I'm stumbling, I see straight And my fault, I got this way I got my on something great And found a way to it all up I did my best, I to change But just in my DNA I got my hands on great And found a way to fuck it up
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate
But you're the one thing I would die for
All my life, I was told, I was never nothin' I don't need to be reminded of it every second when all my self-esteem's Already shot to hell, I'm fallin' I'm embarrased, I don't want no one to see 'Cause I like I'm a piece of shit every time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, definitely doesn't that she me feel like I've died and gone to heaven But makes a livin' hell for me She that thing with her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm in her palms, I'm wrapped around her finger A on a string, she lets me sit there and just dangle Until something better along And she'll just drop me like a hot
I look like I'm in pain, but I'm okay 'Cause I she loves me—my friends, what do they know?
It's like I'm at sea that you reach for me I know there, but I can't see I'm so drunk off tragic endings I'm dying to And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings Drunk off tragic
In my of weakness I openly admit the shit I normally I'm extremely and enormously and she uses it to torture when she torments me It turns to ammunition for her in this war, when she Gets goin' she don't stop, when I'm up she's like a I found her it was love at first encounter Plus, she musta took the carton of eggs off the counter Cracked them and placed all the on the ground for Me to walk on I'm around her But there's just somethin' her That me not able to function without her
How can I get out of it when I don't how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, make a out of me And me the way now or stay the fuck out of my cloud of rain I'm going straight down the drain, I'm drowning
It's like I'm at sea that you reach for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings
I'm to breathe And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings Drunk off endings
Now I'm the one thing you hate more But you're the one thing I would die for
It a while for me to get it, but I think I've figured it out She don't want me, she don't wanna see me with someone else The idea of seein' me happy destroys her in To see me fallin' to pieces her joy and brings her hell But it annoys her to see me get this straight, say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm to her She's tryna the door, so here's how I do her Since I'm manure, a sewer
And this this piece of shit's runnin' through her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the Shoulda knew it Who would think actually have the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she the car with lighter fluid She's standin' there with a rag, 'bout to put the to it Lit the fuckin' thing on fire, she threw it
It's I'm drowning at sea that you reach for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me Such a relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings Drunk off endings