Panic

Center, that's where I see myself
In the beginning
I'm sitting in the middle of a crowded room
Nobody hears me, trying to reach out
I just try to scream out
I'm so pathetic, that's how I see myself
I'm just a joke
I'm running out this life
People tell me not to waste it
But how can I taste it
When I never lived
When I never loved
When I never lied
I'm just a stain
I'm trying to make my mark
On a spot that's been dark
For a long time
Been a long time since a panic
Broken down a systematic life
That God gave me
So try to save my faith
That's going out the window
That I'm looking down from
One more step and I'll be
On the ground from a sinner
Try to make a true believer
Well, hoe, I never was
You'll probably run and hide
Life, reality hits me in the stomach
Aches like a fist in my mouth
I should have said nothing
To make everything fall apart
In my face
Well you're the one who's crying
So try to see the world from the flipside
Running out of line with no one ever watching my back
Ah, cold mother fucker
Never seem to realize
I'm not your wannabe
You'll probably run and hide
Center, that's where I see myself
In the beginning
I'm sitting in the middle of a crowded room
Nobody hears me, trying to reach out
I just try to scream out
I'm so pathetic, that's how I see myself
I'm just a joke
I'm running out this life
People tell me not to waste it
But how can I taste it
When I never lived or fucking lied
You'll probably run and hide