I'm stumbling, I see straight And my fault, I got this way I got my hands on something And found a way to it all up I did my best, I to change But it's in my DNA I got my hands on great And a way to fuck it up again
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate
But you're the one thing I would die for
All my life, I was told, I was never nothin' I need to be reminded of it every other second 'Specially when all my Already shot to hell, I'm fallin' I'm embarrased, I don't no one else to see 'Cause I like I'm a piece of shit every time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, definitely doesn't that she Makes me feel like I've and gone to heaven But makes life a livin' for me She does that thing her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm putty in her palms, I'm wrapped around her A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit there and dangle Until something better along And just drop me like a hot potato
I look like I'm in pain, but I'm okay 'Cause I know she loves me—my friends, do they know?
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic off tragic endings
In my moments of I admit the shit I wouldn't normally I'm extremely self-conscious and Insecure and she uses it to torture when she me It only to ammunition for her in this war, when she Gets goin' she don't stop, when I'm up like a downer I found her it was love at first encounter Plus, somehow she took the carton of eggs off the counter them and placed all the shells on the ground for Me to on when I'm around her But there's just somethin' her That makes me not to function without her
How can I get out of it I don't know how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, a believer out of me And show me the way now or stay the fuck out of my cloud of 'Cause I'm going straight the drain, I'm drowning
like I'm drowning at sea Hoping that you for me I you're there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings
I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings Drunk off tragic
Now I'm the one thing you hate more But you're the one that I would die for
It a while for me to get it, but I think I've figured it out She don't want me, she just don't wanna see me someone else The of seein' me happy destroys her in itself To see me to pieces brings her joy and brings her hell But it annoys her to see me get straight, then say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm to her She's tryna block the door, so how I do her Since I'm manure, a sewer
And this time this of shit's runnin' through her I can see the light, now I'm to it the fuck? Shoulda knew it Who would think actually have the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she doused the car lighter fluid She's standin' there with a rag, to put the lighter to it Lit the fuckin' thing on fire, then she it
It's I'm drowning at sea Hoping you reach for me I you're there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings Drunk off tragic