I'm stumbling, I see straight And it's my fault, I got way I got my hands on something And found a way to it all up I did my best, I tried to But just in my DNA I got my hands on something And a way to fuck it up again
Now I'm the one you couldn't hate more
But you're the one thing I would die for
All my life, I was told, I was never nothin' I don't to be reminded of it every other second 'Specially when all my Already shot to hell, I'm fallin' I'm embarrased, I want no one else to see 'Cause I feel like I'm a piece of shit every time she at me Selfishly addicted, definitely doesn't help she me feel like I've died and gone to heaven But life a livin' hell for me She does that thing her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm putty in her palms, I'm around her finger A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit and just dangle Until something comes along And she'll just drop me like a hot
I look like I'm in pain, but I'm okay 'Cause I she loves me—my friends, what do they know?
It's I'm drowning at sea that you reach for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic off tragic endings
In my of weakness I openly the shit I wouldn't normally I'm extremely self-conscious and Insecure and she uses it to torture when she me It only turns to ammunition for her in war, when she Gets goin' she don't stop, when I'm up she's like a I found her it was love at first encounter Plus, somehow she musta the carton of eggs off the counter Cracked them and placed all the shells on the for Me to on when I'm around her But just somethin' about her That makes me not to function without her
How can I get out of it when I know how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, a believer out of me And show me the way now or the fuck out of my cloud of rain 'Cause I'm going straight the drain, I'm drowning
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic
I'm dying to And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic off tragic endings
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate But the one thing that I would die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I I've figured it out She want me, she just don't wanna see me with someone else The idea of me happy destroys her in itself To see me fallin' to pieces brings her joy and her hell But it her to see me get this straight, then say "screw her!" I up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm addicted to her She's tryna block the door, so how I do her Since I'm manure, a sewer
And this time this piece of shit's through her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the fuck? knew it Who would think actually have the balls to do it? As soon as I in it, she doused the car with lighter fluid She's standin' there a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it Lit the fuckin' on fire, then she threw it
It's like I'm at sea Hoping you reach for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic I'm dying to And all you do is me Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic off tragic endings