I'm tryin' to keep my aces and my all together I'm thinkin' of self-murder, I know I live forever This chronic got me noid I to get a job But instead I wanna sell dope hang on a and steady mobb
I'm wakin' up in the morning thinkin' of As I break out in a sweat I'm havin' dreams of a whole family put to Visions of a man body bags And all the gettin' their cap peeled over colored rags
I write about murder and death 'cause all in the hood Comin' up strong in crack, yo G it's all good Describin' a way of life that they don't G So I'mma keep it down until dey understand me
You see it's real G and it roam my block That's why I'm never leavin' the house my plastic glock if they want it they'll take it and kill for it And if it's worth sumptin' then blood spilled for it
My mother thinks I'm goin' And when I leave the house she just out the window I think I'm being followed every time I my home Havin' these fatal of gettin' chrome to my dome
18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote 18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote, blow
Did up in the past that I regret at 22 And when I hit 23 I I'm livin' well as you good to be alive in 93 I guess that so But if I gotta go, I go, I gotta go
I guess I'm just a soldier a song out of the streets black Stressin' of that sack but I feel death is knockin' at my bed Sleep walkin' with my pistol in the of the night Wakin' up inside my hooptie my Glock full of fright
in this art that's only because It's from a G to the heart Got that have died and I mourn for their families Bringin' to dey graves every time I get a chance G
Nuthin' like a old school from the hood Which are right or wrong doin' dirt good And now I know inside I'll see my boy again I fie always pour brew out fo my friends
18, 187 me say the murder the murder he 18, 187 me say the murder the he wrote, blow
I'm keepin' all my pictures from my up in jail If I told you dey did it will problably turn your pale I used to hang with killers and I didn't even Wrestlin' my homies as a youngster age 4
Now half of dem is dead and the is in the jailhouse Writin' to me monthly givin homies sumtin' to rap about Tell me do my music and don't trip off dey say Thinkin' to myself I might just be in one day
Some stayed about the big house and still yay And now dey under diction of feds everyday Tryin' to wash their money they wanna go on G into the business learn about the industry
Try to help 'em out doin' I can I still gotta worry 'bout the jealous man My homies gettin' robbed so they rob else You can see it never stops let that tell itself
I'm walkin' with my down pervin' in the rain Thinkin' deep myself am I insane I about that daily and I'm leavin' on that note And that's the of the 187 that he wrote
18, 187 me say the the murder he wrote 18, 187 me say the murder the murder he wrote,