Yeah, of my adult life I've been torn into two If you love me then I love you and this is for you It's tight when you know when you sick And your shorty seein' you is an wreck
The closer I get, it's the farther I feel And my heart has into this heavy armor and steel It's hard to be real, hard to listen to the shit And I take a lot of 'cause it numbs shit
I I had another path to follow Wish that I be a man and learn to pass the bottle A novel, my future a box or an urn Havin' about death but I'm not that concerned
And I'm diseased through the seasons turn Watchin' leaves from the trees turn and they burn I'm eager to learn but I'm holdin' my And everyday alive is just another to death
Yeah, I've been alive then I expected to be And took care of everything that's of me care of my girl and my mother I her that I'm always here and I love her
I handle shit differently I'm grown now And the truth is I'd rather be alone now I'd not have to deal with the day And I hate when ask me how I'm feelin' today
My brother Rasul, we had a beef and But we up together, cousin, so it's peace and love I wish all the best, I wish all the I wish I didn't wanna offer my thoughts with a
I'm thoughtful and kind but I'm evil But everything I love has turned to a task I feel life a waiting game for people to pass But ever want you to see through the mask
Yeah, I wanna be a burden to y'all I just know exactly what my purpose is for I like nothin' I do is ever right And that I'm a fool another night
And I admit, I take care of myself So I do a lot of thinkin' and myself the fact is my father died young and I might too And it ain't any way to tell what I do
I wanna leave my mother behind I don't want for her to cry because the struggle is I want for her to grind no more I don't want for her to work a 9 to 5 no
I have to work a fuckin' 9 to 5 before So I'm tryin' to get money to provide for y'all And if the shit work out and I'm suddenly gone remember that the motherfuckin' love isn't gone