I'm tryin' to keep my and my deuces all together I'm thinkin' of self-murder, I know I won't live This got me noid I need to get a job But instead I wanna sell hang on a rope and steady mobb
I'm wakin' up in the thinkin' of death As I break out in a sweat I'm havin' dreams of a whole put to rest of a dead man body bags And all the youngsters gettin' their cap over colored rags
I write about murder and death 'cause all in the hood Comin' up while in crack, yo G it's all good Describin' a way of life they don't understand G So I'mma keep breakin' it until dey understand me
You see it's real G and jealousy it my block That's why I'm never leavin' the house my plastic glock if they want it they'll take it and kill for it And if it's sumptin' then blood gettin' spilled for it
My mother I'm goin' crazy And when I leave the house she just out the window I think I'm followed every time I leave my home Havin' these fatal thoughts of gettin' to my dome
18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote 18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote, blow
Did things up in the that I regret at 22 And when I hit 23 I I'm livin' well as you It's good to be in 93 I guess that so But if I gotta go, I go, I gotta go
I guess I'm just a with a song out of the streets black of that chronic sack but I feel death is knockin' at my bed Sleep walkin' my pistol in the middle of the night Wakin' up inside my hooptie holdin' my Glock of fright
in this art that's only because It's comin' from a G to the Got friends have died and I mourn for their families Bringin' flowers to dey graves every time I get a G
Nuthin' like a old homie from the hood are right or wrong doin' dirt doin' good And now I inside I'll never see my boy again I fie myself always brew out fo my friends
18, 187 me say the murder the murder he 18, 187 me say the murder the murder he wrote,
I'm keepin' all my pictures from my homies up in If I told you what dey did it problably turn your pale I used to hang with and I didn't even know Wrestlin' my homies as a youngster age 4
Now half of dem is dead and the rest is in the Writin' to me monthly givin they homies sumtin' to rap Tell me do my and don't trip off what dey say to myself I might just be in there one day
Some stayed about the big house and slangin' yay And now dey under diction of feds everyday Tryin' to wash money they wanna go on tour G Gettin' into the business about the industry
Try to 'em out doin' everythang I can I gotta worry 'bout the next jealous man My homies gettin' robbed so they rob else You can see it never stops let story tell itself
I'm with my head down pervin' in the rain Thinkin' deep myself am I insane I think about that daily and I'm leavin' on note And the definition of the 187 that he wrote
18, 187 me say the murder the murder he 18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote, blow