Luyện nghe bài hát Today I Cried

I only went and did it
Used to be a dream but now I live it
even writing raps I was down and out about to fucking quit it
Lucky for me I fucking didn't
See lily came along when I was at my
Selling of coke not the raps I flow with
I it and I owe to a chat I had with her,
Who knows where I'd be if that chat hadn't
Back with the bag, the bag full of herbs init
I got her on a track and I murdered it
My started causing murmurs in the industry
But none of these labels would with it until virgin did
Put my single out and we earned a hit
That's why we never believe in
I know it burn a bit
Just did a show and everybody the words to it
The day I everything for I couldn't have given anything more all these years have weighed heavy
But this is something that nothing could readied me for
What you think all my problems are remedied I get an applause, there not
Today I
And I know why
But I cried
And I don't know x2
My went in at 3
My went in at 2
For a not to shabby if I have to I make do
Finally some of reward for the things I came through
But different to the perfect picture people paint you
On the way up you might be a people take to
Then you break through and the same people who rated you to
All of a sudden anything you do may do may news
And I'm sick to death of explaining was is and aint'
Spend a day in my and maybe you would feel the same to
Though I know got to make the most of it there will be no take 2
And ungrateful I would hate to cos' I'm leaving my dream now
But I sleep now
And all the hours awake are making me
every time i'm seen out
Even people I've been round my whole are looking at me like I'm a new me now
They say I've changed but I just see how
I've lived my life taking corners that I can't see round
Never what it is I'm trying to seek out
But I'm beginning to question me now
Today I
And I know why
But today I
And I know whyyy (don't know why I crieddd)
I know it seem mad to you
mad to me
All I've done is what had to do
Been who had to be
But the path I've walked has so gravely
It's been a strain to remain humane amongst all this
I had nan who was a mum and dad to me
You can choose friends but you can't choose your family
Temporary happiness for me has a fallacy
Stick your it means jack to me
Sick of hearing how happy I be
I just don't how to be
I can no pretend
No making out to be
all I needs a slap,
Someone to it out of me
me to spell my irrational thoughts think more rationally
Sick of in the state of vanity
It's
Am I torn or is it all twisted form of vanity
Can it be I'm really just obsessed with myself, obsessive compulsive depressed, my pressures reflecting my
Taking care of my but I'm neglecting myself
Rejected therapy no I won't except any help
I pride on my honestly but in all honestly today I lied
I was how I was and I said I was fine, I'm not
Today I
And I know why
But I cried
And I don't whyyy x3