Worthless Bang, pow, steel, muscle, k What worse, I'm Grown the of not being interested in the plate they passed to you All the pleasure in the city And if I walk in, my screams I'm out of place My shoes don't kick one over the So much as they to I'm here, God it But are you The object of my But solitude doesn't agree with anyone What's my Go, and be alone, and stop Well not any fun And I at myself being busy And I I'm putting something off is it? I remember alive In the northern cities I didn't to think if I were interested Eight-thirty wasn't too And I look at my bed Where in my life I shared it regular Oooooh, the years, and the These memories keep me going From one activity to Well I don't know which is the real I do actively Or when my thoughts are lost in My new house, in elegant comfort, is one But huddled in red, blue, and orange in the walls, wind whistling I'll not ever And your behind the flowers branded to my half-life Which may over yet Consciously I play the game of money Back in my brain, is the northern cities And the that makes me jump up and down I just seem to kill this pain today I can't to do me in And it me wonder whoever is happy in this world I see them, are they there? The are always jam packed, the acceptable way I got a big frame, with it, sure do need a side of beef 42 heads of lettuce, 888 And all the apple pies my Mack truck can away with Cure all, than a bandage Better the blue Better than TV Oh oh, comes the pain Break out a of cheese Yep, we got Ooh, coming on since I met you the time I saw you Half the time one of your eyes past my shoulder What was there? Was it than my eyes? you let me see you Nothing looked Even, or not, me Maybe that's why now, I myself in the dream And finding myself, and it And the dream is fun Anything beats the pain of being me and knowing I'm And off doing something, whatever it is I guess, something, in northern city doorways Heading north, to the woods, to earth (?) where the police invite you to The seat of their car, check you out Why can't I shave and do my part to build man's Where do you live, man? Do you live here? Why does my keep forgetting that? Power, let's power I guess it the English language Communication, no more tribes with heads inevitable, it's my playground But I have to be Step into the car, mister. What are I'm a little boy, I don't be big I'll act out my part, and lean on my In of trouble, or when it's just there else can I do? Except be a man, and visit ice And live on rocks if it is cement And anything's than all this dirt and grass So far from the woods, give me cement and to wall people Let me know I am Or show me the way to the Wearing shoes, and carrying a club Or walking on top the snow, light as the air leather head to toe With some to go. I be where no time is the wrong time Where everything falls in Like fiber-optics, ultrasonic waves, and systems is the name of the game Lord God, let me get it When I get it to a fine T, it's Let it build to perfection, and Oh well, off eternal light, all systems go. Satisfaction Maybe then this recluse can carry a torch Look, I'm a But I'm something The gives light Listen all you and dying Don't be If it hurts, let it die The Easter blooms Its surrounds the table An unforgettable presence, an ominous The purple foil the vase pot Casting reflections through the light beauty and awesome fragrance Who ever they could remove this sanctuary I don't like fighting, especially when I'm me I'm up late and I don't really know why I hope I can live tomorrow and the next day without eating I'm fed up eating for a while I know it, it's only That me at the supermarket counter Trading paper for something to do Blessed are the sociable, that say stupid And get close to neighbors It takes a worthless recluse to shrink from It takes a half-hearted recluse To among people The best of disappear And that's what it's all That's why I make it I'm not strong to disappear It takes a supernatural to disappear I'm not that This human thing in me wants me to be a I want to think I'm great I want people giving me so much That I have an airplane, a boat and car and house that's And the to support all this So is it? Stuck in the dream, because I have the courage to disappear I it's the only way to salvation, but The old nag me still wants to play with money, people and things To a name in the world Disappearing to eye And away the eye of the world Is the big Weaklings like me have to around, and play, and fudge, and delay For fear of the big I'm just lucky I even about it The only I do know Is I begged god to me about it On my knees, screaming pain On the sixth floor, in New York So I'm you about it Everyone doesn't have to live in doorways To take the big Or go to the woods, or ice We all our way to go, but everyone knows Now that I'm you That is something to do A big to take the eye of God Play if you have to But at least And kid yourself that big piece of delicious poison All you dead and to your own eye So you don't see yourself Live the Step inside the