I'm tryin' to keep my and my deuces all together I'm thinkin' of self-murder, I know I won't forever chronic got me noid I need to get a job But I wanna sell dope hang on a rope and steady mobb
I'm up in the morning thinkin' of death As I break out in a cold I'm havin' dreams of a whole family put to Visions of a man body bags And all the youngsters gettin' their cap peeled over colored
I write about and death 'cause that's all in the hood Comin' up strong while in crack, yo G all good Describin' a way of life that they understand G So I'mma keep breakin' it down dey understand me
You see it's real G and it roam my block That's why I'm never leavin' the house without my plastic 'Cause if they want it they'll take it and for it And if worth sumptin' then blood gettin' spilled for it
My mother I'm goin' crazy And I leave the house she just stares out the window I think I'm being followed every I leave my home Havin' these fatal thoughts of chrome to my dome
18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote 18, 187 me say the murder the murder he wrote,
Did things up in the that I regret at 22 And when I hit 23 I hope I'm well as you good to be alive in 93 I guess that so But if I go, I gotta go, I gotta go
I I'm just a soldier with a song out of the streets black of that chronic sack but I feel death is knockin' at my bed Sleep with my pistol in the middle of the night Wakin' up my hooptie holdin' my Glock full of fright
Violent in this art that's because It's comin' a G to the heart Got friends that have died and I for their families Bringin' to dey graves every time I get a chance G
like a old school homie from the hood Which are right or doin' dirt doin' good And now I know inside I'll see my boy again I fie always pour brew out fo my friends
18, 187 me say the murder the murder he 18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote, blow
I'm keepin' all my pictures from my homies up in If I told you what dey did it problably turn your pale I used to hang with killers and I didn't even with my homies as a youngster age 4
Now half of dem is dead and the is in the jailhouse Writin' to me monthly they homies sumtin' to rap about Tell me do my and don't trip off what dey say to myself I might just be in there one day
Some stayed about the big house and slangin' yay And now dey stayin' diction of feds everyday Tryin' to wash their money they go on tour G Gettin' into the business learn the industry
Try to help 'em out doin' I can I still gotta 'bout the next jealous man My homies gettin' robbed so they rob somebody You can see it never let that story tell itself
I'm walkin' with my down pervin' in the rain deep askin' myself am I insane I think about that and I'm leavin' on that note And that's the definition of the 187 he wrote
18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote 18, 187 me say the murder the murder he wrote,