Luyện nghe bài hát Today I Cried

I went and fucking did it
Used to be a dream but now I fucking it
Weren't even writing raps I was down and out about to fucking it
Lucky for me I fucking didn't
See lily along when I was at my lowest
Selling wraps of coke not the raps I with
I made it and I owe to a chat I had her,
Who knows where I'd be if that chat hadn't
Back with the bag, with the bag of herbs init
Instead I got her on a track and I it
My name started causing in the industry
But none of these labels would work with it until did
Put my single out and we earned a hit
That's why we believe in darkness
I know it burn a bit
did a show and everybody knew the words to it
The day I risked everything for I couldn't have given anything more all years have weighed heavy
But this is something that nothing could have me for
What you all my problems are remedied cos' I get an applause, there not
I cried
And I know why
But today I
And I know whyyy x2
My single in at 3
My album in at 2
For a debut not to if I have to I make do
Finally some of reward for the things I came through
But it's different to the perfect picture people you
On the way up you might be a person people to
Then you break through and the same people who you hate to
All of a anything you do may do may make news
And I'm sick to of explaining was is and aint' true
Spend a day in my shoes and maybe you feel the same to
Though I know I've got to make the most of it there be no take 2
And ungrateful I would hate to seem I'm leaving my dream now
But I sleep now
And all the hours awake are making me
every time i'm seen out
Even people I've been my whole life are looking at me like I'm a new me now
They say I've changed but I don't see how
I've always lived my taking corners that I can't see round
Never knowing what it is I'm to seek out
But I'm even to question me now
I cried
And I know why
But today I
And I don't know (don't know why I crieddd)
I know it must mad to you
mad to me
All I've done is I've had to do
Been who had to be
But the path I've has been so gravely
It's been a strain to remain amongst all this inhumanity
I had nan who was a mum and dad to me
You can choose your friends but you can't your family
happiness for me has been a fallacy
Stick sympathy it means jack to me
Sick of how happy I should be
I don't know how to be
I can no longer
No making out to be
all I needs a slap,
Someone to it out of me
Help me to spell my irrational thoughts think more
of being in the state of vanity
It's
Am I torn or is it all some form of vanity
Can it be I'm really just obsessed with myself, obsessive compulsive depressed, my pressures reflecting my
Taking care of my but I'm neglecting myself
Rejected therapy no I just except any help
I pride myself on my honestly but in all today I lied
I was asked how I was and I I was fine, I'm not
I cried
And I know why
But today I
And I don't whyyy x3