Luyện nghe bài hát Today I Cried

I went and fucking did it
Used to be a dream but now I fucking it
Weren't even writing raps I was and out about to fucking quit it
for me that I fucking didn't
See came along when I was at my lowest
wraps of coke not the raps I flow with
I made it and I owe to a chat I had her,
Who knows where I'd be if that chat occurred
Back with the bag, with the bag of herbs init
Instead I got her on a track and I it
My name started murmurs in the industry
But none of these would work with it until virgin did
Put my first single out and we a hit
That's why we never believe in
I know it must a bit
Just did a show and everybody the words to it
The day I risked everything for I couldn't have given anything more all years have weighed heavy
But is something that nothing could have readied me for
What you think all my problems are cos' I get an applause, there not
Today I
And I don't why
But today I
And I don't whyyy x2
My went in at 3
My album in at 2
For a debut not to if I have to I make do
Finally some form of for the things I came through
But it's to the perfect picture people paint you
On the way up you might be a person people to
Then you break through and the same who rated you hate to
All of a anything you do may do may make news
And I'm sick to death of was is and aint' true
Spend a day in my shoes and you would feel the same to
I know I've got to make the most of it there will be no take 2
And ungrateful I hate to seem cos' I'm leaving my dream now
But I don't now
And all the hours are making me senile
every time i'm seen out
Even people I've round my whole life are looking at me like I'm a new me now
They say changed but I just don't see how
I've always lived my life taking that I can't see round
Never knowing what it is I'm trying to out
But I'm even to question me now
I cried
And I know why
But today I
And I know whyyy (don't know why I crieddd)
I it must seem mad to you
mad to me
All I've done is I've had to do
who I've had to be
But the path I've has been so gravely
It's been a strain to remain humane amongst all this
I had nan who was a mum and dad to me
You can choose your friends but you can't choose your
happiness for me has been a fallacy
Stick your it means jack to me
Sick of how happy I should be
I just don't how to be
I can no pretend
No making out to be
all I needs a slap,
Someone to it out of me
Help me to spell my irrational thoughts more rationally
of being in the state of vanity
It's
Am I or is it all some twisted form of vanity
Can it be I'm really just obsessed with myself, obsessive compulsive depressed, my pressures reflecting my
Taking care of my career but I'm myself
Rejected therapy no I just won't except any
I pride myself on my honestly but in all honestly today I
I was asked how I was and I I was fine, I'm not
Today I
And I know why
But I cried
And I don't know x3