I still picture affection I still hear you we're talkin' on the phone I feel it you're right there holdin' on to me But words cannot We never be us again has changed Or is that just you up again? More pain
I would ask how we up here, but I drove And you me Or maybe it's only me that it 'Cause so easily told about me But not while we were on that road did you doubt me Played your position, writin' out our I noticed a missin', blame it on the age difference I see you in the club, now days you're You used to get excited just to never pay Lookin' for the old you, wishin' was normal Tried to you and you ended up with it on you Live around the corner, yeah we ain't formal So I'm askin' God, why you alive and I mourn you Word, I see you got a crew now A bunch of ugly broke I know better than And I ain't tryna say hoes usin' you Well actually who would I be Yes I am I see your from far and something's off with it It's my fault and shit, I shoulda never it I sold a dream when you couldn't have the cost of it Knew my love with a pain and I still offered it Seein' your weight loss, I'm the cause of it If that ain't my signature, shit, somebody forgin' it But you think I ain't hurt, like it no guilt in me Like it ain't killin' me, I'm out on a killin' spree A sickness, I ain't a way to nurse it yet Like I ain't a nervous wreck, like no reverse effect Internal and the cuts run deep Every time I leave one love, a one leaves I wish I could take the pain away, but yours I'll be fine if I remain way See I whatever punishment I get You could sentence me to Of my vic's voice even when nothin' is there
I still picture your I hear you like we're talkin' on the phone Still it Like you're right holdin' on to me But cannot explain We will be us again Everything has Or is that just you givin' up unnecessary pain
I gone so long not givin' a fuck That it's no longer erratic, now it's a normal Even I go my way, I gotta have it Bury me with my on and bitches in the casket All the waiters and words, I let 'em on Every verse real enough to write it on my And so you know how that paranoia be Even make me think my is avoidin' me The sick is I withstand that abuse Long as the are amused, am I a man or a muse? Never sugarcoat it I hand it to the youth Fell from all the world, and always landed in the booth I hold music in such a regard that To this day I still feel like destiny And to fans that I once gave my life for I tell you that it's not much left in me Yeah, and not that growin' old But years of bearin' my soul is takin' toll Took a father from his son, but is it best way? I'm so fucked up inside I regret that Trey Hold my head up high at the gates my time's up They say you somebody's life by givin' mine up Wouldn't be the first that I went without Chased my true love so much I resent it now You can put this in the scriptures it's sacred To live it, but hate it is to giveth then to take it Goin' through the motions, it'll strip a naked I guess for a cause if all the kids are gonna play it me, I ain't been the same yet You'll stop and stare any you see a trainwreck And I'll whatever punishment they give You can sentence me to Of hearin' that fan's even when nothin' is there
I still your affection I still hear you we're talkin' on the phone feel it Like you're right there on to me But cannot explain We will never be us Everything has Or is that just you up again? More unnecessary
learnin' to live with People in and out my life The who matter show it over time That's why they always stay on my So I live in Nobody else to me but you, you, you Why try to the truth?
I picture your affection I hear you like we're talkin' on the phone feel it Like right there holdin' on to me But cannot explain We never be us again Everything has Or is just you givin' up again? More pain
I'm of feeling this I live with this