Luyện nghe bài hát Trephination

I used to to take a drill to my head
Let the out of the hole
I used to to cut the veins in my neck
the blood boiling my soul

When I wondered, why my headaches thundered
Tried to buffer, down the pain I suffered
Mutilated, so humiliated
wash the dirt off underneath my skin

There was a part of me far behind
When at the age of years old
I had my innocence taken me
Emptiness fill the hole

Now a second grader, thinkin' why I feel better
Why I'm filthy, why the hell I so guilty
drawing stick men of pornographic men and women
Thinking'all the time, there's wrong with me

Everyday for three years dawn 'til dusk
A migraine would me and break me and it'd cripple me
So much in dreams, it'd seem, with a hole in my temple
That I probably make my headaches finally go away

Trephination,
The enemy of me
let me free
Wants me to

And after years now my headaches wear off
For reasons not quite to me
The needles stickin' my skin
them down as far as they'd go

But now I'm older and now my anger smolders
From depression, to fightin', takin' out my
Consequences, now I'd during sex if
Is this how it fucking or am I fakin' it ?

No longer the child you left there at the bart tracks
I'm now at 17, left in an empty
On drugs, thugs, and thinkin' "Goddamn!"
I'm gonna be a failure with the gutter out

Trephination,
This inside of me
Won't let me
Wants me to

Fuck!

So now I'm and in this man an anger smolders
Now I'm thinkin' a in you is what I'm seein'
Your depression, the I kick in you in vengeance
Consequences are the pain I'd to you

Oh I know that I'm dreaming, but in this I go in
Go it, and end it and though I'd never do it
I'm you, hand on the trigger, pull it
Your final be a bullet in your fuckin' head

Trephination,
enemy inside of me
I'm now
To me free

This inside of me
I'm now
To make me
Trephination,