Yo I don't even know what the is kid All different things seperatin us It got me walkin this man and I don't know what side I'ma fall on B see it
Well I'm a y'all ("Half Puerto Rican, black, but you don't speak Spanish") Don't call me zebra ("Half Rican, half black...")
Now how old are
six, on my BMX, doin tricks Back to Middlesex with a couple of poor white brats Everything was coochie till it was time for lunch They said to wait in the back, they that Pops ain't like black See I was the population's mostly white it? They wanna see you jiggaboo with face Be brought home by one of their daughters and their They want to see you a failure so I it Light-skinned, them lead, curly-headed Called me names, I was different, I was gifted, they me ashamed Found out that I'm a different shade when I'm in the grade Abe Lincoln's play, they me to portray a slave My momma's face pale she looked like she wanted to puke Now that I know the truth I'd play John Wilkes Booth my family came and bitched and in the play my role was switched My grandma told me I was fixed my wasn't fixed My family seen my of the world distort Moms last resort, she we would move to Newark I took a deep breath leaving everything I knew The country air the green grass and my piece of Harassed by cops on our way we're pulled out our car Mistook my mom for Joanne Chesimard now I'm really
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What am I, I'm confused, decide What am I who am I am I or white, I can't identify What am I who am I am I I'm confused, decide What am I who am I am I or white, I can't identify What am I who am I am I
Culture shock, Newark's a far cry Middlesex Broadly called projects, eyes, regrets Torn lives, never seen so many people depressed My mental molested, physical takes violent threats Stress, walkin home from like a terrorist test I learned blacks could be too, somehow still I felt I was blessed Even my teachers called me and all of that I was scared of livin here but also scared of movin See where I was I was the darkest thing they ever saw figured that I'm black, white around They kick me like a soccer White didn't accept me you Black didn't accept me you Puerto Ricans accept me you Diggin researchin my identity it me goin cuckoo
"I'm the yellow right? I'm of that. I am not passing, I am black! I was born black, I black, and I die, proud to be called black!"
So now I'm goin "Hey niggaz" at niggaz that say not black They come to my and tell my African mother that In fact causin crackup they no sister would attract to me These same brothers got perms to get their hair like mine was Descrimination, a brother's education Hands up in black class, they never called on my ass But wait, at a rapid rate I digest their hate, family Found out my father left me when I'm Dealt with if I knew my Spanish family they'd help Every person I met they mostly just kept to themself We moved to East Orange I set it off talent staring A high yellow progression, my flavor's pouring
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Now how old are
About nineteen lettin off my Used to be a bag, but now I stomps, in hip-hop fiend Now I get the jokes, Menudo jokes, Rico Suave jokes But females me and the MC's steal up all my quotes See I lacks in melanin I makes up wit adrenalin Your weak at blemishin my mixed heritage I'm treasurin Don't need caucausian acceptance just that of a being Laughed and spit at I represent cause I am not Spanish speaking Now how many must I pay to win You're and you're stressin that opression but you me by the skin I'm in when Clayton Powell's, light-skinned and Farrakhan the brother's, and Elijah also, light-skinned Discrimination from my own peoples is making my temper go so So playing me slight saying my song's aight instead of hype Don't called me red-boned, or light and bright and they're white I ain't no zebra, ain't no of original either Don't call me mulatto I stab you with a bottle Callin brother oreo get off it yo, now Tom consider He could be Chino XL, a yellow ass nigga
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