Luyện nghe bài hát Trephination

I used to want to take a drill to my
Let the pain out of the
I used to want to cut the veins in my
Cool the blood boiling my

When I wondered, why my headaches thundered
Tried to buffer, pushin' down the I suffered
Mutilated, so humiliated
Cannot wash the dirt off underneath my

There was a of me left far behind
When at the age of five old
I had my innocence from me
Emptiness fill the hole

Now a second grader, thinkin' why I don't feel
Why I'm filthy, why the hell I feel so
When stick men of pornographic men and women
Thinking'all the time, there's wrong with me

for three years from dawn 'til dusk
A migraine take me and break me and it'd cripple me
So much that in dreams, it'd seem, with a in my temple
That I could probably make my finally go away

Trephination,
The inside of me
Won't let me
Wants me to

And after three years now my headaches off
For reasons not to me known
The acupuncture needles my skin
Pushed down as far as they'd go

But now I'm and now inside my anger smolders
From depression, to fightin', out my vengeance
Consequences, now I'd during sex if
Is this how it fucking feels or am I it ?

No longer the child that you left there at the bart
I'm now at 17, in an empty blackness
On drugs, thugs, and thinkin' "Goddamn!"
I'm gonna be a failure with the gutter out

Trephination,
enemy inside of me
Won't let me
me to bleed

Fuck!

So now I'm older and in man an anger smolders
Now I'm thinkin' a hole in you is what I'm
Your depression, the I kick in you in vengeance
are the pain I'd give to you

Oh I know I'm dreaming, but in this dream I go in
Go through it, and end it and I'd never do it
I'm killing you, on the trigger, pull it
final thought'll be a bullet in your fuckin' head

Trephination,
This enemy of me
I'm now
To make me

This enemy of me
I'm now
To me free
Trephination,