I'm stumbling, I see straight And it's my fault, I got way I got my hands on something And a way to mess it all up I did my best, I tried to But it's in my DNA I got my on something great And found a way to it up again
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't more
But the one thing that I would die for
All my life, I was told, I was nothin' special I don't need to be reminded of it other second when all my self-esteem's Already shot to hell, I'm helplessly I'm embarrased, I want no one else to see 'Cause I feel like I'm a piece of shit every time she at me Selfishly addicted, definitely doesn't help she Makes me like I've died and gone to heaven But makes a livin' hell for me She that thing with her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm putty in her palms, I'm around her finger A yo-yo on a string, she me sit there and just dangle Until something comes along And she'll just drop me a hot potato
I look like I'm in pain, but I'm though 'Cause I know she me—my friends, what do they know?
like I'm drowning at sea Hoping you reach for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings I'm dying to And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings Drunk off tragic
In my of weakness I openly the shit I wouldn't normally I'm extremely and enormously Insecure and she uses it to torture when she me It only turns to for her in this war, when she Gets goin' she don't stop, I'm up she's like a downer I found her it was love at first encounter Plus, somehow she took the carton of eggs off the counter Cracked them and placed all the on the ground for Me to walk on I'm around her But just somethin' about her That makes me not to function without her
How can I get out of it when I know how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, make a out of me And show me the way now or stay the out of my cloud of rain I'm going straight down the drain, I'm drowning
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I you're there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings
I'm to breathe And all you do is me
Such a relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings off tragic endings
Now I'm the one you couldn't hate more But you're the one thing that I die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I think I've it out She don't want me, she don't wanna see me with someone else The idea of me happy destroys her in itself To see me fallin' to pieces her joy and brings her hell But it her to see me get this straight, then say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm sick, I'm addicted to her She's block the door, so here's how I do her Since I'm manure, she's a
And this time this piece of shit's through her I can see the light, now I'm to it the fuck? Shoulda knew it Who would think she'd have the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she doused the car with fluid She's standin' with a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it Lit the fuckin' thing on fire, she threw it
It's I'm drowning at sea Hoping you reach for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings I'm dying to And all you do is me Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic Drunk off endings