Yeah, most of my adult life I've been torn two If you me then I love you and this song is for you It's tight hard when you when you sick And your shorty seein' you is an wreck
The closer I get, it's like the farther I And my heart has turned into heavy armor and steel It's hard to be real, hard to to the dumb shit And I take a lot of 'cause it numbs shit
I wish I had another path to Wish that I could be a man and learn to the bottle A novel, my future a box or an urn Havin' dreams death but I'm not that concerned
And I'm diseased the seasons they turn Watchin' leaves from the trees turn disease and burn I'm to learn but I'm holdin' my breath And everyday alive is just closer to death
Yeah, I've been alive longer then I to be And took care of that's expected of me Took care of my girl and my I her that I'm always here and I love her
I handle differently 'cause I'm grown now And the is that I'd rather be alone now I'd rather not have to deal the day And I hate when people ask me how I'm today
My brother Rasul, we had a beef and But we grew up together, cousin, so peace and love I wish all the best, I all the shine I wish I didn't wanna offer my thoughts a nine
I'm thoughtful and kind but I'm alas But everything I love has turned to a task I that life a waiting game for people to pass But nobody ever you to see through the mask
Yeah, I don't wanna be a burden to I just wanna know exactly my purpose is for I like nothin' I do is ever right And that I'm actin' a fool night
And I admit, I take care of myself So I do a lot of and preparing myself the fact is my father died young and I might too And it any way to tell what I might do
I don't wanna leave my mother I don't want for her to cry because the is mine I want for her to grind no more I don't want for her to a 9 to 5 no more
I ain't have to work a fuckin' 9 to 5 So I'm tryin' to get this money to for y'all And if the ain't work out and I'm suddenly gone Just remember that the motherfuckin' love isn't