I'm stumbling, I see straight And it's my fault, I got way I got my on something great And a way to mess it all up I did my best, I tried to But it's in my DNA I got my hands on something And found a way to it up again
Now I'm the one you couldn't hate more
But you're the one thing that I die for
All my life, I was told, I was never special I don't need to be reminded of it every other 'Specially all my self-esteem's Already shot to hell, I'm helplessly I'm embarrased, I don't no one else to see 'Cause I feel I'm a piece of shit every time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, definitely doesn't that she Makes me feel like I've died and to heaven But makes life a hell for me She does that thing with her lip, now meltin' me I'm putty in her palms, I'm around her finger A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit and just dangle something better comes along And just drop me like a hot potato
I look I'm in pain, but I'm okay though 'Cause I know she me—my friends, what do they know?
like I'm drowning at sea Hoping that you for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me
Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings Drunk off endings
In my moments of I openly admit the I wouldn't normally I'm extremely self-conscious and Insecure and she uses it to torture she torments me It only turns to for her in this war, when she Gets goin' she don't stop, when I'm up she's a downer When I her it was love at first encounter Plus, somehow she musta took the of eggs off the counter Cracked them and all the shells on the ground for Me to walk on I'm around her But there's just somethin' her That makes me not to function without her
How can I get out of it I don't know how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, a believer out of me And show me the way now or stay the fuck out of my of rain 'Cause I'm straight down the drain, I'm drowning
It's like I'm at sea that you reach for me I know there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic
I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings Drunk off tragic
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate But you're the one that I would die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I think figured it out She don't want me, she just wanna see me with someone else The idea of seein' me happy her in itself To see me to pieces brings her joy and brings her hell But it her to see me get this straight, then say "screw her!" I up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm addicted to her She's tryna block the door, so how I do her Since I'm manure, she's a
And this time this piece of shit's runnin' her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the Shoulda knew it Who would think she'd actually have the to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she doused the car lighter fluid She's standin' there a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it Lit the fuckin' thing on fire, she threw it
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings I'm to breathe And all you do is me Such a relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings off tragic endings