Yo I don't even know the vibe is kid All these different things us It got me this fence man and I don't even know what side fall on B see it
Well I'm a zebra ("Half Puerto Rican, black, but you don't speak Spanish") Don't call me y'all ("Half Rican, half black...")
Now how old are
six, on my BMX, doin tricks Back to Middlesex with a couple of poor white trashy Everything was coochie till it was time for lunch They said to wait in the back, they said that Pops like black See where I was the mostly white it? They wanna see you with your painted Be brought home by one of daughters and their fathers They want to see you a so I never it Light-skinned, showed them lead, Called me names, I was different, I was gifted, they made me Found out I'm a different shade when I'm in the second grade Abe Lincoln's play, want me to portray a slave My momma's face pale she looked like she wanted to puke Now that I know the truth I'd rather play Wilkes Booth Although my family came and bitched and in the my role was switched My grandma told me I was fixed my problems wasn't My family seen my views of the world Moms last resort, she we would move to Newark I took a deep breath leaving everything I knew The country air the green and my piece of mind Harassed by white cops on our way pulled out our car Mistook my mom for Joanne Chesimard now I'm really
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What am I, I'm confused, decide am I who am I what am I Black or white, I can't What am I who am I am I I'm confused, can't What am I who am I am I Black or white, I can't What am I who am I am I
Culture shock, Newark's a far cry from Broadly called projects, eyes, regrets Torn lives, never seen so many people depressed My gets molested, physical takes violent threats Stress, walkin home from school's like a test I blacks could be racist too, somehow still I felt I was blessed Even my teachers called me and all of that I was scared of livin but also scared of movin back See I was before I was the darkest thing they ever saw They figured that I'm black, around They kick me like a soccer people didn't accept me you Black people accept me you Puerto Ricans accept me you Diggin researchin my identity it me goin cuckoo
"I'm the yellow right? I'm of that. I am not passing, I am black! I was born black, I black, and I die, proud to be called black!"
So now I'm goin "Hey niggaz" at niggaz that say Chino's not They come to my house and tell my African that In fact causin crackup they said no sister attract to me same brothers got perms to get their hair like mine was naturally Descrimination, affects a education Hands up in black history class, never called on my ass But wait, at a rapid rate I digest their hate, family Found out my father me when I'm three with felt if I knew my Spanish family they'd help Every mixed person I met they mostly kept to themself We moved to East I set it off talent shows staring A yellow nigga's progression, my flavor's pouring
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Now how old are
About nineteen off my steam Used to be a punchin bag, but now I stomps, in fiend Now I get the goya jokes, Menudo jokes, Suave jokes But females rush me and the MC's steal up all my See I lacks in melanin I makes up wit adrenalin Your attempts at blemishin my mixed heritage I'm treasurin Don't need caucausian just that of a human being Laughed and spit at I don't cause I am not Spanish speaking Now how dues must I pay to win You're angry and you're that opression but you judge me by the skin I'm in Adam Clayton Powell's, and the brother's, light-skinned and Elijah Muhammad's also, Discrimination from my own peoples is making my temper go so So stop playing me slight saying my song's instead of hype Don't called me red-boned, or light and and damn they're white I ain't no zebra, ain't no of original either Don't call me mulatto I stab you with a bottle your brother oreo get off it yo, now Tom consider He could be like Chino XL, a yellow ass
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