Yeah, I mean I couldnt find the beat/ The internet was being a bitch but I wanna speak/ About a nigga that I never even got to Was like a fat guy he helped me find my feet/ Yeah-sent him a track, we called it Gimme And even to this day the big homey me love/ Could that God sent me a brother from above/ And he can relate to my like he was my cuz/ I think I saw him in the Hype Magazine, was thinking damn this looks just like me/ I even thought up a collaboration in my I thought but why the hell homey wanna work with me damn/ The next day I emailed him the joint I had my and mind ready for disappointment/ Hours later he replied and he said I was ill, you can imagine how that made me And he took me right under his wing/ He to brag about me like I was a King/ On bad days he told me not to worry a thing/ And when I like ending it, showed me how to begin/ My big went and told me all about his story/ Gave me a chance when other rappers rather ignore me/ He kept me moving when my was at an interlude/ hes the guy behind my first Radio interview/ Howd a nobody meet who knows everybody/ And in everything I do hes always got me/ I should have had an sister but she passed away/ I mean she should been like 28 in day/ Thats ok cause I got a from another mother straight from Cofimvaba/ Funny thing is we aint never met each Big brother, is the shit brother, should be on the Hype cover/ Keeps my words straight when I to stutter/ Just to the mic is a huge honour/ to Password and Mavetana/ JayTip, Sabza and all the Put me on the Mamelani and loved it/ Nah you aint just rappers-more like distant My big brother hes like my manager when I to manage/ I mean he went and put in work above average/ My big got my song played on airwaves/ Every day of the week, all I wanna say nothing, cause I aint even got the words/ But you always knew the words when I was fighting with my girl My stepping stone time I stumble/ We only got one rule, always STAY And honest aint no lying your deep down in the jungle/ Cause life is like Marathon but no one to run to/ When everyone around me tried to pull me I know Im good cause you still around/ I you were around through it all/ Everyday youd be on my Facebook wall/ Every opportunity you have taken for yourself/ You said fuck it Ima that shit to someone else/ Aah it feels like you and I are quite a force, but then you time to give lilbro the torch/ As you delight, as I light the world up my story/ I its our glory, not my glory/ My favourite Xhosa aint nobody better/ Even if we end up at clover wed split the cheddar/ Its funny how a brotherhood over chitter chatter/ And when life is a bitch you told me to throw flowers at her/ And shit I better to read that message that you sent/ Lemme read it out to everybody see it
Thing is he sent me this message, like this one night when I told him, you what. I wanna kill myself and overdose these painkillers and stuff like that. So he sends me message and he insists that I read it and it goes something like this...lemme just find it. It says Dont doubt, our elders believe that doubt is a huge waste of energy. How can you pray that your life will get better and doubt that your life get better at the same time? What sense does it make? How can you pray that your road will open up and doubt that your road will open at the same time? Doubt is like ikhula invading the garden, you are trying to plant. Pull it up at the roots. Big brother knows when something is wrong with little brother, he just knows.