I still your affection I still you like we're talkin' on the phone I feel it Like you're there holdin' on to me But cannot explain We never be us again has changed Or is that you givin' up again? More pain
I would ask how we up here, but I drove And you me Or it's only me that remembers it 'Cause you're so easily told me But not once while we on that road did you doubt me Played your position, out our books I a page missin', blame it on the age difference I see you in the club, now days you're You to get excited just to never pay admission Lookin' for the old you, wishin' shit was Tried to mold you and you ended up it on you around the corner, yeah we ain't even formal So I'm askin' God, why you alive and I mourn you Word, I see you got a little now A bunch of ugly broke bitches I know better And I ain't tryna say them usin' you actually who would I be kiddin'? Yes I am I see your life from far and something's off it It's my fault and shit, I shoulda never it I sold a dream you couldn't have known the cost of it my love came with a pain and I still offered it Seein' your weight loss, I'm the cause of it If that my signature, then shit, somebody forgin' it But you think I ain't hurt, like it no guilt in me Like it ain't me, I'm out here on a killin' spree A sickness, I found a way to nurse it yet Like I ain't a nervous wreck, it's no reverse effect Internal and the cuts run deep Every I leave one love, a loved one leaves I wish I could take the pain away, but yours I'll be if I remain this way See I whatever punishment I get You sentence me to years Of hearin' my vic's voice even when nothin' is
I still your affection I still hear you like we're on the phone feel it Like you're there holdin' on to me But cannot explain We never be us again Everything has Or is that just you givin' up More unnecessary
I done gone so not givin' a fuck That it's no longer erratic, now a normal habit Even I go my way, I gotta have it me with my sweats on and bitches in the casket All the waiters and words, I let 'em on Every verse real to write it on my tombstone And so you know how that paranoia be make me think my demise is avoidin' me The sick part is I withstand abuse as the fans are amused, am I a man or a muse? Never it when I hand it to the youth Fell from all the world, and always landed in the booth I hold music in such a regard that To this day I still feel it's destiny And to these fans that I once my life for I gotta tell you that not much left in me Yeah, and not it's growin' old But years of bearin' my soul is takin' it's a father from his son, but is it best that way? I'm so fucked up I can't regret that Trey Hold my head up high at the after my time's up They say you saved somebody's life by givin' up Wouldn't be the first time I went without my true love so much that I resent it now You can put this in the like it's sacred To live with it, but it is to giveth then to take it Goin' through the motions, strip a nigga naked I guess it's for a if all the kids are gonna play it me, I ain't been the same yet You'll stop and any time you see a trainwreck And I'll take whatever punishment they You can me to years Of hearin' that fan's voice when nothin' is there
I still your affection I still hear you like we're talkin' on the feel it Like you're right holdin' on to me But words cannot We never be us again has changed Or is just you givin' up again? More unnecessary
Still learnin' to with People in and out my life The ones who show it over time That's why they always on my mind So I live in else matters to me but you, you, you Why try to hide the
I picture your affection I still hear you like we're on the phone feel it Like you're right holdin' on to me But words cannot We never be us again has changed Or is that just you givin' up More pain
I'm of feeling this I live with this