I'm tryin' to keep my aces and my all together I'm thinkin' of self-murder, I know I live forever chronic got me noid I need to get a job But instead I wanna sell dope hang on a and steady mobb
I'm wakin' up in the morning of death As I out in a cold sweat I'm havin' of a whole family put to rest of a dead man body bags And all the youngsters gettin' their cap over colored rags
I write about murder and death 'cause all in the hood Comin' up strong in crack, yo G it's all good Describin' a way of that they don't understand G So I'mma keep breakin' it down until dey me
You see it's real G and it roam my block That's why I'm never leavin' the house without my glock 'Cause if want it they'll take it and kill for it And if it's worth then blood gettin' spilled for it
My mother thinks I'm goin' And I leave the house she just stares out the window I think I'm being followed every I leave my home Havin' fatal thoughts of gettin' chrome to my dome
18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote 18, 187 me say the murder the murder he wrote,
Did things up in the past I regret at 22 And when I hit 23 I hope I'm well as you good to be alive in 93 I guess that so But if I gotta go, I go, I gotta go
I guess I'm a soldier with a song out of the streets black of that chronic sack but I feel death is knockin' at my bed Sleep walkin' with my pistol in the of the night Wakin' up inside my hooptie holdin' my Glock of fright
Violent in this art only because It's from a G to the heart Got that have died and I mourn for their families Bringin' flowers to dey graves every time I get a G
like a old school homie from the hood Which are right or wrong doin' doin' good And now I know I'll never see my boy again I fie myself always pour out fo my friends
18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote 18, 187 me say the murder the murder he wrote,
I'm keepin' all my pictures my homies up in jail If I told you what dey did it problably turn your pale I used to hang killers and I didn't even know with my homies as a youngster age 4
Now of dem is dead and the rest is in the jailhouse Writin' to me monthly givin they homies sumtin' to rap Tell me do my music and trip off what dey say Thinkin' to myself I might be in there one day
Some stayed the big house and still slangin' yay And now dey stayin' under of feds everyday Tryin' to wash their money they go on tour G Gettin' the business learn about the industry
Try to help 'em out everythang I can I still gotta worry the next jealous man My homies gettin' robbed so they rob somebody You can see it never stops let that story tell
I'm walkin' with my head pervin' in the rain Thinkin' deep askin' am I insane I think about daily and I'm leavin' on that note And that's the definition of the 187 he wrote
18, 187 me say the murder the murder he 18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote, blow