Descended from Emerson, this life Falling, falling, falling into my seventh My father rode a naked in the rain Mother, a flower girl, and 18 Three long in the Colorado jail Seven pregnant, on the western trail She met El in San Francisco, so it (She met El in San Francisco, so it goes) was out of his head, speed up his nose Mother met a man, by chance She remembered from a hometown high school The night they got to fighting, man's arms, they let me My head hit the floor, I didn't move at all My mom hysterical, thinking I was She ran the street, scared out of her head I watched the stars in the for a while Then I came around for good, but not with a Moved home to the valley the hippies conspire my grandma loved to get high My father liquid LSD Fried his for years to come, look what it's done to me The breakup ensued, I held my brother's hand I my baby brother's hand The nights that followed, footsteps be heard (The nights that followed in the house, could be heard) No one on the second 'cept spirits I have learned Mom and her best friend said, "It's to go" To Hondo, New Mexico huts, I recall every gathering adobe I was hungry in the desert; I to go home Morning I awoke; I was all (But I walked I realized) No one but a fucking geek to share the dusty (No one was I thought I would die) As I walked I realized (Time still; I watched the dome) No one was there; I I would die (Then the bug came back, in my throat) Time still as I watched the goat (Next thing I knew I was in school) The nurse of a new bug came tears in my throat (It much, but it followed the rules) thing I knew I was in public school (Sat alone; alone) It wasn't much, but it the rules (Tried my best to understand my home) Sat stood alone (I got to my poor mother cry) to understand my broken home (Empty, exposed to all she inside) I got to my poor mother cry (And then I these hippies philosophize) Empty, to all she felt inside And hear hippies philosophize And of the commune in the sky (Too many partners at different times Brothers and sisters, get too close And of the commune in the sky And mother waves him goodbye, so I'm left here on my puzzle with help) Boycott society, then the kids socialize (My faith is my strength, in hell) We had a cat named "Hope" and soon it (Thinking about our locks too thin, if I'm at all like him) There were nervous breakdowns day, numerous crises games (Before the flood, before the flood, of blood, I'm serious, you just you wait) like to play, too many changing partners (The Klan looked like 6) At times (The is well underway) Brothers and sisters, get too close (Those who crossed me are cursed, will see days) Another routine (You'll listen to me; kill in the street) So I'm workin' on my puzzle with nobody's (You made a big mistake so you fuckin', livin in hell, El) My is my strength because I'm living in hell, thinkin' about hell, Locked in the bin, wondering if I'm at all him Before the flood, before the flood of I'm dead serious, so you wait The Manson Klan will look like (The Nazi Klan will like saints) The plan's underway, those who crossed me will see fewer days (The plan's well underway, those who me are cursed) You're to me; you're roadkill in the street (Just you wait, you see fewer days) so wastable to me, like the roadkill in the street; you made a big mistake (Satan) So you fucking wait (Satan) on the walls; blood on the walls (Satan; Satan) Dear friends, goodbye, needlessly you fuck me; now you're gonna die Blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls (Satan; Satan; Satan)