Descended Emerson, into this life Falling, falling, falling into my life My father rode a motorcycle in the rain Mother, a flower girl, and 18 Three days in the Colorado jail Seven months pregnant, on the trail She met El in San Francisco, so it (She met El in San Francisco, so it goes) Elwyn was out of his head, up his nose met a second man, by chance She remembered a hometown high school dance The night they got to fighting, man's arms, they let me My head hit the concrete floor, I didn't at all My mom hysterical, thinking I was She ran into the street, scared out of her I watched the stars in the for a while Then I around for good, but not with a smile home to the valley where the hippies conspire Even my loved to get high My father dosed LSD Fried his mind for years to come, what it's done to me The breakup ensued, I my baby brother's hand I held my baby hand The that followed, footsteps could be heard (The that followed in the house, footsteps could be heard) No one on the second 'cept spirits I have learned Mom and her best friend said, "It's to go" To Hondo, New Mexico Adobe huts, I recall every adobe I was hungry in the I wanted to go home I awoke; I was all alone (But I outside I realized) No one but a geek to share the dusty home (No one was there; I thought I die) As I walked I realized (Time still; I watched the dome) No one was I thought I would die (Then the bug came back, in my throat) Time still as I watched the goat (Next thing I I was in public school) The nurse of a new bug back; tears in my throat (It much, but it followed the rules) Next thing I knew I was in school (Sat alone; alone) It wasn't much, but it followed the (Tried my best to understand my home) Sat alone; stood (I got to watch my mother cry) to understand my broken home (Empty, exposed to all she inside) I got to my poor mother cry (And I hear these hippies philosophize) Empty, to all she felt inside And hear hippies philosophize And of the commune in the sky (Too many changing at different times Brothers and sisters, get too close And dreaming of the in the sky And mother him goodbye, so I'm left here on my puzzle with nobody's help) Boycott society, then the kids socialize (My is my strength, living in hell) We had a cat named "Hope" and soon it (Thinking our locks too thin, wondering if I'm at all like him) There were breakdowns every day, numerous crises games (Before the flood, the flood, of blood, I'm dead serious, you just you wait) Parents like to play, too changing partners (The Nazi Klan like 6) At times (The plan is underway) Brothers and sisters, don't get too (Those who crossed me are cursed, see fewer days) Another goodbye (You'll listen to me; kill in the street) So I'm workin' on my puzzle with nobody's (You made a big mistake so you fuckin', livin in hell, El) My faith is my strength because I'm in hell, thinkin' about hell, Locked in the bin, if I'm at all like him Before the flood, before the flood of I'm dead serious, so you wait The Manson Klan look like saints (The Nazi Klan will like saints) The plan's underway, those who crossed me will see fewer days (The plan's well underway, those who me are cursed) You're wastable to me; roadkill in the street (Just you wait, you will see days) You're so wastable to me, like the roadkill in the you made a big mistake (Satan) So just you fucking (Satan) Blood on the blood on the walls (Satan; Satan) Dear friends, goodbye, needlessly you fuck with me; now you're die Blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls (Satan; Satan; Satan)