Luyện nghe bài hát Trephination

I to want to take a drill to my head
Let the pain out of the
I used to want to cut the in my neck
the blood boiling my soul

When I wondered, why my headaches thundered
Tried to buffer, pushin' down the I suffered
Mutilated, feelin' so
Cannot wash the dirt off underneath my

There was a part of me left far
When at the age of five old
I had my innocence from me
Emptiness would the hole

Now a second grader, thinkin' why I don't feel
Why I'm filthy, why the hell I so guilty
When drawing stick men of pornographic men and
Thinking'all the time, there's wrong with me

Everyday for years from dawn 'til dusk
A migraine would take me and me and it'd cripple me
So much that in dreams, seem, with a hole in my temple
That I could probably make my finally go away

Trephination,
The inside of me
let me free
Wants me to

And after years now my headaches wear off
For reasons not quite to me
The needles stickin' my skin
them down as far as they'd go

But now I'm older and now inside my anger
From depression, to fightin', out my vengeance
Consequences, now I'd during sex if
Is how it fucking feels or am I fakin' it ?

No longer the child that you left there at the tracks
I'm now at 17, left in an blackness
On drugs, with thugs, and "Goddamn!"
I'm gonna be a failure with the passed out

Trephination,
This inside of me
let me free
Wants me to

Fuck!

So now I'm and in this man an anger smolders
Now I'm thinkin' a in you is what I'm seein'
depression, the dent I kick in you in vengeance
Consequences are the pain I'd to you

Oh I know that I'm dreaming, but in this I go in
Go it, and end it and though I'd never do it
I'm you, hand on the trigger, pull it
Your final thought'll be a bullet in fuckin' head

Trephination,
This inside of me
I'm now
To me free

enemy inside of me
I'm now
To make me
Trephination,