Worthless Bang, pow, steel, muscle, k What worse, I'm Grown the of not being interested in the plate they passed to you All the spots in the city And if I in, my person screams I'm obviously out of My don't kick one over the other So as they used to I'm here, God it But are you The object of my But this solitude doesn't agree with What's my Go, and be alone, and stop Well not any fun And I at myself being busy And I know I'm something off is it? I being alive In the cold cities I didn't to think if I were interested wasn't too late And I look at my bed once in my life I shared it regular Oooooh, the years, and the These that keep me going From one activity to Well I don't which is the real life What I do Or when my are lost in time My new house, in elegant comfort, is one But being huddled in red, blue, and in the walls, wind whistling I'll not forget And your behind the flowers branded to my half-life Which may over yet Consciously I play the game of money Back in my brain, is the northern cities And the cold that makes me up and down I just can't to kill this pain today I afford to do me in And it makes me wonder whoever is happy in this I can't see them, are there? The supermarkets are always jam packed, the way I got a big frame, born with it, sure do need a of beef 42 heads of lettuce, 888 And all the apple my Mack truck can drive away with Cure all, better than a Better the blue Better than TV Oh oh, comes the pain Break out a barrel of Yep, we got Ooh, coming on since I met you the time I saw you Half the time one of your looked past my shoulder What was there? Was it better than my you let me see you Nothing looked Even, or not, me Maybe that's why now, I view in the dream And finding myself, and it And the dream is fun Anything the pain of being me and knowing I'm alone And putting off something, whatever it is I guess, something, Living in northern doorways Heading north, to the woods, to clean (?) Back where the invite you to The back seat of car, check you out Why can't I shave and do my to build man's home? do you live, man? Do you really live here? Why my dream keep forgetting that? Power, let's power I guess it spreads the language Communication, no more tribes with shrunken It's inevitable, my playground But I to be serious Step the car, mister. What are you? I'm a boy, I don't wanna be big I'll act out my part, and on my half-life In times of trouble, or it's just there What can I do? Except be a man, and visit ice And live on rocks if it is cement And anything's than all this dirt and grass So far from the woods, me cement and wall to wall people Let me know I am Or me the way to the woods Wearing deerskin shoes, and a club Or walking naked on top the snow, as the air Black leather to toe With some to go. I wanna be no time is the wrong time Where falls in place Like fiber-optics, ultrasonic waves, and control is the name of the game Lord God, let me get it When I get it to a fine T, gone Let it build to perfection, and Oh well, off eternal light, all systems go. Satisfaction Maybe then worthless recluse can carry a torch Look, I'm a But I'm something The dream light Listen all you dead and Don't be If it hurts, let it die The Easter blooms Its smell the table An presence, an ominous sight The purple foil covers the pot Casting reflections through the light Such beauty and fragrance Who ever thought they remove this sanctuary I like fighting, especially when I'm fighting me I'm up late and I don't really know why I hope I can till tomorrow and the next day without eating I'm fed up with eating for a I know it, it's weakness That binds me at the counter Trading green for something to do are the sociable, that say stupid things And get to their neighbors It takes a worthless to shrink from groups It takes a half-hearted recluse To live among The of them disappear And what it's all about That's why I make it I'm not strong to disappear It takes a being to disappear I'm not good This human thing in me wants me to be a I want to think I'm great I people giving me so much money That I have an airplane, a boat and car and that's everywhere And the network to all this So is it? Stuck in the dream, because I have the courage to disappear I know it's the way to salvation, but The old nag human me still wants to with money, people and things To a name in the world Disappearing to eye And away from the eye of the Is the big Weaklings me have to hang around, and play, and fudge, and delay For fear of the big I'm just lucky I even about it The only reason I do Is I begged god to tell me it On my knees, screaming with On the sixth floor, in New City So I'm you about it Everyone doesn't have to live in doorways To take the big Or go to the woods, or ice We all have our way to go, but knows Now that I'm you That is something to do A big to take the eye of God Play human if you to But at least And don't kid Behind big piece of delicious poison All you dead and to your own eye So that you see yourself the half-life Step the dream