Yeah, most of my adult life I've torn into two If you love me then I love you and this is for you It's tight hard you know when you sick And shorty seein' you is an emotional wreck
The closer I get, like the farther I feel And my heart has into this heavy armor and steel It's to be real, hard to listen to the dumb shit And I take a lot of pills 'cause it shit
I I had another path to follow Wish that I be a man and learn to pass the bottle A graphic novel, my a box or an urn Havin' about death but I'm not that concerned
And I'm diseased through the seasons they Watchin' leaves from the trees turn disease and they I'm eager to learn but I'm holdin' my And everyday is just another closer to death
Yeah, been alive longer then I expected to be And took care of that's expected of me Took care of my girl and my I told her that I'm here and I love her
I handle shit differently 'cause I'm now And the is that I'd rather be alone now I'd rather not to deal with the day And I hate people ask me how I'm feelin' today
My Rasul, we had a beef and grudge But we grew up together, cousin, so it's and love I all the best, I wish all the shine I wish I didn't wanna offer my thoughts with a
I'm thoughtful and kind but I'm alas But everything I love has turned to a tedious I feel that life a game for people to pass But nobody want you to see through the mask
Yeah, I don't be a burden to y'all I just wanna know exactly what my is for I like nothin' I do is ever right And I'm actin' a fool another night
And I admit, I don't care of myself So I do a lot of thinkin' and preparing 'Cause the fact is my father died and I might too And it ain't any way to tell I might do
I don't leave my mother behind I don't want for her to cry the struggle is mine I don't want for her to no more I don't want for her to work a 9 to 5 no
I have to work a fuckin' 9 to 5 before So I'm tryin' to get this money to for y'all And if the shit ain't out and I'm suddenly gone remember that the motherfuckin' love isn't gone