Woke up morning, and opened my eyes, Sat up in bed and to my surprise, The world around me, it changed, Life's hard, and people still fake, I sit here and every mistake, And wonder why life still ain't the way that I want. We all we could just turn things around sometimes but then we're reminded this life that we now is full of surprises and words that are ad lib because you can't for a life this misguided and when who I am was decided.
So I it, I'm too scared to ignite it, the fire inside, I'm frightened to find the pain of which I was reminded.
And I'm of silence. Cause words leave off my brain turns on and my perspective widens. There's some I don't want to find, like when I see all of my and scream into the sky like
"Why God, Why?!" Why don't I feel anymore, but at the same time I feel a hurt so deep it cuts to my core? Why does my heart ache and my soul even more? Why do I feel like no one cares and my walked out the door?
I know, that I'm not alone, but I so isolated. If you for me then why does every conversation feel so jaded? When I write these words I feel the pen can barely take it. music ain't for you, I write for me so that I can make it.
If I'm then my own worth is violent shades of red. There's more frightening than the thoughts inside my head, And if my own greatest sacrifice is till I'm dead. But a thought within me tells me to the pain instead.
This ain't the end, no, is the beginning, I'm tired of being beaten down, so It's time that I winning. I know if this is God, or a power deep within me, But all the sudden the dark inside, I it lifting.
For the time in my life, I can the world so clearly. All the pain I feel inside, it send me reeling. But if I never got then I wouldn't know healing And as the darkness away, I feel the light revere me...
This is life! is battle! The wounds and don't matter. I wasn't made for this, my feel like they'll shatter.
If I one more hit, I'm afraid I go down. But at the time I know, I'll get up off the ground,
And fight a battle that I win But it's all the journey. we all love to win, but losing, is learning.
Today I for freedom, for my kingdom. You and I, I got back, Together we can em!
I'm and I'm bruised, I'm and I'm confused, I even understand myself but what do I got to lose?
is my calling, yeah, is my creed! This is the time I decide who I want me to be!
See you judge me, but you taken a step in my shoes. What will you do it comes time to choose, To Fit in, or be you? See always chose the latter, And if you listen you can my voice through all the useless chatter.
"Why God, Why?" But I know the inside, This is my life, my fight, fight till I die!
Today I'm lost, but tomorrow find it. The strength I need to get up and fight it!
See who I am is nothing, but who I to be, And through all the and the agony... I to be me.