I'm stumbling, I can't see And my fault, I got this way I got my hands on great And found a way to it all up I did my best, I tried to But just in my DNA I got my hands on great And a way to fuck it up again
Now I'm the one thing you hate more
But you're the one thing that I die for
All my life, I was told, I was nothin' special I don't need to be reminded of it other second 'Specially when all my shot to hell, I'm fallin' helplessly I'm embarrased, I want no one else to see 'Cause I feel like I'm a of shit every time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, doesn't help that she me feel like I've died and gone to heaven But life a livin' hell for me She that thing with her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm putty in her palms, I'm wrapped her finger A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit there and dangle Until something better along And just drop me like a hot potato
I like I'm in pain, but I'm okay though I know she loves me—my friends, what do they know?
It's like I'm at sea that you reach for me I you're there, but I can't see I'm so drunk off tragic endings I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic off tragic endings
In my moments of I admit the shit I wouldn't normally I'm extremely and enormously Insecure and she uses it to torture when she me It only to ammunition for her in this war, when she Gets goin' she don't stop, I'm up she's like a downer When I found her it was love at first Plus, somehow she musta took the of eggs off the counter Cracked them and placed all the shells on the for Me to on when I'm around her But there's just somethin' her makes me not able to function without her
How can I get out of it when I know how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, make a out of me And show me the way now or stay the out of my cloud of rain 'Cause I'm going down the drain, I'm drowning
It's I'm drowning at sea Hoping you reach for me I you're there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic
I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic off tragic endings
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't more But you're the one thing that I die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I think I've it out She don't want me, she just don't wanna see me with someone The idea of seein' me happy destroys her in To see me fallin' to pieces her joy and brings her hell But it annoys her to see me get straight, then say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm sick, I'm addicted to her She's tryna block the door, so how I do her I'm manure, she's a sewer
And this time this piece of shit's runnin' her I can see the light, now I'm to it the fuck? Shoulda knew it Who would think actually have the balls to do it? As soon as I in it, she doused the car with lighter fluid She's standin' there with a rag, to put the lighter to it Lit the thing on fire, then she threw it
like I'm drowning at sea Hoping that you for me I you're there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me Such a relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings Drunk off endings