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Yeah, most of my adult life I've been torn into two
If you love me then I love you and this song is for you
It's tight hard when you know when you sick
And your shorty seein' you is an emotional wreck
The closer I get, it's like the farther I feel
And my heart has turned into this heavy armor and steel
It's hard to be real, hard to listen to the dumb shit
And I take a lot of pills 'cause it numbs shit
I wish I had another path to follow
Wish that I could be a man and learn to pass the bottle
A graphic novel, my future a box or an urn
Havin' dreams about death but I'm not that concerned
And I'm diseased through the seasons they turn
Watchin' leaves from the trees turn disease and they burn
I'm eager to learn but I'm holdin' my breath
And everyday alive is just another closer to death
Yeah, I've been alive longer then I expected to be
And took care of everything that's expected of me
Took care of my girl and my mother
I told her that I'm always here and I love her
I handle shit differently 'cause I'm grown now
And the truth is that I'd rather be alone now
I'd rather not have to deal with the day
And I hate when people ask me how I'm feelin' today
My brother Rasul, we had a beef and grudge
But we grew up together, cousin, so it's peace and love
I wish all the best, I wish all the shine
I wish I didn't wanna offer my thoughts with a nine
I'm thoughtful and kind but I'm evil alas
But everything I love has turned to a tedious task
I feel that life a waiting game for people to pass
But nobody ever want you to see through the mask
Yeah, I don't wanna be a burden to y'all
I just wanna know exactly what my purpose is for
I feel like nothin' I do is ever right
And that I'm actin' a fool another night
And I admit, I don't take care of myself
So I do a lot of thinkin' and preparing myself
'Cause the fact is my father died young and I might too
And it ain't any way to tell what I might do
I don't wanna leave my mother behind
I don't want for her to cry because the struggle is mine
I don't want for her to grind no more
I don't want for her to work a 9 to 5 no more
I ain't have to work a fuckin' 9 to 5 before
So I'm tryin' to get this money to provide for y'all
And if the shit ain't work out and I'm suddenly gone
Just remember that the motherfuckin' love isn't gone
Pazman
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- I Against I 2007
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- Before the Great Collapse 2007
- Exertions Remix 2007
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- Intro (Violent by Design) 2007
- Last Straw 2007
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- Onetwothree 2007
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- The Comin Of Tan 2007
- The Deer Hunter 2007
- Crop Circle Comunion 2007
- Death Messiah 2008
- Heavenly Design 2007
- Me Ne Shalto 2007
- Neva Antiquated 2007
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- Trial Of Lies 2010
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- The Winds of War 2007
- Sacrifice 2007
- And So It Burns 2007
- Black Winter Day 2007
- Blood Reign 2007
- Breath of God Interlude 2007
- Chessking (Jus Allah) 2007
- Chinese Water Torture 2007
- Communion: The Crop Circle Thesis 2007
- The Immaculate Conception 2007
- The Three Immortals 2007
- The Worst 2007
- Track 2 from Outerspace 2007
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- Untitled Hidden Track 2007
- Verses Of The Bleeding 2007
- War Ensamble 2007
- You Have One Devil But Five Angels 2018
Singles
120 songs
- Into The Arms Of Angels 2007
- Uncommon Valor 2007
- Into The Arms Of Angels 2007
- Razorblade Salvation 2006
- Uncommon Valor 2007
- Blood Runs Cold 2007
- Saviorself 2007
- The Apostle's Creed 2007
- Heavy Metal Kings 2007
- Shadow Business 2007
- I Who Have Nothing 2007
- Retaliation 2007
- I Against I 2007
- I Who Have Nothing 2007
- Untitled (Bonus Track) 2007
- The Darkest Throne (interlude) 2008
- The Age Of The Sacred Terror 2007
- On the Eve of War 2007
- As It Was in the Beginning... 2007
- Saviorself 2007
- Speech Cobras 2007
- Contra 2007
- Before the Great Collapse 2007
- Exertions Remix 2007
- The Executioners Dream 2007
- Genghis Khan 2007
- Get This Low 2007
- Intro (Violent by Design) 2007
- Last Straw 2007
- Muerte 2007
- Omnicron 2007
- Onetwothree 2007
- Philosophy Of Horror 2007
- Scars Of The Crucifix 2007
- Serenity In Murder 2010
- Terror 2008
- The Comin Of Tan 2007
- The Deer Hunter 2007
- Crop Circle Comunion 2007
- Death Messiah 2008
- Heavenly Design 2007
- Me Ne Shalto 2007
- Neva Antiquated 2007
- Souls from the Streets 2007
- Trial Of Lies 2010
- White Nightmare 2007
- The Winds of War 2007
- Sacrifice 2007
- And So It Burns 2007
- Black Winter Day 2007
- Blood Reign 2007
- Breath of God Interlude 2007
- Chessking (Jus Allah) 2007
- Chinese Water Torture 2007
- Communion: The Crop Circle Thesis 2007
- Untitled (Bonus Track) 2007
- War Ensamble 2007
- Tug of War 2007
- Track 2 from Outerspace 2007
- The Worst 2007
- The Winds of War 2007
- The Three Immortals 2007
- The Executioners Dream 2007
- The Deer Hunter 2007
- The Comin Of Tan 2007
- The Apostle's Creed 2007
- The Age Of The Sacred Terror 2007
- Speech Cobras 2007
- Souls from the Streets 2007
- Scars Of The Crucifix 2007
- Sacrifice 2007
- Retaliation 2007
- Untitled Hidden Track 2007
- Verses Of The Bleeding 2007
- On the Eve of War 2007
- White Nightmare 2007
- And So It Burns 2007
- As It Was in the Beginning... 2007
- Before the Great Collapse 2007
- Black Winter Day 2007
- Blood Reign 2007
- Blood Runs Cold 2007
- Breath of God Interlude 2007
- Chessking (Jus Allah) 2007
- Chinese Water Torture 2007
- Communion: The Crop Circle Thesis 2007
- Contra 2007
- Crop Circle Comunion 2007
- Terror 2008
- The Three Immortals 2007
- The Worst 2007
- Track 2 from Outerspace 2007
- Trinity 2007
- Tug of War 2007
- Untitled Hidden Track 2007
- Verses Of The Bleeding 2007
- War Ensamble 2007
- Serenity In Murder 2010
- Shadow Business 2007
- The Immaculate Conception 2007
- Razorblade Salvation 2006
- Trinity 2007
- I Against I 2007
- Heavy Metal Kings 2007
- Philosophy Of Horror 2007
- The Darkest Throne (interlude) 2008
- Trial Of Lies 2010
- Death Messiah 2008
- Exertions Remix 2007
- Genghis Khan 2007
- Get This Low 2007
- Heavenly Design 2007
- Intro (Violent by Design) 2007
- Last Straw 2007
- Me Ne Shalto 2007
- Muerte 2007
- Neva Antiquated 2007
- Omnicron 2007
- The Immaculate Conception 2007
- Onetwothree 2007
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