Yo I don't even know what the is kid All these different seperatin us It got me walkin fence man and I don't even know what I'ma fall on B see it
Well I'm a y'all ("Half Puerto Rican, black, but you don't speak Spanish") Don't me zebra y'all ("Half Puerto Rican, black...")
Now how old are
About six, on my BMX, doin Back to Middlesex with a of poor white trashy brats Everything was coochie crunch till it was for lunch They said to wait in the back, they said Pops ain't like black See where I was the mostly white it? They see you jiggaboo with your painted Be brought by one of their daughters and their fathers They want to see you a so I never it Light-skinned, them lead, curly-headed Called me names, I was different, I was gifted, they made me Found out that I'm a different shade when I'm in the second Abe Lincoln's play, want me to portray a slave My momma's face pale she looked like she wanted to puke Now that I the truth I'd rather play John Wilkes Booth Although my family came and bitched and in the play my was switched My grandma told me I was fixed my wasn't fixed My seen my views of the world distort Moms last resort, she decided we would to Newark I took a deep breath leaving everything I behind The country air the green grass and my piece of Harassed by white cops on our way pulled out our car Mistook my mom for Chesimard now I'm really scarred
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What am I, I'm confused, decide am I who am I what am I Black or white, I identify am I who am I what am I I'm confused, can't am I who am I what am I Black or white, I can't am I who am I what am I
Culture shock, Newark's a far cry from called projects, black eyes, regrets Torn lives, I've never seen so many people My mental gets molested, physical violent threats Stress, walkin home from school's a terrorist test I learned blacks could be racist too, somehow still I felt I was Even my teachers me half-breeds and all of that I was scared of livin here but also scared of back See I was before I was the darkest thing they ever saw They that I'm black, white around kick me like a soccer ball White didn't accept me you Black people accept me you Puerto Ricans accept me you Diggin researchin my identity it me goin cuckoo
"I'm the nigga right? I'm of that. I am not passing, I am black! I was born black, I black, and I will die, to be called black!"
So now I'm "Hey niggaz" at niggaz that say Chino's not black They come to my and tell my African mother that In fact causin crackup they no sister would attract to me These same brothers got perms to get their hair like was naturally Descrimination, affects a brother's Hands up in black history class, never called on my ass But wait, at a rapid rate I their hate, it's family Found out my father me when I'm three Dealt with felt if I my Spanish family they'd help mixed person I met they mostly just kept to themself We moved to East Orange I set it off talent shows A yellow nigga's progression, my flavor's pouring
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Now how old are
About nineteen off my steam to be a punchin bag, but now I stomps, in hip-hop fiend Now I get the goya jokes, Menudo jokes, Suave jokes But rush me and the MC's steal up all my quotes See what I lacks in I makes up wit adrenalin Your attempts at blemishin my mixed heritage I'm treasurin Don't need caucausian acceptance just that of a being Laughed and spit at I don't cause I am not Spanish speaking Now how many dues I pay to win angry and you're stressin that opression but you judge me by the I'm in when Adam Powell's, light-skinned and the brother's, light-skinned and Elijah also, light-skinned Discrimination from my own is making my temper go thin so So stop playing me slight saying my song's aight instead of Don't me red-boned, or light and bright and damn they're white I ain't no zebra, ain't no half of either Don't call me mulatto I stab you with a bottle Callin your brother get off it yo, now Tom consider He could be Chino XL, a yellow ass nigga
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