I'm to keep my aces and my deuces all together I'm thinkin' of self-murder, I know I won't live chronic got me noid I need to get a job But instead I wanna sell dope hang on a rope and steady
I'm up in the morning thinkin' of death As I out in a cold sweat I'm havin' of a whole family put to rest of a dead man body bags And all the youngsters gettin' their cap peeled over colored
I write about murder and 'cause that's all in the hood Comin' up while in crack, yo G it's all good Describin' a way of life that they don't G So I'mma breakin' it down until dey understand me
You see it's real G and it roam my block That's why I'm never the house without my plastic glock 'Cause if want it they'll take it and kill for it And if it's worth sumptin' then blood spilled for it
My mother I'm goin' crazy And when I the house she just stares out the window I think I'm being followed every I leave my home these fatal thoughts of gettin' chrome to my dome
18, 187 me say the murder the murder he 18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote, blow
Did things up in the past I regret at 22 And when I hit 23 I I'm livin' well as you It's good to be alive in 93 I that so But if I go, I gotta go, I gotta go
I guess I'm just a soldier a song out of the streets black Stressin' of that sack but I feel death is knockin' at my bed Sleep walkin' with my pistol in the of the night Wakin' up inside my hooptie holdin' my Glock full of
in this art that's only because It's comin' a G to the heart Got friends that have and I mourn for their families Bringin' flowers to dey every time I get a chance G
Nuthin' like a old homie from the hood Which are right or wrong dirt doin' good And now I know inside never see my boy again I fie always pour brew out fo my friends
18, 187 me say the murder the murder he 18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote, blow
I'm keepin' all my pictures from my up in jail If I told you what dey did it will problably turn pale I used to hang with killers and I didn't know Wrestlin' with my homies as a age 4
Now half of dem is and the rest is in the jailhouse Writin' to me monthly givin they homies to rap about Tell me do my music and don't trip off dey say to myself I might just be in there one day
Some stayed about the big house and slangin' yay And now dey stayin' under diction of everyday to wash their money they wanna go on tour G Gettin' into the learn about the industry
Try to help 'em out doin' I can I still gotta worry 'bout the next man My homies gettin' robbed so rob somebody else You can see it stops let that story tell itself
I'm walkin' with my head pervin' in the rain Thinkin' deep askin' myself am I I about that daily and I'm leavin' on that note And that's the of the 187 that he wrote
18, 187 me say the murder the murder he 18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote, blow