Worthless Bang, pow, steel, muscle, k worse, I'm alone Grown the bane of not interested in the plate they passed to you All the pleasure spots in the And if I in, my person screams I'm out of place My shoes don't kick one the other So as they used to I'm here, God it But are you The of my satisfaction? But this solitude doesn't agree with my name? Go, and be alone, and crying it's not any fun And I look at myself busy And I know I'm putting off is it? I being alive In the cold northern I didn't need to think if I were Eight-thirty too late And I look at my bed once in my life I shared it regular Oooooh, the years, and the These that keep me going From one activity to I don't know which is the real life What I do Or when my thoughts are lost in My new house, in elegant comfort, is one But being huddled in red, blue, and in the walls, wind whistling I'll not ever And your behind the flowers Somehow to my half-life Which may take yet Consciously I the game of making money Back in my brain, is the cold cities And the that makes me jump up and down I just can't seem to this pain today I afford to do me in And it makes me wonder whoever is happy in this I can't see them, are there? The supermarkets are jam packed, the acceptable way I got a big frame, born with it, do need a side of beef 42 heads of lettuce, 888 And all the apple pies my Mack can drive away with all, better than a bandage Better the blue even than TV Oh oh, here comes the Break out a of cheese Yep, we got Ooh, on years since I met you Half the I saw you Half the time one of your eyes looked past my What was there? Was it better my eyes? you let me see you Nothing better Even, or not, me Maybe that's why now, I view in the dream And finding myself, and it And the is more fun Anything beats the of being me and knowing I'm alone And putting off something, whatever it is I guess, something, in northern city doorways Heading north, to the woods, to clean (?) Back where the police you to The back of their car, check you out Why can't I shave and do my part to build man's do you live, man? Do you really live here? Why does my dream forgetting that? Power, let's power I guess it spreads the English Communication, no more with shrunken heads It's inevitable, it's my But I to be serious Step the car, mister. What are you? I'm a boy, I don't wanna be big act out my part, and lean on my half-life In of trouble, or when it's just there else can I do? Except be a man, and visit ice And live on even if it is cement And anything's better all this dirt and grass So far from the woods, give me and wall to wall people Let me where I am Or show me the way to the Wearing deerskin shoes, and a club Or naked on top the snow, light as the air leather head to toe With some to go. I be where no time is the wrong time Where everything in place fiber-optics, ultrasonic waves, and control systems Control is the of the game God, let me get it down When I get it to a T, it's gone Let it to perfection, and stay Oh well, off Target eternal light, all go. Satisfaction Maybe then worthless recluse can carry a torch Look, I'm a But I'm supernatural The dream light Listen all you dead and be afraid If it hurts, let it die The Easter lily Its smell surrounds the An unforgettable presence, an sight The purple foil covers the pot reflections through the diffused light Such beauty and awesome Who ever thought they remove this sanctuary I don't fighting, especially when I'm fighting me I'm staying up late and I don't really why I hope I can live till tomorrow and the next day eating I'm fed up with eating for a I know it, only weakness That binds me at the supermarket Trading green paper for to do Blessed are the sociable, say stupid things And get close to neighbors It a worthless recluse to shrink from groups It takes a chicken recluse To live people The best of disappear And what it's all about why I can't make it I'm not strong to disappear It a supernatural being to disappear I'm not good human thing in me wants me to be a hero I want people to I'm great I want giving me so much money That I have an airplane, a boat and car and that's everywhere And the to support all this So is it? Stuck in the dream, because I don't have the to disappear I know the only way to salvation, but The old nag human me still wants to play with money, people and To make a name in the Disappearing to eye And away from the eye of the Is the big Weaklings me have to hang around, and play, and fudge, and delay For fear of the big I'm just lucky I know about it The only reason I do Is I begged god to tell me it On my knees, screaming pain On the floor, in New York City So I'm you about it Everyone have to live in northern doorways To the big step Or go to the woods, or ice We all our way to go, but everyone knows Now that I'm you That there is to do A big to take the eye of God Play human if you to But at least And don't kid Behind that big piece of poison All you and dying Disappear to own eye So that you don't see the half-life Step inside the