Throughout my No matter I've done You've been merciful and love endureth all things for that I am eternally
Since my of birth bought you nothing but hurt Play those video games, change from ya purse Sat on the cold court bench till I was in ya skirt Saw the pain in ya through you maintained a smirk All you did was motivate me, let 'em hold you back What I do I turned around and I you crack I was a bastard for that still I'm in shame remember one thing now you're not to blame
You was newly separated tryin' to escape ya And through my thirst I help you I just things worse I hated me and everybody created crack Had me the newest kicks and the latest gat Still haven't so please play this back While I try to to terms with such a heinous act You in more than one way cocaine numbs the brain
All I did was think how the funds once came Then I ran this memory and it stung the brain How can you ever the beauty from which one came? That's a savage you're the Why me and these beats a marriage Why I rhyme average and I ain't shit Glad you got together, no thanks to me Strong and beautiful the way should be You love me
Say that you me All I know say you must love me Oh
We used to fight every night but I would suffer Just smile my big tryna make me tougher As we grew and fighting continued As I plundered through ya stuff and ya clothes to school Got intense intense as we got older Never believed it would lead to be in one of ya shoulder With my rings knew you had it 'cause you too long As Mickey, and the girl that bought it looked on
Huffin' and puffin' gun in my hand, told you step Hoping you no but you hurt my pride Made our way down the steps maybe you it was just a threat Or maybe ya life was just that and you was beggin' for death Try to justify this in my young but ya drillin' it And my ego hurt combined me berserk Saw the devil in your eyes high off more than Confused I just closed my young eyes and
What a sound! Opened my eyes in time To see ya stumbling to the ground, damn what the I done now Runnin' around in a circle, thinking I'm out hot gun burnin' my waist, ran straight to Jazz a stranger damn I just shot my nigga And ran off the night as if it was not my nigga Left the scene, how could I go out that Still you to see me in the hospital ya next day You must me
Yeah all the wrong I've done I you must
Everything in my power and within my To protect you from this life and keep you from the game But you was one of the few that I can trust And the of the matter I slang these pies for us You put the pressure on me dearly, rarely you let it go Was a thousand and one times I had to you no When it was one of those when nobody was around And I emergency trip out of town
Searched my mental Rolodex for all the I know As you stared in my face asking me you go I'm said sender everything'll go smooth Just tell her what to do and everything'll go Strapped her body with thangs as you boarded the plane Couldn't explain these strange that I caught and the pain I'm why would I send you when I knew it ain't right? I'm what would make you sacrifice ya life? You love me
After everything that done wrong I know inside you must me, yeah Oh you love me I that you love me, yeah, yeah Oh, you me I know it, I know Say that you me Say that you me
I know you must me You must Oh yes you do Inside I it You've shown it You love me, yea Oh yeah, I know that you me Oh