I'm stumbling, I can't see And my fault, I got this way I got my hands on great And found a way to it all up I did my best, I to change But it's in my DNA I got my hands on great And found a way to it up again
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate
But you're the one thing that I die for
All my life, I was told, I was never nothin' I don't need to be reminded of it every other 'Specially all my self-esteem's Already shot to hell, I'm helplessly I'm embarrased, I don't want no one to see 'Cause I feel like I'm a piece of shit time she yells at me addicted, definitely doesn't help that she Makes me feel like I've and gone to heaven But makes a livin' hell for me She does that thing her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm in her palms, I'm wrapped around her finger A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit and just dangle Until something comes along And she'll drop me like a hot potato
I look I'm in pain, but I'm okay though 'Cause I she loves me—my friends, what do they know?
like I'm drowning at sea Hoping that you for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings Drunk off tragic
In my moments of I openly admit the shit I wouldn't I'm extremely and enormously Insecure and she uses it to torture she torments me It only to ammunition for her in this war, when she goin' she don't stop, when I'm up she's like a downer When I found her it was love at encounter Plus, somehow she musta took the carton of eggs off the them and placed all the shells on the ground for Me to on when I'm around her But there's just somethin' her makes me not able to function without her
How can I get out of it I don't know how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, make a out of me And show me the way now or stay the out of my cloud of rain 'Cause I'm going straight the drain, I'm drowning
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings
I'm to breathe And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings Drunk off tragic
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't more But you're the one thing that I die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I think I've it out She don't want me, she just don't wanna see me someone else The of seein' me happy destroys her in itself To see me fallin' to brings her joy and brings her hell But it annoys her to see me get this straight, say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm sick, I'm addicted to her tryna block the door, so here's how I do her Since I'm manure, she's a
And this time this piece of runnin' through her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the Shoulda knew it Who think she'd actually have the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she doused the car with fluid She's there with a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it Lit the fuckin' thing on fire, she threw it
like I'm drowning at sea Hoping that you for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic off tragic endings