Luyện nghe bài hát Trephination

I used to want to a drill to my head
Let the pain out of the
I to want to cut the veins in my neck
the blood boiling my soul

When I wondered, why my daily thundered
Tried to buffer, down the pain I suffered
Mutilated, so humiliated
Cannot wash the off underneath my skin

There was a of me left far behind
When at the age of five old
I had my innocence taken me
Emptiness would the hole

Now a second grader, why I don't feel better
Why I'm filthy, why the I feel so guilty
When drawing men of pornographic men and women
Thinking'all the time, there's somethin' wrong me

Everyday for three years from dawn dusk
A migraine take me and break me and it'd cripple me
So much in dreams, it'd seem, with a hole in my temple
That I could probably make my headaches finally go

Trephination,
The inside of me
let me free
Wants me to

And after years now my headaches wear off
For reasons not to me known
The needles stickin' my skin
Pushed them down as far as go

But now I'm older and now inside my anger
depression, to fightin', takin' out my vengeance
Consequences, now I'd question sex if
Is this how it fucking feels or am I it ?

No longer the child you left there at the bart tracks
I'm now at 17, left in an blackness
On drugs, with thugs, and "Goddamn!"
I'm gonna be a with the gutter passed out

Trephination,
enemy inside of me
Won't let me
Wants me to

Fuck!

So now I'm older and in this man an anger
Now I'm thinkin' a in you is what I'm seein'
depression, the dent I kick in you in vengeance
Consequences are the pain I'd to you

Oh I know that I'm dreaming, but in this I go in
Go it, and end it and though I'd never do it
I'm killing you, on the trigger, pull it
Your final thought'll be a in your fuckin' head

Trephination,
This inside of me
I'm now
To make me

This enemy of me
I'm now
To me free
Trephination,