Descended Emerson, into this life Falling, falling, falling into my life My rode a motorcycle naked in the rain Mother, a girl, blonde and 18 Three long in the Colorado jail Seven months pregnant, on the trail She met El in San Francisco, so it (She met El in San Francisco, so it goes) Elwyn was out of his head, up his nose Mother met a man, by chance She remembered a hometown high school dance The night they got to fighting, arms, they let me fall My head hit the floor, I didn't move at all My mom hysterical, thinking I was She ran into the street, scared out of her I watched the stars in the for a while Then I came around for good, but not a smile Moved to the valley where the hippies conspire Even my grandma to get high My father dosed LSD Fried his mind for years to come, look what it's to me The breakup ensued, I held my brother's hand I my baby brother's hand The nights that followed, footsteps could be (The nights that followed in the house, could be heard) No one on the floor 'cept spirits I have learned Mom and her best friend said, "It's to go" To Hondo, New Mexico Adobe huts, I recall gathering adobe I was hungry in the I wanted to go home Morning I I was all alone (But I walked I realized) No one but a fucking geek to share the home (No one was I thought I would die) As I walked I realized (Time stood still; I the dome) No one was there; I thought I die (Then the bug came back, in my throat) Time still as I watched the goat (Next thing I knew I was in school) The of a new bug came back; tears in my throat (It wasn't much, but it the rules) Next I knew I was in public school (Sat stood alone) It wasn't much, but it followed the (Tried my best to understand my home) Sat alone; stood (I got to watch my poor cry) Tried to understand my broken (Empty, to all she felt inside) I got to my poor mother cry (And then I hear hippies philosophize) Empty, to all she felt inside And these hippies philosophize And dreaming of the in the sky (Too many changing partners at different Brothers and sisters, don't get too And of the commune in the sky And mother waves him goodbye, so I'm here on my puzzle with nobody's help) society, then the kids can't socialize (My faith is my strength, in hell) We had a cat named "Hope" and it died (Thinking about our locks too thin, wondering if I'm at all him) There were nervous every day, numerous crises games (Before the flood, before the flood, of blood, I'm serious, you just you wait) Parents like to play, too many changing (The Nazi Klan looked 6) At times (The plan is underway) Brothers and sisters, get too close (Those who me are cursed, will see fewer days) Another goodbye (You'll listen to me; kill in the street) So I'm workin' on my with nobody's help (You made a big mistake so you fuckin', livin in hell, El) My faith is my strength because I'm in hell, thinkin' about hell, in the bin, wondering if I'm at all like him Before the flood, before the flood of I'm dead serious, so you wait The Manson Klan will look saints (The Nazi will look like saints) The plan's well underway, those who crossed me will see days (The plan's well underway, who crossed me are cursed) wastable to me; you're roadkill in the street (Just you wait, you see fewer days) You're so wastable to me, the roadkill in the street; you made a big mistake (Satan) So just you fucking (Satan) Blood on the blood on the walls (Satan; Satan) Dear friends, goodbye, needlessly you with me; now you're gonna die Blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls (Satan; Satan; Satan)