I'm tryin' to keep my aces and my all together I'm thinkin' of self-murder, I know I live forever This got me noid I need to get a job But instead I wanna sell dope hang on a rope and steady
I'm up in the morning thinkin' of death As I out in a cold sweat I'm havin' of a whole family put to rest of a dead man body bags And all the youngsters gettin' their cap peeled over colored
I write about murder and death 'cause all in the hood Comin' up while in crack, yo G it's all good Describin' a way of life that they understand G So I'mma breakin' it down until dey understand me
You see it's G and jealousy it roam my block That's why I'm never the house without my plastic glock 'Cause if they want it take it and kill for it And if it's worth then blood gettin' spilled for it
My mother thinks I'm goin' And when I leave the house she just stares out the I I'm being followed every time I leave my home Havin' these fatal thoughts of gettin' to my dome
18, 187 me say the murder the murder he 18, 187 me say the murder the murder he wrote,
Did up in the past that I regret at 22 And when I hit 23 I I'm livin' well as you It's good to be in 93 I guess that so But if I go, I gotta go, I gotta go
I guess I'm just a with a song out of the streets black Stressin' of that chronic sack but I feel death is at my bed Sleep walkin' with my pistol in the middle of the Wakin' up my hooptie holdin' my Glock full of fright
Violent in this art that's only It's from a G to the heart Got friends that died and I mourn for their families Bringin' flowers to dey graves every I get a chance G
Nuthin' like a old school homie the hood are right or wrong doin' dirt doin' good And now I know inside never see my boy again I fie myself pour brew out fo my friends
18, 187 me say the murder the murder he 18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote, blow
I'm keepin' all my pictures my homies up in jail If I you what dey did it will problably turn your pale I used to hang killers and I didn't even know Wrestlin' with my as a youngster age 4
Now of dem is dead and the rest is in the jailhouse to me monthly givin they homies sumtin' to rap about Tell me do my music and don't off what dey say Thinkin' to I might just be in there one day
Some stayed about the big house and still yay And now dey stayin' under diction of feds Tryin' to wash their money they wanna go on G Gettin' into the business learn about the
Try to 'em out doin' everythang I can I still gotta worry 'bout the next man My homies gettin' robbed so rob somebody else You can see it stops let that story tell itself
I'm walkin' with my head down in the rain Thinkin' deep askin' am I insane I think about that daily and I'm on that note And that's the of the 187 that he wrote
18, 187 me say the murder the murder he 18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote, blow