Useless

Waiting in my room I'm lying on the bed
'Cause outside is just too cold
I turn the radio loud so I could fall asleep
But it's all I've come to know

Push me and you, shoved like you always do
But nothing's ever the same
But how can I explain the damage you have done
When all that's left is pain

So I tried to stay awake
And so I would try to stay awake
And so I learned

I fucking tried your way and I don't like what I see
'Cause I've been put to the test and faced all the rest
And useless is all I'll be
So I tried your way and don't like what I see
And now I'm bored

Waiting in my room I'm lying on the floor
'Cause outside I just don't know
I turn the radio loud so I can hear me think
But it's all I've come to know

So I tried to stay awake
And so I would try to stay awake
And so I learned

I fucking tried your way and I don't like what I see
I've been put to the test and faced all the rest
And useless is all I'll be
So I tried your way and don't like what I see
And now I'm bored

So I burn a part of me that slowly fades to you
But how can I plainly see what slowly fades to me?

So I tried to stay awake
And so I would try to stay awake
And so I learned

I fucking tried your way and I don't like what I see
I've been put to the test and faced all the rest
And useless is all I'll be
So I tried your way and don't like what I see
And now I'm bored
And now I'm bored