"Everything I Am" Videos
People tell me keep my head up it'll be okay
and I just smile because there's nothing left for me to say
meanwhile I'm really wishing that they'd keep away
cause no one truly understands the problems I hide deep away
they're playing checkers, my mind is thinking chess moves
I'm tryna' pause time so I can think about my next move
not only that I'm also thinking 'bout my next two
while also being sidetracked by these pretty girls I'm next to
if she really knew the weight of all my problems
would she still be staring at me as if she could help me solve em'?
I swear I'm losing it, I'm caught up in my thoughts
it's like they show you how to get through life but still I end up lost
and everything attained in life don't come without a cost
so our emotions pay for every single lesson we are taught
tryna' keep a smile in the midst of all my pain
is like tryna' stay dry in the midst of all the rain
I'm hoping I'm the only thing that still remains the same
so my friends won't say I changed in the midst of all the fame
but no one knows what tomorrow holds so whos to say?
so I'm thinking 'bout tomorrow when I lose track of today
once I make it through this mess, Imma be the one to blame
cause I did it on my own with little help along the way
this mixtape is my book but I didn't put in every page
cause I didn't wanna talk about things like H.R.A.
so I didn't tell ya'll that my family got evicted
or that I completely ruined my relationship with my sisters
if I could speak to them I'd tell them that I miss em'
and say sorry that I didn't even send a gift on christmas
it's like, I just wonder how I got here
and how I'm 'posed to fly when my whole world drops here
but just when I thought the storm was over..
some close ones passed away, another burden on my shoulder
it's always ones that you ain't call as much as you was 'posed to
yet you could find time to text people you ain't close to
damn, so I'm feeling type ashamed
while half the family's only hoping that the family's getting paid
and things ain't quite merry when you can't afford christmas
yet people asking me why I'm not smiling in my pictures
if money talks then I'm tryna sit and listen
but if money says it
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