I still picture your I still you like we're talkin' on the phone I feel it Like you're there holdin' on to me But words explain We will be us again has changed Or is that just you givin' up More pain
I would ask how we up here, but I drove And you me Or maybe only me that remembers it you're so easily told about me But not once while we on that road did you doubt me Played your position, writin' out our I a page missin', blame it on the age difference I see you in the club, now days you're You to get excited just to never pay admission Lookin' for the old you, shit was normal Tried to you and you ended up with it on you Live around the corner, yeah we ain't even So I'm askin' God, why you and I gotta mourn you Word, I see you got a little now A bunch of ugly bitches I know better than And I ain't tryna say them hoes you Well who would I be kiddin'? Yes I am I see your life from far and off with it It's my fault and shit, I never altered it I a dream when you couldn't have known the cost of it Knew my love came a pain and I still offered it Seein' weight loss, knowin' I'm the cause of it If that ain't my signature, then shit, forgin' it But you I ain't hurt, like it ain't no guilt in me it ain't killin' me, I'm out here on a killin' spree A sickness, I found a way to nurse it yet I ain't a nervous wreck, like it's no reverse effect Internal bleedin' and the run deep Every I leave one love, a loved one leaves I wish I could take the pain away, but only I'll be if I remain this way See I deserve whatever I get You sentence me to years Of hearin' my vic's voice even when nothin' is
I still your affection I still you like we're talkin' on the phone Still it Like you're right there on to me But words cannot We will be us again Everything has Or is just you givin' up again? More unnecessary
I done gone so long not a fuck it's no longer erratic, now it's a normal habit Even when I go my way, I have it Bury me with my sweats on and bitches in the All the and words, I let 'em loom on Every verse enough to write it on my tombstone And so you know how real that be Even make me my demise is avoidin' me The sick part is I that abuse Long as the are amused, am I a man or a muse? Never sugarcoat it when I hand it to the Fell from all over the world, and landed in the booth I music in such a high regard that To this day I still feel like it's And to these fans that I gave my life for I gotta tell you that it's not left in me Yeah, and not it's growin' old But years of bearin' my soul is takin' toll Took a father from his son, but is it best that I'm so fucked up inside I regret that Trey my head up high at the gates after my time's up They say you saved somebody's life by givin' up Wouldn't be the first time that I without Chased my true love so much that I it now You can put this in the scriptures like it's To live it, but hate it is to giveth then to take it Goin' through the motions, it'll a nigga naked I it's for a cause if all the kids are gonna play it Trust me, I ain't been the yet stop and stare any time you see a trainwreck And I'll take punishment they give You can sentence me to Of hearin' that fan's voice even when nothin' is
I picture your affection I still hear you like talkin' on the phone feel it Like you're right holdin' on to me But words cannot We never be us again has changed Or is that just you up again? More pain
Still learnin' to with People in and out my life The who matter show it over time That's why they stay on my mind So I in reality Nobody matters to me but you, you, you Why try to the truth?
I still picture affection I still you like we're talkin' on the phone Still it Like you're right there on to me But words cannot We never be us again Everything has Or is that just you up again? More pain
I'm tried of this I gotta with this