I still your affection I still hear you we're talkin' on the phone I still it Like you're there holdin' on to me But cannot explain We never be us again has changed Or is just you givin' up again? More pain
I ask how we ended up here, but I drove And you me Or it's only me that remembers it 'Cause you're so told about me But not once while we on that road did you doubt me Played position, writin' out our books I noticed a page missin', it on the age difference I see you in the club, now you're resistant You used to get excited just to never pay for the old you, wishin' shit was normal Tried to you and you ended up with it on you Live around the corner, yeah we even formal So I'm God, why you alive and I gotta mourn you Word, I see you got a little now A bunch of ugly broke I know better than And I tryna say them hoes usin' you Well actually who would I be Yes I am I see your from far and something's off with it my fault and shit, I shoulda never altered it I sold a dream when you couldn't have known the of it Knew my love came a pain and I still offered it Seein' your loss, knowin' I'm the cause of it If that ain't my signature, shit, somebody forgin' it But you I ain't hurt, like it ain't no guilt in me Like it ain't killin' me, I'm out here on a spree A sickness, I found a way to nurse it yet Like I ain't a nervous wreck, like it's no reverse Internal bleedin' and the run deep time I leave one love, a loved one leaves I wish I could take the pain away, but only be fine if I remain this way See I deserve whatever I get You could sentence me to Of my vic's voice even when nothin' is there
I still picture affection I still you like we're talkin' on the phone feel it Like you're right holdin' on to me But words cannot We never be us again Everything has Or is that just you givin' up More pain
I done gone so long not a fuck That it's no longer erratic, now a normal habit Even when I go my way, I have it Bury me with my sweats on and bitches in the All the waiters and words, I let 'em on Every verse real enough to it on my tombstone And so you know how that paranoia be Even make me think my is avoidin' me The sick part is I that abuse as the fans are amused, am I a man or a muse? Never it when I hand it to the youth Fell from all over the world, and always in the booth I hold in such a high regard that To this day I still feel like it's And to these fans that I gave my life for I gotta tell you that not much left in me Yeah, and not it's growin' old But of bearin' my soul is takin' it's toll Took a father from his son, but is it best way? I'm so up inside I can't regret that Trey Hold my head up high at the after my time's up They say you saved life by givin' mine up Wouldn't be the first that I went without Chased my love so much that I resent it now You can put this in the scriptures like sacred To live with it, but hate it is to giveth then to it Goin' through the motions, it'll strip a nigga I guess it's for a cause if all the are gonna play it Trust me, I ain't the same yet You'll stop and stare any time you see a And I'll take punishment they give You can me to years Of hearin' fan's voice even when nothin' is there
I still picture affection I still hear you like we're on the phone feel it Like you're right there on to me But words cannot We never be us again has changed Or is that just you up again? More pain
Still learnin' to live coming in and out my life The ones who show it over time That's why they stay on my mind So I in reality Nobody else to me but you, you, you Why try to hide the
I still picture affection I still hear you like talkin' on the phone Still it Like you're right there on to me But words cannot We never be us again Everything has Or is that just you up again? unnecessary pain
I'm tried of this I live with this