Coward

I blame myself
For never saying anything
You're dead to me
But I'm the fool who still believes

That one day you'll actually see
That you missed out on everything
My innocence, you devoured
You fuckin' coward

I'm finding faith in myself tonight
And finally, I got it right
I must forgive you to move on
It's my only choice

'Cause you'll never come
To fill up all the cracks
In this foundation

You're the fear, all the panic and shame
I'm afraid I'll be like you one day
I'd love to hear the things you tell yourself
To pass the blame

Your own daughter barely knows your face
You set the fire and then walked away
Leaving everyone to clean
The mess that you have made

Everything you passed down to me
The stiff right hand, this fuckin' disease
What do I get for being your son
Nothing

I'm finding faith in myself tonight
And finally, I got it right
I must forgive you to move on
It's my only choice

'Cause you'll never come
To fill up all the cracks
In this foundation

Jesus Christ
Look what you've done
Abandoning everyone
That you should love
You fuckin' failed me

All that I have left
Is a choice to forgive or forget
Hold your hand to the fire
You fuckin' liar

I'm finding faith in myself tonight
And finally, I got it right
I must forgive you to move on
It's my only choice

'Cause you'll never come
To fill up all the cracks
In this foundation