Yo I don't even know the vibe is kid All different things seperatin us It got me walkin this man and I don't know what side I'ma fall on B see it
Well I'm a y'all ("Half Puerto Rican, half black, but you don't Spanish") Don't call me zebra ("Half Puerto Rican, black...")
Now how old are
About six, on my BMX, tricks Back to Middlesex with a of poor white trashy brats Everything was coochie crunch till it was time for said to wait in the back, they said that Pops ain't like black See where I was the mostly white it? They wanna see you jiggaboo with face Be home by one of their daughters and their fathers They to see you a failure so I never it Light-skinned, them lead, curly-headed Called me names, I was different, I was gifted, they made me out that I'm a different shade when I'm in the second grade Abe Lincoln's play, want me to portray a slave My momma's face went pale she like she wanted to puke Now that I know the truth I'd rather John Wilkes Booth Although my family came and and in the play my role was switched My told me I was fixed my problems wasn't fixed My family my views of the world distort last resort, she decided we would move to Newark I took a deep breath leaving everything I knew The country air the green grass and my of mind Harassed by white cops on our way we're out our car my mom for Joanne Chesimard now I'm really scarred
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What am I, I'm confused, decide What am I who am I am I Black or white, I identify What am I who am I am I I'm confused, can't am I who am I what am I Black or white, I identify What am I who am I am I
Culture shock, Newark's a far cry Middlesex Broadly projects, black eyes, regrets Torn lives, I've never seen so many depressed My mental gets molested, physical takes violent Stress, walkin home school's like a terrorist test I learned blacks could be too, somehow still I felt I was blessed Even my teachers called me half-breeds and all of I was scared of livin here but also of movin back See where I was before I was the thing they ever saw They figured that I'm black, white They kick me like a ball White people didn't me you Black didn't accept me you Puerto Ricans didn't me you Diggin researchin my identity it gots me goin
"I'm the nigga right? I'm of that. I am not passing, I am black! I was born black, I black, and I will die, proud to be black!"
So now I'm goin "Hey niggaz" at that say Chino's not black They come to my house and tell my African mother In fact causin crackup they said no would attract to me These same got perms to get their hair like mine was naturally Descrimination, affects a brother's up in black history class, they never called on my ass But wait, at a rapid rate I digest hate, it's family Found out my left me when I'm three Dealt with felt if I knew my family they'd help Every mixed person I met they mostly just to themself We moved to Orange I set it off talent shows staring A high yellow nigga's progression, my flavor's
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Now how old are
About nineteen lettin off my Used to be a bag, but now I stomps, in hip-hop fiend Now I get the goya jokes, jokes, Rico Suave jokes But females rush me and the MC's steal up all my See I lacks in melanin I makes up wit adrenalin Your weak attempts at blemishin my mixed heritage I'm Don't need caucausian acceptance just that of a being Laughed and spit at I don't represent cause I am not speaking Now how dues must I pay to win You're angry and stressin that opression but you judge me by the I'm in when Clayton Powell's, light-skinned and Farrakhan the brother's, and Elijah Muhammad's also, Discrimination from my own peoples is making my temper go so So stop playing me slight my song's aight instead of hype Don't called me red-boned, or light and and damn they're white I ain't no zebra, ain't no half of either Don't call me mulatto I stab you with a bottle Callin your oreo get off it yo, now Tom consider He could be like Chino XL, a ass nigga
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