Yeah, most of my adult life I've been torn two If you me then I love you and this song is for you It's tight hard when you when you sick And your seein' you is an emotional wreck
The I get, it's like the farther I feel And my heart has turned into this heavy and steel hard to be real, hard to listen to the dumb shit And I a lot of pills 'cause it numbs shit
I wish I had another path to Wish that I be a man and learn to pass the bottle A graphic novel, my a box or an urn Havin' dreams about death but I'm not that
And I'm diseased through the seasons turn Watchin' leaves from the trees disease and they burn I'm eager to but I'm holdin' my breath And everyday alive is another closer to death
Yeah, I've been longer then I expected to be And took of everything that's expected of me Took of my girl and my mother I told her that I'm always here and I her
I handle differently 'cause I'm grown now And the truth is I'd rather be alone now I'd rather not to deal with the day And I hate when people ask me how I'm today
My brother Rasul, we had a and grudge But we grew up together, cousin, so it's peace and I wish all the best, I all the shine I wish I didn't wanna offer my thoughts a nine
I'm and kind but I'm evil alas But everything I love has to a tedious task I feel that life a waiting game for to pass But nobody ever want you to see through the
Yeah, I don't wanna be a burden to I wanna know exactly what my purpose is for I feel like nothin' I do is right And that I'm actin' a fool another
And I admit, I don't take care of So I do a lot of thinkin' and myself the fact is my father died young and I might too And it ain't any way to tell I might do
I don't wanna leave my mother I don't for her to cry because the struggle is mine I want for her to grind no more I don't want for her to work a 9 to 5 no
I ain't have to a fuckin' 9 to 5 before So I'm tryin' to get money to provide for y'all And if the ain't work out and I'm suddenly gone Just remember that the love isn't gone