Luyện nghe bài hát Everything I Am

People tell me keep my head up it'll be
and I just smile there's nothing left for me to say
meanwhile I'm really wishing that keep away
cause no one truly understands the problems I hide away
they're playing checkers, my is thinking chess moves
I'm tryna' pause time so I can think about my move
not only I'm also thinking 'bout my next two
also being sidetracked by these pretty girls I'm next to
if she really knew the of all my problems
would she still be staring at me as if she could help me solve
I swear I'm losing it, I'm up in my thoughts
it's like they show you how to get through but still I end up lost
and everything attained in don't come without a cost
so our emotions pay for every single lesson we are
keep a smile in the midst of all my pain
is like tryna' dry in the midst of all the rain
I'm I'm the only thing that still remains the same
so my won't say I changed in the midst of all the fame
but no one knows what holds so whos to say?
so I'm thinking 'bout when I lose track of today
once I make it this mess, Imma be the one to blame
cause I did it on my own with little help the way
this is my book but I didn't put in every page
cause I didn't wanna about things like H.R.A.
so I tell ya'll that my family got evicted
or that I completely ruined my with my sisters
if I could to them I'd tell them that I miss em'
and say that I didn't even send a gift on christmas
it's like, I wonder how I got here
and how I'm 'posed to fly my whole world drops here
but when I thought the storm was over..
some close passed away, another burden on my shoulder
it's always ones that you ain't call as as you was 'posed to
yet you could find to text people you ain't close to
damn, so I'm feeling ashamed
while half the family's hoping that the family's getting paid
and things ain't quite merry when you can't afford
yet asking me why I'm not smiling in my pictures
if talks then I'm tryna sit and listen
but if says it all then my pocket just whispers
cause even with financial aid I can't afford
but a can't teach you how to get through life's problems
so I ain't even stressing that I can't afford
it just means find another stage and learn how to rock it
my dreams walk ahead of me, I am just the
either they are out of reach or I am just a tad
I'm a bad performer or my is just a bad show
atleast I get this weekly child support my dad though
how come, life listen when I ask first?
and even when I slow, I can't avoid them fast girls?
I was voted clown and class nerd
I hope my are good enough for fans to hear the last verse
pictures in my mind but I really describe them
pills that I could but the doctor didn't prescribe them
problems to find me so I'm just tryna' hide them
my try to log out so I keep my focus signed in
music is my and every bar is a tear
I just hope the bass bumps loud enough to all my fears
I've been through hell and and only lived 20 years
I've got 80 more left so explains why I'm scared
my life is a movie but I I had two takes
so I could film from scratch a new life and a new name
it's like, I just to find a new place
roaches don't walk by me as if they were freaking roomates
I set up dates with that I eventually postpone
cause I either got no or I'm running out of clothes
so now she disappointed or she's back at home
but little she know that I've been crying all along
and I should tell the truth because I know understand
but it hurts to say I'm broke so I pretend that I got
but I'm just home hoping that find a better man
that can her out to dinner and put diamonds on her hand
got problems, why complain about mine?
I'll just put in a song and then I'll make it all rhyme
I'm trying not to rush cause I know come in time
I'm just waiting for the whole world to be
you try hard, you die hard, yea I hear you yeezy
but I'm going hard regardless 'cause when is dying easy
so tell me do ya'll me?
nah, ya'll can't me...