I'm stumbling, I see straight And my fault, I got this way I got my on something great And found a way to it all up I did my best, I tried to But just in my DNA I got my hands on something And found a way to fuck it up
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't more
But you're the one thing that I die for
All my life, I was told, I was never special I don't need to be reminded of it every other when all my self-esteem's Already shot to hell, I'm helplessly I'm embarrased, I want no one else to see 'Cause I feel like I'm a piece of shit every time she at me addicted, definitely doesn't help that she Makes me feel like I've died and gone to But makes a livin' hell for me She does that thing her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm in her palms, I'm wrapped around her finger A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit there and dangle Until something better along And she'll just drop me like a hot
I look I'm in pain, but I'm okay though I know she loves me—my friends, what do they know?
It's like I'm at sea Hoping you reach for me I you're there, but I can't see I'm so drunk off tragic endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me
Such a relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic Drunk off tragic
In my moments of I openly admit the shit I normally I'm extremely and enormously and she uses it to torture when she torments me It only turns to ammunition for her in this war, she Gets she don't stop, when I'm up she's like a downer I found her it was love at first encounter Plus, somehow she took the carton of eggs off the counter them and placed all the shells on the ground for Me to walk on I'm around her But there's somethin' about her That makes me not to function without her
How can I get out of it I don't know how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, a believer out of me And me the way now or stay the fuck out of my cloud of rain 'Cause I'm going straight the drain, I'm drowning
It's I'm drowning at sea that you reach for me I you're there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic
I'm dying to And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings Drunk off endings
Now I'm the one thing you hate more But you're the one thing I would die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I I've figured it out She want me, she just don't wanna see me with someone else The of seein' me happy destroys her in itself To see me fallin' to pieces her joy and brings her hell But it annoys her to see me get straight, then say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm to her She's block the door, so here's how I do her Since I'm manure, she's a
And this time this piece of shit's runnin' her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the fuck? Shoulda it Who would she'd actually have the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she doused the car lighter fluid She's standin' with a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it Lit the fuckin' thing on fire, she threw it
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I know there, but I can't see I'm so drunk off tragic endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me Such a relief I'm so drunk off tragic endings Drunk off tragic