Luyện nghe bài hát Today I Cried

I only went and did it
Used to be a but now I fucking live it
Weren't even writing raps I was down and out to fucking quit it
Lucky for me that I fucking
See lily came along I was at my lowest
Selling of coke not the raps I flow with
I made it and I owe to a chat I had her,
Who knows where I'd be if that hadn't occurred
with the bag, with the bag full of herbs init
Instead I got her on a track and I it
My name started causing murmurs in the
But none of these would work with it until virgin did
Put my first out and we earned a hit
That's why we believe in darkness
I it must burn a bit
Just did a show and everybody the words to it
The day I everything for I couldn't have given anything more all these years have weighed heavy
But this is something nothing could have readied me for
What you think all my are remedied cos' I get an applause, there not
Today I
And I don't why
But I cried
And I know whyyy x2
My single in at 3
My album in at 2
For a debut not to shabby if I to I make do
some form of reward for the things I came through
But it's different to the perfect picture paint you
On the way up you be a person people take to
Then you break and the same people who rated you hate to
All of a anything you do may do may make news
And I'm sick to death of explaining was is and true
Spend a day in my and maybe you would feel the same to
Though I know I've got to make the most of it will be no take 2
And ungrateful I would hate to seem cos' I'm leaving my now
But I sleep now
And all the hours awake are making me
Snap time i'm seen out
Even people I've been round my life are looking at me like I'm a new me now
They say I've but I just don't see how
I've always lived my life taking corners that I can't see
knowing what it is I'm trying to seek out
But I'm even to question me now
Today I
And I know why
But I cried
And I know whyyy (don't know why I crieddd)
I it must seem mad to you
mad to me
All I've is what I've had to do
Been who had to be
But the path I've walked has so gravely
It's been a strain to remain amongst all this inhumanity
I had nan who was a mum and dad to me
You can choose your friends but you choose your family
Temporary for me has been a fallacy
your sympathy it means jack to me
Sick of how happy I should be
I don't know how to be
I can no pretend
No making out to be
Maybe all I a slap,
to shake it out of me
Help me to spell my irrational think more rationally
Sick of in the state of vanity
It's
Am I torn or is it all some form of vanity
Can it be I'm really obsessed with myself, obsessive compulsive depressed, my pressures reflecting my health
care of my career but I'm neglecting myself
Rejected therapy no I just except any help
I pride myself on my honestly but in all honestly I lied
I was how I was and I said I was fine, I'm not
I cried
And I know why
But I cried
And I don't whyyy x3