Yeah, most of my adult life I've been into two If you love me then I love you and song is for you It's tight hard when you when you sick And your shorty seein' you is an wreck
The closer I get, like the farther I feel And my heart has turned into this heavy armor and hard to be real, hard to listen to the dumb shit And I a lot of pills 'cause it numbs shit
I I had another path to follow Wish I could be a man and learn to pass the bottle A graphic novel, my a box or an urn Havin' dreams about death but I'm not concerned
And I'm diseased through the seasons turn Watchin' leaves from the trees disease and they burn I'm eager to learn but I'm holdin' my And everyday is just another closer to death
Yeah, I've alive longer then I expected to be And took care of that's expected of me Took care of my and my mother I told her that I'm here and I love her
I handle shit differently 'cause I'm now And the is that I'd rather be alone now I'd not have to deal with the day And I hate when people ask me how I'm today
My brother Rasul, we had a and grudge But we grew up together, cousin, so it's and love I wish all the best, I wish all the I wish I wanna offer my thoughts with a nine
I'm thoughtful and but I'm evil alas But I love has turned to a tedious task I feel that life a waiting for people to pass But nobody want you to see through the mask
Yeah, I don't wanna be a to y'all I just wanna know exactly what my is for I feel like I do is ever right And that I'm a fool another night
And I admit, I take care of myself So I do a lot of thinkin' and myself 'Cause the fact is my father died and I might too And it any way to tell what I might do
I don't wanna leave my mother I don't want for her to cry the struggle is mine I don't for her to grind no more I don't for her to work a 9 to 5 no more
I have to work a fuckin' 9 to 5 before So I'm tryin' to get this money to provide for And if the shit work out and I'm suddenly gone Just remember that the motherfuckin' isn't gone