Worthless Bang, pow, steel, muscle, k worse, I'm alone Grown the of not being interested in the plate they passed to you All the spots in the city And if I in, my person screams I'm out of place My shoes don't kick one the other So much as used to I'm here, God it But are you The of my satisfaction? But this doesn't agree with anyone What's my Go, and be alone, and stop it's not any fun And I at myself being busy And I know I'm something off is it? I remember being In the cold northern I didn't to think if I were interested Eight-thirty wasn't too And I at my lonely bed Where in my life I shared it regular Oooooh, the years, and the These memories keep me going one activity to another Well I don't which is the real life I do actively Or when my are lost in time My new house, in elegant comfort, is one But being huddled in red, blue, and in the walls, wind whistling I'll not forget And your face behind the branded to my half-life Which may take yet Consciously I the game of making money Back in my brain, is the cold cities And the that makes me jump up and down I can't seem to kill this pain today I can't to do me in And it makes me whoever is happy in this world I can't see them, are they The supermarkets are jam packed, the acceptable way I got a big frame, born with it, sure do need a of beef 42 heads of lettuce, 888 And all the apple pies my Mack can drive away with Cure all, better a bandage Better than the Better than TV Oh oh, here the pain Break out a barrel of Yep, we got Ooh, coming on since I met you the time I saw you Half the time one of your eyes looked past my What was there? Was it better than my you let me see you Nothing looked Even, or not, me Maybe that's why now, I view in the dream And finding myself, and it And the is more fun Anything beats the of being me and knowing I'm alone And off doing something, whatever it is I guess, something, Living in city doorways Heading north, to the woods, to earth (?) Back where the invite you to The seat of their car, check you out Why I shave and do my part to build man's home? Where do you live, man? Do you live here? Why my dream keep forgetting that? Power, let's build I guess it the English language Communication, no more tribes with shrunken It's inevitable, my playground But I to be serious into the car, mister. What are you? I'm a little boy, I don't be big act out my part, and lean on my half-life In times of trouble, or when it's just What can I do? be a man, and visit ice castle And live on rocks if it is cement And anything's better than all dirt and grass So far from the woods, give me cement and wall to wall Let me know I am Or show me the way to the Wearing deerskin shoes, and carrying a Or walking on top the snow, light as the air Black leather to toe some place to go. I wanna be where no is the wrong time Where everything falls in Like fiber-optics, waves, and control systems Control is the of the game God, let me get it down When I get it to a T, it's gone Let it to perfection, and stay Oh well, off Target eternal light, all go. Satisfaction Maybe then this worthless recluse can a torch Look, I'm a But I'm supernatural The dream gives Listen all you dead and Don't be If it hurts, let it die The lily blooms Its smell surrounds the An presence, an ominous sight The foil covers the vase pot Casting reflections through the diffused Such and awesome fragrance Who ever they could remove this sanctuary I don't fighting, especially when I'm fighting me I'm staying up and I don't really know why I hope I can live till and the next day without eating I'm fed up eating for a while I it, it's only weakness That binds me at the counter Trading paper for something to do Blessed are the sociable, say stupid things And get close to their It takes a worthless to shrink from groups It takes a chicken recluse To live among The best of them And what it's all about why I can't make it I'm not strong enough to It a supernatural being to disappear I'm not good This human thing in me wants me to be a I want people to think I'm I want people me so much money That I have an airplane, a boat and car and house everywhere And the to support all this So is it? Stuck in the dream, because I have the courage to disappear I know it's the way to salvation, but The old nag human me still wants to play with money, people and To make a in the world Disappearing to eye And away the eye of the world Is the big Weaklings me have to hang around, and play, and fudge, and delay For of the big step I'm lucky I even know about it The only I do know Is I god to tell me about it On my knees, screaming pain On the sixth floor, in New York So I'm you about it Everyone doesn't to live in northern doorways To take the big Or go to the woods, or ice We all have our way to go, but everyone Now that I'm you there is something to do A big step to the eye of God Play human if you to But at know And kid yourself Behind big piece of delicious poison All you dead and Disappear to own eye So that you see yourself the half-life Step inside the