I'm tryin' to my aces and my deuces all together I'm thinkin' of self-murder, I know I won't live This chronic got me noid I to get a job But instead I wanna sell dope hang on a rope and mobb
I'm wakin' up in the thinkin' of death As I out in a cold sweat I'm dreams of a whole family put to rest Visions of a man body bags And all the youngsters gettin' their cap peeled colored rags
I write about murder and 'cause that's all in the hood Comin' up strong while in crack, yo G all good Describin' a way of life they don't understand G So keep breakin' it down until dey understand me
You see real G and jealousy it roam my block That's why I'm never the house without my plastic glock 'Cause if want it they'll take it and kill for it And if it's sumptin' then blood gettin' spilled for it
My mother thinks I'm goin' And when I leave the house she stares out the window I think I'm being followed every time I my home Havin' these fatal thoughts of gettin' chrome to my
18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote 18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote, blow
Did up in the past that I regret at 22 And when I hit 23 I hope I'm livin' as you It's good to be in 93 I guess that so But if I gotta go, I gotta go, I go
I guess I'm just a soldier a song out of the streets black Stressin' of that chronic sack but I feel is knockin' at my bed walkin' with my pistol in the middle of the night Wakin' up inside my hooptie holdin' my Glock full of
Violent in this art that's because It's from a G to the heart Got that have died and I mourn for their families Bringin' flowers to dey graves every time I get a G
Nuthin' a old school homie from the hood Which are or wrong doin' dirt doin' good And now I know inside I'll see my boy again I fie myself pour brew out fo my friends
18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote 18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote, blow
I'm keepin' all my pictures from my homies up in If I told you what dey did it will problably your pale I used to hang killers and I didn't even know with my homies as a youngster age 4
Now half of dem is dead and the is in the jailhouse Writin' to me givin they homies sumtin' to rap about Tell me do my music and trip off what dey say Thinkin' to I might just be in there one day
Some stayed the big house and still slangin' yay And now dey stayin' under diction of everyday Tryin' to wash their they wanna go on tour G Gettin' into the business about the industry
Try to help 'em out everythang I can I still gotta worry 'bout the next man My gettin' robbed so they rob somebody else You can see it never stops let that story itself
I'm walkin' with my head down in the rain Thinkin' deep askin' am I insane I think about that daily and I'm on that note And that's the definition of the 187 that he
18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote 18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote, blow