Wasting

I've spent oh so much time chasing after things that hurt me
Though alive, I'm dead inside - and I'm starting to define
This dual nature in me

The taste of your lips was like cinnamon - it just tasted so right
But it was like a poison kiss on the tip of my lips
Now I slowly die

I've been wasting all my time, wasting away my mind, on worries
I need to see a change

I have thought of all I've done - but it all amounts to nothing
'Cause every idol I put up takes another place in my heart
It's always the same

'Cause the taste of your lips was like cinnamon - it just tasted so right
But it was like a poison kiss on the tip of my lips
Now I slowly die

I've been wasting all my time, wasting away my mind, on worries
I need to make a change

Spending all of my time before a screen
Watching my heart bleed out before me; so empty
I've been wasting, wasting
Poison religion, relationships gone wrong, addictions
We've been wasting, wasting