Woke up morning, and opened my eyes, Sat up in bed and to my surprise, The world around me, it changed, still hard, and people still fake, I sit here and every mistake, And wonder why life ain't going the way that I want. We all wish we could just turn things sometimes but then we're reminded life that we now live is full of surprises and words are ad lib because you can't plan for a life this misguided and when who I am was decided.
So I it, I'm just too to ignite it, the fire inside, I'm to find the pain of which I was once reminded.
And I'm of silence. Cause words leave off my brain turns on and my perspective widens. some things I don't want to find, like when I see all of my flaws and into the sky like
"Why God, Why?!" Why don't I anymore, but at the same time I feel a hurt so deep that it cuts to my core? Why my heart ache and my soul hurts even more? Why do I like no one cares and my friends walked out the door?
I know, I'm not alone, but I feel so isolated. If you care for me why does every conversation feel so jaded? When I write these I feel like the pen can barely take it. This music for you, I write for me so that I can make it.
If I'm colorblind then my own is violent shades of red. There's nothing more frightening than the thoughts my head, And if my own greatest sacrifice is living I'm dead. But a within me tells me to fight the pain instead.
This the end, no, this is the beginning, I'm of being beaten down, so It's time that I start winning. I don't know if this is God, or a deep within me, But all the sudden the dark inside, I it lifting.
For the first in my life, I can the world so clearly. All the that I feel inside, it send me reeling. But if I got hurt then I wouldn't know healing And as the darkness fades away, I feel the light me...
is life! This is battle! The wounds and don't matter. I wasn't made for this, my bones feel they'll shatter.
If I one more hit, I'm I might go down. But at the same I know, That get up off the ground,
And fight a battle I can't win But all about the journey. Because we all to win, but losing, is learning.
Today I for freedom, for my kingdom. You and I, I got back, Together we can em!
I'm and I'm bruised, I'm and I'm confused, I don't even myself but what do I got to lose?
is my calling, yeah, is my creed! This is the when I decide who I want me to be!
See you me, but you haven't taken a step in my shoes. What will you do it comes time to choose, To Fit in, or be See I've always chose the latter, And if you listen you can hear my voice all the useless chatter.
"Why God, Why?" But I the answers inside, This is my life, my fight, fight till I die!
Today I'm lost, but I'll find it. The strength I need to get up and fight it!
See who I am is nothing, but who I to be, And through all the and the agony... I to be me.