I'm stumbling, I see straight And it's my fault, I got way I got my hands on great And a way to mess it all up I did my best, I to change But just in my DNA I got my on something great And found a way to it up again
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate
But you're the one thing that I die for
All my life, I was told, I was never special I don't need to be reminded of it other second when all my self-esteem's Already shot to hell, I'm helplessly I'm embarrased, I don't want no one to see I feel like I'm a piece of shit every time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, definitely doesn't help she Makes me feel I've died and gone to heaven But makes life a livin' for me She does that with her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm putty in her palms, I'm wrapped around her A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit there and dangle Until something comes along And just drop me like a hot potato
I look like I'm in pain, but I'm though 'Cause I know she loves me—my friends, what do know?
like I'm drowning at sea Hoping that you for me I know there, but I can't see I'm so drunk off tragic endings I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic off tragic endings
In my of weakness I admit the shit I wouldn't normally I'm extremely and enormously Insecure and she uses it to torture when she me It only turns to ammunition for her in this war, she Gets goin' she don't stop, I'm up she's like a downer When I found her it was love at encounter Plus, she musta took the carton of eggs off the counter Cracked them and placed all the on the ground for Me to walk on when I'm her But there's somethin' about her That me not able to function without her
How can I get out of it when I don't how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, make a out of me And show me the way now or stay the fuck out of my cloud of 'Cause I'm going straight down the drain, I'm
It's like I'm at sea Hoping you reach for me I know there, but I can't see I'm so drunk off tragic endings
I'm to breathe And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings off tragic endings
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't more But you're the one thing I would die for
It took a for me to get it, but I think I've figured it out She don't want me, she just don't wanna see me with someone The idea of seein' me happy destroys her in To see me fallin' to pieces her joy and brings her hell But it her to see me get this straight, then say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm to her tryna block the door, so here's how I do her Since I'm manure, she's a
And this time piece of shit's runnin' through her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the Shoulda knew it Who would think actually have the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she doused the car with lighter standin' there with a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it Lit the thing on fire, then she threw it
It's like I'm at sea Hoping you reach for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic I'm to breathe And all you do is me a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings Drunk off tragic