Yeah, I mean I find the proper beat/ The internet was being a bitch but I wanna speak/ About a nigga I never even got to meet/ Was like a fat guy he helped me find my feet/ Yeah-sent him a track, we called it Love/ And even to this day the big homey me love/ swear that God sent me a brother from above/ And he can relate to my hustle he was my cuz/ I think I saw him in the Hype Magazine, was thinking damn this nigga looks just me/ I even thought up a in my dreams/ I thought but why the hell would homey work with me damn/ The next day I emailed him the man/ I had my and mind ready for disappointment/ Hours later he replied and he said I was ill, you can imagine how made me feel/ And he took me right under his wing/ He used to about me like I was a King/ On bad days he told me not to about a thing/ And when I felt like ending it, me how to begin/ My big brother went and me all about his story/ Gave me a chance when other would rather ignore me/ He kept me moving when my life was at an Mean hes the guy behind my first interview/ Howd a nobody meet who knows everybody/ And guarantees in everything I do hes got me/ I should had an older sister but she passed away/ I mean she should been like 28 in day/ Thats ok cause I got a brother from mother straight from Cofimvaba/ Funny is we aint never met each other/ Big brother, is the shit brother, should be on the Magazine cover/ Keeps my words straight I begin to stutter/ Just to share the mic is a honour/ Word to and Mavetana/ JayTip, Sabza and all the Put me on the Mamelani and loved it/ Nah you aint just like distant cousins/ My big brother hes like my manager when I struggle to I he even went and put in work above average/ My big got my song played on airwaves/ Every day of the week, all I really wanna say nothing, cause I aint even got the But you always knew the words when I was with my girl man/ My stepping stone time I stumble/ We only got one rule, always STAY And honest aint no lying when your deep in the jungle/ Cause is like Marathon but aint no one to run to/ When everyone around me tried to pull me I know Im still cause you still around/ I mean you were around it all/ Everyday youd be posting on my wall/ Every you could have taken for yourself/ You said fuck it Ima give that shit to someone Aah it feels like you and I are quite a force, but then you figured time to lilbro the torch/ As you delight, as I light the up with my story/ I its our glory, not my glory/ My favourite Xhosa rapper nobody better/ Even if we end up working at wed split the cheddar/ Its funny how a brotherhood formed chitter chatter/ And when is a bitch you told me to throw some flowers at her/ And shit I better remember to read that message that you Lemme read it out to everybody see it
Thing is he sent me this message, this one night when I told him, you know what. I just kill myself and overdose these painkillers and stuff like that. So he sends me this message and he insists that I read it and it goes something this...lemme just find it. It says Dont doubt, our elders believe that doubt is a huge waste of energy. How can you pray that your life will get better and doubt that your life will get better at the same time? What does it make? How can you pray that your road will open up and doubt that your road will open at the same time? Doubt is like ikhula invading the garden, you are trying to plant. Pull it up at the roots. Big brother knows when something is wrong with little brother, he just knows.