I still your affection I still you like we're talkin' on the phone I feel it Like you're right holdin' on to me But words explain We never be us again Everything has Or is that you givin' up again? More pain
I would ask how we ended up here, but I And you me Or maybe only me that remembers it you're so easily told about me But not while we were on that road did you doubt me Played position, writin' out our books I noticed a missin', blame it on the age difference I see you in the club, now days resistant You to get excited just to never pay admission for the old you, wishin' shit was normal Tried to you and you ended up with it on you around the corner, yeah we ain't even formal So I'm God, why you alive and I gotta mourn you Word, I see you got a crew now A bunch of ugly broke bitches I better than And I tryna say them hoes usin' you actually who would I be kiddin'? Yes I am I see your from far and something's off with it It's my fault and shit, I shoulda never it I sold a dream when you have known the cost of it my love came with a pain and I still offered it Seein' weight loss, knowin' I'm the cause of it If that ain't my signature, then shit, somebody it But you think I ain't hurt, like it no guilt in me Like it killin' me, I'm out here on a killin' spree A sickness, I ain't found a way to it yet Like I ain't a nervous wreck, it's no reverse effect Internal bleedin' and the run deep Every I leave one love, a loved one leaves I wish I could the pain away, but only yours be fine if I remain this way See I deserve whatever I get You could sentence me to Of hearin' my vic's even when nothin' is there
I still picture affection I hear you like we're talkin' on the phone Still it Like right there holdin' on to me But words explain We will be us again has changed Or is that you givin' up again? More pain
I done gone so long not givin' a That it's no longer erratic, now a normal habit when I go my way, I gotta have it Bury me with my sweats on and in the casket All the waiters and words, I let 'em on Every verse enough to write it on my tombstone And so you how real that paranoia be Even make me my demise is avoidin' me The sick part is I that abuse as the fans are amused, am I a man or a muse? Never it when I hand it to the youth Fell from all over the world, and always landed in the I hold in such a high regard that To this day I still like it's destiny And to these that I once gave my life for I gotta tell you it's not much left in me Yeah, and not that it's old But of bearin' my soul is takin' it's toll Took a father from his son, but is it that way? I'm so fucked up inside I can't regret that Hold my up high at the gates after my time's up say you saved somebody's life by givin' mine up Wouldn't be the first that I went without my true love so much that I resent it now You can put this in the like it's sacred To live with it, but hate it is to then to take it Goin' through the motions, it'll strip a naked I guess it's for a cause if all the are gonna play it Trust me, I ain't the same yet You'll and stare any time you see a trainwreck And I'll whatever punishment they give You can me to years Of hearin' that fan's voice even nothin' is there
I still picture your I still hear you like we're on the phone feel it Like right there holdin' on to me But cannot explain We never be us again has changed Or is that just you givin' up More pain
Still learnin' to with People in and out my life The who matter show it over time why they always stay on my mind So I in reality Nobody else to me but you, you, you Why try to the truth?
I still your affection I still hear you we're talkin' on the phone feel it Like you're there holdin' on to me But cannot explain We will be us again Everything has Or is that just you up again? unnecessary pain
I'm tried of this I gotta with this