I'm tryin' to keep my aces and my deuces all I'm thinkin' of self-murder, I know I won't forever This chronic got me noid I to get a job But instead I wanna dope hang on a rope and steady mobb
I'm wakin' up in the morning of death As I break out in a sweat I'm havin' dreams of a family put to rest of a dead man body bags And all the youngsters gettin' cap peeled over colored rags
I write murder and death 'cause that's all in the hood Comin' up strong while in crack, yo G it's all Describin' a way of life that they understand G So I'mma keep breakin' it until dey understand me
You see it's real G and it roam my block That's why I'm never the house without my plastic glock 'Cause if they it they'll take it and kill for it And if worth sumptin' then blood gettin' spilled for it
My mother I'm goin' crazy And I leave the house she just stares out the window I think I'm being followed every I leave my home Havin' these fatal of gettin' chrome to my dome
18, 187 me say the murder the murder he 18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote, blow
Did things up in the past I regret at 22 And I hit 23 I hope I'm livin' well as you It's good to be alive in 93 I guess so But if I go, I gotta go, I gotta go
I guess I'm just a soldier with a song out of the black Stressin' of that chronic sack but I feel is knockin' at my bed Sleep walkin' my pistol in the middle of the night Wakin' up inside my hooptie holdin' my Glock full of
Violent in this art that's only It's from a G to the heart Got that have died and I mourn for their families flowers to dey graves every time I get a chance G
Nuthin' a old school homie from the hood Which are right or wrong dirt doin' good And now I know inside I'll never see my boy I fie myself always pour brew out fo my
18, 187 me say the murder the murder he 18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote, blow
I'm keepin' all my from my homies up in jail If I told you what dey did it problably turn your pale I used to hang with killers and I even know Wrestlin' my homies as a youngster age 4
Now half of dem is and the rest is in the jailhouse Writin' to me monthly they homies sumtin' to rap about Tell me do my music and trip off what dey say Thinkin' to I might just be in there one day
Some stayed the big house and still slangin' yay And now dey stayin' under diction of everyday Tryin' to wash money they wanna go on tour G into the business learn about the industry
Try to 'em out doin' everythang I can I still worry 'bout the next jealous man My gettin' robbed so they rob somebody else You can see it never let that story tell itself
I'm walkin' my head down pervin' in the rain Thinkin' askin' myself am I insane I think about that daily and I'm leavin' on that And that's the definition of the 187 that he
18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote 18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote, blow