Ugly Beauty (怪美的)

垂涎的邪恶 陪我长大
在软烂中生长 社会营养
过去坑疤的 让我站稳了
那些神丑的 评谁乱正的
喔 我都笑哭了

chuí xián de xié è / péi wǒ zhǎng dà
zài ruǎn làn zhōng shēng zhǎng / shè huì yíng yǎng
guò qù kēng bā de / ràng wǒ zhàn wěn le
nà xiē shén chǒu de / píng shéi luàn zhèng de
ō / wǒ dōu xiào kū le

A drooling evil accompanied me as I matured.
[I] grew in the midst of soft rot[2], [fed by] societal nutrition.
Pit scars of the past have allowed me to stand firm.
Those who are so terribly ugly judge and choose who are the most beautiful.
Oh, I laugh to the point of crying.

这什么标准 急着决定适者生存
爱我 恨我 非我
有一些外在我 来自内在我

zhè shén me biāo zhǔn / jí zhe jué dìng shì zhě shēng cún
ài wǒ / hèn wǒ / fēi wǒ
yǒu yī xiē wài zài wǒ / lái zì nèi zài wǒ

What standard is this? In such a hurry to decide upon survival of the fittest.
Love me. Hate me. It is not me.
There are some parts of the external me that come from the inner me.

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听谁说 错的 对的
说美的 丑的
若问我 我看 我说
我怪美的

tīng shéi shuō / cuò de / duì de
shuō měi de / chǒu de
ruò wèn wǒ / wǒ kàn / wǒ shuō
wǒ guài měi de

Listening to whomever say what's wrong and what's right,
Say what's beautiful and what's ugly;
If [you] ask me, I look and I say:
I'm rather beautiful[1].

看不见我的美 是你瞎了眼
称赞的嘴脸 却转身吐口水
审美的世界 谁有胆说那么绝对
真我 假我 自我 看今天这个我
想要哪个我

kàn bù jiàn wǒ de měi / shì nǐ xiā le yǎn
chēng zàn de zuǐ liǎn / què zhuǎn shēn tǔ kǒu shuǐ
shěn měi de shì jiè / shéi yǒu dǎn shuō nà me jué duì
zhēn wǒ / jiǎ wǒ / zì wǒ / kàn jīn tiān zhè gè wǒ
xiǎng yào nǎ gè wǒ

Unable to see my beauty, it is you who's blind.
[You] appear to compliment [me] and yet [you] turn around and spit.
[In] a world of aesthetics, who has the gall to speak in such absolutes?
The real me, the fake me, [my] self; look at the me of today.
Which me do [you] want?

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谁来推我一把On to the next one
一路背着太多道德活着令人会喘
任谁去伤去想去讲不相关就别管
太婉转的相处 灵魂拉扯左右为难
正负能量全都吃掉
美的丑的自有他存在的必要
爱恨随你各自喜好
拒绝你的伪善拥抱
想要活得显耀 回应心中恶之必要

shéi lái tuī wǒ yī bǎ / On to the next one
yī lù bēi zhe tài duō dào dé huó zhe lìng rén huì chuǎn
rèn shéi qù shāng qù xiǎng qù jiǎng bù xiāng guān jiù bié guǎn
tài wǎn zhuǎn de xiāng chǔ / líng hún lā chě zuǒ yòu wéi nán
zhèng fù néng liàng quán dōu chī diào
měi de chǒu de zì yǒu tā cún zài de bì yào
ài hèn suí nǐ gè zì xǐ hào
jù jué nǐ de wěi shàn yōng bào
xiǎng yào huó de xiǎn yào / huí yìng xīn zhōng è zhī bì yào

Who'll come and give me a push? Onto the next one.
If a person shoulders too much moral burden along the way, it'll make them pant.
Let others hurt, think, speak; if it has no relation to [you] then don't worry about it.
[If you] interact with others in a manner that is too mild and indirect, [your] soul will be pulled this way and that way, caught in a dilemma.
Positive energy and negative energy—eat them all up.
The beautiful and the ugly—they all have their own necessity of existing.
Loving and hating depends upon your own preferences.
[I] reject your hypocritical embrace.
If [you] want to live a life of great fame and influence, [you] must respond to the evil within [your] heart.

谁说 错的 对的
说美的 丑的
若问我 我说我呢 怪美的

shéi shuō / cuò de / duì de
shuō měi de / chǒu de
ruò wèn wǒ / wǒ shuō wǒ ne / guài měi de

Who says what's wrong and what's right,
Say what's beautiful and what's ugly?
If [you] ask me, I say that I'm rather beautiful.