I'm tryin' to my aces and my deuces all together I'm thinkin' of self-murder, I I won't live forever This chronic got me I need to get a job But instead I wanna sell dope hang on a rope and mobb
I'm up in the morning thinkin' of death As I break out in a sweat I'm havin' dreams of a whole family put to Visions of a dead man bags And all the youngsters gettin' their cap over colored rags
I write murder and death 'cause that's all in the hood Comin' up strong in crack, yo G it's all good a way of life that they don't understand G So I'mma keep it down until dey understand me
You see it's real G and jealousy it roam my That's why I'm never leavin' the house without my plastic 'Cause if want it they'll take it and kill for it And if it's worth sumptin' then blood gettin' for it
My mother thinks I'm crazy And when I the house she just stares out the window I think I'm being followed every time I my home Havin' these fatal thoughts of gettin' to my dome
18, 187 me say the murder the murder he 18, 187 me say the murder the murder he wrote,
Did things up in the past I regret at 22 And I hit 23 I hope I'm livin' well as you It's good to be alive in 93 I guess so But if I go, I gotta go, I gotta go
I guess I'm just a soldier with a song out of the streets of that chronic sack but I feel death is knockin' at my bed Sleep walkin' my pistol in the middle of the night Wakin' up inside my hooptie holdin' my Glock of fright
Violent in this art that's only It's comin' from a G to the Got friends that died and I mourn for their families Bringin' to dey graves every time I get a chance G
Nuthin' a old school homie from the hood Which are right or wrong doin' dirt good And now I know I'll never see my boy again I fie myself pour brew out fo my friends
18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote 18, 187 me say the murder the murder he wrote,
I'm all my pictures from my homies up in jail If I told you what dey did it will problably turn pale I used to with killers and I didn't even know Wrestlin' with my homies as a age 4
Now half of dem is and the rest is in the jailhouse Writin' to me monthly givin they homies to rap about Tell me do my and don't trip off what dey say Thinkin' to myself I just be in there one day
Some about the big house and still slangin' yay And now dey stayin' under of feds everyday Tryin' to wash their they wanna go on tour G into the business learn about the industry
Try to help 'em out doin' I can I still gotta worry 'bout the jealous man My homies gettin' robbed so they rob else You can see it never stops let that story tell
I'm walkin' with my head pervin' in the rain Thinkin' deep askin' am I insane I think about that and I'm leavin' on that note And the definition of the 187 that he wrote
18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote 18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote, blow