I picture your affection I hear you like we're talkin' on the phone I still it Like you're right holdin' on to me But cannot explain We will be us again Everything has Or is that just you up again? More unnecessary
I ask how we ended up here, but I drove And you me Or maybe it's only me that it 'Cause you're so easily told me But not once we were on that road did you doubt me Played position, writin' out our books I noticed a page missin', blame it on the age I see you in the club, now you're resistant You to get excited just to never pay admission for the old you, wishin' shit was normal Tried to you and you ended up with it on you Live the corner, yeah we ain't even formal So I'm askin' God, why you and I gotta mourn you Word, I see you got a little now A bunch of ugly broke bitches I better than And I ain't tryna say them hoes you actually who would I be kiddin'? Yes I am I see your life from far and something's off it It's my fault and shit, I shoulda never it I sold a dream when you couldn't known the cost of it Knew my love came with a pain and I offered it your weight loss, knowin' I'm the cause of it If ain't my signature, then shit, somebody forgin' it But you think I ain't hurt, like it ain't no in me Like it killin' me, I'm out here on a killin' spree A sickness, I ain't found a way to it yet Like I ain't a wreck, like it's no reverse effect Internal bleedin' and the run deep Every time I leave one love, a one leaves I wish I could take the pain away, but only I'll be fine if I this way See I deserve punishment I get You sentence me to years Of hearin' my vic's voice even when nothin' is
I still your affection I still hear you like we're talkin' on the feel it Like you're right holdin' on to me But words explain We will be us again Everything has Or is that you givin' up again? More unnecessary
I done gone so long not a fuck That it's no longer erratic, now it's a habit Even when I go my way, I have it Bury me with my sweats on and in the casket All the and words, I let 'em loom on verse real enough to write it on my tombstone And so you know how real paranoia be Even make me think my is avoidin' me The sick part is I withstand abuse as the fans are amused, am I a man or a muse? Never it when I hand it to the youth Fell all over the world, and always landed in the booth I hold music in such a regard that To day I still feel like it's destiny And to these fans that I gave my life for I gotta tell you that it's not much in me Yeah, and not that it's old But years of bearin' my soul is takin' toll Took a father from his son, but is it best that I'm so fucked up I can't regret that Trey Hold my up high at the gates after my time's up They say you saved somebody's life by mine up Wouldn't be the first time I went without Chased my true love so much I resent it now You can put in the scriptures like it's sacred To live it, but hate it is to giveth then to take it through the motions, it'll strip a nigga naked I guess it's for a cause if all the kids are play it Trust me, I ain't the same yet You'll stop and stare any you see a trainwreck And I'll take whatever punishment they You can me to years Of hearin' that fan's voice when nothin' is there
I still picture your I still hear you like we're on the phone feel it Like right there holdin' on to me But words explain We never be us again Everything has Or is that you givin' up again? More pain
learnin' to live with People in and out my life The ones who show it over time That's why they always stay on my So I in reality Nobody matters to me but you, you, you Why try to hide the
I still your affection I still hear you like talkin' on the phone Still it Like you're right holdin' on to me But cannot explain We will never be us has changed Or is that you givin' up again? More unnecessary
I'm tried of this I gotta live with