Throughout my No matter I've done You've been merciful and your love Through all things for I am grateful
Since my of birth bought you nothing but hurt Play those video games, stole change from ya Sat on the cold bench till I was arraigned in ya skirt Saw the in ya face through you maintained a smirk All you did was motivate me, don't let 'em hold you What I do I around and I sold you crack I was a bastard for that still I'm drowning in Just remember one thing now you're not to
You was newly separated tryin' to escape ya And my thirst I didn't help you I made things worse I hated me and everybody that created Had me the newest kicks and the latest gat Still haven't so please play this back While I try to come to terms with a heinous act You in more than one way cocaine numbs the brain
All I did was about how the funds once came Then I ran across memory and it stung the brain How can you ever the beauty from which one came? That's a you're the reason Why me and these beats a marriage Why I rhyme above average and I ain't you got yourself together, no thanks to me Strong and beautiful the way thangs be You must me
Say that you me All I know say that you must me Oh
We used to fight night but I never would suffer Just smile my big tryna make me tougher As we grew fussing and continued As I plundered through ya stuff and snuck ya clothes to Got real intense as we got older Never it would lead to be popped in one of ya shoulder With my rings knew you had it you took too long As Mickey, Andy and the girl that it looked on
and puffin' gun in my hand, told you step outside Hoping you said no but you hurt my Made our way down the steps maybe you thought it was just a Or maybe ya life was just that crazy and you was for death Try to justify this in my mind but ya drillin' it And my ego combined drove me berserk Saw the devil in your eyes high off more weed I just closed my young eyes and squeezed
What a sound! Opened my eyes in time To see ya stumbling to the ground, damn the fuck I done now Runnin' around in a circle, thinking I'm out hot gun burnin' my waist, ran straight to house Like a stranger damn I shot my nigga And ran off the night as if it was not my nigga Left the scene, how could I go out that you asked to see me in the hospital ya next day You must me
Yeah all the wrong I've done I know you
in my power and within my frame To protect you from this life and keep you away the game But you was one of the few people I can trust And the fact of the I slang these pies for us You put the pressure on me dearly, rarely you let it go Was a and one times I had to tell you no When it was one of those days when was around And I needed emergency out of town
Searched my mental Rolodex for all the I know As you in my face asking me could you go I'm agreed said sender everything'll go Just tell her what to do and everything'll go Strapped her body with thangs as you boarded the plane Couldn't these strange feelings that I caught and the pain I'm thinkin' why would I send you when I knew it right? I'm thinkin' what would you sacrifice ya life? You love me
After everything that done wrong I know inside you must love me, Oh you must me I know that you love me, yeah, Oh, you showed me I it, I know Say that you me Say that you me
I you must love me You love Oh yes you do I know it You've shown it You love me, yea Oh yeah, I that you love me Oh