Luyện nghe bài hát Today I Cried

I went and fucking did it
Used to be a dream but now I live it
Weren't even writing raps I was down and out to fucking quit it
for me that I fucking didn't
See lily along when I was at my lowest
Selling wraps of coke not the raps I with
I made it and I owe to a I had with her,
Who knows where I'd be if chat hadn't occurred
with the bag, with the bag full of herbs init
Instead I got her on a and I murdered it
My name started causing in the industry
But none of these labels would work it until virgin did
Put my single out and we earned a hit
That's why we believe in darkness
I know it must a bit
Just did a show and knew the words to it
The day I risked everything for I couldn't have given more all these years have weighed heavy
But this is something that nothing could have me for
What you think all my problems are remedied I get an applause, there not
Today I
And I know why
But I cried
And I don't know x2
My single in at 3
My went in at 2
For a debut not to shabby if I to I make do
Finally form of reward for the things I came through
But it's different to the perfect picture people you
On the way up you might be a people take to
Then you break through and the same people who you hate to
All of a sudden you do may do may make news
And I'm sick to death of was is and aint' true
Spend a day in my shoes and maybe you would feel the to
Though I I've got to make the most of it there will be no take 2
And ungrateful I would hate to seem cos' I'm leaving my now
But I sleep now
And all the awake are making me senile
every time i'm seen out
Even people I've round my whole life are looking at me like I'm a new me now
They say I've changed but I don't see how
always lived my life taking corners that I can't see round
Never what it is I'm trying to seek out
But I'm beginning to question me now
Today I
And I know why
But I cried
And I don't whyyy (don't know why I crieddd)
I know it seem mad to you
mad to me
All I've done is what had to do
who I've had to be
But the path I've walked has been so
It's been a strain to remain humane amongst all inhumanity
I had nan who was a mum and dad to me
You can choose your friends but you can't your family
happiness for me has been a fallacy
Stick your sympathy it jack to me
Sick of hearing how I should be
I just don't how to be
I can no pretend
No making out to be
Maybe all I a slap,
Someone to it out of me
Help me to spell my irrational thoughts think rationally
Sick of being in the state of
It's
Am I torn or is it all twisted form of vanity
Can it be I'm really just with myself, obsessive compulsive depressed, my pressures reflecting my health
Taking care of my career but I'm myself
Rejected therapy no I just won't except any
I myself on my honestly but in all honestly today I lied
I was how I was and I said I was fine, I'm not
I cried
And I don't why
But I cried
And I don't whyyy x3