I'm to keep my aces and my deuces all together I'm thinkin' of self-murder, I I won't live forever This chronic got me I need to get a job But instead I wanna sell dope hang on a rope and mobb
I'm up in the morning thinkin' of death As I break out in a sweat I'm havin' dreams of a whole family put to Visions of a dead man bags And all the youngsters gettin' their cap peeled colored rags
I write about murder and death 'cause that's all in the Comin' up strong while in crack, yo G it's all Describin' a way of life that don't understand G So I'mma keep breakin' it until dey understand me
You see it's real G and jealousy it my block That's why I'm never leavin' the house without my plastic if they want it they'll take it and kill for it And if it's worth sumptin' then blood gettin' for it
My mother thinks I'm goin' And when I leave the house she stares out the window I think I'm being followed every time I my home Havin' these fatal thoughts of gettin' chrome to my
18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote 18, 187 me say the murder the murder he wrote,
Did things up in the that I regret at 22 And when I hit 23 I I'm livin' well as you good to be alive in 93 I guess that so But if I gotta go, I gotta go, I go
I guess I'm just a soldier with a song out of the black Stressin' of that chronic but I feel death is knockin' at my bed Sleep walkin' my pistol in the middle of the night Wakin' up inside my holdin' my Glock full of fright
Violent in art that's only because It's comin' a G to the heart Got friends that have died and I for their families Bringin' flowers to dey every time I get a chance G
Nuthin' like a old homie from the hood Which are right or doin' dirt doin' good And now I know I'll never see my boy again I fie myself pour brew out fo my friends
18, 187 me say the murder the murder he 18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote, blow
I'm keepin' all my from my homies up in jail If I told you what dey did it will problably your pale I used to hang with killers and I didn't even Wrestlin' with my as a youngster age 4
Now half of dem is dead and the is in the jailhouse Writin' to me givin they homies sumtin' to rap about Tell me do my music and don't trip off dey say Thinkin' to myself I might just be in one day
Some about the big house and still slangin' yay And now dey stayin' under of feds everyday Tryin' to wash their they wanna go on tour G Gettin' the business learn about the industry
Try to 'em out doin' everythang I can I still gotta worry 'bout the jealous man My homies gettin' robbed so they rob somebody You can see it stops let that story tell itself
I'm walkin' with my head down in the rain deep askin' myself am I insane I think about daily and I'm leavin' on that note And the definition of the 187 that he wrote
18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote 18, 187 me say the murder the murder he wrote,