I'm stumbling, I see straight And my fault, I got this way I got my on something great And found a way to it all up I did my best, I to change But just in my DNA I got my hands on great And found a way to it up again
Now I'm the one thing you hate more
But you're the one that I would die for
All my life, I was told, I was never special I don't need to be reminded of it every second when all my self-esteem's Already shot to hell, I'm fallin' I'm embarrased, I don't want no one to see 'Cause I feel like I'm a piece of every time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, definitely doesn't help she Makes me feel I've died and gone to heaven But makes a livin' hell for me She does thing with her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm putty in her palms, I'm wrapped her finger A on a string, she lets me sit there and just dangle Until something better along And she'll just drop me like a hot
I look I'm in pain, but I'm okay though 'Cause I know she me—my friends, what do they know?
like I'm drowning at sea Hoping that you for me I you're there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings I'm dying to And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic off tragic endings
In my of weakness I openly the shit I wouldn't normally I'm extremely self-conscious and Insecure and she uses it to torture when she me It only turns to ammunition for her in war, when she goin' she don't stop, when I'm up she's like a downer When I found her it was at first encounter Plus, somehow she took the carton of eggs off the counter Cracked them and placed all the shells on the for Me to walk on I'm around her But there's somethin' about her That me not able to function without her
How can I get out of it when I know how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, a believer out of me And show me the way now or stay the fuck out of my of rain 'Cause I'm going straight the drain, I'm drowning
like I'm drowning at sea Hoping you reach for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic
I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings off tragic endings
Now I'm the one thing you hate more But you're the one thing I would die for
It took a for me to get it, but I think I've figured it out She don't want me, she just don't wanna see me someone else The of seein' me happy destroys her in itself To see me to pieces brings her joy and brings her hell But it annoys her to see me get straight, then say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm sick, I'm addicted to her She's tryna block the door, so how I do her I'm manure, she's a sewer
And this time this of shit's runnin' through her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the Shoulda knew it Who would think she'd actually the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she doused the car with fluid She's standin' there a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it Lit the fuckin' thing on fire, she threw it
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I you're there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me Such a relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings off tragic endings