Yo I don't even know what the is kid All these different things us It got me walkin this man and I don't even know what side I'ma on B see it
Well I'm a y'all ("Half Puerto Rican, half black, but you speak Spanish") Don't call me zebra ("Half Rican, half black...")
Now how old are
six, on my BMX, doin tricks Back to Middlesex a couple of poor white trashy brats Everything was crunch till it was time for lunch They said to wait in the back, they said that Pops ain't black See I was the population's mostly white it? They wanna see you jiggaboo with face Be brought home by one of daughters and their fathers They to see you a failure so I never it Light-skinned, them lead, curly-headed Called me names, I was different, I was gifted, they me ashamed Found out I'm a different shade when I'm in the second grade Abe Lincoln's play, they want me to portray a My momma's face went she looked like she wanted to puke Now that I know the I'd rather play John Wilkes Booth Although my family and bitched and in the play my role was switched My grandma told me I was fixed my problems wasn't My family seen my of the world distort Moms resort, she decided we would move to Newark I took a deep breath leaving everything I behind The air the green grass and my piece of mind Harassed by white on our way we're pulled out our car Mistook my mom for Chesimard now I'm really scarred
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am I, I'm confused, can't decide What am I who am I am I Black or white, I can't What am I who am I am I I'm confused, decide What am I who am I am I Black or white, I can't What am I who am I am I
Culture shock, Newark's a far cry Middlesex Broadly projects, black eyes, regrets Torn lives, I've seen so many people depressed My gets molested, physical takes violent threats Stress, walkin home from like a terrorist test I learned blacks be racist too, somehow still I felt I was blessed my teachers called me half-breeds and all of that I was scared of livin here but also of movin back See where I was before I was the darkest thing they saw They figured I'm black, white around kick me like a soccer ball White people accept me you Black people accept me you Puerto Ricans didn't me you Diggin researchin my identity it gots me goin
"I'm the nigga right? I'm of that. I am not passing, I am black! I was black, I live black, and I will die, proud to be black!"
So now I'm goin "Hey niggaz" at that say Chino's not black They come to my house and my African mother that In fact causin crackup they no sister would attract to me These same brothers got perms to get their hair mine was naturally Descrimination, affects a brother's Hands up in black history class, they called on my ass But wait, growin at a rapid I digest their hate, family Found out my father left me when I'm Dealt with felt if I my Spanish family they'd help mixed person I met they mostly just kept to themself We to East Orange I set it off talent shows staring A high yellow nigga's progression, my pouring
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Now how old are
About nineteen off my steam Used to be a punchin bag, but now I stomps, in fiend Now I get the goya jokes, Menudo jokes, Rico Suave But females me and the MC's steal up all my quotes See what I lacks in I makes up wit adrenalin Your weak attempts at blemishin my mixed I'm treasurin Don't need caucausian acceptance just of a human being Laughed and spit at I don't represent cause I am not speaking Now how many dues I pay to win You're angry and you're stressin opression but you judge me by the skin I'm in Clayton Powell's, light-skinned and Farrakhan the brother's, and Elijah Muhammad's also, from my own peoples is making my temper go thin so So stop playing me slight my song's aight instead of hype Don't called me red-boned, or and bright and damn they're white I ain't no zebra, ain't no of original either Don't call me mulatto I stab you a broken bottle Callin your brother oreo get off it yo, now Tom He could be like XL, a yellow ass nigga
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