With Every Intention

Not in the running
But this rain is nothing new to me anyway
I see my reflection
No where near who I should be

The spirit is willing
But the anchors of my flesh
Still hold me down
With every distraction
I lose more of who I should

Had many time to try
Before I realized
The flaws in my design
May have led me to ask why

Why'd you make it so easy?
I tried but I'm incomplete
Is this all there is?
All there is to me?

How many chances
At redemption do I think I'll ever get
Keep changing my rhythms
For a shot at something more

Miracles happen
So why do I feel like I'm being left behind
It's still in my nature
To look for what I can't find

How many chances
At redemption do I think I'll ever get
Keep changing my rhythms
For a shot at something more

Miracles happen
So why do I feel like I'm being left behind
It's still in my nature
To look for what I can't find

Is this all there is?
Is this all there is to me?
I should be all better now
This is all there is to me

I can pick myself up again
Is this all there is?
I hope that one day I will make a stand
But right now this is all there is to me

No matter how I dream
I will never be good and pray
'Cuz right now this is all there is to me
Yea, right now this is all there is to me