I still your affection I hear you like we're talkin' on the phone I feel it Like you're there holdin' on to me But words explain We never be us again has changed Or is that you givin' up again? unnecessary pain
I ask how we ended up here, but I drove And you me Or maybe only me that remembers it you're so easily told about me But not once we were on that road did you doubt me Played your position, out our books I noticed a page missin', blame it on the age I see you in the club, now days you're You used to get excited just to pay admission Lookin' for the old you, wishin' was normal Tried to you and you ended up with it on you Live around the corner, yeah we ain't formal So I'm askin' God, why you alive and I mourn you Word, I see you got a crew now A bunch of ugly broke I know better than And I tryna say them hoes usin' you Well who would I be kiddin'? Yes I am I see your life from far and off with it It's my fault and shit, I shoulda never it I sold a dream you couldn't have known the cost of it Knew my love came with a pain and I offered it Seein' weight loss, knowin' I'm the cause of it If that ain't my signature, then shit, somebody it But you think I ain't hurt, like it ain't no in me Like it ain't me, I'm out here on a killin' spree A sickness, I found a way to nurse it yet Like I a nervous wreck, like it's no reverse effect Internal bleedin' and the run deep Every time I leave one love, a loved one I wish I could take the away, but only yours be fine if I remain this way See I deserve punishment I get You could sentence me to Of hearin' my vic's voice when nothin' is there
I still picture affection I still hear you like we're on the phone feel it Like you're there holdin' on to me But words explain We never be us again has changed Or is that just you givin' up More unnecessary
I gone so long not givin' a fuck it's no longer erratic, now it's a normal habit Even when I go my way, I gotta it Bury me with my on and bitches in the casket All the and words, I let 'em loom on Every verse real to write it on my tombstone And so you know how real paranoia be make me think my demise is avoidin' me The sick part is I withstand that as the fans are amused, am I a man or a muse? Never sugarcoat it when I it to the youth Fell from all over the world, and always in the booth I hold music in a high regard that To this day I feel like it's destiny And to these fans I once gave my life for I gotta tell you that it's not left in me Yeah, and not that growin' old But years of bearin' my soul is it's toll Took a father from his son, but is it that way? I'm so fucked up inside I regret that Trey my head up high at the gates after my time's up They say you saved somebody's life by givin' up Wouldn't be the first time I went without Chased my true love so that I resent it now You can put this in the scriptures it's sacred To live with it, but hate it is to giveth then to it through the motions, it'll strip a nigga naked I guess it's for a cause if all the kids are gonna it Trust me, I ain't the same yet You'll and stare any time you see a trainwreck And I'll take whatever punishment they You can me to years Of hearin' that fan's even when nothin' is there
I still your affection I still hear you we're talkin' on the phone feel it Like you're right there on to me But words explain We will never be us Everything has Or is just you givin' up again? More pain
Still to live with coming in and out my life The ones who matter show it time That's why they stay on my mind So I live in Nobody else to me but you, you, you Why try to hide the
I picture your affection I hear you like we're talkin' on the phone feel it Like you're right there on to me But words explain We will be us again has changed Or is just you givin' up again? unnecessary pain
I'm tried of feeling I gotta with this