Woke up this morning, and my eyes, Sat up in bed and to my surprise, The world me, it hasn't changed, still hard, and people still fake, I sit here and ponder mistake, And why life still ain't going the way that I want. We all wish we could just turn things around but then we're reminded this life that we now live is of surprises and words that are ad lib because you can't plan for a this misguided and when who I am was decided.
So I it, I'm just too scared to it, the fire inside, I'm frightened to the pain of which I was once reminded.
And I'm of silence. Cause when words leave off my brain on and my perspective widens. There's some things I want to find, like when I see all of my and scream into the sky like
"Why God, Why?!" Why don't I feel anymore, but at the same time I feel a hurt so that it cuts to my core? Why my heart ache and my soul hurts even more? Why do I feel like no one cares and my walked out the door?
I know, that I'm not alone, but I so isolated. If you care for me then why every conversation feel so jaded? When I write these words I feel like the pen can take it. This ain't for you, I write for me so that I can make it.
If I'm colorblind then my own worth is violent of red. There's nothing more frightening than the thoughts my head, And if my own greatest is living till I'm dead. But a thought within me tells me to fight the instead.
ain't the end, no, this is the beginning, I'm tired of beaten down, so It's time that I start winning. I don't know if this is God, or a deep within me, But all the the dark inside, I feel it lifting.
For the first in my life, I can the world so clearly. All the pain that I inside, it send me reeling. But if I never got hurt then I wouldn't know And as the fades away, I feel the light revere me...
This is life! is battle! The and scars don't matter. I wasn't made for this, my bones like they'll shatter.
If I one more hit, I'm afraid I go down. But at the time I know, I'll get up off the ground,
And fight a battle I can't win But it's all the journey. Because we all to win, but losing, is learning.
I fight for freedom, for my kingdom. You and I, I got back, Together we can em!
I'm and I'm bruised, I'm and I'm confused, I don't even understand but what do I got to lose?
is my calling, yeah, is my creed! This is the time I decide who I want me to be!
See you judge me, but you haven't taken a in my shoes. What will you do when it comes to choose, To Fit in, or be you? See I've always the latter, And if you you can hear my voice through all the useless chatter.
"Why God, Why?" But I the answers inside, This is my life, my fight, fight till I die!
Today I'm lost, but tomorrow find it. The that I need to get up and fight it!
See who I am is nothing, but who I to be, And through all the and the agony... I to be me.