Woke up morning, and opened my eyes, Sat up in bed and to my surprise, The around me, it hasn't changed, still hard, and people still fake, I sit and ponder every mistake, And why life still ain't going the way that I want. We all we could just turn things around sometimes but we're reminded this life that we now live is full of surprises and that are ad lib because you can't plan for a life this misguided and who I am was never decided.
So I it, I'm too scared to ignite it, the inside, I'm frightened to find the pain of which I was once reminded.
And I'm of silence. Cause when words off my brain turns on and my perspective widens. There's some things I want to find, like when I see all of my flaws and into the sky like
"Why God, Why?!" Why don't I feel anymore, but at the same I feel a hurt so deep that it cuts to my core? Why does my heart ache and my hurts even more? Why do I feel like no one cares and my friends walked out the
I know, I'm not alone, but I feel so isolated. If you care for me why does every conversation feel so jaded? I write these words I feel like the pen can barely take it. This music ain't for you, I write for me so that I can it.
If I'm colorblind then my own is violent shades of red. There's nothing more frightening than the thoughts my head, And if my own greatest is living till I'm dead. But a thought within me tells me to the pain instead.
This ain't the end, no, is the beginning, I'm tired of being beaten down, so It's time I start winning. I don't know if is God, or a power deep within me, But all the sudden the inside, I feel it lifting.
For the first in my life, I can the world so clearly. All the that I feel inside, it send me reeling. But if I got hurt then I wouldn't know healing And as the darkness away, I feel the light revere me...
is life! This is battle! The wounds and don't matter. I wasn't made for this, my bones feel they'll shatter.
If I one more hit, I'm afraid I go down. But at the time I know, I'll get up off the ground,
And fight a battle that I win But it's all the journey. we all love to win, but losing, is learning.
Today I for freedom, for my kingdom. You and I, I got back, Together we can em!
I'm and I'm bruised, I'm and I'm confused, I don't even myself but what do I got to lose?
is my calling, yeah, is my creed! This is the time when I who I want me to be!
See you me, but you haven't taken a step in my shoes. What will you do when it comes to choose, To Fit in, or be you? See I've chose the latter, And if you listen you can hear my voice all the useless chatter.
"Why God, Why?" But I the answers inside, This is my life, my fight, I'll fight I die!
I'm lost, but tomorrow I'll find it. The strength that I need to get up and it!
See who I am is nothing, but who I to be, And all the pain and the agony... I to be me.