Luyện nghe bài hát Trephination

I used to want to a drill to my head
Let the out of the hole
I to want to cut the veins in my neck
Cool the blood my soul

When I wondered, why my daily thundered
Tried to buffer, pushin' down the pain I
Mutilated, so humiliated
Cannot wash the dirt off underneath my

There was a part of me far behind
When at the age of years old
I had my innocence taken me
Emptiness fill the hole

Now a second grader, why I don't feel better
Why I'm filthy, why the I feel so guilty
When stick men of pornographic men and women
Thinking'all the time, there's somethin' wrong me

Everyday for three from dawn 'til dusk
A migraine would me and break me and it'd cripple me
So much in dreams, it'd seem, with a hole in my temple
That I could probably make my headaches finally go

Trephination,
The inside of me
let me free
Wants me to

And after years now my headaches wear off
For reasons not to me known
The acupuncture needles stickin' my
Pushed them as far as they'd go

But now I'm older and now inside my smolders
From depression, to fightin', takin' out my
Consequences, now I'd during sex if
Is this how it fucking or am I fakin' it ?

No longer the child you left there at the bart tracks
I'm now at 17, in an empty blackness
On drugs, with thugs, and "Goddamn!"
I'm gonna be a failure the gutter passed out

Trephination,
This inside of me
let me free
Wants me to

Fuck!

So now I'm older and in this man an anger
Now I'm thinkin' a hole in you is what I'm
Your depression, the dent I kick in you in
Consequences are the I'd give to you

Oh I know I'm dreaming, but in this dream I go in
Go it, and end it and though I'd never do it
I'm killing you, hand on the trigger, it
Your final be a bullet in your fuckin' head

Trephination,
enemy inside of me
I'm now
To make me

This enemy of me
I'm now
To me free
Trephination,