Woke up morning, and opened my eyes, Sat up in bed and to my surprise, The world me, it hasn't changed, still hard, and people still fake, I sit here and ponder mistake, And why life still ain't going the way that I want. We all we could just turn things around sometimes but then we're reminded life that we now live is full of surprises and words that are ad lib you can't plan for a life this misguided and when who I am was decided.
So I it, I'm just too to ignite it, the inside, I'm frightened to find the pain of which I was once reminded.
And I'm of silence. Cause words leave off my brain turns on and my perspective widens. There's some things I don't to find, like when I see all of my flaws and scream the sky like
"Why God, Why?!" Why don't I feel anymore, but at the same time I feel a hurt so that it cuts to my core? Why does my heart ache and my soul hurts more? Why do I like no one cares and my friends walked out the door?
I know, that I'm not alone, but I so isolated. If you care for me then why does conversation feel so jaded? I write these words I feel like the pen can barely take it. This music ain't for you, I write for me so I can make it.
If I'm then my own worth is violent shades of red. There's nothing frightening than the thoughts inside my head, And if my own sacrifice is living till I'm dead. But a thought within me me to fight the pain instead.
ain't the end, no, this is the beginning, I'm tired of being beaten down, so time that I start winning. I don't know if is God, or a power deep within me, But all the the dark inside, I feel it lifting.
For the time in my life, I can the world so clearly. All the pain that I inside, it send me reeling. But if I got hurt then I wouldn't know healing And as the darkness away, I feel the light revere me...
is life! This is battle! The wounds and scars matter. I made for this, my bones feel like they'll shatter.
If I take one hit, I'm I might go down. But at the time I know, That get up off the ground,
And fight a battle I can't win But all about the journey. Because we all to win, but losing, is learning.
Today I for freedom, for my kingdom. You and I, I got back, Together we can em!
I'm and I'm bruised, I'm and I'm confused, I don't understand myself but what do I got to lose?
is my calling, yeah, is my creed! This is the time when I decide who I me to be!
See you judge me, but you haven't taken a in my shoes. What will you do when it comes to choose, To Fit in, or be you? See always chose the latter, And if you listen you can hear my voice all the useless chatter.
"Why God, Why?" But I the answers inside, This is my life, my fight, I'll till I die!
Today I'm lost, but I'll find it. The that I need to get up and fight it!
See who I am is nothing, but who I to be, And through all the and the agony... I to be me.