I'm stumbling, I see straight And my fault, I got this way I got my hands on something And a way to mess it all up I did my best, I to change But it's in my DNA I got my on something great And a way to fuck it up again
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate
But you're the one thing I would die for
All my life, I was told, I was never special I need to be reminded of it every other second when all my self-esteem's Already shot to hell, I'm fallin' I'm embarrased, I don't want no one to see 'Cause I like I'm a piece of shit every time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, definitely help that she Makes me feel like I've died and to heaven But life a livin' hell for me She does that thing her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm putty in her palms, I'm wrapped her finger A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit and just dangle something better comes along And just drop me like a hot potato
I like I'm in pain, but I'm okay though I know she loves me—my friends, what do they know?
It's like I'm at sea that you reach for me I you're there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings off tragic endings
In my moments of I openly admit the shit I wouldn't I'm extremely self-conscious and Insecure and she it to torture when she torments me It only to ammunition for her in this war, when she goin' she don't stop, when I'm up she's like a downer When I her it was love at first encounter Plus, somehow she musta took the carton of off the counter them and placed all the shells on the ground for Me to on when I'm around her But just somethin' about her That makes me not able to without her
How can I get out of it when I know how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, a believer out of me And show me the way now or stay the fuck out of my of rain 'Cause I'm going straight the drain, I'm drowning
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic
I'm to breathe And all you do is me
Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic Drunk off tragic
Now I'm the one you couldn't hate more But you're the one thing I would die for
It a while for me to get it, but I think I've figured it out She don't me, she just don't wanna see me with someone else The of seein' me happy destroys her in itself To see me fallin' to pieces brings her joy and her hell But it annoys her to see me get straight, then say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm sick, I'm addicted to her She's block the door, so here's how I do her Since I'm manure, she's a
And this time this piece of shit's through her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the Shoulda knew it Who would think she'd have the balls to do it? As soon as I in it, she doused the car with lighter fluid She's there with a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it Lit the fuckin' thing on fire, she threw it
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I know there, but I can't see I'm so drunk off tragic endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me Such a relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings off tragic endings