Worthless Bang, pow, steel, muscle, k What worse, I'm Grown the bane of not being interested in the plate they to you All the pleasure spots in the And if I in, my person screams I'm obviously out of My don't kick one over the other So as they used to I'm here, God it But are you The object of my But solitude doesn't agree with anyone my name? Go, and be alone, and crying it's not any fun And I look at myself being And I know I'm something off is it? I remember being In the northern cities I need to think if I were interested Eight-thirty wasn't too And I look at my bed once in my life I shared it regular Oooooh, the years, and the These that keep me going one activity to another Well I don't know is the real life What I do Or when my thoughts are in time My new house, in elegant comfort, is one But huddled in red, blue, and orange in the walls, wind whistling I'll not ever And your face behind the branded to my half-life Which may over yet Consciously I play the game of money Back in my brain, is the cold cities And the cold makes me jump up and down I just can't seem to kill this today I afford to do me in And it me wonder whoever is happy in this world I see them, are they there? The supermarkets are jam packed, the acceptable way I got a big frame, with it, sure do need a side of beef 42 of lettuce, 888 potatoes And all the apple pies my truck can drive away with Cure all, better than a Better the blue Better even TV Oh oh, comes the pain Break out a of cheese Yep, we got Ooh, coming on years I met you the time I saw you Half the time one of your looked past my shoulder What was there? Was it than my eyes? you let me see you Nothing better Even, or not, me that's why now, I view myself in the dream And finding myself, and it And the is more fun Anything beats the pain of being me and I'm alone And off doing something, whatever it is I guess, something, Living in northern doorways north, to the woods, to clean earth (?) Back the police invite you to The seat of their car, check you out Why can't I shave and do my part to build home? Where do you live, man? Do you live here? Why does my dream keep forgetting Power, let's power I it spreads the English language Communication, no more tribes with heads It's inevitable, it's my But I have to be into the car, mister. What are you? I'm a boy, I don't wanna be big act out my part, and lean on my half-life In times of trouble, or when it's just else can I do? Except be a man, and ice castle And on rocks even if it is cement And anything's better than all this dirt and So far from the woods, give me cement and to wall people Let me where I am Or me the way to the woods Wearing shoes, and carrying a club Or naked on top the snow, light as the air Black head to toe some place to go. I be where no time is the wrong time Where falls in place fiber-optics, ultrasonic waves, and control systems Control is the of the game Lord God, let me get it I get it to a fine T, it's gone Let it build to perfection, and Oh well, off Target eternal light, all go. Satisfaction then this worthless recluse can carry a torch Look, I'm a But I'm supernatural The dream gives Listen all you and dying be afraid If it hurts, let it die The Easter lily Its surrounds the table An presence, an ominous sight The purple foil the vase pot Casting reflections through the light Such beauty and fragrance Who ever they could remove this sanctuary I don't like fighting, especially I'm fighting me I'm up late and I don't really know why I hope I can live tomorrow and the next day without eating I'm fed up with eating for a I know it, only weakness That binds me at the counter Trading paper for something to do Blessed are the sociable, say stupid things And get close to neighbors It takes a worthless recluse to shrink from It takes a chicken recluse To live people The best of disappear And that's what all about why I can't make it I'm not strong enough to It a supernatural being to disappear I'm not good This thing in me wants me to be a hero I want people to think I'm I want people me so much money That I have an airplane, a boat and car and house that's And the network to support all So is it? Stuck in the dream, I don't have the courage to disappear I know the only way to salvation, but The old nag human me still wants to play with money, and things To make a name in the Disappearing to eye And away the eye of the world Is the big Weaklings me have to hang around, and play, and fudge, and delay For fear of the big I'm lucky I even know about it The reason I do know Is I begged god to tell me it On my knees, with pain On the sixth floor, in New York So I'm you about it Everyone doesn't have to live in doorways To the big step Or go to the woods, or ice We all have our way to go, but knows Now that I'm you there is something to do A big to take the eye of God Play if you have to But at know And kid yourself Behind that big piece of poison All you dead and Disappear to own eye So you don't see yourself the half-life Step inside the