Luyện nghe bài hát Trephination

I used to want to take a drill to my
Let the pain out of the
I used to want to cut the in my neck
Cool the blood my soul

I wondered, why my daily headaches thundered
Tried to buffer, down the pain I suffered
Mutilated, feelin' so
Cannot wash the dirt off my skin

There was a of me left far behind
at the age of five years old
I had my innocence from me
Emptiness would fill the

Now a second grader, thinkin' why I feel better
Why I'm filthy, why the hell I feel so
drawing stick men of pornographic men and women
Thinking'all the time, somethin' wrong with me

Everyday for three years from 'til dusk
A migraine would take me and break me and it'd me
So much that in dreams, it'd seem, with a hole in my
That I could make my headaches finally go away

Trephination,
The enemy of me
let me free
Wants me to

And after three years now my wear off
For reasons not to me known
The acupuncture needles stickin' my
Pushed down as far as they'd go

But now I'm older and now my anger smolders
From depression, to fightin', out my vengeance
Consequences, now I'd during sex if
Is this how it fucking feels or am I it ?

No longer the child that you left at the bart tracks
I'm now at 17, in an empty blackness
On drugs, thugs, and thinkin' "Goddamn!"
I'm gonna be a failure the gutter passed out

Trephination,
enemy inside of me
Won't let me
me to bleed

Fuck!

So now I'm older and in man an anger smolders
Now I'm thinkin' a in you is what I'm seein'
Your depression, the dent I in you in vengeance
are the pain I'd give to you

Oh I that I'm dreaming, but in this dream I go in
Go it, and end it and though I'd never do it
I'm killing you, on the trigger, pull it
final thought'll be a bullet in your fuckin' head

Trephination,
This enemy of me
I'm now
To me free

enemy inside of me
I'm now
To me free
Trephination,