Yeah, of my adult life I've been torn into two If you love me I love you and this song is for you It's tight when you know when you sick And shorty seein' you is an emotional wreck
The closer I get, it's the farther I feel And my has turned into this heavy armor and steel It's to be real, hard to listen to the dumb shit And I a lot of pills 'cause it numbs shit
I wish I had another path to Wish that I be a man and learn to pass the bottle A graphic novel, my a box or an urn Havin' about death but I'm not that concerned
And I'm diseased the seasons they turn leaves from the trees turn disease and they burn I'm eager to learn but I'm my breath And everyday alive is just another closer to
Yeah, I've been alive longer then I to be And took care of that's expected of me Took care of my girl and my I told her that I'm always here and I her
I handle shit differently 'cause I'm now And the truth is I'd rather be alone now I'd not have to deal with the day And I hate when people ask me how I'm feelin'
My brother Rasul, we had a beef and But we up together, cousin, so it's peace and love I wish all the best, I all the shine I wish I didn't offer my thoughts with a nine
I'm thoughtful and but I'm evil alas But I love has turned to a tedious task I feel that life a waiting game for people to But nobody ever want you to see the mask
Yeah, I don't wanna be a burden to I just wanna know exactly my purpose is for I feel nothin' I do is ever right And that I'm actin' a another night
And I admit, I don't take care of So I do a lot of thinkin' and preparing 'Cause the fact is my father died young and I too And it ain't any way to tell I might do
I don't wanna leave my behind I don't for her to cry because the struggle is mine I want for her to grind no more I want for her to work a 9 to 5 no more
I have to work a fuckin' 9 to 5 before So I'm tryin' to get this to provide for y'all And if the shit work out and I'm suddenly gone Just remember that the love isn't gone