Yo I don't even know what the is kid All different things seperatin us It got me this fence man and I don't know what side I'ma fall on B see it
Well I'm a y'all ("Half Puerto Rican, half black, but you don't Spanish") call me zebra y'all ("Half Rican, half black...")
Now how old are
six, on my BMX, doin tricks Back to with a couple of poor white trashy brats Everything was crunch till it was time for lunch They said to wait in the back, they said Pops ain't like black See I was the population's mostly white it? They wanna see you jiggaboo your face Be brought home by one of their daughters and their They to see you a failure so I never it Light-skinned, showed them lead, me names, I was different, I was gifted, they made me ashamed Found out I'm a different shade when I'm in the second grade Abe Lincoln's play, they want me to portray a My face went pale she looked like she wanted to puke Now that I the truth I'd rather play John Wilkes Booth Although my family came and bitched and in the play my was switched My grandma told me I was fixed my problems wasn't My family my views of the world distort Moms last resort, she decided we would to Newark I took a deep breath leaving I knew behind The air the green grass and my piece of mind by white cops on our way we're pulled out our car Mistook my mom for Chesimard now I'm really scarred
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What am I, I'm confused, decide am I who am I what am I Black or white, I identify What am I who am I am I I'm confused, can't am I who am I what am I Black or white, I identify am I who am I what am I
Culture shock, Newark's a far cry from Broadly projects, black eyes, regrets Torn lives, never seen so many people depressed My mental gets molested, takes violent threats Stress, walkin from school's like a terrorist test I learned blacks be racist too, somehow still I felt I was blessed Even my teachers called me half-breeds and all of I was of livin here but also scared of movin back See where I was before I was the darkest thing ever saw figured that I'm black, white around They kick me like a soccer White didn't accept me you Black people didn't me you Puerto Ricans didn't me you Diggin researchin my identity it gots me cuckoo
"I'm the yellow nigga I'm of that. I am not passing, I am black! I was black, I live black, and I die, proud to be called black!"
So now I'm goin "Hey niggaz" at niggaz that say not black come to my house and tell my African mother that In fact causin they said no sister would attract to me These same brothers got perms to get their hair like was naturally Descrimination, a brother's education Hands up in history class, they never called on my ass But wait, at a rapid rate I digest hate, it's family Found out my father me when I'm three Dealt with felt if I knew my Spanish family they'd Every mixed person I met they mostly just kept to We moved to East Orange I set it off talent shows A high yellow nigga's progression, my flavor's
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Now how old are
nineteen lettin off my steam Used to be a punchin bag, but now I stomps, in hip-hop Now I get the goya jokes, jokes, Rico Suave jokes But females rush me and the steal up all my quotes See what I lacks in melanin I up wit adrenalin Your weak attempts at my mixed heritage I'm treasurin Don't need caucausian acceptance just that of a being Laughed and spit at I don't represent cause I am not Spanish Now how many dues I pay to win You're and you're stressin that opression but you judge me by the I'm in when Adam Powell's, light-skinned and Farrakhan the brother's, and Muhammad's also, light-skinned Discrimination from my own peoples is making my temper go so So playing me slight saying my song's aight instead of hype Don't called me red-boned, or light and bright and they're white I ain't no zebra, ain't no half of original Don't call me mulatto I stab you with a bottle Callin brother oreo get off it yo, now Tom consider He could be like Chino XL, a yellow ass
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