Yeah, most of my adult life I've been into two If you love me I love you and this song is for you It's tight hard when you know you sick And your seein' you is an emotional wreck
The closer I get, like the farther I feel And my heart has turned this heavy armor and steel It's hard to be real, hard to to the dumb shit And I a lot of pills 'cause it numbs shit
I wish I had another to follow Wish that I could be a man and to pass the bottle A graphic novel, my a box or an urn dreams about death but I'm not that concerned
And I'm diseased the seasons they turn Watchin' from the trees turn disease and they burn I'm eager to learn but I'm my breath And everyday is just another closer to death
Yeah, I've been alive longer then I to be And took care of that's expected of me care of my girl and my mother I her that I'm always here and I love her
I shit differently 'cause I'm grown now And the is that I'd rather be alone now I'd not have to deal with the day And I hate when people ask me how I'm today
My Rasul, we had a beef and grudge But we grew up together, cousin, so it's peace and I wish all the best, I all the shine I wish I didn't wanna my thoughts with a nine
I'm and kind but I'm evil alas But everything I love has turned to a tedious I feel that life a waiting game for to pass But nobody ever you to see through the mask
Yeah, I wanna be a burden to y'all I just wanna exactly what my purpose is for I feel like I do is ever right And that I'm a fool another night
And I admit, I don't take care of So I do a lot of thinkin' and preparing 'Cause the fact is my father died young and I too And it ain't any way to tell what I do
I don't wanna leave my mother I don't want for her to cry because the struggle is I don't want for her to no more I don't want for her to work a 9 to 5 no
I ain't to work a fuckin' 9 to 5 before So I'm tryin' to get this money to provide for And if the ain't work out and I'm suddenly gone Just that the motherfuckin' love isn't gone