What If I

What if I
Don't have time to cry
Cry about you baby
What if I
Don't have apart of the mind
To let go of you & save me
Ooo baby

Well baby I'll be the crazy
Crazy lady
(Maybe i'm crazy)
And I'm in love with someone that don't exist
But maybe God will come down
And take me
(Just take me)
To a higher place
To a happiness
My bliss

Why can't you just look me in the eye
And say you'll never want me
Tell me i'm just a waste of time
I'm ugly & i'm, i'm useless
How can you expect me not to cry
Let me out of love with you
Tell me I never touched your heart
Never made you laugh
Please just tell me something baby
Tell me something

Tell me why
Why you loved to make me smile
When you're just gunna leave me craving
Tell me baby
Tell me why
Are you proud to me my man
You only lie when you're ashamed baby
Are you ashamed

Maybe I'll be the crazy lady
(Baby i'm crazy)
And i'm in love with someone that don't exist
But maybe God will come down and take me
(Just take me)
To a higher place
To a happiness
My bliss

Why can't you just look me in the eye
And say you'll never want me
Tell me i'm just a waste of time
I'm ugly & i'm, i'm useless
How can you expect me not to cry
Let me out of love with you
Tell me I never touched your heart
Never made you laugh
Please just tell me something baby
Make something up
Why can't you look me in the eye