Luyện nghe bài hát Black Winter Day

Yeah, most of my adult I've been torn into two
If you love me I love you and this song is for you
It's tight hard when you when you sick
And your seein' you is an emotional wreck

The closer I get, it's the farther I feel
And my has turned into this heavy armor and steel
It's hard to be real, hard to listen to the shit
And I take a lot of pills 'cause it numbs

I wish I had another to follow
Wish that I be a man and learn to pass the bottle
A novel, my future a box or an urn
Havin' dreams death but I'm not that concerned

And I'm diseased through the seasons they
Watchin' from the trees turn disease and they burn
I'm eager to but I'm holdin' my breath
And alive is just another closer to death

Yeah, I've been longer then I expected to be
And took care of everything that's of me
care of my girl and my mother
I told her that I'm always and I love her

I shit differently 'cause I'm grown now
And the truth is that I'd rather be now
I'd rather not have to deal the day
And I hate people ask me how I'm feelin' today

My brother Rasul, we had a beef and
But we grew up together, cousin, so peace and love
I wish all the best, I all the shine
I wish I didn't wanna offer my thoughts a nine

I'm thoughtful and kind but I'm evil
But everything I love has turned to a task
I feel that life a waiting for people to pass
But nobody ever want you to see through the

Yeah, I don't be a burden to y'all
I just wanna know exactly what my is for
I feel like I do is ever right
And that I'm actin' a fool another

And I admit, I don't care of myself
So I do a lot of thinkin' and myself
'Cause the is my father died young and I might too
And it any way to tell what I might do

I don't wanna leave my behind
I want for her to cry because the struggle is mine
I want for her to grind no more
I don't want for her to work a 9 to 5 no

I ain't have to work a 9 to 5 before
So I'm tryin' to get this to provide for y'all
And if the shit ain't out and I'm suddenly gone
Just that the motherfuckin' love isn't gone