Worthless Bang, pow, steel, muscle, k worse, I'm alone Grown the bane of not being interested in the plate they to you All the pleasure spots in the And if I walk in, my screams I'm out of place My shoes don't kick one over the So much as they to I'm here, God it But are you The object of my But this solitude doesn't agree anyone What's my Go, and be alone, and crying Well not any fun And I look at being busy And I know I'm something off is it? I remember alive In the northern cities I didn't to think if I were interested Eight-thirty too late And I at my lonely bed once in my life I shared it regular Oooooh, the years, and the These memories that keep me From one to another Well I don't know is the real life What I do Or when my thoughts are lost in My new house, in elegant comfort, is one But huddled in red, blue, and orange Cracks in the walls, wind I'll not forget And your face behind the Somehow branded to my Which may over yet I play the game of making money Back in my brain, is the cold cities And the cold that me jump up and down I can't seem to kill this pain today I afford to do me in And it makes me wonder is happy in this world I can't see them, are they The supermarkets are always jam packed, the way I got a big frame, born with it, sure do a side of beef 42 of lettuce, 888 potatoes And all the apple pies my Mack truck can away with Cure all, than a bandage Better the blue Better even TV Oh oh, comes the pain Break out a barrel of Yep, we got Ooh, on years since I met you the time I saw you Half the one of your eyes looked past my shoulder was there? Was it better than my eyes? you let me see you Nothing better Even, or not, me Maybe that's why now, I myself in the dream And myself, and it hurts And the dream is fun Anything beats the pain of being me and knowing I'm And putting off doing something, it is I guess, something, Living in city doorways Heading north, to the woods, to earth (?) where the police invite you to The back seat of their car, you out Why can't I and do my part to build man's home? do you live, man? Do you really live here? Why does my dream keep that? Power, build power I guess it the English language Communication, no more with shrunken heads inevitable, it's my playground But I to be serious Step into the car, mister. are you? I'm a little boy, I wanna be big I'll act out my part, and lean on my In times of trouble, or when it's there What can I do? Except be a man, and ice castle And on rocks even if it is cement And anything's better than all this and grass So far from the woods, give me cement and wall to people Let me know I am Or show me the way to the deerskin shoes, and carrying a club Or walking on top the snow, light as the air Black leather to toe some place to go. I be where no time is the wrong time Where everything falls in Like fiber-optics, ultrasonic waves, and control is the name of the game Lord God, let me get it I get it to a fine T, it's gone Let it to perfection, and stay Oh well, off Target light, all systems go. Satisfaction Maybe then worthless recluse can carry a torch Look, I'm a But I'm something The gives light all you dead and dying Don't be If it hurts, let it die The lily blooms Its smell the table An unforgettable presence, an ominous The purple foil covers the pot Casting reflections through the diffused Such beauty and fragrance Who ever thought they remove this sanctuary I don't like fighting, especially when I'm me I'm staying up late and I don't know why I hope I can live till and the next day without eating I'm fed up with for a while I know it, only weakness That binds me at the supermarket Trading green paper for to do Blessed are the sociable, that say stupid And get close to neighbors It takes a recluse to shrink from groups It a half-hearted chicken recluse To among people The best of disappear And that's what all about That's why I can't it I'm not strong enough to It takes a being to disappear I'm not good This human thing in me me to be a hero I want people to think I'm I people giving me so much money That I have an airplane, a and car and house that's everywhere And the network to all this So is it? Stuck in the dream, because I don't the courage to disappear I know it's the way to salvation, but The old nag human me still wants to play with money, people and To make a in the world Disappearing to eye And away from the eye of the Is the big Weaklings me have to hang around, and play, and fudge, and delay For of the big step I'm just lucky I know about it The only reason I do Is I god to tell me about it On my knees, with pain On the floor, in New York City So I'm you about it Everyone have to live in northern doorways To the big step Or go to the woods, or ice We all have our way to go, but knows Now that I'm you That is something to do A big to take the eye of God Play if you have to But at least And don't kid Behind that big of delicious poison All you and dying Disappear to own eye So that you don't see the half-life Step the dream