Luyện nghe bài hát Trephination

I used to want to a drill to my head
Let the out of the hole
I used to want to cut the veins in my
the blood boiling my soul

When I wondered, why my daily thundered
to buffer, pushin' down the pain I suffered
Mutilated, so humiliated
wash the dirt off underneath my skin

There was a part of me left far
at the age of five years old
I had my innocence from me
Emptiness would fill the

Now a second grader, thinkin' why I feel better
Why I'm filthy, why the hell I feel so
When drawing stick men of pornographic men and
Thinking'all the time, there's somethin' wrong me

Everyday for years from dawn 'til dusk
A would take me and break me and it'd cripple me
So that in dreams, it'd seem, with a hole in my temple
That I probably make my headaches finally go away

Trephination,
The inside of me
let me free
Wants me to

And after three years now my headaches off
For reasons not quite to me
The acupuncture stickin' my skin
them down as far as they'd go

But now I'm older and now my anger smolders
From depression, to fightin', out my vengeance
Consequences, now I'd during sex if
Is this how it fucking feels or am I it ?

No longer the child that you left there at the tracks
I'm now at 17, left in an blackness
On drugs, with thugs, and "Goddamn!"
I'm gonna be a failure with the gutter out

Trephination,
This enemy of me
Won't let me
me to bleed

Fuck!

So now I'm older and in this man an smolders
Now I'm a hole in you is what I'm seein'
Your depression, the dent I kick in you in
Consequences are the I'd give to you

Oh I know that I'm dreaming, but in dream I go in
Go it, and end it and though I'd never do it
I'm killing you, on the trigger, pull it
Your final be a bullet in your fuckin' head

Trephination,
enemy inside of me
I'm now
To me free

This inside of me
I'm now
To make me
Trephination,