Yeah, most of my adult life I've torn into two If you love me then I you and this song is for you It's tight hard when you know you sick And your shorty seein' you is an wreck
The closer I get, it's like the farther I And my heart has into this heavy armor and steel It's hard to be real, hard to to the dumb shit And I take a lot of pills 'cause it shit
I wish I had another path to Wish that I be a man and learn to pass the bottle A graphic novel, my a box or an urn Havin' dreams about but I'm not that concerned
And I'm diseased through the they turn Watchin' leaves from the turn disease and they burn I'm to learn but I'm holdin' my breath And everyday alive is another closer to death
Yeah, I've alive longer then I expected to be And took of everything that's expected of me care of my girl and my mother I told her that I'm always and I love her
I handle shit differently I'm grown now And the is that I'd rather be alone now I'd rather not have to deal the day And I when people ask me how I'm feelin' today
My brother Rasul, we had a beef and But we grew up together, cousin, so peace and love I wish all the best, I wish all the I wish I didn't wanna offer my thoughts with a
I'm thoughtful and kind but I'm alas But everything I love has turned to a task I feel that life a waiting for people to pass But nobody want you to see through the mask
Yeah, I don't wanna be a to y'all I just wanna know exactly what my is for I feel like I do is ever right And I'm actin' a fool another night
And I admit, I take care of myself So I do a lot of thinkin' and preparing 'Cause the fact is my father young and I might too And it ain't any way to tell I might do
I don't wanna my mother behind I don't want for her to cry the struggle is mine I want for her to grind no more I want for her to work a 9 to 5 no more
I ain't have to a fuckin' 9 to 5 before So I'm tryin' to get this to provide for y'all And if the shit ain't work out and I'm gone Just that the motherfuckin' love isn't gone