Yeah, most of my adult I've been torn into two If you me then I love you and this song is for you It's tight hard when you know when you And shorty seein' you is an emotional wreck
The closer I get, it's the farther I feel And my heart has turned into this armor and steel It's to be real, hard to listen to the dumb shit And I take a lot of 'cause it numbs shit
I wish I had another path to that I could be a man and learn to pass the bottle A novel, my future a box or an urn Havin' about death but I'm not that concerned
And I'm diseased through the seasons turn leaves from the trees turn disease and they burn I'm eager to but I'm holdin' my breath And everyday alive is just closer to death
Yeah, I've been alive then I expected to be And took of everything that's expected of me Took of my girl and my mother I told her that I'm always here and I her
I handle shit 'cause I'm grown now And the is that I'd rather be alone now I'd rather not have to deal the day And I hate when ask me how I'm feelin' today
My brother Rasul, we had a and grudge But we grew up together, cousin, so peace and love I all the best, I wish all the shine I wish I didn't wanna my thoughts with a nine
I'm thoughtful and kind but I'm alas But everything I has turned to a tedious task I feel that life a game for people to pass But ever want you to see through the mask
Yeah, I don't be a burden to y'all I just wanna know exactly what my is for I feel nothin' I do is ever right And that I'm actin' a fool night
And I admit, I don't take care of So I do a lot of thinkin' and preparing the fact is my father died young and I might too And it ain't any way to tell what I do
I don't wanna leave my behind I want for her to cry because the struggle is mine I don't want for her to grind no I don't want for her to work a 9 to 5 no
I ain't have to work a 9 to 5 before So I'm tryin' to get money to provide for y'all And if the shit ain't out and I'm suddenly gone Just remember that the motherfuckin' love gone