Waiting for Heaven

The only thing I've ever wanted is to lose myself
So I take a little poison because I need a little help
I don't really care about tomorrow
I'm on a wave coming down from a beautiful phase

Heaven, where are you?
I've been waiting patiently
Will you ever show your face to me?
Or am I a fool?

Steven tells me that if we get down and talk to the ceiling
That I could change my reputation and get off on believing
He can sell me on living a lie, flying away from the truth
Driven out of the room

Heaven, where are you?
I've been waiting patiently
Will you ever show your face to me?
Or am I a fool?

So long snow falling

Heaven, where are you?
I've been waiting patiently
Will you ever show your face to me?
Or is nothing true?