Today Is Not Real

In a half hour, I'll be fine
The next 29 minutes are gonna flow like concrete
My heart'll get so low, it could touch my feet
So just leave me alone, there's nothin' I need

I'll feel better
I'll feel better
I'll feel better

I will admit the lows keep me alive
If it wasn't for the changes, I would probably die
Like how the dark never seems that dark when it's finally light
My concentration is a knot, this depression keeps it tight

I'll feel better
I'll feel better

I'm like the cold dead winter, finally looking for the spring
You're the nice warm sun, you give birth to everything

Like a patient coming out of surgery, I remember how to feel
Like a traumatized victim, the past half hour wasn't real

I'll feel better
(I'll feel better!)
I'll feel better
(I'll feel better!)

So make up lies
And convince yourself they're true
Who am I
To tell you what to do?

In a half hour I'll be fine
The next 29 minutes are gonna flow like concrete