I'm stumbling, I can't see And it's my fault, I got way I got my hands on something And found a way to it all up I did my best, I to change But it's in my DNA I got my on something great And found a way to it up again
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate
But you're the one thing that I die for
All my life, I was told, I was nothin' special I don't need to be of it every other second 'Specially when all my Already to hell, I'm fallin' helplessly I'm embarrased, I want no one else to see 'Cause I feel like I'm a piece of shit every time she at me Selfishly addicted, doesn't help that she Makes me feel I've died and gone to heaven But makes life a livin' for me She does that with her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm putty in her palms, I'm wrapped her finger A on a string, she lets me sit there and just dangle Until something better comes And just drop me like a hot potato
I look I'm in pain, but I'm okay though 'Cause I know she loves me—my friends, what do they
like I'm drowning at sea Hoping that you for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings off tragic endings
In my of weakness I openly the shit I wouldn't normally I'm extremely self-conscious and Insecure and she uses it to when she torments me It only to ammunition for her in this war, when she Gets goin' she don't stop, I'm up she's like a downer When I found her it was love at encounter Plus, somehow she musta took the of eggs off the counter Cracked them and placed all the shells on the for Me to walk on when I'm her But there's just about her That me not able to function without her
How can I get out of it when I don't how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, make a out of me And show me the way now or stay the fuck out of my cloud of I'm going straight down the drain, I'm drowning
It's I'm drowning at sea that you reach for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings
I'm dying to And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic Drunk off endings
Now I'm the one thing you hate more But you're the one thing I would die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I I've figured it out She don't want me, she just don't see me with someone else The idea of me happy destroys her in itself To see me fallin' to pieces brings her joy and brings her But it annoys her to see me get this straight, say "screw her!" I up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm addicted to her She's tryna the door, so here's how I do her Since I'm manure, a sewer
And this time this piece of shit's through her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the fuck? knew it Who think she'd actually have the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she doused the car lighter fluid standin' there with a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it Lit the thing on fire, then she threw it
like I'm drowning at sea Hoping you reach for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings off tragic endings