Yo I don't even know the vibe is kid All these different things us It got me walkin this man and I even know what side I'ma fall on B see it
Well I'm a zebra ("Half Puerto Rican, black, but you don't speak Spanish") call me zebra y'all ("Half Rican, half black...")
Now how old are
About six, on my BMX, doin Back to Middlesex with a of poor white trashy brats Everything was coochie till it was time for lunch They said to wait in the back, said that Pops ain't like black See where I was the population's mostly it? They wanna see you jiggaboo your painted Be brought home by one of their daughters and their They want to see you a so I never it Light-skinned, showed them lead, Called me names, I was different, I was gifted, they me ashamed Found out that I'm a different shade when I'm in the grade Abe play, they want me to portray a slave My momma's went pale she looked like she wanted to puke Now that I the truth I'd rather play John Wilkes Booth Although my family and bitched and in the play my role was switched My grandma told me I was my problems wasn't fixed My family seen my of the world distort Moms last resort, she decided we move to Newark I took a deep breath leaving I knew behind The country air the green grass and my piece of by white cops on our way we're pulled out our car Mistook my mom for Joanne Chesimard now I'm scarred
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What am I, I'm confused, decide am I who am I what am I Black or white, I can't am I who am I what am I I'm confused, decide What am I who am I am I Black or white, I can't am I who am I what am I
Culture shock, Newark's a far cry from called projects, black eyes, regrets Torn lives, I've never seen so many people My gets molested, physical takes violent threats Stress, walkin home from school's a terrorist test I learned blacks could be racist too, somehow I felt I was blessed my teachers called me half-breeds and all of that I was scared of livin but also scared of movin back See where I was before I was the darkest thing ever saw They figured I'm black, white around They me like a soccer ball White people didn't me you Black didn't accept me you Puerto didn't accept me you Diggin my identity it gots me goin cuckoo
"I'm the yellow nigga I'm of that. I am not passing, I am black! I was black, I live black, and I will die, to be called black!"
So now I'm goin "Hey niggaz" at niggaz that say Chino's not They come to my house and tell my African that In fact causin crackup they said no sister attract to me These same brothers got to get their hair like mine was naturally Descrimination, affects a education Hands up in black history class, they never on my ass But wait, growin at a rate I their hate, it's family Found out my father left me when I'm Dealt felt if I knew my Spanish family they'd help Every mixed person I met mostly just kept to themself We moved to East I set it off talent shows staring A yellow nigga's progression, my flavor's pouring
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Now how old are
nineteen lettin off my steam Used to be a bag, but now I stomps, in hip-hop fiend Now I get the goya jokes, Menudo jokes, Rico jokes But females rush me and the steal up all my quotes See what I lacks in melanin I up wit adrenalin Your weak attempts at my mixed heritage I'm treasurin need caucausian acceptance just that of a human being Laughed and spit at I don't represent I am not Spanish speaking Now how dues must I pay to win You're angry and you're stressin that but you judge me by the I'm in when Adam Powell's, light-skinned and Farrakhan the brother's, and Muhammad's also, light-skinned Discrimination my own peoples is making my temper go thin so So stop playing me slight my song's aight instead of hype Don't called me red-boned, or light and bright and they're white I ain't no zebra, ain't no half of original Don't call me mulatto I stab you with a broken Callin brother oreo get off it yo, now Tom consider He be like Chino XL, a yellow ass nigga
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