Descended Emerson, into this life Falling, falling, falling into my seventh My father rode a naked in the rain Mother, a flower girl, and 18 Three days in the Colorado jail Seven months pregnant, on the western She met El in San Francisco, so it (She met El in San Francisco, so it goes) Elwyn was out of his head, speed up his Mother met a second man, by She remembered a hometown high school dance The night they got to fighting, man's arms, they let me My head hit the floor, I didn't move at all My mom hysterical, thinking I was She ran into the street, out of her head I watched the in the heavens for a while Then I came for good, but not with a smile Moved home to the where the hippies conspire my grandma loved to get high My dosed liquid LSD Fried his mind for years to come, look what it's to me The breakup ensued, I held my baby brother's I held my baby hand The nights followed, footsteps could be heard (The nights that in the house, footsteps could be heard) No one on the second floor 'cept spirits I learned Mom and her best friend said, "It's to go" To Hondo, New Mexico Adobe huts, I recall gathering adobe I was hungry in the desert; I to go home I awoke; I was all alone (But I walked I realized) No one but a fucking geek to share the home (No one was there; I thought I die) As I walked outside I (Time stood still; I the dome) No one was there; I thought I die (Then the bug came back, in my throat) Time still as I watched the goat (Next thing I I was in public school) The nurse of a new bug came back; tears in my (It wasn't much, but it the rules) thing I knew I was in public school (Sat stood alone) It wasn't much, but it the rules (Tried my best to understand my home) Sat alone; stood (I got to my poor mother cry) to understand my broken home (Empty, to all she felt inside) I got to watch my mother cry (And then I hear hippies philosophize) Empty, to all she felt inside And these hippies philosophize And dreaming of the in the sky (Too many changing partners at different Brothers and sisters, get too close And dreaming of the in the sky And mother waves him goodbye, so I'm here on my puzzle with nobody's help) Boycott society, then the kids socialize (My is my strength, living in hell) We had a cat named "Hope" and soon it (Thinking about our locks too thin, if I'm at all like him) were nervous breakdowns every day, numerous crises games (Before the flood, before the flood, of blood, I'm serious, you just you wait) like to play, too many changing partners (The Nazi looked like 6) At times (The plan is underway) Brothers and sisters, get too close (Those who crossed me are cursed, see fewer days) routine goodbye (You'll listen to me; let's in the street) So I'm on my puzzle with nobody's help (You a big mistake so just you fuckin', livin in hell, El) My faith is my strength because I'm living in hell, about hell, Locked in the bin, wondering if I'm at all him the flood, before the flood of blood I'm dead serious, so you wait The Manson Klan will like saints (The Klan will look like saints) The plan's well underway, those who crossed me will see days (The plan's well underway, those who me are cursed) You're wastable to me; roadkill in the street (Just you wait, you will see days) so wastable to me, like the roadkill in the street; you made a big mistake (Satan) So just you fucking (Satan) Blood on the blood on the walls (Satan; Satan) Dear friends, goodbye, needlessly you fuck me; now you're gonna die Blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls (Satan; Satan; Satan)