Yeah, most of my adult life I've torn into two If you love me then I love you and song is for you It's tight hard you know when you sick And shorty seein' you is an emotional wreck
The closer I get, it's like the farther I And my heart has turned into this heavy and steel It's hard to be real, to listen to the dumb shit And I take a lot of pills it numbs shit
I wish I had path to follow Wish that I could be a man and to pass the bottle A graphic novel, my a box or an urn Havin' dreams death but I'm not that concerned
And I'm through the seasons they turn Watchin' leaves from the trees turn disease and they I'm to learn but I'm holdin' my breath And everyday alive is another closer to death
Yeah, I've been alive longer I expected to be And took of everything that's expected of me care of my girl and my mother I told her I'm always here and I love her
I handle shit differently I'm grown now And the truth is that I'd be alone now I'd not have to deal with the day And I hate people ask me how I'm feelin' today
My brother Rasul, we had a beef and But we grew up together, cousin, so it's and love I wish all the best, I all the shine I wish I didn't offer my thoughts with a nine
I'm thoughtful and but I'm evil alas But everything I love has turned to a task I feel that a waiting game for people to pass But nobody ever you to see through the mask
Yeah, I don't be a burden to y'all I just wanna exactly what my purpose is for I feel like nothin' I do is ever And that I'm actin' a fool another
And I admit, I don't take of myself So I do a lot of thinkin' and myself 'Cause the fact is my died young and I might too And it ain't any way to tell I might do
I don't wanna leave my behind I don't want for her to cry because the is mine I don't want for her to grind no I want for her to work a 9 to 5 no more
I ain't have to work a fuckin' 9 to 5 So I'm tryin' to get this money to provide for And if the ain't work out and I'm suddenly gone Just remember that the love isn't gone