Luyện nghe bài hát Today I Cried

I only and fucking did it
to be a dream but now I fucking live it
Weren't even writing I was down and out about to fucking quit it
Lucky for me I fucking didn't
See came along when I was at my lowest
Selling of coke not the raps I flow with
I made it and I owe to a I had with her,
Who knows where I'd be if that hadn't occurred
Back with the bag, with the bag of herbs init
I got her on a track and I murdered it
My name started causing murmurs in the
But none of these labels would work with it until did
Put my first out and we earned a hit
That's why we never in darkness
I know it must a bit
Just did a show and knew the words to it
The day I risked everything for I couldn't have given anything more all these years have heavy
But this is something that nothing have readied me for
you think all my problems are remedied cos' I get an applause, there not
Today I
And I don't why
But today I
And I don't whyyy x2
My single in at 3
My went in at 2
For a not to shabby if I have to I make do
Finally some of reward for the things I came through
But it's different to the picture people paint you
On the way up you be a person people take to
you break through and the same people who rated you hate to
All of a anything you do may do may make news
And I'm sick to death of explaining was is and aint'
Spend a day in my shoes and maybe you feel the same to
Though I know I've got to make the most of it will be no take 2
And ungrateful I would hate to cos' I'm leaving my dream now
But I sleep now
And all the awake are making me senile
Snap every i'm seen out
Even people I've been round my whole are looking at me like I'm a new me now
They say I've but I just don't see how
always lived my life taking corners that I can't see round
Never knowing what it is I'm to seek out
But I'm beginning to question me now
I cried
And I don't why
But I cried
And I don't know whyyy (don't why I crieddd)
I it must seem mad to you
mad to me
All done is what I've had to do
Been who had to be
But the path I've has been so gravely
It's been a to remain humane amongst all this inhumanity
I had nan who was a mum and dad to me
You can choose your friends but you choose your family
Temporary happiness for me has a fallacy
Stick your sympathy it jack to me
Sick of how happy I should be
I don't know how to be
I can no pretend
No more out to be
all I needs a slap,
Someone to it out of me
Help me to my irrational thoughts think more rationally
Sick of in the state of vanity
It's
Am I torn or is it all twisted form of vanity
Can it be I'm really obsessed with myself, obsessive compulsive depressed, my pressures reflecting my health
care of my career but I'm neglecting myself
Rejected therapy no I just won't except any
I pride myself on my honestly but in all honestly I lied
I was asked how I was and I I was fine, I'm not
Today I
And I know why
But I cried
And I don't whyyy x3