I'm tryin' to keep my aces and my deuces all I'm thinkin' of self-murder, I know I won't live chronic got me noid I need to get a job But instead I wanna sell dope hang on a rope and steady
I'm wakin' up in the morning of death As I break out in a sweat I'm havin' dreams of a whole put to rest of a dead man body bags And all the youngsters gettin' their cap peeled colored rags
I about murder and death 'cause that's all in the hood Comin' up while in crack, yo G it's all good Describin' a way of life that they don't G So keep breakin' it down until dey understand me
You see it's real G and it roam my block That's why I'm never leavin' the house my plastic glock 'Cause if want it they'll take it and kill for it And if it's worth sumptin' then blood gettin' for it
My mother thinks I'm goin' And when I leave the she just stares out the window I I'm being followed every time I leave my home Havin' these fatal of gettin' chrome to my dome
18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote 18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote, blow
Did up in the past that I regret at 22 And when I hit 23 I hope I'm well as you It's good to be alive in 93 I guess so But if I go, I gotta go, I gotta go
I guess I'm a soldier with a song out of the streets black Stressin' of chronic sack but I feel death is knockin' at my bed Sleep walkin' with my pistol in the middle of the Wakin' up inside my hooptie holdin' my Glock full of
in this art that's only because It's from a G to the heart Got friends have died and I mourn for their families Bringin' flowers to dey graves time I get a chance G
like a old school homie from the hood Which are right or wrong doin' dirt doin' And now I know inside I'll see my boy again I fie myself always pour brew out fo my
18, 187 me say the murder the murder he 18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote, blow
I'm keepin' all my pictures from my up in jail If I told you dey did it will problably turn your pale I used to hang with killers and I didn't know Wrestlin' with my as a youngster age 4
Now half of dem is dead and the is in the jailhouse Writin' to me monthly they homies sumtin' to rap about me do my music and don't trip off what dey say Thinkin' to I might just be in there one day
Some stayed about the big and still slangin' yay And now dey stayin' under of feds everyday Tryin' to wash their money they go on tour G Gettin' into the business about the industry
Try to 'em out doin' everythang I can I still gotta worry the next jealous man My homies gettin' robbed so rob somebody else You can see it stops let that story tell itself
I'm walkin' with my head down in the rain Thinkin' deep myself am I insane I think about that daily and I'm leavin' on note And that's the definition of the 187 he wrote
18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote 18, 187 me say the murder the murder he wrote,