I'm stumbling, I can't see And it's my fault, I got way I got my on something great And a way to mess it all up I did my best, I tried to But it's in my DNA I got my on something great And found a way to it up again
Now I'm the one you couldn't hate more
But you're the one thing that I die for
All my life, I was told, I was never nothin' I don't need to be reminded of it every second when all my self-esteem's Already shot to hell, I'm fallin' I'm embarrased, I don't want no one to see 'Cause I feel like I'm a piece of every time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, definitely doesn't help she Makes me feel I've died and gone to heaven But makes life a hell for me She does that thing with her lip, now she's me I'm putty in her palms, I'm wrapped around her A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit there and just something better comes along And she'll drop me like a hot potato
I look I'm in pain, but I'm okay though 'Cause I know she loves me—my friends, do they know?
It's like I'm at sea that you reach for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic I'm dying to And all you do is me
a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings off tragic endings
In my of weakness I openly admit the shit I normally I'm extremely self-conscious and Insecure and she it to torture when she torments me It turns to ammunition for her in this war, when she Gets goin' she don't stop, when I'm up like a downer When I found her it was love at first Plus, somehow she musta took the carton of eggs off the them and placed all the shells on the ground for Me to walk on I'm around her But just somethin' about her makes me not able to function without her
How can I get out of it when I don't how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, make a out of me And me the way now or stay the fuck out of my cloud of rain 'Cause I'm going down the drain, I'm drowning
It's like I'm at sea that you reach for me I you're there, but I can't see I'm so drunk off tragic endings
I'm to breathe And all you do is me
Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings Drunk off tragic
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't hate But you're the one thing I would die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I think I've it out She don't want me, she don't wanna see me with someone else The idea of me happy destroys her in itself To see me fallin' to brings her joy and brings her hell But it her to see me get this straight, then say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm to her tryna block the door, so here's how I do her Since I'm manure, she's a
And this time this piece of shit's through her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the fuck? knew it Who think she'd actually have the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she doused the car with fluid She's standin' there a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it Lit the fuckin' on fire, then she threw it
It's like I'm at sea Hoping you reach for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings I'm dying to And all you do is me Such a relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic Drunk off tragic