I'm stumbling, I can't see And my fault, I got this way I got my hands on great And found a way to it all up I did my best, I to change But it's in my DNA I got my hands on something And a way to fuck it up again
Now I'm the one you couldn't hate more
But you're the one thing I would die for
All my life, I was told, I was never nothin' I don't to be reminded of it every other second 'Specially all my self-esteem's Already shot to hell, I'm helplessly I'm embarrased, I want no one else to see 'Cause I like I'm a piece of shit every time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, definitely doesn't that she me feel like I've died and gone to heaven But makes a livin' hell for me She does that thing her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm putty in her palms, I'm wrapped around her A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit there and just something better comes along And she'll just me like a hot potato
I like I'm in pain, but I'm okay though 'Cause I she loves me—my friends, what do they know?
It's like I'm at sea Hoping you reach for me I know there, but I can't see I'm so drunk off tragic endings I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings Drunk off tragic
In my of weakness I openly admit the shit I wouldn't I'm extremely self-conscious and and she uses it to torture when she torments me It only turns to ammunition for her in this war, she Gets goin' she stop, when I'm up she's like a downer When I found her it was at first encounter Plus, somehow she took the carton of eggs off the counter them and placed all the shells on the ground for Me to on when I'm around her But there's just about her That me not able to function without her
How can I get out of it when I know how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, make a out of me And show me the way now or stay the fuck out of my cloud of 'Cause I'm straight down the drain, I'm drowning
It's I'm drowning at sea Hoping that you for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings
I'm to breathe And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings Drunk off endings
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate But you're the one thing that I die for
It took a for me to get it, but I think I've figured it out She don't want me, she just don't wanna see me someone else The idea of seein' me destroys her in itself To see me fallin' to pieces brings her joy and brings her But it annoys her to see me get straight, then say "screw her!" I up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm addicted to her She's tryna block the door, so how I do her I'm manure, she's a sewer
And this time this of shit's runnin' through her I can see the light, now I'm to it the fuck? Shoulda knew it Who would think she'd actually have the to do it? As as I hopped in it, she doused the car with lighter fluid She's standin' there with a rag, to put the lighter to it Lit the fuckin' on fire, then she threw it
It's like I'm at sea Hoping you reach for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me Such a relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings Drunk off tragic