Worthless Bang, pow, steel, muscle, k worse, I'm alone Grown the bane of not being in the plate they passed to you All the spots in the city And if I walk in, my screams I'm obviously out of My don't kick one over the other So much as they to I'm here, God it But are you The of my satisfaction? But this solitude agree with anyone What's my Go, and be alone, and stop it's not any fun And I look at myself busy And I know I'm something off is it? I remember alive In the cold cities I need to think if I were interested Eight-thirty too late And I at my lonely bed Where in my life I shared it regular Oooooh, the years, and the memories that keep me going From one activity to Well I know which is the real life I do actively Or when my thoughts are lost in My new house, in comfort, is one thing But being in red, blue, and orange Cracks in the walls, wind I'll not forget And your face the flowers Somehow to my half-life Which may take yet Consciously I play the game of money Back in my brain, is the cold northern And the cold makes me jump up and down I just can't to kill this pain today I afford to do me in And it makes me wonder whoever is in this world I see them, are they there? The are always jam packed, the acceptable way I got a big frame, born with it, do need a side of beef 42 of lettuce, 888 potatoes And all the apple pies my Mack can drive away with Cure all, better than a than the blue Better than TV Oh oh, here the pain Break out a of cheese Yep, we got Ooh, coming on since I met you Half the I saw you Half the time one of your eyes past my shoulder was there? Was it better than my eyes? you let me see you Nothing looked Even, or not, me Maybe that's why now, I myself in the dream And myself, and it hurts And the is more fun Anything the pain of being me and knowing I'm alone And putting off something, whatever it is I guess, something, Living in city doorways Heading north, to the woods, to clean (?) Back where the invite you to The back of their car, check you out Why I shave and do my part to build man's home? Where do you live, Do you really live here? Why does my dream forgetting that? Power, let's build I it spreads the English language Communication, no more with shrunken heads It's inevitable, it's my But I to be serious Step into the car, mister. are you? I'm a little boy, I don't be big I'll act out my part, and on my half-life In times of trouble, or when it's just else can I do? Except be a man, and visit ice And live on rocks if it is cement And anything's better all this dirt and grass So far from the woods, give me and wall to wall people Let me where I am Or me the way to the woods Wearing deerskin shoes, and carrying a Or walking naked on top the snow, as the air Black head to toe some place to go. I wanna be where no time is the wrong Where everything in place Like fiber-optics, ultrasonic waves, and systems is the name of the game Lord God, let me get it When I get it to a fine T, it's Let it build to perfection, and Oh well, off Target eternal light, all go. Satisfaction Maybe then this worthless recluse can carry a Look, I'm a But I'm something The gives light Listen all you and dying be afraid If it hurts, let it die The Easter lily Its smell surrounds the An unforgettable presence, an ominous The purple foil covers the pot Casting reflections the diffused light Such and awesome fragrance Who thought they could remove this sanctuary I like fighting, especially when I'm fighting me I'm staying up late and I really know why I hope I can live tomorrow and the next day without eating I'm fed up with for a while I know it, only weakness That binds me at the supermarket Trading green paper for to do Blessed are the sociable, say stupid things And get to their neighbors It a worthless recluse to shrink from groups It a half-hearted chicken recluse To live among The best of them And that's what all about That's why I make it I'm not enough to disappear It a supernatural being to disappear I'm not that This thing in me wants me to be a hero I want people to I'm great I people giving me so much money That I have an airplane, a boat and car and house everywhere And the network to all this So is it? Stuck in the dream, because I don't the courage to disappear I know the only way to salvation, but The old nag me still wants to play with money, people and things To make a in the world Disappearing to eye And from the eye of the world Is the big Weaklings like me have to around, and play, and fudge, and delay For fear of the big I'm lucky I even know about it The reason I do know Is I begged god to me about it On my knees, screaming pain On the sixth floor, in New City So I'm telling you it Everyone doesn't to live in northern doorways To the big step Or go to the woods, or ice We all have our way to go, but everyone Now I'm telling you That there is to do A big to take the eye of God Play if you have to But at know And kid yourself Behind that big of delicious poison All you dead and to your own eye So you don't see yourself the half-life Step inside the