What If I never See You Again

Verse 1

You passed away almost 2 years ago now
Every night I go searching
Looking for a sign of your immortal shadow
I wish I'd see a sign, any sign would do

I just wanna know you're in a safer place now
Back to your old healthy happy self
And that you feel better somehow
I wish I could hear your voice again

Chorus 1

My thoughts run wild
As I lie awake I just can't sleep
What if I never see you again?
My mind thinks as my heart starts to weep

What if there is no heaven?
What if my heart, does never mend?
I feel so sad without you as my friend
And I wonder if I'll ever, ever see you again

Verse 2

I wish I was more secure
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could find the cure
And believe in my humanity & in you

I'm half the man I used to be
I never used to not believe
Especially when I try to fall asleep
Cuz' now I feel so abandoned

Chorus 2

My thoughts run wild
As I lie awake I just can't sleep
What if I never see you again?
My mind thinks as my heart starts to weep

What if there is no heaven?
What if my heart, does never mend?
I feel so sad without you as my friend
And I wonder if I'll ever see you again

If I'll ever see you again...

Instrumental

I'm so scared
That I may not
Ever see you again

Verse 3

The days go by so fast
I'm begging you for a sign
Cuz' I'm not sure that I can last
Please do that thing you like to do

Any old sign will do
A voice, an image, a vivid memory
Are you up there enjoying the view
Are your arms wide open waiting for me

Chorus 3

My thoughts run wild
As I lie awake I just can't sleep
What if I never see you again?
My mind thinks as my heart starts to weep

What if there is no heaven?
What if my heart, does never mend?
I feel so sad without you as my friend
And I wonder if I'll ever, ever see you again

Chorus 4 (Fade out)

My thoughts run wild
As I lie awake, (I just) I just can't sleep
What if I never see you again?
(My mind thinks) My mind thinks as my heart starts to weep

(What if there) What if there is no heaven?
What if my heart (my heart does never mend) never mends?
I feel so sad without you as my friend
(And I wonder) And I wonder if I'll, ever, ever, ever (see you again)

Again, again, again, again, again...