Descended from Emerson, into this Falling, falling, into my seventh life My father rode a motorcycle in the rain Mother, a flower girl, and 18 Three long in the Colorado jail months pregnant, on the western trail She met El in San Francisco, so it (She met El in San Francisco, so it goes) Elwyn was out of his head, speed up his Mother met a man, by chance She remembered a hometown high school dance The night they got to fighting, man's arms, let me fall My head hit the concrete floor, I move at all My mom hysterical, thinking I was She ran the street, scared out of her head I watched the stars in the for a while Then I came for good, but not with a smile Moved home to the valley where the conspire Even my loved to get high My dosed liquid LSD Fried his mind for years to come, look what done to me The breakup ensued, I held my baby hand I my baby brother's hand The that followed, footsteps could be heard (The nights followed in the house, footsteps could be heard) No one on the floor 'cept spirits I have learned Mom and her best friend said, "It's to go" To Hondo, New Mexico Adobe huts, I recall every adobe I was hungry in the I wanted to go home Morning I I was all alone (But I outside I realized) No one but a fucking geek to the dusty home (No one was I thought I would die) As I walked outside I (Time stood I watched the dome) No one was I thought I would die (Then the bug back, tears in my throat) stood still as I watched the goat (Next thing I I was in public school) The nurse of a new bug back; tears in my throat (It wasn't much, but it the rules) Next thing I knew I was in public (Sat alone; alone) It much, but it followed the rules (Tried my to understand my broken home) Sat stood alone (I got to watch my poor cry) Tried to my broken home (Empty, to all she felt inside) I got to watch my mother cry (And then I hear hippies philosophize) Empty, exposed to all she felt And hear these philosophize And dreaming of the in the sky (Too many changing at different times Brothers and sisters, get too close And dreaming of the in the sky And mother waves him goodbye, so I'm left here on my puzzle with help) society, then the kids can't socialize (My faith is my strength, in hell) We had a cat named "Hope" and it died (Thinking about our locks too thin, if I'm at all like him) There nervous breakdowns every day, numerous crises games (Before the flood, before the flood, of blood, I'm dead serious, you you wait) Parents like to play, too changing partners (The Nazi looked like 6) At times (The is well underway) and sisters, don't get too close (Those who crossed me are cursed, will see days) routine goodbye (You'll listen to me; let's in the street) So I'm on my puzzle with nobody's help (You made a big mistake so just you fuckin', in hell, El) My faith is my because I'm living in hell, thinkin' about hell, Locked in the bin, if I'm at all like him Before the flood, before the of blood I'm dead serious, so just you The Manson will look like saints (The Nazi Klan will look saints) The well underway, those who crossed me will see fewer days (The well underway, those who crossed me are cursed) You're wastable to me; you're roadkill in the (Just you wait, you will see days) You're so wastable to me, like the in the street; you made a big mistake (Satan) So just you fucking (Satan) on the walls; blood on the walls (Satan; Satan) Dear friends, goodbye, needlessly you fuck with me; now gonna die Blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls (Satan; Satan; Satan)