Woke up this morning, and my eyes, Sat up in bed and to my surprise, The world me, it hasn't changed, Life's still hard, and still fake, I sit and ponder every mistake, And wonder why still ain't going the way that I want. We all wish we could just turn around sometimes but then we're reminded this life that we now is full of surprises and words are ad lib because you can't plan for a life this misguided and who I am was never decided.
So I it, I'm just too scared to it, the fire inside, I'm frightened to find the pain of which I was reminded.
And I'm of silence. Cause when words off my brain turns on and my perspective widens. There's some things I don't to find, like when I see all of my and scream into the sky like
"Why God, Why?!" Why don't I feel anymore, but at the same time I feel a hurt so that it cuts to my core? Why does my ache and my soul hurts even more? Why do I feel like no one cares and my friends walked out the
I know, that I'm not alone, but I so isolated. If you care for me then why does every conversation so jaded? When I write these words I feel like the pen can barely it. This music ain't for you, I write for me so I can make it.
If I'm colorblind my own worth is violent shades of red. nothing more frightening than the thoughts inside my head, And if my own sacrifice is living till I'm dead. But a thought within me me to fight the pain instead.
This ain't the end, no, is the beginning, I'm tired of being beaten down, so It's time I start winning. I don't know if this is God, or a power deep me, But all the the dark inside, I feel it lifting.
For the first in my life, I can the world so clearly. All the pain that I inside, it send me reeling. But if I never got hurt then I wouldn't know And as the darkness fades away, I the light revere me...
is life! This is battle! The wounds and scars matter. I wasn't for this, my bones feel like they'll shatter.
If I take one hit, I'm afraid I go down. But at the time I know, That get up off the ground,
And fight a battle that I win But it's all the journey. Because we all to win, but losing, is learning.
I fight for freedom, for my kingdom. You and I, I got back, Together we can em!
I'm and I'm bruised, I'm and I'm confused, I don't understand myself but what do I got to lose?
is my calling, yeah, is my creed! This is the time I decide who I want me to be!
See you me, but you haven't taken a step in my shoes. What will you do when it comes to choose, To Fit in, or be you? See I've chose the latter, And if you listen you can hear my voice through all the chatter.
"Why God, Why?" But I know the inside, is my life, my fight, I'll fight till I die!
Today I'm lost, but tomorrow I'll it. The that I need to get up and fight it!
See who I am is nothing, but who I to be, And through all the and the agony... I to be me.