Waiting For This Moment

it's no wonder i'm alone
unused ringing telephone
is all that's between my happiness
and a last chance at loneliness
much to my dismay i lie
much to my surprise i fight
attempts people make are ridiculous
try so hard to remain ambiguous
you know it's hard to be somebody
when everyone around me is laughing
all that i can do is nothing
i swear it's ok
i want you to stay
so tell me what do you say
all my life i've waited for this moment
i want you to know
i swear that i'll go
if you take one more step, don't
cause all my life i've waited for this moment
it's enough to make you cry
but still you have to wonder why
more than you know i envy you
but i'll never give up or in to you