Luyện nghe bài hát Today I Cried

I went and fucking did it
Used to be a dream but now I fucking it
Weren't even raps I was down and out about to fucking quit it
Lucky for me I fucking didn't
See lily came along I was at my lowest
Selling wraps of coke not the raps I with
I it and I owe to a chat I had with her,
Who knows where I'd be if chat hadn't occurred
Back with the bag, the bag full of herbs init
Instead I got her on a track and I it
My name started causing in the industry
But none of these labels would with it until virgin did
Put my first out and we earned a hit
why we never believe in darkness
I know it must a bit
Just did a show and everybody knew the to it
The day I risked for I couldn't have given anything more all these years have weighed heavy
But this is something that nothing could have me for
What you think all my problems are cos' I get an applause, there not
I cried
And I don't why
But today I
And I don't whyyy x2
My went in at 3
My went in at 2
For a debut not to shabby if I have to I do
Finally some form of for the things I came through
But it's different to the perfect picture paint you
On the way up you be a person people take to
Then you break through and the same people who rated you to
All of a sudden you do may do may make news
And I'm sick to of explaining was is and aint' true
Spend a day in my shoes and you would feel the same to
I know I've got to make the most of it there will be no take 2
And I would hate to seem cos' I'm leaving my dream now
But I sleep now
And all the awake are making me senile
Snap every time i'm out
Even people I've been my whole life are looking at me like I'm a new me now
They say I've but I just don't see how
I've always lived my life taking corners that I can't see
Never what it is I'm trying to seek out
But I'm beginning to question me now
Today I
And I know why
But today I
And I don't whyyy (don't know why I crieddd)
I know it must mad to you
mad to me
All I've done is I've had to do
Been who had to be
But the path I've walked has so gravely
It's been a strain to remain humane amongst all this
I had nan who was a mum and dad to me
You can choose friends but you can't choose your family
Temporary for me has been a fallacy
your sympathy it means jack to me
Sick of hearing how happy I be
I don't know how to be
I can no longer
No more out to be
all I needs a slap,
Someone to it out of me
me to spell my irrational thoughts think more rationally
Sick of being in the of vanity
It's
Am I torn or is it all some form of vanity
Can it be I'm really just with myself, obsessive compulsive depressed, my pressures reflecting my health
Taking care of my career but I'm myself
Rejected therapy no I just won't except any
I pride myself on my but in all honestly today I lied
I was how I was and I said I was fine, I'm not
Today I
And I don't why
But today I
And I don't know x3