I'm stumbling, I see straight And it's my fault, I got way I got my hands on something And a way to mess it all up I did my best, I tried to But it's in my DNA I got my hands on great And found a way to it up again
Now I'm the one thing you hate more
But you're the one that I would die for
All my life, I was told, I was nothin' special I need to be reminded of it every other second 'Specially all my self-esteem's Already shot to hell, I'm helplessly I'm embarrased, I want no one else to see 'Cause I feel like I'm a piece of shit time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, definitely doesn't help she Makes me feel like I've died and gone to But makes a livin' hell for me She does that with her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm putty in her palms, I'm around her finger A on a string, she lets me sit there and just dangle Until something better along And she'll just me like a hot potato
I look like I'm in pain, but I'm though I know she loves me—my friends, what do they know?
It's like I'm at sea that you reach for me I know there, but I can't see I'm so drunk off tragic endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me
Such a beautiful I'm so drunk off tragic endings Drunk off tragic
In my moments of I admit the shit I wouldn't normally I'm extremely and enormously and she uses it to torture when she torments me It turns to ammunition for her in this war, when she Gets goin' she don't stop, I'm up she's like a downer When I found her it was at first encounter Plus, she musta took the carton of eggs off the counter Cracked them and placed all the on the ground for Me to walk on I'm around her But just somethin' about her That makes me not able to function her
How can I get out of it when I don't how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, a believer out of me And show me the way now or the fuck out of my cloud of rain 'Cause I'm going straight the drain, I'm drowning
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I know there, but I can't see I'm so drunk off tragic endings
I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings off tragic endings
Now I'm the one thing you hate more But you're the one thing I would die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I think figured it out She don't want me, she just don't wanna see me with someone The idea of me happy destroys her in itself To see me fallin' to pieces her joy and brings her hell But it annoys her to see me get straight, then say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm to her She's tryna block the door, so how I do her Since I'm manure, she's a
And this time this of shit's runnin' through her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the Shoulda knew it Who would she'd actually have the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she the car with lighter fluid She's standin' there with a rag, to put the lighter to it Lit the fuckin' thing on fire, she threw it
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings I'm dying to And all you do is me Such a relief I'm so drunk off tragic endings Drunk off tragic