I'm stumbling, I can't see And it's my fault, I got way I got my on something great And a way to mess it all up I did my best, I to change But just in my DNA I got my on something great And found a way to fuck it up
Now I'm the one thing you hate more
But you're the one thing that I die for
All my life, I was told, I was nothin' special I don't need to be reminded of it every other 'Specially when all my shot to hell, I'm fallin' helplessly I'm embarrased, I want no one else to see 'Cause I feel like I'm a of shit every time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, definitely help that she Makes me feel like died and gone to heaven But makes life a livin' for me She does that thing with her lip, now she's me I'm putty in her palms, I'm wrapped around her A yo-yo on a string, she me sit there and just dangle Until something better along And just drop me like a hot potato
I look like I'm in pain, but I'm though 'Cause I know she me—my friends, what do they know?
like I'm drowning at sea Hoping that you for me I know you're there, but I see I'm so drunk off tragic endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me
Such a beautiful I'm so drunk off tragic endings Drunk off endings
In my moments of I admit the shit I wouldn't normally I'm self-conscious and enormously and she uses it to torture when she torments me It only to ammunition for her in this war, when she Gets goin' she don't stop, I'm up she's like a downer When I found her it was love at first Plus, somehow she musta the carton of eggs off the counter them and placed all the shells on the ground for Me to on when I'm around her But there's just somethin' her That makes me not to function without her
How can I get out of it I don't know how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, a believer out of me And show me the way now or stay the fuck out of my of rain 'Cause I'm going straight the drain, I'm drowning
It's I'm drowning at sea Hoping you reach for me I know there, but I can't see I'm so drunk off tragic endings
I'm to breathe And all you do is me
Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic off tragic endings
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate But you're the one thing I would die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I think figured it out She want me, she just don't wanna see me with someone else The of seein' me happy destroys her in itself To see me fallin' to pieces her joy and brings her hell But it annoys her to see me get this straight, say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm sick, I'm addicted to her She's tryna the door, so here's how I do her I'm manure, she's a sewer
And this time this piece of runnin' through her I can see the light, now I'm to it the fuck? Shoulda knew it Who think she'd actually have the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she the car with lighter fluid She's standin' there with a rag, 'bout to put the to it Lit the thing on fire, then she threw it
It's I'm drowning at sea Hoping that you for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings I'm dying to And all you do is me a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic Drunk off endings