Luyện nghe bài hát Black Winter Day

Yeah, most of my adult I've been torn into two
If you love me I love you and this song is for you
It's tight hard when you know you sick
And your seein' you is an emotional wreck

The closer I get, it's like the I feel
And my has turned into this heavy armor and steel
It's hard to be real, hard to to the dumb shit
And I a lot of pills 'cause it numbs shit

I I had another path to follow
Wish that I could be a man and to pass the bottle
A graphic novel, my a box or an urn
Havin' dreams about death but I'm not that

And I'm diseased through the seasons they
Watchin' from the trees turn disease and they burn
I'm eager to but I'm holdin' my breath
And everyday is just another closer to death

Yeah, I've alive longer then I expected to be
And took care of that's expected of me
Took of my girl and my mother
I her that I'm always here and I love her

I handle shit differently I'm grown now
And the truth is I'd rather be alone now
I'd not have to deal with the day
And I hate people ask me how I'm feelin' today

My Rasul, we had a beef and grudge
But we up together, cousin, so it's peace and love
I wish all the best, I all the shine
I wish I didn't offer my thoughts with a nine

I'm thoughtful and kind but I'm alas
But I love has turned to a tedious task
I feel that life a waiting game for people to
But nobody ever you to see through the mask

Yeah, I don't be a burden to y'all
I just know exactly what my purpose is for
I feel like nothin' I do is ever
And that I'm actin' a fool another

And I admit, I don't care of myself
So I do a lot of thinkin' and preparing
the fact is my father died young and I might too
And it ain't any way to tell I might do

I don't wanna leave my behind
I don't want for her to cry the struggle is mine
I don't want for her to no more
I don't want for her to work a 9 to 5 no

I have to work a fuckin' 9 to 5 before
So I'm tryin' to get money to provide for y'all
And if the shit ain't work out and I'm gone
remember that the motherfuckin' love isn't gone