Luyện nghe bài hát Today I Cried

I went and fucking did it
Used to be a but now I fucking live it
Weren't even raps I was down and out about to fucking quit it
Lucky for me that I didn't
See came along when I was at my lowest
Selling of coke not the raps I flow with
I it and I owe to a chat I had with her,
Who knows where I'd be if that chat hadn't
with the bag, with the bag full of herbs init
Instead I got her on a and I murdered it
My name started murmurs in the industry
But none of these would work with it until virgin did
Put my first single out and we a hit
That's why we never believe in
I know it burn a bit
Just did a show and everybody knew the to it
The day I risked everything for I couldn't given anything more all these years have weighed heavy
But this is something that nothing have readied me for
you think all my problems are remedied cos' I get an applause, there not
Today I
And I know why
But today I
And I don't know x2
My single in at 3
My album in at 2
For a not to shabby if I have to I make do
Finally some form of reward for the things I came
But it's different to the perfect people paint you
On the way up you might be a person take to
Then you break through and the same people who rated you to
All of a sudden anything you do may do may make
And I'm to death of explaining was is and aint' true
Spend a day in my and maybe you would feel the same to
Though I know I've got to make the most of it there be no take 2
And ungrateful I would hate to seem cos' I'm my dream now
But I sleep now
And all the hours awake are making me
every time i'm seen out
Even people I've been round my whole life are looking at me I'm a new me now
They say I've changed but I don't see how
I've always lived my life taking corners that I see round
knowing what it is I'm trying to seek out
But I'm even to question me now
I cried
And I know why
But today I
And I don't know (don't know why I crieddd)
I it must seem mad to you
mad to me
All I've is what I've had to do
who I've had to be
But the I've walked has been so gravely
It's been a strain to remain humane amongst all inhumanity
I had nan who was a mum and dad to me
You can choose your friends but you can't choose your
Temporary happiness for me has been a
Stick sympathy it means jack to me
Sick of hearing how happy I be
I just don't how to be
I can no longer
No making out to be
all I needs a slap,
Someone to it out of me
Help me to spell my irrational thoughts think rationally
Sick of being in the state of
It's
Am I torn or is it all twisted form of vanity
Can it be I'm really just obsessed with myself, obsessive depressed, my pressures reflecting my health
care of my career but I'm neglecting myself
Rejected therapy no I just won't except any
I myself on my honestly but in all honestly today I lied
I was how I was and I said I was fine, I'm not
I cried
And I don't why
But today I
And I don't know x3