Descended from Emerson, this life Falling, falling, falling into my life My father a motorcycle naked in the rain Mother, a flower girl, and 18 Three days in the Colorado jail months pregnant, on the western trail She met El in San Francisco, so it (She met El in San Francisco, so it goes) Elwyn was out of his head, up his nose Mother met a man, by chance She remembered a hometown high school dance The night they got to fighting, man's arms, let me fall My head hit the floor, I didn't move at all My mom hysterical, I was dead She ran the street, scared out of her head I the stars in the heavens for a while Then I came around for good, but not a smile Moved home to the where the hippies conspire Even my loved to get high My father liquid LSD Fried his mind for years to come, look it's done to me The ensued, I held my baby brother's hand I held my baby hand The nights that followed, could be heard (The nights followed in the house, footsteps could be heard) No one on the second 'cept spirits I have learned Mom and her best friend said, "It's to go" To Hondo, New Mexico Adobe huts, I recall every adobe I was hungry in the desert; I to go home I awoke; I was all alone (But I walked I realized) No one but a fucking to share the dusty home (No one was there; I I would die) As I outside I realized (Time stood still; I the dome) No one was there; I thought I die (Then the bug came back, in my throat) Time stood still as I the goat (Next thing I knew I was in school) The nurse of a new bug back; tears in my throat (It wasn't much, but it the rules) Next thing I knew I was in school (Sat alone; alone) It wasn't much, but it followed the (Tried my best to understand my home) Sat alone; alone (I got to my poor mother cry) to understand my broken home (Empty, exposed to all she inside) I got to my poor mother cry (And then I hear hippies philosophize) Empty, exposed to all she inside And hear these philosophize And of the commune in the sky (Too many changing at different times Brothers and sisters, don't get too And dreaming of the in the sky And mother waves him goodbye, so I'm left here on my puzzle nobody's help) Boycott society, the kids can't socialize (My faith is my strength, in hell) We had a cat named "Hope" and it died (Thinking our locks too thin, wondering if I'm at all like him) There were nervous breakdowns every day, numerous crises (Before the flood, the flood, of blood, I'm dead serious, you just you wait) like to play, too many changing partners (The Klan looked like 6) At times (The is well underway) Brothers and sisters, get too close (Those who crossed me are cursed, will see days) routine goodbye (You'll listen to me; let's in the street) So I'm workin' on my puzzle with nobody's (You made a big mistake so you fuckin', livin in hell, El) My faith is my strength I'm living in hell, thinkin' about hell, Locked in the bin, if I'm at all like him the flood, before the flood of blood I'm dead serious, so just you The Klan will look like saints (The Nazi Klan look like saints) The plan's well underway, who crossed me will see fewer days (The well underway, those who crossed me are cursed) wastable to me; you're roadkill in the street (Just you wait, you will see days) You're so wastable to me, the roadkill in the street; you made a big mistake (Satan) So just you wait (Satan) Blood on the walls; on the walls (Satan; Satan) friends, goodbye, needlessly you fuck with me; now you're gonna die Blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls (Satan; Satan; Satan)