I'm tryin' to keep my aces and my all together I'm thinkin' of self-murder, I I won't live forever This chronic got me noid I to get a job But instead I wanna sell dope hang on a rope and steady
I'm wakin' up in the thinkin' of death As I break out in a cold I'm dreams of a whole family put to rest Visions of a man body bags And all the youngsters their cap peeled over colored rags
I write about murder and death 'cause that's all in the Comin' up strong while in crack, yo G it's all Describin' a way of life that they don't G So keep breakin' it down until dey understand me
You see real G and jealousy it roam my block why I'm never leavin' the house without my plastic glock 'Cause if they it they'll take it and kill for it And if it's worth sumptin' then gettin' spilled for it
My mother thinks I'm goin' And when I leave the house she just stares out the I think I'm being followed every I leave my home Havin' these fatal thoughts of chrome to my dome
18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote 18, 187 me say the murder the murder he wrote,
Did things up in the past that I at 22 And when I hit 23 I hope I'm livin' as you good to be alive in 93 I guess that so But if I gotta go, I gotta go, I go
I guess I'm just a soldier with a out of the streets black of that chronic sack but I feel death is knockin' at my bed Sleep walkin' my pistol in the middle of the night Wakin' up inside my hooptie holdin' my full of fright
Violent in art that's only because comin' from a G to the heart Got friends that have and I mourn for their families Bringin' flowers to dey every time I get a chance G
Nuthin' like a old school homie the hood Which are right or wrong doin' doin' good And now I know I'll never see my boy again I fie myself always brew out fo my friends
18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote 18, 187 me say the murder the murder he wrote,
I'm keepin' all my pictures from my up in jail If I told you what dey did it will turn your pale I used to hang with killers and I even know with my homies as a youngster age 4
Now half of dem is dead and the rest is in the Writin' to me monthly givin they sumtin' to rap about Tell me do my and don't trip off what dey say Thinkin' to myself I might be in there one day
Some stayed about the big and still slangin' yay And now dey stayin' diction of feds everyday Tryin' to wash money they wanna go on tour G Gettin' into the business about the industry
Try to 'em out doin' everythang I can I still gotta worry the next jealous man My homies gettin' robbed so rob somebody else You can see it stops let that story tell itself
I'm walkin' my head down pervin' in the rain Thinkin' deep myself am I insane I think about that daily and I'm leavin' on note And that's the of the 187 that he wrote
18, 187 me say the murder the murder he 18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote, blow