I picture your affection I still hear you we're talkin' on the phone I still it Like you're there holdin' on to me But cannot explain We never be us again Everything has Or is that just you up again? More pain
I ask how we ended up here, but I drove And you me Or maybe it's only me that it 'Cause you're so easily about me But not once while we were on that road did you me Played your position, out our books I noticed a page missin', it on the age difference I see you in the club, now days resistant You to get excited just to never pay admission for the old you, wishin' shit was normal Tried to mold you and you ended up it on you Live the corner, yeah we ain't even formal So I'm God, why you alive and I gotta mourn you Word, I see you got a crew now A of ugly broke bitches I know better than And I ain't tryna say them usin' you actually who would I be kiddin'? Yes I am I see your life from far and off with it It's my and shit, I shoulda never altered it I a dream when you couldn't have known the cost of it Knew my love came with a pain and I still it Seein' your weight loss, I'm the cause of it If that ain't my signature, then shit, forgin' it But you I ain't hurt, like it ain't no guilt in me Like it killin' me, I'm out here on a killin' spree A sickness, I found a way to nurse it yet Like I ain't a wreck, like it's no reverse effect bleedin' and the cuts run deep Every time I one love, a loved one leaves I wish I could the pain away, but only yours I'll be fine if I remain way See I deserve whatever I get You sentence me to years Of hearin' my vic's even when nothin' is there
I still picture your I still you like we're talkin' on the phone Still it you're right there holdin' on to me But cannot explain We never be us again has changed Or is just you givin' up again? More pain
I gone so long not givin' a fuck That it's no longer erratic, now it's a normal Even when I go my way, I gotta it Bury me with my on and bitches in the casket All the and words, I let 'em loom on Every verse real enough to write it on my And so you know how that paranoia be Even make me think my is avoidin' me The sick part is I withstand abuse Long as the are amused, am I a man or a muse? Never sugarcoat it when I it to the youth Fell from all the world, and always landed in the booth I hold music in such a high regard To this day I feel like it's destiny And to fans that I once gave my life for I gotta tell you that it's not left in me Yeah, and not that it's old But years of bearin' my soul is it's toll Took a father from his son, but is it best way? I'm so fucked up I can't regret that Trey Hold my head up high at the after my time's up They say you saved life by givin' mine up Wouldn't be the first time I went without Chased my true so much that I resent it now You can put in the scriptures like it's sacred To live it, but hate it is to giveth then to take it Goin' through the motions, it'll strip a nigga I it's for a cause if all the kids are gonna play it Trust me, I ain't been the yet You'll and stare any time you see a trainwreck And I'll take whatever punishment give You can sentence me to Of hearin' that fan's even when nothin' is there
I picture your affection I hear you like we're talkin' on the phone feel it Like right there holdin' on to me But cannot explain We never be us again has changed Or is that just you givin' up unnecessary pain
Still learnin' to with People coming in and out my The ones who show it over time That's why they always stay on my So I live in Nobody matters to me but you, you, you Why try to the truth?
I still your affection I still hear you like we're talkin' on the Still it you're right there holdin' on to me But cannot explain We will never be us Everything has Or is that just you up again? More pain
I'm tried of feeling I gotta live with