Descended from Emerson, into life Falling, falling, falling into my life My father rode a naked in the rain Mother, a flower girl, and 18 Three long in the Colorado jail months pregnant, on the western trail She met El in San Francisco, so it (She met El in San Francisco, so it goes) was out of his head, speed up his nose Mother met a second man, by She remembered from a hometown high dance The night got to fighting, man's arms, they let me fall My hit the concrete floor, I didn't move at all My mom hysterical, I was dead She ran the street, scared out of her head I the stars in the heavens for a while Then I around for good, but not with a smile Moved home to the valley where the hippies Even my loved to get high My father liquid LSD Fried his mind for years to come, look what done to me The breakup ensued, I held my brother's hand I held my brother's hand The nights that followed, footsteps be heard (The nights that followed in the house, footsteps be heard) No one on the second floor 'cept spirits I have Mom and her friend said, "It's time to go" To Hondo, New Mexico Adobe huts, I recall gathering adobe I was in the desert; I wanted to go home I awoke; I was all alone (But I outside I realized) No one but a fucking geek to share the dusty (No one was I thought I would die) As I outside I realized (Time stood still; I the dome) No one was I thought I would die (Then the bug back, tears in my throat) Time still as I watched the goat (Next thing I I was in public school) The nurse of a new bug came tears in my throat (It much, but it followed the rules) Next thing I knew I was in school (Sat alone; alone) It wasn't much, but it followed the (Tried my to understand my broken home) Sat stood alone (I got to watch my mother cry) Tried to understand my broken (Empty, exposed to all she inside) I got to my poor mother cry (And then I hear these philosophize) Empty, exposed to all she inside And hear these hippies And of the commune in the sky (Too many changing partners at times and sisters, don't get too close And dreaming of the in the sky And mother waves him goodbye, so I'm here on my puzzle with nobody's help) Boycott society, then the kids can't (My faith is my strength, in hell) We had a cat named "Hope" and it died (Thinking about our locks too thin, wondering if I'm at all him) There were nervous breakdowns every day, crises games (Before the flood, before the flood, of blood, I'm serious, you just you wait) Parents like to play, too many changing (The Klan looked like 6) At times (The plan is underway) Brothers and sisters, get too close (Those who crossed me are cursed, see fewer days) Another routine (You'll to me; let's kill in the street) So I'm workin' on my puzzle with help (You made a big mistake so you fuckin', livin in hell, El) My faith is my strength because I'm living in hell, thinkin' hell, Locked in the bin, if I'm at all like him Before the flood, before the of blood I'm dead serious, so just you The Manson Klan will like saints (The Klan will look like saints) The well underway, those who crossed me will see fewer days (The well underway, those who crossed me are cursed) You're wastable to me; you're roadkill in the (Just you wait, you see fewer days) You're so wastable to me, like the roadkill in the street; you made a big (Satan) So you fucking wait (Satan) Blood on the blood on the walls (Satan; Satan) Dear friends, goodbye, you fuck with me; now you're gonna die Blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls (Satan; Satan; Satan)