Can't Take Another Day

Well here we are again
Another point of self destruction
Just trying to get past
This awful day
Just trying to get past
All these mistakes Ive made

But the past wont go away
Im tainted by my past
My mistakes are haunting me
I wish they would just go away

Because I cant take another day
Living my life in fear
And when I go to sleep at night
I cry myself
I cant take another day
I cant take another day
Living like this
Im drowning in all the lies

This isnt the way that
My life is supposed to be
No, no, no, no
I just want to live my life
Happily and freely
Thats all I want

Yeah I try to let myself go
I try to let my feelings show
But Im so afraid of letting go
Because I dont want to
Lose everything
Im so afraid and now look at me
Im losing my ground

Because I cant take another day
Living my life in fear
And when I go to sleep at night
I cry myself
I cant another day
Living like this
Im living in all these lies

Is this the way its gonna be
Im going round and around
In circles
Just trying to figure out
What to do
But Im so confused
My heads a mess today

Because I cant take another day
Living my life in fear
And when I go to sleep at night
I cry myself
I cant another day
Living like this
Im living in all these lies

Because I cant take another day
Living my life in fear
And when I go to sleep at night
I cry myself
I cant another day
Living like this
Im living in all these lies