Descended Emerson, into this life Falling, falling, falling into my life My father a motorcycle naked in the rain Mother, a flower girl, and 18 Three long days in the jail Seven months pregnant, on the western She met El in San Francisco, so it (She met El in San Francisco, so it goes) Elwyn was out of his head, up his nose Mother met a man, by chance She remembered a hometown high school dance The night they got to fighting, man's arms, let me fall My head hit the floor, I didn't move at all My mom hysterical, thinking I was She ran into the street, scared out of her I the stars in the heavens for a while I came around for good, but not with a smile Moved home to the valley where the hippies my grandma loved to get high My father liquid LSD Fried his for years to come, look what it's done to me The breakup ensued, I held my baby brother's I held my brother's hand The nights followed, footsteps could be heard (The nights that in the house, footsteps could be heard) No one on the floor 'cept spirits I have learned Mom and her friend said, "It's time to go" To Hondo, New Mexico Adobe huts, I recall every gathering I was hungry in the desert; I wanted to go I awoke; I was all alone (But I outside I realized) No one but a geek to share the dusty home (No one was there; I thought I die) As I walked outside I (Time stood I watched the dome) No one was there; I I would die (Then the bug back, tears in my throat) stood still as I watched the goat (Next I knew I was in public school) The nurse of a new bug came back; in my throat (It much, but it followed the rules) Next thing I knew I was in public (Sat alone; alone) It wasn't much, but it followed the (Tried my best to understand my home) Sat alone; alone (I got to my poor mother cry) Tried to understand my broken (Empty, to all she felt inside) I got to watch my mother cry (And then I these hippies philosophize) Empty, exposed to all she felt And hear hippies philosophize And of the commune in the sky (Too many changing partners at different and sisters, don't get too close And dreaming of the in the sky And mother him goodbye, so I'm left here on my puzzle with nobody's help) Boycott society, then the kids socialize (My faith is my strength, in hell) We had a cat named "Hope" and it died (Thinking about our locks too thin, if I'm at all like him) There were nervous breakdowns every day, numerous games (Before the flood, the flood, of blood, I'm dead serious, you just you wait) Parents to play, too many changing partners (The Nazi Klan like 6) At different (The plan is underway) Brothers and sisters, don't get too (Those who me are cursed, will see fewer days) routine goodbye (You'll listen to me; let's in the street) So I'm on my puzzle with nobody's help (You made a big so just you fuckin', livin in hell, El) My is my strength because I'm living in hell, thinkin' about hell, Locked in the bin, wondering if I'm at all him the flood, before the flood of blood I'm dead serious, so just you The Manson will look like saints (The Klan will look like saints) The plan's well underway, those who crossed me will see fewer (The plan's well underway, those who me are cursed) You're wastable to me; you're roadkill in the (Just you wait, you will see days) You're so wastable to me, the roadkill in the street; you made a big mistake (Satan) So just you fucking (Satan) Blood on the blood on the walls (Satan; Satan) friends, goodbye, needlessly you fuck with me; now you're gonna die Blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; on the walls (Satan; Satan; Satan)