Luyện nghe bài hát Today I Cried

I only and fucking did it
Used to be a dream but now I fucking it
Weren't even writing raps I was down and out about to fucking it
Lucky for me I fucking didn't
See came along when I was at my lowest
Selling of coke not the raps I flow with
I made it and I owe to a chat I had her,
Who where I'd be if that chat hadn't occurred
with the bag, with the bag full of herbs init
Instead I got her on a and I murdered it
My name started murmurs in the industry
But none of these labels would work with it until did
Put my first single out and we a hit
That's why we never in darkness
I it must burn a bit
Just did a show and knew the words to it
The day I risked everything for I have given anything more all these years have weighed heavy
But this is something that nothing could readied me for
What you think all my problems are cos' I get an applause, there not
Today I
And I don't why
But I cried
And I don't know x2
My went in at 3
My went in at 2
For a not to shabby if I have to I make do
Finally some form of for the things I came through
But different to the perfect picture people paint you
On the way up you might be a person take to
you break through and the same people who rated you hate to
All of a sudden anything you do may do may make
And I'm sick to death of was is and aint' true
a day in my shoes and maybe you would feel the same to
Though I know I've got to make the of it there will be no take 2
And ungrateful I would hate to seem cos' I'm leaving my now
But I sleep now
And all the hours are making me senile
every time i'm seen out
Even people I've been round my whole are looking at me like I'm a new me now
say I've changed but I just don't see how
I've always lived my life taking corners that I can't see
Never knowing what it is I'm to seek out
But I'm beginning to question me now
Today I
And I don't why
But I cried
And I don't know whyyy (don't why I crieddd)
I it must seem mad to you
mad to me
All I've done is what had to do
Been who had to be
But the I've walked has been so gravely
been a strain to remain humane amongst all this inhumanity
I had nan who was a mum and dad to me
You can choose your friends but you can't your family
happiness for me has been a fallacy
Stick your sympathy it jack to me
of hearing how happy I should be
I don't know how to be
I can no longer
No more out to be
all I needs a slap,
Someone to it out of me
Help me to spell my irrational thoughts more rationally
Sick of being in the state of
agony
Am I torn or is it all some twisted of vanity
Can it be I'm really just obsessed with myself, compulsive depressed, my pressures reflecting my health
Taking care of my career but I'm myself
Rejected no I just won't except any help
I pride myself on my honestly but in all honestly I lied
I was asked how I was and I I was fine, I'm not
Today I
And I don't why
But I cried
And I don't whyyy x3