I picture your affection I still hear you like we're on the phone I still it you're right there holdin' on to me But words cannot We will be us again Everything has Or is that just you givin' up unnecessary pain
I would ask how we ended up here, but I And you me Or it's only me that remembers it 'Cause you're so easily told me But not while we were on that road did you doubt me Played your position, out our books I a page missin', blame it on the age difference I see you in the club, now days resistant You used to get excited just to pay admission for the old you, wishin' shit was normal Tried to you and you ended up with it on you Live around the corner, we ain't even formal So I'm God, why you alive and I gotta mourn you Word, I see you got a little now A bunch of broke bitches I know better than And I ain't tryna say them usin' you actually who would I be kiddin'? Yes I am I see your life far and something's off with it It's my fault and shit, I never altered it I a dream when you couldn't have known the cost of it Knew my love with a pain and I still offered it Seein' your weight loss, I'm the cause of it If ain't my signature, then shit, somebody forgin' it But you think I hurt, like it ain't no guilt in me it ain't killin' me, I'm out here on a killin' spree A sickness, I ain't found a way to it yet I ain't a nervous wreck, like it's no reverse effect Internal bleedin' and the run deep Every I leave one love, a loved one leaves I wish I could take the away, but only yours I'll be if I remain this way See I deserve whatever I get You sentence me to years Of my vic's voice even when nothin' is there
I picture your affection I still you like we're talkin' on the phone feel it Like you're right there on to me But words cannot We never be us again Everything has Or is that just you up again? More pain
I done gone so long not a fuck it's no longer erratic, now it's a normal habit Even when I go my way, I have it Bury me with my sweats on and in the casket All the and words, I let 'em loom on Every verse real to write it on my tombstone And so you know how that paranoia be Even make me think my is avoidin' me The sick part is I withstand abuse Long as the are amused, am I a man or a muse? Never sugarcoat it I hand it to the youth from all over the world, and always landed in the booth I hold music in such a regard that To this day I still feel like it's And to these fans that I once my life for I gotta tell you that not much left in me Yeah, and not it's growin' old But years of bearin' my soul is takin' it's Took a from his son, but is it best that way? I'm so fucked up inside I can't that Trey Hold my head up at the gates after my time's up They say you somebody's life by givin' mine up Wouldn't be the first time I went without Chased my love so much that I resent it now You can put this in the scriptures like it's To live with it, but hate it is to giveth then to it Goin' through the motions, strip a nigga naked I guess it's for a if all the kids are gonna play it Trust me, I been the same yet stop and stare any time you see a trainwreck And take whatever punishment they give You can me to years Of hearin' that voice even when nothin' is there
I still picture affection I still you like we're talkin' on the phone Still it Like right there holdin' on to me But words cannot We never be us again Everything has Or is that you givin' up again? More unnecessary
Still learnin' to live People in and out my life The ones who matter show it over That's why they always on my mind So I live in Nobody matters to me but you, you, you Why try to hide the
I still picture affection I still hear you we're talkin' on the phone feel it Like you're right holdin' on to me But words explain We will never be us Everything has Or is that just you givin' up More unnecessary
I'm of feeling this I gotta live this