I'm tryin' to keep my aces and my all together I'm thinkin' of self-murder, I I won't live forever This chronic got me noid I to get a job But instead I wanna sell dope on a rope and steady mobb
I'm wakin' up in the morning thinkin' of As I break out in a cold I'm dreams of a whole family put to rest of a dead man body bags And all the youngsters their cap peeled over colored rags
I write about murder and death that's all in the hood Comin' up strong in crack, yo G it's all good Describin' a way of life that they understand G So I'mma keep breakin' it down dey understand me
You see it's real G and jealousy it my block why I'm never leavin' the house without my plastic glock 'Cause if they want it they'll it and kill for it And if it's worth sumptin' blood gettin' spilled for it
My mother thinks I'm goin' And I leave the house she just stares out the window I think I'm being followed every time I leave my Havin' fatal thoughts of gettin' chrome to my dome
18, 187 me say the murder the murder he 18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote, blow
Did things up in the past I regret at 22 And when I hit 23 I hope I'm livin' as you good to be alive in 93 I guess that so But if I go, I gotta go, I gotta go
I I'm just a soldier with a song out of the streets black Stressin' of that chronic sack but I feel is knockin' at my bed Sleep walkin' my pistol in the middle of the night up inside my hooptie holdin' my Glock full of fright
Violent in this art that's only comin' from a G to the heart Got friends that have died and I mourn for their Bringin' flowers to dey graves time I get a chance G
Nuthin' a old school homie from the hood Which are right or doin' dirt doin' good And now I know I'll never see my boy again I fie always pour brew out fo my friends
18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote 18, 187 me say the murder the murder he wrote,
I'm keepin' all my pictures my homies up in jail If I told you what dey did it will turn your pale I used to with killers and I didn't even know Wrestlin' with my as a youngster age 4
Now half of dem is dead and the is in the jailhouse Writin' to me monthly givin homies sumtin' to rap about Tell me do my music and trip off what dey say Thinkin' to myself I might be in there one day
Some stayed about the big and still slangin' yay And now dey stayin' under diction of feds Tryin' to wash their money wanna go on tour G Gettin' into the learn about the industry
Try to help 'em out doin' I can I still gotta worry the next jealous man My homies gettin' robbed so rob somebody else You can see it never stops let story tell itself
I'm walkin' with my head pervin' in the rain deep askin' myself am I insane I think about that daily and I'm leavin' on that And that's the of the 187 that he wrote
18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote 18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote, blow