I'm stumbling, I can't see And it's my fault, I got way I got my hands on something And found a way to it all up I did my best, I to change But just in my DNA I got my hands on great And found a way to it up again
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate
But the one thing that I would die for
All my life, I was told, I was never nothin' I need to be reminded of it every other second 'Specially when all my Already shot to hell, I'm helplessly I'm embarrased, I want no one else to see 'Cause I feel like I'm a piece of shit every time she at me Selfishly addicted, definitely doesn't that she Makes me feel like I've died and to heaven But makes life a hell for me She that thing with her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm putty in her palms, I'm wrapped her finger A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit and just dangle Until something better comes And just drop me like a hot potato
I look like I'm in pain, but I'm okay 'Cause I know she loves me—my friends, do they know?
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I you're there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic I'm to breathe And all you do is me
Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings Drunk off tragic
In my moments of I admit the shit I wouldn't normally I'm extremely self-conscious and Insecure and she uses it to torture she torments me It only to ammunition for her in this war, when she Gets goin' she don't stop, I'm up she's like a downer When I found her it was love at encounter Plus, somehow she musta took the of eggs off the counter Cracked them and all the shells on the ground for Me to on when I'm around her But there's just somethin' her That makes me not to function without her
How can I get out of it I don't know how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, make a out of me And show me the way now or stay the fuck out of my of rain 'Cause I'm going straight the drain, I'm drowning
like I'm drowning at sea Hoping you reach for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings
I'm to breathe And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic Drunk off tragic
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate But you're the one thing I would die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I think figured it out She don't want me, she just don't wanna see me with else The idea of seein' me destroys her in itself To see me fallin' to pieces brings her joy and her hell But it annoys her to see me get this straight, say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm to her She's tryna block the door, so how I do her I'm manure, she's a sewer
And time this piece of shit's runnin' through her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the fuck? knew it Who would think she'd have the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she doused the car lighter fluid She's standin' there with a rag, to put the lighter to it Lit the thing on fire, then she threw it
It's like I'm at sea that you reach for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings Drunk off tragic