I'm stumbling, I see straight And my fault, I got this way I got my hands on great And found a way to it all up I did my best, I to change But just in my DNA I got my hands on something And found a way to it up again
Now I'm the one you couldn't hate more
But the one thing that I would die for
All my life, I was told, I was never special I don't need to be reminded of it every second 'Specially all my self-esteem's Already shot to hell, I'm helplessly I'm embarrased, I want no one else to see 'Cause I feel like I'm a piece of every time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, definitely help that she Makes me feel like died and gone to heaven But makes a livin' hell for me She that thing with her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm putty in her palms, I'm wrapped around her A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit there and just Until something better comes And she'll just drop me like a hot
I like I'm in pain, but I'm okay though 'Cause I know she me—my friends, what do they know?
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I you're there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic off tragic endings
In my of weakness I openly admit the shit I wouldn't I'm extremely self-conscious and Insecure and she it to torture when she torments me It only turns to for her in this war, when she Gets goin' she don't stop, when I'm up she's like a When I found her it was at first encounter Plus, somehow she musta took the carton of off the counter Cracked them and placed all the shells on the for Me to walk on when I'm her But there's somethin' about her That makes me not able to without her
How can I get out of it I don't know how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, make a out of me And show me the way now or stay the fuck out of my of rain 'Cause I'm going down the drain, I'm drowning
It's like I'm at sea that you reach for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic
I'm to breathe And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings Drunk off tragic
Now I'm the one thing you hate more But you're the one thing that I die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I I've figured it out She don't want me, she just don't wanna see me with else The idea of me happy destroys her in itself To see me to pieces brings her joy and brings her hell But it her to see me get this straight, then say "screw her!" I up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm addicted to her tryna block the door, so here's how I do her Since I'm manure, a sewer
And this time this piece of runnin' through her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the Shoulda knew it Who would think she'd actually the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she doused the car with fluid standin' there with a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it Lit the fuckin' thing on fire, then she it
It's like I'm at sea Hoping you reach for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings I'm dying to And all you do is me a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic Drunk off endings