I'm stumbling, I can't see And it's my fault, I got way I got my hands on great And found a way to it all up I did my best, I tried to But just in my DNA I got my on something great And found a way to fuck it up
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate
But you're the one thing I would die for
All my life, I was told, I was never nothin' I need to be reminded of it every other second when all my self-esteem's Already to hell, I'm fallin' helplessly I'm embarrased, I don't want no one to see I feel like I'm a piece of shit every time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, definitely help that she Makes me like I've died and gone to heaven But life a livin' hell for me She does that thing with her lip, now meltin' me I'm putty in her palms, I'm wrapped around her A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit there and dangle something better comes along And she'll drop me like a hot potato
I look I'm in pain, but I'm okay though 'Cause I know she loves me—my friends, do they know?
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic Drunk off tragic
In my moments of I openly the shit I wouldn't normally I'm extremely self-conscious and Insecure and she uses it to when she torments me It only to ammunition for her in this war, when she Gets goin' she don't stop, I'm up she's like a downer When I found her it was love at encounter Plus, she musta took the carton of eggs off the counter Cracked and placed all the shells on the ground for Me to on when I'm around her But there's just about her That makes me not able to function her
How can I get out of it when I don't how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, make a out of me And me the way now or stay the fuck out of my cloud of rain 'Cause I'm going straight the drain, I'm drowning
It's like I'm at sea that you reach for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings
I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings Drunk off tragic
Now I'm the one thing you hate more But you're the one thing that I die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I think I've it out She don't me, she just don't wanna see me with someone else The idea of seein' me happy her in itself To see me fallin' to pieces brings her joy and brings her But it annoys her to see me get straight, then say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm to her She's tryna the door, so here's how I do her Since I'm manure, she's a
And this time this piece of shit's through her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the Shoulda knew it Who would think she'd actually the balls to do it? As soon as I in it, she doused the car with lighter fluid She's standin' there a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it Lit the fuckin' thing on fire, she threw it
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic I'm to breathe And all you do is me a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings off tragic endings