Throughout my No what I've done You've been merciful and love endureth all things for that I am grateful
Since my date of birth bought you but hurt Play those video games, stole from ya purse Sat on the cold court bench till I was arraigned in ya Saw the pain in ya through you maintained a smirk All you did was motivate me, let 'em hold you back I do I turned around and I sold you crack I was a for that still I'm drowning in shame Just one thing now you're not to blame
You was newly separated tryin' to ya world And through my thirst I help you I just made worse I me and everybody that created crack Had me thinkin' the newest and the latest gat Still haven't apologized so please play back I try to come to terms with such a heinous act You know in more than one way numbs the brain
All I did was think about how the funds came I ran across this memory and it stung the brain How can you ever destroy the from which one came? That's a savage you're the Why me and these beats make a Why I rhyme average and I ain't shit you got yourself together, no thanks to me Strong and beautiful the way should be You must me
Say you love me All I know say that you love me Oh
We used to fight every night but I never suffer Just smile my big brother's tryna me tougher As we fussing and fighting continued As I plundered ya stuff and snuck ya clothes to school Got intense real as we got older Never believed it would to be popped in one of ya shoulder With my knew you had it 'cause you took too long As Mickey, Andy and the that bought it looked on
Huffin' and puffin' gun in my hand, told you outside you said no but you hurt my pride Made our way down the steps maybe you it was just a threat Or maybe ya life was just that crazy and you was beggin' for Try to justify in my young mind but ya drillin' it And my ego hurt combined me berserk Saw the devil in your eyes off more than weed Confused I just closed my eyes and squeezed
What a sound! Opened my just in time To see ya stumbling to the ground, damn what the fuck I now around in a circle, thinking I'm assed out hot gun burnin' my waist, ran straight to Jazz Like a stranger damn I just my nigga And ran off into the night as if it was not my the scene, how could I go out that way? Still you asked to see me in the ya next day You must me
Yeah after all the wrong I've I know you
in my power and within my frame To protect you from this life and you away from the game But you was one of the few that I can trust And the fact of the matter I these pies for us You put the on me dearly, rarely would you let it go Was a thousand and one times I had to you no When it was one of those when nobody was around And I emergency trip out of town
Searched my mental Rolodex for all the I know As you stared in my face asking me you go I'm agreed said everything'll go smooth Just tell her what to do and everything'll go Strapped her with them thangs as you boarded the plane Couldn't explain strange feelings that I caught and the pain I'm thinkin' why would I send you when I it ain't right? I'm what would make you sacrifice ya life? You love me
After that I've done wrong I know inside you love me, yeah Oh you must me I know you love me, yeah, yeah Oh, you showed me I it, I know Say that you me Say you love me
I know you must me You love Oh yes you do I know it You've always it You love me, yea Oh yeah, I know you love me Oh