Try To Forget

how can i do it?
when i know it's just not right
the pictures blind my sight
when we glorify
we glorify the flesh and we do it at any cost
no thoughts given to reason for how much we've lost
two seconds of pleasure for a lifetime of grief
no reconciliation
a future with no relief
i try to forget the weakness
i swore to myself i would never be swayed
now i live this nightmare that i've made
how could i have fallen?
turn it off
release me
hear my cries
forgive me