I'm stumbling, I see straight And it's my fault, I got way I got my hands on great And found a way to it all up I did my best, I to change But just in my DNA I got my hands on great And found a way to it up again
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't more
But the one thing that I would die for
All my life, I was told, I was nothin' special I don't to be reminded of it every other second when all my self-esteem's Already shot to hell, I'm helplessly I'm embarrased, I don't no one else to see I feel like I'm a piece of shit every time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, definitely doesn't that she me feel like I've died and gone to heaven But life a livin' hell for me She does that with her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm putty in her palms, I'm wrapped her finger A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit and just dangle Until something comes along And she'll drop me like a hot potato
I look I'm in pain, but I'm okay though 'Cause I know she loves friends, what do they know?
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I know you're there, but I see I'm so drunk off tragic endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me
Such a relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings Drunk off endings
In my moments of I openly the shit I wouldn't normally I'm self-conscious and enormously Insecure and she uses it to when she torments me It only turns to ammunition for her in war, when she Gets she don't stop, when I'm up she's like a downer When I found her it was love at first Plus, somehow she musta took the of eggs off the counter Cracked them and all the shells on the ground for Me to walk on when I'm her But there's somethin' about her That makes me not able to function her
How can I get out of it I don't know how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, a believer out of me And show me the way now or the fuck out of my cloud of rain I'm going straight down the drain, I'm drowning
It's I'm drowning at sea that you reach for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings
I'm to breathe And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings Drunk off endings
Now I'm the one thing you hate more But you're the one thing that I die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I think I've it out She don't want me, she just don't see me with someone else The idea of seein' me destroys her in itself To see me fallin' to pieces brings her joy and her hell But it annoys her to see me get this straight, say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm sick, I'm addicted to her She's block the door, so here's how I do her Since I'm manure, a sewer
And this time this piece of runnin' through her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the Shoulda knew it Who think she'd actually have the balls to do it? As soon as I in it, she doused the car with lighter fluid standin' there with a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it Lit the fuckin' on fire, then she threw it
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me Such a relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings off tragic endings