Luyện nghe bài hát Trephination

I used to want to take a to my head
Let the pain out of the
I used to want to cut the veins in my
the blood boiling my soul

When I wondered, why my daily thundered
Tried to buffer, pushin' down the pain I
Mutilated, feelin' so
Cannot wash the off underneath my skin

There was a of me left far behind
When at the age of years old
I had my innocence from me
Emptiness would fill the

Now a second grader, thinkin' why I don't better
Why I'm filthy, why the I feel so guilty
When stick men of pornographic men and women
Thinking'all the time, there's somethin' with me

for three years from dawn 'til dusk
A migraine would take me and break me and it'd me
So much that in dreams, it'd seem, with a hole in my
That I probably make my headaches finally go away

Trephination,
The inside of me
Won't let me
Wants me to

And after years now my headaches wear off
For reasons not quite to me
The acupuncture stickin' my skin
them down as far as they'd go

But now I'm older and now my anger smolders
From depression, to fightin', takin' out my
Consequences, now I'd question sex if
Is this how it feels or am I fakin' it ?

No longer the child that you left there at the tracks
I'm now at 17, left in an empty
On drugs, thugs, and thinkin' "Goddamn!"
I'm gonna be a failure with the gutter out

Trephination,
enemy inside of me
Won't let me
Wants me to

Fuck!

So now I'm older and in this man an smolders
Now I'm a hole in you is what I'm seein'
Your depression, the I kick in you in vengeance
are the pain I'd give to you

Oh I know that I'm dreaming, but in this I go in
Go through it, and end it and though I'd do it
I'm killing you, on the trigger, pull it
Your final thought'll be a bullet in fuckin' head

Trephination,
enemy inside of me
I'm now
To make me

This inside of me
I'm now
To me free
Trephination,