Luyện nghe bài hát Black Winter Day

Yeah, most of my adult life I've torn into two
If you love me then I love you and song is for you
It's tight hard you know when you sick
And your seein' you is an emotional wreck

The closer I get, it's like the I feel
And my heart has turned into this heavy and steel
It's hard to be real, hard to to the dumb shit
And I a lot of pills 'cause it numbs shit

I wish I had path to follow
Wish that I could be a man and to pass the bottle
A novel, my future a box or an urn
Havin' dreams about but I'm not that concerned

And I'm diseased through the they turn
Watchin' leaves from the trees turn disease and they
I'm eager to but I'm holdin' my breath
And everyday is just another closer to death

Yeah, I've alive longer then I expected to be
And took of everything that's expected of me
Took care of my and my mother
I her that I'm always here and I love her

I handle differently 'cause I'm grown now
And the truth is I'd rather be alone now
I'd not have to deal with the day
And I hate when ask me how I'm feelin' today

My Rasul, we had a beef and grudge
But we grew up together, cousin, so peace and love
I all the best, I wish all the shine
I I didn't wanna offer my thoughts with a nine

I'm thoughtful and kind but I'm evil
But I love has turned to a tedious task
I feel that a waiting game for people to pass
But nobody ever you to see through the mask

Yeah, I wanna be a burden to y'all
I just know exactly what my purpose is for
I feel like I do is ever right
And that I'm actin' a another night

And I admit, I don't care of myself
So I do a lot of thinkin' and preparing
'Cause the fact is my father died and I might too
And it ain't any way to what I might do

I don't wanna my mother behind
I don't want for her to cry the struggle is mine
I don't for her to grind no more
I don't want for her to a 9 to 5 no more

I ain't have to work a fuckin' 9 to 5
So I'm tryin' to get this to provide for y'all
And if the shit ain't out and I'm suddenly gone
Just remember that the love isn't gone