Luyện nghe bài hát Everything I Am

People tell me keep my head up be okay
and I just smile there's nothing left for me to say
I'm really wishing that they'd keep away
cause no one truly understands the I hide deep away
they're playing checkers, my mind is chess moves
I'm tryna' pause time so I can think about my next
not only that I'm also thinking 'bout my two
while also being sidetracked by these pretty girls I'm to
if she really knew the weight of all my
would she still be staring at me as if she could me solve em'?
I swear I'm it, I'm caught up in my thoughts
it's like they show you how to get through life but still I end up
and everything attained in life don't come without a
so our emotions pay for every single we are taught
tryna' keep a smile in the of all my pain
is like tryna' stay dry in the of all the rain
I'm hoping I'm the only that still remains the same
so my friends won't say I changed in the midst of all the
but no one knows what holds so whos to say?
so I'm thinking 'bout tomorrow when I lose of today
I make it through this mess, Imma be the one to blame
cause I did it on my own little help along the way
this mixtape is my book but I didn't put in page
cause I didn't wanna talk about things H.R.A.
so I tell ya'll that my family got evicted
or I completely ruined my relationship with my sisters
if I could speak to I'd tell them that I miss em'
and say sorry that I didn't even send a on christmas
like, I just wonder how I got here
and how I'm 'posed to fly when my world drops here
but just when I thought the was over..
some close passed away, another burden on my shoulder
it's always ones you ain't call as much as you was 'posed to
yet you could find time to text people you ain't to
damn, so I'm feeling type
while half the family's hoping that the family's getting paid
and things ain't quite merry when you can't afford
yet asking me why I'm not smiling in my pictures
if money talks then I'm tryna sit and
but if money says it all my pocket just whispers
cause even financial aid I can't afford college
but a bachelor's can't teach you how to get through life's
so I ain't stressing that I can't afford knowledge
it just means I'll another stage and learn how to rock it
my walk ahead of me, I am just the shadow
they are out of reach or I am just a tad slow
I'm a bad performer or my life is a bad show
atleast I get this weekly child support from my dad
how come, life listen when I ask first?
and even when I drive slow, I can't avoid fast girls?
I was voted clown and class nerd
I hope my songs are good enough for to hear the last verse
pictures in my mind but I can't really describe
pills that I could take but the doctor didn't prescribe
problems tend to find me so I'm just tryna' hide
my try to log out so I keep my focus signed in
music is my life and bar is a tear
I just hope the bass bumps loud enough to all my fears
I've been through hell and back and only 20 years
I've got 80 more so that explains why I'm scared
my is a movie but I wish I had two takes
so I could film from with a new life and a new name
it's like, I just need to find a new
where roaches walk by me as if they were freaking roomates
I set up dates girls that I eventually postpone
cause I either got no or I'm running out of clothes
so now she or she's crying back at home
but little does she know that been crying all along
and I should tell the truth I know she'd understand
but it hurts to say I'm broke so I pretend that I got
but I'm just home that she'll find a better man
that can her out to dinner and put diamonds on her hand
everybody got problems, why complain about
I'll just put in a song and then I'll make it all rhyme
I'm trying not to rush cause I know come in time
I'm just waiting for the whole world to be
when you try hard, you die hard, yea I hear you
but I'm going hard 'cause since when is dying easy
so tell me do ya'll me?
nah, ya'll hear me...