared
my is a movie but I wish I had two takes
so I film from scratch with a new life and a new name
it's like, I just need to a new place
where roaches walk by me as if they were freaking roomates
I set up dates with girls that I eventually
I either got no money or I'm running out of clothes
so now she disappointed or she's crying back at
but little does she that I've been crying all along
and I should the truth because I know she'd understand
but it hurts to say I'm broke so I pretend that I got
but I'm just home hoping that she'll a better man
that can take her out to dinner and put on her hand
everybody got problems, why complain mine?
I'll just put in a song and then I'll make it all rhyme
I'm trying not to rush cause I know come in time
I'm just waiting for the whole world to be
when you try hard, you die hard, yea I you yeezy
but I'm going hard regardless 'cause since is dying easy
so me do ya'll feel me?
nah, ya'll can't me...