Luyện nghe bài hát Everything I Am

People tell me my head up it'll be okay
and I just smile because there's nothing for me to say
meanwhile I'm really wishing that they'd keep
no one truly understands the problems I hide deep away
they're playing checkers, my mind is chess moves
I'm tryna' pause time so I can about my next move
not only I'm also thinking 'bout my next two
while also being sidetracked by these girls I'm next to
if she really knew the weight of all my
she still be staring at me as if she could help me solve em'?
I swear I'm losing it, I'm up in my thoughts
it's like show you how to get through life but still I end up lost
and everything attained in life don't come without a
so our pay for every single lesson we are taught
tryna' keep a smile in the of all my pain
is tryna' stay dry in the midst of all the rain
I'm hoping I'm the only thing that remains the same
so my friends say I changed in the midst of all the fame
but no one knows tomorrow holds so whos to say?
so I'm thinking 'bout tomorrow when I track of today
I make it through this mess, Imma be the one to blame
cause I did it on my own little help along the way
this mixtape is my book but I didn't put in page
cause I didn't wanna talk things like H.R.A.
so I didn't tell ya'll that my got evicted
or that I completely my relationship with my sisters
if I could speak to them I'd tell them that I em'
and say that I didn't even send a gift on christmas
it's like, I just wonder how I got
and how I'm to fly when my whole world drops here
but just when I thought the was over..
some close ones away, another burden on my shoulder
it's always ones you ain't call as much as you was 'posed to
yet you find time to text people you ain't close to
damn, so I'm feeling ashamed
while half the only hoping that the family's getting paid
and things ain't quite merry when you can't afford
yet asking me why I'm not smiling in my pictures
if money then I'm tryna sit and listen
but if money says it all then my just whispers
cause even with financial aid I can't college
but a can't teach you how to get through life's problems
so I ain't stressing that I can't afford knowledge
it just means I'll find another stage and learn how to it
my dreams walk ahead of me, I am just the
either they are out of reach or I am a tad slow
I'm a bad performer or my life is a bad show
atleast I get weekly child support from my dad though
how come, life dont listen I ask first?
and even when I drive slow, I avoid them fast girls?
I was voted class and class nerd
I hope my songs are good enough for fans to hear the last
pictures in my mind but I can't really describe
that I could take but the doctor didn't prescribe them
problems tend to find me so I'm tryna' hide them
my dreams try to log out so I my focus signed in
is my life and every bar is a tear
I just hope the bass bumps loud to silence all my fears
I've been through hell and and only lived 20 years
got 80 more left so that explains why I'm scared
my is a movie but I wish I had two takes
so I could film from scratch a new life and a new name
it's like, I just to find a new place
where roaches don't by me as if they were freaking roomates
I set up dates with that I eventually postpone
cause I either got no or I'm running out of clothes
so now she disappointed or she's crying back at
but does she know that I've been crying all along
and I should the truth because I know she'd understand
but it hurts to say I'm broke so I pretend that I got
but I'm just home hoping she'll find a better man
that can take her out to dinner and put diamonds on her
got problems, why complain about mine?
I'll just put them in a song and then I'll it all rhyme
I'm trying not to rush cause I know come in time
I'm just for the whole world to be mine
when you try hard, you die hard, yea I hear you
but I'm hard regardless 'cause since when is dying easy
so me do ya'll feel me?
nah, can't hear me...