Two Sides Of Me

Isn't it funny how
the less I spend life awake
the more I'm wasting away
and isn't it funny how
things change
Life is painful and short one moment then it's gone
wasted living in shelter left alone and so withdrawn
I'm a mix of emotion
you can't comprehend
what it's like to have nothing in this world to defend
There's always been two sides of me
Promises made that will never stay
There's always been two sides of me
(Two sides of me, Two sides of me)
Isn't it funny how
all these years of resent
have no effect on torment in my head
and isn't it funny how
things end
Persist
with strength to continue
with strength to exist
Persist
give meaning to this
There's always been two sides of me
Promises made that will never stay
There's always been two sides of me
(Two sides of me, Two sides of me)
It's getting less funny now
the only laughing I hear
is the voice in my ear from your ghost
It's less and less funny when you start letting go
Another year passes by
inside I slowly die
my mind is constantly racing
as I question why
Destined lost and unguided
I'll stand here alone
On the edge of forever
in this place I call home
Persist
with strength to continue
with strength to exist
Persist
give meaning to this
give meaning to this
Too many times,
I've lost all my will and the life from my eyes
At the end of the tunnel i'm expecting a light...
Keep your head held high.
There's always been two sides of me
Promises made that will never stay
There's always been two sides of me
(Two sides of me, Two sides of me)