Yeah, most of my adult life been torn into two If you love me then I love you and song is for you It's tight when you know when you sick And shorty seein' you is an emotional wreck
The closer I get, it's like the I feel And my heart has into this heavy armor and steel It's hard to be real, to listen to the dumb shit And I take a lot of pills 'cause it numbs
I I had another path to follow Wish that I could be a man and to pass the bottle A graphic novel, my a box or an urn Havin' dreams death but I'm not that concerned
And I'm diseased through the seasons they Watchin' leaves from the trees turn and they burn I'm to learn but I'm holdin' my breath And everyday alive is just another to death
Yeah, I've been alive longer I expected to be And took care of that's expected of me Took care of my and my mother I told her that I'm here and I love her
I shit differently 'cause I'm grown now And the truth is that I'd be alone now I'd not have to deal with the day And I hate when people ask me how I'm today
My brother Rasul, we had a and grudge But we grew up together, cousin, so it's peace and I wish all the best, I wish all the I wish I didn't offer my thoughts with a nine
I'm thoughtful and kind but I'm evil But everything I has turned to a tedious task I feel that life a waiting game for to pass But nobody want you to see through the mask
Yeah, I don't wanna be a to y'all I just wanna know what my purpose is for I feel like nothin' I do is right And that I'm actin' a another night
And I admit, I don't take of myself So I do a lot of thinkin' and myself 'Cause the is my father died young and I might too And it any way to tell what I might do
I don't leave my mother behind I don't want for her to cry because the struggle is I want for her to grind no more I want for her to work a 9 to 5 no more
I ain't have to a fuckin' 9 to 5 before So I'm to get this money to provide for y'all And if the shit ain't work out and I'm suddenly Just that the motherfuckin' love isn't gone