I picture your affection I still hear you like we're on the phone I feel it Like you're right holdin' on to me But words explain We will be us again Everything has Or is that just you up again? unnecessary pain
I would ask how we up here, but I drove And you me Or maybe it's only me that it you're so easily told about me But not once while we on that road did you doubt me Played position, writin' out our books I noticed a missin', blame it on the age difference I see you in the club, now days you're You to get excited just to never pay admission Lookin' for the old you, shit was normal to mold you and you ended up with it on you Live the corner, yeah we ain't even formal So I'm askin' God, why you and I gotta mourn you Word, I see you got a crew now A bunch of ugly broke I know better than And I ain't say them hoes usin' you Well actually who would I be Yes I am I see your life from far and something's off it It's my fault and shit, I never altered it I sold a when you couldn't have known the cost of it Knew my love with a pain and I still offered it your weight loss, knowin' I'm the cause of it If ain't my signature, then shit, somebody forgin' it But you I ain't hurt, like it ain't no guilt in me Like it ain't me, I'm out here on a killin' spree A sickness, I found a way to nurse it yet Like I ain't a nervous wreck, like it's no effect bleedin' and the cuts run deep Every time I leave one love, a loved one I I could take the pain away, but only yours I'll be if I remain this way See I deserve whatever I get You could me to years Of hearin' my vic's voice even nothin' is there
I still picture your I still hear you like we're talkin' on the feel it Like you're right holdin' on to me But words cannot We never be us again Everything has Or is that you givin' up again? unnecessary pain
I done so long not givin' a fuck That it's no erratic, now it's a normal habit Even when I go my way, I have it Bury me with my sweats on and bitches in the All the and words, I let 'em loom on Every verse real enough to write it on my And so you how real that paranoia be make me think my demise is avoidin' me The part is I withstand that abuse as the fans are amused, am I a man or a muse? Never sugarcoat it when I hand it to the Fell all over the world, and always landed in the booth I hold music in such a regard that To this day I still like it's destiny And to these fans that I once gave my for I gotta tell you that it's not much in me Yeah, and not that growin' old But years of bearin' my soul is takin' it's Took a from his son, but is it best that way? I'm so fucked up inside I regret that Trey Hold my head up high at the gates after my up They say you saved somebody's life by givin' up Wouldn't be the first time that I without Chased my true so much that I resent it now You can put this in the scriptures like it's To live with it, but hate it is to giveth then to it Goin' through the motions, it'll strip a nigga I it's for a cause if all the kids are gonna play it Trust me, I ain't been the yet You'll stop and any time you see a trainwreck And I'll whatever punishment they give You can sentence me to Of hearin' that fan's voice when nothin' is there
I picture your affection I still hear you like talkin' on the phone Still it Like you're right there on to me But words explain We never be us again has changed Or is just you givin' up again? More unnecessary
learnin' to live with People coming in and out my The ones who matter it over time That's why always stay on my mind So I in reality Nobody else to me but you, you, you Why try to the truth?
I picture your affection I still hear you like talkin' on the phone feel it Like you're there holdin' on to me But words explain We never be us again Everything has Or is that you givin' up again? unnecessary pain
I'm of feeling this I live with this