Woke up this morning, and my eyes, Sat up in bed and to my surprise, The world me, it hasn't changed, Life's hard, and people still fake, I sit here and every mistake, And wonder why life ain't going the way that I want. We all wish we could turn things around sometimes but then we're reminded this that we now live is full of surprises and words that are ad lib because you can't plan for a this misguided and when who I am was decided.
So I it, I'm too scared to ignite it, the fire inside, I'm frightened to find the pain of which I was reminded.
And I'm of silence. Cause when leave off my brain turns on and my perspective widens. There's things I don't want to find, like when I see all of my flaws and into the sky like
"Why God, Why?!" Why I feel anymore, but at the same time I feel a hurt so deep that it cuts to my core? Why does my heart and my soul hurts even more? Why do I feel like no one cares and my walked out the door?
I know, that I'm not alone, but I so isolated. If you care for me then why does every feel so jaded? When I write these words I feel the pen can barely take it. This ain't for you, I write for me so that I can make it.
If I'm colorblind then my own worth is shades of red. There's nothing more than the thoughts inside my head, And if my own sacrifice is living till I'm dead. But a thought within me tells me to the pain instead.
ain't the end, no, this is the beginning, I'm of being beaten down, so It's time that I start winning. I don't know if this is God, or a power within me, But all the the dark inside, I feel it lifting.
For the time in my life, I can the world so clearly. All the that I feel inside, it send me reeling. But if I got hurt then I wouldn't know healing And as the darkness fades away, I the light revere me...
This is life! is battle! The wounds and scars matter. I wasn't made for this, my bones feel they'll shatter.
If I one more hit, I'm afraid I go down. But at the time I know, I'll get up off the ground,
And fight a battle that I win But all about the journey. we all love to win, but losing, is learning.
Today I for freedom, for my kingdom. You and I, I got back, Together we can em!
I'm and I'm bruised, I'm and I'm confused, I don't even understand myself but what do I got to
is my calling, yeah, is my creed! This is the time I decide who I want me to be!
See you judge me, but you haven't taken a in my shoes. What will you do it comes time to choose, To Fit in, or be you? See always chose the latter, And if you listen you can hear my voice through all the chatter.
"Why God, Why?" But I the answers inside, is my life, my fight, I'll fight till I die!
Today I'm lost, but tomorrow find it. The strength I need to get up and fight it!
See who I am is nothing, but who I to be, And all the pain and the agony... I to be me.