Descended from Emerson, into life Falling, falling, falling into my life My rode a motorcycle naked in the rain Mother, a flower girl, and 18 Three long in the Colorado jail Seven pregnant, on the western trail She met El in San Francisco, so it (She met El in San Francisco, so it goes) Elwyn was out of his head, up his nose met a second man, by chance She from a hometown high school dance The night they got to fighting, man's arms, let me fall My hit the concrete floor, I didn't move at all My mom hysterical, I was dead She ran into the street, out of her head I watched the stars in the heavens for a Then I came around for good, but not a smile Moved home to the where the hippies conspire Even my grandma to get high My father dosed LSD Fried his mind for years to come, what it's done to me The breakup ensued, I my baby brother's hand I held my baby hand The nights that followed, could be heard (The that followed in the house, footsteps could be heard) No one on the second 'cept spirits I have learned Mom and her friend said, "It's time to go" To Hondo, New Mexico Adobe huts, I recall every adobe I was in the desert; I wanted to go home Morning I I was all alone (But I outside I realized) No one but a geek to share the dusty home (No one was there; I thought I die) As I walked outside I (Time stood still; I the dome) No one was there; I thought I die (Then the bug back, tears in my throat) Time still as I watched the goat (Next thing I I was in public school) The nurse of a new bug came tears in my throat (It much, but it followed the rules) Next thing I knew I was in school (Sat alone; alone) It wasn't much, but it followed the (Tried my best to my broken home) Sat alone; alone (I got to my poor mother cry) to understand my broken home (Empty, to all she felt inside) I got to watch my poor cry (And I hear these hippies philosophize) Empty, exposed to all she felt And hear these philosophize And of the commune in the sky (Too many changing at different times and sisters, don't get too close And dreaming of the in the sky And mother waves him goodbye, so I'm left here on my puzzle with help) Boycott society, then the kids socialize (My is my strength, living in hell) We had a cat named "Hope" and soon it (Thinking about our locks too thin, wondering if I'm at all him) were nervous breakdowns every day, numerous crises games (Before the flood, before the flood, of blood, I'm serious, you just you wait) like to play, too many changing partners (The Klan looked like 6) At times (The plan is underway) Brothers and sisters, get too close (Those who crossed me are cursed, will see days) Another goodbye (You'll listen to me; kill in the street) So I'm workin' on my puzzle with help (You made a big mistake so just you fuckin', in hell, El) My faith is my strength because I'm living in hell, thinkin' hell, in the bin, wondering if I'm at all like him Before the flood, the flood of blood I'm serious, so just you wait The Klan will look like saints (The Nazi Klan will like saints) The plan's underway, those who crossed me will see fewer days (The well underway, those who crossed me are cursed) You're to me; you're roadkill in the street (Just you wait, you see fewer days) so wastable to me, like the roadkill in the street; you made a big mistake (Satan) So just you wait (Satan) Blood on the walls; on the walls (Satan; Satan) Dear friends, goodbye, you fuck with me; now you're gonna die Blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; on the walls; blood on the walls (Satan; Satan; Satan)