I'm stumbling, I can't see And it's my fault, I got way I got my hands on great And found a way to it all up I did my best, I to change But just in my DNA I got my hands on great And found a way to it up again
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't more
But the one thing that I would die for
All my life, I was told, I was never nothin' I need to be reminded of it every other second when all my self-esteem's Already shot to hell, I'm fallin' I'm embarrased, I don't want no one to see 'Cause I feel like I'm a piece of shit every time she at me Selfishly addicted, definitely help that she Makes me feel like I've died and gone to But makes life a hell for me She does thing with her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm in her palms, I'm wrapped around her finger A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit there and dangle Until something better comes And she'll just drop me like a hot
I look like I'm in pain, but I'm okay 'Cause I know she loves me—my friends, do they know?
like I'm drowning at sea Hoping you reach for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings Drunk off endings
In my moments of I admit the shit I wouldn't normally I'm self-conscious and enormously and she uses it to torture when she torments me It only turns to ammunition for her in war, when she goin' she don't stop, when I'm up she's like a downer When I found her it was at first encounter Plus, somehow she musta took the carton of eggs off the Cracked them and placed all the on the ground for Me to on when I'm around her But there's just somethin' her That makes me not able to without her
How can I get out of it I don't know how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, make a out of me And show me the way now or stay the fuck out of my of rain I'm going straight down the drain, I'm drowning
It's I'm drowning at sea Hoping you reach for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic
I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings Drunk off tragic
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate But you're the one thing I would die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I think I've it out She don't want me, she just don't wanna see me with someone The idea of me happy destroys her in itself To see me fallin' to brings her joy and brings her hell But it her to see me get this straight, then say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm sick, I'm addicted to her She's tryna block the door, so how I do her Since I'm manure, she's a
And this time this piece of shit's through her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the Shoulda knew it Who would think actually have the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she doused the car lighter fluid She's standin' there with a rag, 'bout to put the to it Lit the thing on fire, then she threw it
It's like I'm at sea Hoping you reach for me I you're there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings Drunk off tragic