Luyện nghe bài hát Everything I Am

People tell me my head up it'll be okay
and I just smile there's nothing left for me to say
I'm really wishing that they'd keep away
cause no one truly understands the problems I deep away
they're playing checkers, my mind is chess moves
I'm tryna' time so I can think about my next move
not only that I'm also thinking my next two
also being sidetracked by these pretty girls I'm next to
if she knew the weight of all my problems
she still be staring at me as if she could help me solve em'?
I swear I'm losing it, I'm up in my thoughts
it's like show you how to get through life but still I end up lost
and everything attained in don't come without a cost
so our emotions pay for every single lesson we are
keep a smile in the midst of all my pain
is like stay dry in the midst of all the rain
I'm hoping I'm the only thing that still remains the
so my friends won't say I changed in the midst of all the
but no one what tomorrow holds so whos to say?
so I'm thinking 'bout tomorrow I lose track of today
I make it through this mess, Imma be the one to blame
cause I did it on my own with little along the way
this mixtape is my book but I didn't put in page
cause I didn't wanna talk about things H.R.A.
so I didn't tell ya'll my family got evicted
or that I ruined my relationship with my sisters
if I could speak to them I'd tell that I miss em'
and say that I didn't even send a gift on christmas
it's like, I just wonder how I got
and how I'm to fly when my whole world drops here
but just when I thought the was over..
some close ones passed away, another on my shoulder
it's always ones that you ain't call as much as you was to
yet you could time to text people you ain't close to
damn, so I'm feeling ashamed
half the family's only hoping that the family's getting paid
and things ain't quite merry when you afford christmas
yet asking me why I'm not smiling in my pictures
if money talks I'm tryna sit and listen
but if money says it all then my just whispers
cause even with financial aid I afford college
but a bachelor's teach you how to get through life's problems
so I ain't stressing that I can't afford knowledge
it means I'll find another stage and learn how to rock it
my dreams walk ahead of me, I am the shadow
either are out of reach or I am just a tad slow
I'm a bad performer or my life is just a bad
I get this weekly child support from my dad though
how come, life listen when I ask first?
and even when I drive slow, I avoid them fast girls?
I was voted class clown and nerd
I hope my songs are good enough for fans to hear the verse
pictures in my mind but I really describe them
pills that I could take but the doctor didn't prescribe
problems tend to find me so I'm just hide them
my dreams try to log out so I keep my signed in
music is my life and bar is a tear
I just hope the bass bumps loud enough to all my fears
I've been hell and back and only lived 20 years
I've got 80 more left so that why I'm scared
my life is a movie but I I had two takes
so I could film from scratch with a new life and a new
it's like, I just to find a new place
where don't walk by me as if they were freaking roomates
I set up dates with girls that I postpone
cause I got no money or I'm running out of clothes
so now she disappointed or she's crying back at
but little does she know that I've crying all along
and I should tell the truth because I know she'd
but it hurts to say I'm so I pretend that I got plans
but I'm just home that she'll find a better man
can take her out to dinner and put diamonds on her hand
everybody got problems, why about mine?
I'll just put them in a song and then make it all rhyme
I'm trying not to rush I know things come in time
I'm just waiting for the whole to be mine
when you try hard, you die hard, yea I you yeezy
but I'm hard regardless 'cause since when is dying easy
so me do ya'll feel me?
nah, can't hear me...